Michael Fredrick Ferringer

We knew Mike more than 20 years ago. I just learned he was gone. We are shocked. I am so sorry.

Hey babe, I would be wishing you happy birthday today, your 58th, I still dream of you and think of you each day. I miss you so much but I know you are in good hands with the Lord. All is well as can be but I love you and always will. You are missed greatly but I have come to terms with life on earth and know I will see you again and then all will be good in eternity. I just wanted to let you know I thought of you on this day and imagined how it might have been for your birthday. Now you are...

Mike:

I knew you for one week in Punta Cana. I was amazed at the love you shared with Lois. I pray everyday for Lois so that she can find the strength to move on with life. I also have lost a love. It is never easy to continue on but we must. I am happy that your pain has ended. Keep a close eye on all of us. Thanks for the memories....

Mike: Every time I sit down to my computer to check my email and get a message from Lois, I think of all the fun we had in Punta Cana in 2006. And to this day, I keep in touch with Lois. She has been an amazing and inspirational person to me, both during your sickness, and after. It was such a unique experience to meet such a great group of people from all over the world, and to still keep in touch from just the memories and good times had on vacation. I know you are at peace where you...

My Friend, Marti Laudato, wrote this letter to me and brought me a rose this morning. She said it was from Mike, through her. It is amazing.

To my most wonderful Loey, the love of my life:

Today is a milestone for you; a year has passed since I had to leave you behind. I know how you grieved and suffered this past year and it saddens me because there is nothing that I can do to relieve your pain even though you did everything to relieve mine. So this is what I've decided to do;...

I think about Mike often. I have such great memories of good times together. It's sad that he had to leave us, but I have to smile knowing he is in a much better place.

It is hard to believe it has been a year. It was so beautiful to see two people who clealy loved one another. I still remember one day you were returning from a visit at the Inner Harbor. You came in the Hope Lodge gazing into each other's eyes, smiling and holding hands...you told me you were just returning from a "date"..that is a touching memory I will always hold dear to my heart. May your special memories continue to help you find your smile

Karen Seaberry, Mananger of Hope Lodge

Almost one year has passed since I've lost my best friend and soulmate. Each day is a struggle because my heart aches so badly. We had something special together that never can be replaced. There is nowhere to run to avoid the pain of losing someone you love so deeply. We made each moment of each day count but in the end, it still wasn't enough time. To my love, I plan to be with you again for and in eternity. Love you forever.

Hi Babe,
I miss you every day. I want to wish you love on this father's day. You are in every thought of every day. I wish you were here to spend father's day with your dad but he and I will spend it together, just as you would want. My kids came this weekend and Trey has remembered his pappy when he saw your picture and your "big buck". Jack McHugh was here with Sean and Ashlee. Jack is now almost 3 months and looks just like Sean. You would have loved him seeing in this world. Trey...