Laura E. "Beth" Pawlowski

It's been 21 years Grandma!!!! Thought maybe it gets easier but it really doesn't. I think about u every day and wonder if I still make u proud...u should see my kids Grandma, I'm going to be a grandma to in May. I miss u. Really trying not to cry but it's so hard. I know I've been missing our monthly visits, but I promise soon I'll come up just to sit and talk. I love u so much

Hey Grandma, I can't believe it's been twenty years.... So much has happened that I wish u were here for....I miss our long talks, and u had the perfect advice for anything...I think about u all the time and I know ur still with me...I always try to get to these without crying and every time I ball my eyes out...I need a favor Grandma, watch over Brandon while he's going thru all this, I need my baby boy to be okay, and I need all ur magical powers to guide him...I'll be up to see u Saturday...

Grams, How is it possible that you have been gone for 20 years??. It still feels like yesterday. I know you are with me and guiding me on this crazy path. You always reminded me to never let myself feel stuck or like I have to with anything. I have been really trying to remember that and I hope I am making you proud with the choices I have made. I still miss you so much. You will forever be my best and favorite roommate. Give everyone my love. Continue to walk beside me and guide me. I...

Hey Grandma....I can't believe it's been 19 years that I haven't seen u, or heard it voice, but I know ur still with me in my heart...I miss u more then I could ever say... Keep watching my kids for me, ud be so proud of them, just how they all grew up... Mom and Dad are doing good, actually they are doing great... Well Grandma I'm trying to get thru this without crying but it never seems to work...I know ur my angel and I'm driving u crazy huh lol, but ur doing a wonderful job watching...

Grams, As we near another anniversary of you having your wings. I sit here and think about all of the moments you have missed being at this year. Although I know you have been there through them all with us. My heart will always be missing a piece until I get up there with you. Keep guiding me on this path so I can make you proud! I love you so much! You will always be the best roommate I ever had. I will see you in my dreams.

Wow grandma can u believe kayla is 22 g is about to be 21 and Brandon is 18... where have these years went... thank u for always sticking by my side and guiding me as my children grew up, I knew u would lead me in the right direction to raise them... love u and miss u more then anything... talked about u yesterday and cried... keep watching over me cause I still need guidance...I love u

Grams I have missed you so much more lately than ever. Thank you for coming to visit and play cards last night with me. I still can never beat u. I needed that conversation.... I hear you this time I really do. Thank u for guiding me to him and this path. I trust you when u say as scarey as it feels that you hot me every step of the way. You will always be my best friend . Until we play cards again I love u with every fiber of my soul and miss u just the same. Keep missy girl company for me...

Hi grandma, I know it's been awhile but i'm still here...I drive by ur home everyday and as i'm driving by I say hi grandma..I know u know lol... anyways kayla is home for the summer, junior year, I can't believe it, and G, well he walks across the stage in 4 days...I know ud be so proud of them just as I am....i miss u so much every day all day, keep watching us down here...ur doing a great job...I love u grandma just as much as I did when u were here... I'll be fine, I always am... thanks...

Hey grandma, today u would of been 98, wow lol, anyways I miss u dailey, I think of u everyday, and I know ur still waching over us...Kayla is in her sophomore year of college at ohio northern and I know u would be so proud of her, little gerald is a senior in high school and Brandon is starting his freshman year...I'm doing it grandma I'm raising my babies, and I'm proud of myself every minute, hope I'm making u proud too...I'm doing great, well I can be better, but u know me, im always...