Marlene Knight

Well here we go!! That life I was telling you I was trying to put together. The bottom falling out of it already. Again I don't know what I'mma do with myself from here on in. It's just hopeless! This is why I need you so you could tell me what to do with myself. I love you and I miss you and I can't wait to get back with you just for the guidance you gave me alone.

Oh my GOD today was so horrible. Mark trying to go crazy again over the computer. I watch Hogan everything. That was one of the last things you watched on TV. I love you and I miss you so much. Can't wait to be with you again I know it'll be much better this time.

Oh Lord!!! I don't know what I am going to do for the holidays forward. I will never have decent holiday meal again it's slop from here on. My world and my situation has changed drastically. Love you miss you so much. I hope to see you so soon.

Another day of dreary & despair. I will never get over the Hopelessness I feel. I can only hope and the two projects I have going and he will release me from this earthly the bondage. So that I can be be united with you. I'm so tired of just knowing the people that I know. The only thing I have to look forward to in this life is I will see you in the next. I love you. I will miss you always. I sure hope we could be together soon. Because these last two years have been one long...

I'm going to try to etetch out a life, but I feel I'm being defeated at every turn, still can't see how I'm going to keep doing this, it's not one minute or second of the day I don't think about you and I'm always having palpitations in my sleep because I'ma awake up and you're not going to be there. We lost a lot of people. I After Tweets died Mason died. Did Betty Ann had the sleeve done the first week of January by February she was dead. Did not Adeline died in December either the...

its been two yrs now & all this time I've been hoping it's been a bad dream. I don't know how long I can keep doing this. I'm still so lonely I can't stand it. Been so busy. I hope this lil boy is my last patient. I'm so tired. I swear before GOD I wish I could trade places with you. You knew how o live here I do not. I just want to be where you are or where ever you went. I pray everyday all day that we could be together SOON. I love you so much!! I don't know what to do next? Help me if you...

It's a year & 1 week. Mark took a deep dive, but he recovered. Jaz learning how to drive & as usual she mastered it. We all suffering so much as a result of losing you. We love you so much & miss you so desperately.

OMG!!!! This is so hard for me. I can't believe I got to continue to wake up & you're NOT there. Went to IHOP this morning & having a drink of Bailey's tonight with the gang. Felton went to put flowers. Love you so much, can't wait to see you again. It's not 1 day I don't thing about it. I'm NEVER gonna get over this. Been trying for a year, it's IMPOSSIBLE. It's killing me ever so softly. With ALL the people in the world I'm STILL so lonely. I dream about you EVERY night. I love you so much.

She should be sliding into a cloud right about now!!!!!!