MARK JAMES CZECH

We are approaching on 15 years I'm not even sure how that makes any sense .. our kids are grown and they are all amazing humans you would be so proud. I still miss you as if it was the day you took your last breath . Part of me died that day too . I have become a different person over these past 15 years I think that was in order to go on . Still missing you is the hardest part of life and one day Marky we will meet again and I'll have some stories to tell you. Continue to help guide and...

We still miss you....

Merry Christmas honey, it's hard to believe its our third Christmas without you. I just wanted to thank you for coming to me in a dream the other night. Oh Mark you looked so happy and so at peace. All I can do is smile when I think of you and how you looked happier then ever like your soul was happy. I sure wished we could of talked but I guess we do all the time so we didn't need to then your face is all I needed to see. Be happy because you left me in good hands all of our family and...

Two years, I really can not believe that God called you away two years ago. Still remember like it was yesterday. I believe that you are happy and have all the answers to all your questions finally answered, I bet God said oh no this is a tough one. I know you were searching for the answers to the world and I know that you have to be so excited now to have all the answers at your finger tips with a cigarette of course. Marky there is still so much I miss but somehow I was able to pick my...

Good Morning Marky, well we are about to celebrate Thanksgiving for the second time with out you. It is still so unfair life as I once knew it is over and will never be the same . I miss you still so much my heart aches and longs for you. That part of me will always be empty and scarred. You were my one true love :))) I am thankful that I have are children that are the best thing you could of given me everyday I see you in their actions mannerisms and looks. We sure did good in creating good...

Well Marky today our little girl goes to her first homecoming, can you believe how much she has grown. Seems like yesterday you were being led around by the finger now she is a big girl. Days like today grab and squeeze my heart not allowing me to catch a breath at times I , we all miss your physical self here and in the flesh. I just picked up her flower she is going with girl friends thank god honey , I dodged a bullet no boy yet. How do I let her date??? You need to help, I'm emotional...

Here it is in about 2 weeks our little girl will be entering high school can you believe it???? Remember the day we took her to kindergarten and of course I cried and you hugged me. Now I'm getting ready to send her off to high school and you won't be there , its just not fair . The boys started football and there are so many daddy's there but ours isnt there It's not fair. We were suppose to go to a wedding tonight Joey's but I couldn't go I figured I would just cry, so I chose to stay home....

Well my dear our youngest is about to be double digits. It's hard to believe that Max is going to be 10 and Father's Day is around the corner. We miss you still so much. It so unfair that our kids don't have their daddy with them and I don't want to hear that you are with them iin their hearts. We need you here in the flesh were I could hold you and celebrate our sons birthday together. This has been an emotional day for me and I want you to know that I miss you so much. I would give anything...