Nicholas John Hartman

Well, here we are, another year has come and gone. You my brother, are in a much better place than all of us. This world today is by far not what it was or us suppose to be. Regardless of that, I miss you more than you know. Always on my mind, always in my heart, foever in my memories. Love you big brother.

Well, Another year has gone by. I love how people that don't know the feeling of losing someone so close, or don't have a close relationship with their family's always say, give it time and it will get better. Well its been 17years and guess what, it's no easier. Not having you here is one of the worse feelings I have experienced. I hate it. There's so many times that I just wanted to talk. To call you and just tell you something stupid and funny. I accidentally dialed your old number...

Nick, you are always, always on my mind and in my heart. I miss you and love you so much.

Happy Birthday Nick. Miss you more and more. Love you always, mom.

I was thinking about how in spring time, I would always sing April Showers to you and Julie. You would always say sing it again mom and you both would sing with me. Every time the daffodils pop up I see you and your sister as little kids and how blessed i have been to be the mother of two beautiful people. Always Mom

Another year flew by. Seems like they go faster and faster, yet still feels like yesterday you were here. I can't tell you how much I miss you everyday. Or how many times I just want to pick up the phone and call you. I know you've been watching over us but I wish you were here. I miss you always my big brother. Until we meet again. Your little sis.

It has been 14 years missing you every day. My heart will never mend. I see every phase of your life from the day you were born. I will cherish the years that God gave us together. You will always be in my heart, until i see you again, i love you.

Another year has come and gone. You my brother are in a much more peaceful place than us. This world is out of hand. Thank you for watching over us in all the madness. I miss you more than anything and would give anything to see you again. Time does not heal it just allows you to cope day by day. I love and miss you so much, that not a day goes by that your not on my mind. Sometimes I'm laughing and sometimes I cry but knowing your above watching over me gives me peace. I love you my...

Each year that passes we miss you more and more. You are always on my mind an in my heart. I love you.