Michael D. Winans Sr.

To Mike and Charlote:

Although our years were few - I walked with you through the rain forest of Washington and the streets of Walt Disney World in Florida: and when our time on earth was over I know that in Heaven, you will have my hand.

I love you always and one day our family will be complete.

Baby:

Today makes a month without you. It has been the longest month and the lonliest month ever. I have never gone a month without talking to you or seeing you and it is so hard. I miss you so much!

I hope you know how much I love you.

Always your wife,
Charlotte
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Dear Baby:

My heart is broken!!!! I don't think it will ever heal. It hurts to breath without you. I miss you so much baby! I hope you knew how much I love you. I hope the Lord tells you how much I love you and how much I will always love you.

It hurts so much to be without you. I miss you! I love you! I sit here tonight and cry because I miss you so much. It hurts so bad without you baby. I want you back! I want to know why! I want you to come back home to me. I...

Dear Baby:

I wish I could know why? I know physically why but I wish I could no spiritually why? Why did you have to go? Why did you have to leave so soon? WHY?

I miss you so much. My life is empty without you. I feel empty without you. I love you so much baby and when you left you took a part of me with you and that part was you.

It hurts every minute of everyday knowing that I can't talk to you or see you or touch you. I try real hard to put that pain away and...

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome...

Hey Baby:

Only the Lord knows how much I miss you. You touch, your smile, your everything made me feel safe and loved. Now there is nothing. The boys are trying to provide comfort but cannot be the comfort that you provided to me and to them. They miss you and in fact, Joe said last night that he misses your hugs the most.

Please check in on us from time to time as I will need the comfort in my heart as loosing you was the most devistating thing I have ever gone through and...

Baby did you see the boys? I know you were so proud of them. It was beautiful watching them get baptised. I know you were beeming from ear to ear.

They miss you so much and wish you could have been there but they know you were there and you were watching. I love you baby. You will forever be the love of my life.

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Hey Baby:

I know you are so excited, the boys get baptised tomorrow. They are excited but wish that you could be there. All the kids miss you so much. I am trying to be brave but sometimes baby it is hard. I love you so much and am so thankful that you chose me to love. I will forever miss you! Love always, Me

Hey baby:

I am sorry that I didn't write last night. It was a bad night for me. I miss you so much! Today I woke up and realized that you were never going to come back, no matter how hard I prayed and that was really upsetting to me. Baby you are my love! You were the one I wanted to grow old with and you are the one that I wanted to die with. I am so fortunate to love you and be loved by you. You completed me in so many ways and I hope you will always know how much I continue...