Nancy Antoinette DeMaria

Hi my Grammy. In a few days it will be 15 years since you´ve left us. I have officially had to live without you for as long as I had you. I never thought after that much time the hole you left in my heart with your absence still remains. But this year you sent me another angel, a baby girl. We named her Gracelyn Nancy. She is surely all of your Grace. I hear her in her crib sometimes cooing and smiling, I know you´re there. I know she knows you. I miss you. More than I think I ever have....

Grammy, I received an email from this guestbook company today reminding me it´s been 13 years. 13 years since I´ve been able to call, touch or hug you. I swear sometimes it feels like you were just here yesterday. At the same time it feels like it´s been an eternity since I´ve heard your voice. So many wonderful things have happened in the last 13 years. So many happy times that I wish you were here to share with me. I´ve welcomed two of your great-grandsons into the world. Logan and Mason...

Mommy,
It's been over a year now since you've been gone and it hasn't gotten any easier. I miss you more tonight than ever. But I know you are close because I feel your presence surrounding me in everything I do. Sometimes at night when I open my eyes, I picture you sitting on that chair in my room, smiling and telling me stories from your childhood. I know someday, I too will have beautiful stories to tell my children, of how dear you and Dad were to me. Thank you Mommy, for all the...

i think i am the only one up right now gram. Its about midnight and i cant sleep. its been about seven months since you left us. i think about you everyday. i went into the doll room the other day and just sat there looking out of the window at the moon like we used to do when i was little. i miss you so much. i dont cry as often as i did in the beginning. i wanted to write to you tonight because nothing is going how i know you wanted it. Nobody can get along like you, and i, had hoped. this...

Hi there Aunt Nancy, I just wanted to tell you how much I miss and LOVE you. Bill celebrated his 40th birthday this week end and we wish you would've been there , well I know you were in thought.He loves you just as much as we do.But the reason I was writting is to tell you that the kids had an awesome time hanging out after wards at YOUR HOUSE !!! Amanda didn't go I think she has a hard time being there without you there. But Lindsay had said to her why aren't you going and she said i...

HI Grammy!
Aunt Nancy asked me what i wanted special for dinner this sunday. I, without hesitation, told her chicken marsala! as she was cooking it,it brought back so many memories. the whole house smelled. i was thinking of how when you made sauce it would make anyone who entered the house mouths to water! its sad to walk into the kitchen and not see you in your seat mixing cookies or rolling meatballs.I miss you so much. i hope i am making you proud. I am trying so hard in school and...

Grammy,
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. It still dosn't even at times feel like your gone but then when I see how the family is any more It hits me that you really are.You truly are what held us all together. I miss you soo much, I know it was better that god take you but I guess I'm selfish when I wish for you back. There's so many things in life you taught me I don't feel like we were done yet. There is so much I've learned from you but yet still so...

i had a really rough nite last nite grammy. i find when im laying in my bed i think about you the most. how we used to look out of the window in the doll room and look at the moon. we would say our prayers together and you would say "kick me when your done." so many songs and pictures remind me of you. I was sitting in the living room listening to the country music channel, like we did alot, and i looked over at your rocking chair. It's just not the same. you werent there to say "sing it...

hi mom, i am holding your grandson, little mr lenny, just like you called him. he is finally here and he is perfect, just like you said. he looks alot like you and dad. i know you are looking down on us and are so happy for us, we miss you ans wish so much you could be here to hold him and do what you do best- LOVE him. we will tell him all about you, he will know what a great person you were, for sure there will be alot of people telling him that, you did a great job when you were here mom,...