Matthew William Beebe

Lisa,
I am praying for you today. I know this will be a hard day. I was crying this morning thinking about Matt. Why God chose to take Matt I do not know. But I do know that He loves you, and I am praying that you feel that love especially today.
Love, Debbie

Matt,
Today is a year since your passing. I think of you often. Your daughter, Alexis is a wonderful child. Beautiful, bright and loving. She is very much a part of your mothers' life, which I hope brings you comfort. Please always watch over her. I hope when she is grown and reads all the entries that have been left for you, that she can see how many peoples' lives you had touched. "Sorry we couldn't work it out, kid." I wish you peace.

Kathi

I find myself always trying to find the right thing to say to you.
And I know you hear me talking to you, I'm just glad that you listen so well..even when I can't think of the words to say.

I can't believe it's been this long since I've seen your smile. It hurts more and more everyday still. I guess I just never want to believe.

I plan on coming to the cemetery sometime soon. It's hard sometimes..but I want to.
I love you so much still Matt...
even though you aren't...

Matthew,
Today is your 21st birthday. You should be here with us. We went to the cemetary, that was difficult seeing your name on the headstone. I miss you every moment of every day. Alexis is getting so big, she is so beautiful. ( I know you are watching over her) Jenna and Kaylee miss you alot. Jenna let her barbie birthday balloon go out back, she wanted you to have it. They talk about you all the time. I know you hear me talking to you,(you flashed the nightlight 2 times). It...

I was sitting here remembering the time we sat on your front steps...and we talked about something very important..


And now I'm wondering why we never took the risk..


I also just wanted to thank you for listening...I love knowing I can feel you here with me..

I miss you. Love you.

Hey man, it's my birthday today (or maybe yesterday due to midnight, but that doesn't really matter). I could say a hell of a lot more, but I'm gonna leave you with a simple message tonight: "Dude, I wish you were here to celebrate this with me right now, but you can't. At least not physically. You have been in my thoughts all night, and I know you haven't left me alone. Not tonight. I'm doubling-up on inspiration, but I can tell it's not all from me, you are still playing a part. You'll play...

whats up dudey it's joe again... times like this wish i had a friend like you around. so for not a day has gone since that i havent thought of you. watching your last physical moments ever was hard for me it really was, miss you a lot dude you ARE one of a kind. i still have the memories and i laugh about it all the time, call me crazy. watch in peace brother.

Matt,
It took me awhile to place my feelings in words. I am trying to accept the fact that most of our memories are sad, but I do have some great memories about you. From the moment I met you, I could feel your pain. We were inseparable for a long time. I knew that somehow and someway you were going to change my life. Even with all our bad times, I would not change one thing. So I guess this is to a boy who got in my head with all things we did. You were my partner in crime for a...

Matthew,
I miss you deeply, this is a really difficult time. Bridget gave me your ornaments, they are on my tree. (I wish they were on your tree again this year where they belong). We took Alexis to breakfast with Santa, (she screamed). I wish you could have been there with us. Each day seems harder then the one before. I know you are in a better place, you feel no pain anymore, its still hard to take you not being here with me. Jenna and Kaylee miss you alot, please watch over them....