Kevin Jamison Martin

Hey little man, today is your one-year anniversary. I can´t believe it´s one year that we have gone without you. To me it seems like it´s just yesterday when you left us. Miss you today as if I miss you the first day I sit here and I ponder and I remember everything that happened when I first did it you left I miss you with my whole heart and I love you today. We are having a little memorial for you in your name and I know it´s gonna kill you but we just want to remember you and keep you...

Hey Little Man, It is coming up on a year since you have left us. My heart is still aching today as if it was the the first day. I can still see everything that happen that day. It is still so fresh in my mind. I closes mind and it is if I am still there. My heart is still aching to this day. Yu are the love of my life.

Hello my little man I know it´s been a while since I wrote to you it´s been seven months since you were gone and I´m still having a hard time with it. I just can´t believe that you were not here with us. It breaks my heart every day when I look out at that hot tub and remember everything that went on that day and remember seeing a woman woke up with you in her arms knowing that there was a possibility that you had not made it and then going to the hospital and sitting there waiting for them...

Hey my little man I´m sorry I´ve been a while I just wanted to say merry Christmas happy new year and I really missed you during the holidays it was a horrible time for everybody but we finally got through it. Especially daddy he was looking at your video from last Christmas and it completely tore him up. We all miss you a little Men especially my mom I wish I could´ve been sitting on the floor with you while you opened your gifts with the rest of the kids it was so hard to sit there and not...

Hi my little man It´s me again mom mom writing to let you know that I´m still here and I´m missing you and I love you so my heart it´s been five months since you loved us and it just seems like it was yesterday nothing has changed everything just stays the same we are all still brokenhearted that you were not here. This week is thanksgiving and we are all spending over the house with daddy so he´s not alone every time I think it´s sitting down at the table without you makes me sick to my...

My little man is my mama I´m just writing to you tell you I miss you so much it´s been three months today and you are gone from us I am missing you so much it breaks my heart to know that you were not here with us I cry myself to sleep every night knowing that I miss your beautiful smile and I can´t hold you or I can´t hug you and I miss your beautiful kisses I don´t know what else to say because if I talk to you I wanna cry my eyes out I miss you so much little guy I hope that we meet soon...

Hi Little Man, It's me Mom Mom just coming to write to you again. I miss you so much. I just wanted to tell you that I see those beautiful doves that are on Daddy's roof for the past few days I hope that is you coming to visit me. I won't be their that much only later on your sisters and brother started school today so I won't be there all day but I do hope to see your beautiful yellow butterfly. This morning I woke you are 3 and when I did I saw your beautiful smiling back at me at...

Hi little man it's Mommom, I had to come to talk to you today to tell you that I miss you very much and I am having a real hard time with you not being here with us. I miss you beautiful smile and that great laugh. I know that you are coming to me in the beautiful white butterfly that I see every day and also the red breasted robin the sits on daddy's roof that talks to me everyday. Keep coming to me so that I know that you are ok. And please tell poppy that I said the I love you both. I...

I cried myself to sleep last night thinking of you. If you only knew how much you were missed. I asked Papi send me a message that you were with him and he sent down The bird with the red breast that always appeared to me and that´s what I asked him to do Kays and I are both standing on the deck when he appeared to us so I know that you were with him and I know that he will take care of you it´s a little consolation but I feel better knowing you were with him. You keep sending us signs of all...