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January 14, 2016
Ok! Five years whatever I think of you everyday. I know you and I know me you were always better at forgiveness than I was so I'm making a deal with you -- I am going to let go of my anger and hatred but this is where you come in I will not and physically and emotionally cannot forgive but i can move on and still carry you in my heart!!!! So there it is my precious angel I LOVE YOU MORE TODAY THAN YESTERDAY. I WILL SEE YOU SOON. LOVE YOU LOVE ME.
MOM
stephanie davenport
August 26, 2015
Hey baby girl⤠I sure wish you were here I miss you so much! Good looking out for your sister I love you see you soon
Brian sullivan
August 22, 2015
Love u. Miss u will c u again
Stephanie Davenport
August 19, 2015
I miss you all day everyday
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December 17, 2014
Hi Nikkers, well I am in my new house in Palm Springs. The yard is huge, almost 1/2 acre! I think you'd like it. So glad you were watching over Kym & Nick when they were turned over. What a blessing that they weren't seriously hurt. You know they were on their way to get Chris to all come out here and help move some of my stuff. I felt so bad, but then so glad they were ok. Sure wish you were here, honey. I'm grateful that we had your last Christmas all together, but it would be great to have more! Give Papa Don a big hug & kiss for me right after you give him what for! Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
barbara davenport
October 7, 2014
...tried to put a great photo in but dont know how to paste from facebook..sorry..but you saw everyone anyway.....and now ive lost my message...anyway just wanted you to know im thinkin about ya and miss and love you...Nana Cookie
October 6, 2014
Hey baby girl!! Well the shower was a big success - now we just wait for the big day. I think Byrd and I are going to become party planners now. I was really stressed about this whole thing but all for not - it was really fun. I know you'll look out for your brother and his new arrival and I am really excited to be a Grandma but also very serene cuz even though you are watching from above - you are not physically here to be Auntie Nikki. Guess Byrd will have to play both parts. You'll probably know what sex the baby is before we do. Anyway I love you and miss you every minute of every day. Put in a good word for Pooda, he needs it now more than ever. Talk to you soon. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
September 30, 2014
Hi Nikkers, just thinking about you here in the desert. You'd love it...nice and warm and sunny. So wish you could be here, but since you can't, please give us all an angel kiss and a big Nikki hug. The shower for Chris & Suzanne is this Saturday and your mom is so stressed, you'd think she never gave a party before! Thank goodness, it's almost here and done. Guess you know what the middle name will be if it's a girl!! Duh, same with Kym. Cuz we all love you, then, now, always & forever. Grammie
July 12, 2014
Hey Nikki, Oh boy here I go again without you on my "special day" lol. I just seem to not be able to get through the days, especially the holidays. Christmas and Mothers Day and of course you and Byrd's birthday are the hardest. Remember Christmas 2010 was the last one we all got to share with you here on earth. Your smile was so bright. So on my birthday please SMILE for me. I love you everyday. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
July 10, 2014
Hi baby girl, Miss you, Nik. Your mom is doing so good now; lost so much weight she can almost wear your clothes. And I get her old ones. Her bday is gonna be hard again, so blow her a big kiss and give her an angel hug. Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
July 4, 2014
I miss you and will always Brian sullivan
July 3, 2014
Hey baby girl, well here we go again - another holiday and you're not here (hate it). Haven't talked to you for awhile or seen you (I'm so sorry) but so much crap going on. Sometimes I feel like you are looking down at all the mess here and thanking GOD that you don't have to be in it, but I wish you were still here (I guess I'm selfish that way). Anyway you probably would take it all in stride (it is just your way). I will look up to the sky tomorrow and know that you are watching. I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU every single day. Love Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
BARBARA DAVENPORT
April 9, 2014
guess we are writing our last messages to you...I know i will keep seeing you each time i visit your gravesite..you are ALWAYS THERE WITH ME....I FEEL YOU.. how ironic that your right there by papa in the very best spot in the entire cemetary.... i will probably be the first one to see you again...getting old...but im ready!!!!!!!! I love you and miss you!!!!!!!!!NANA Cookie
Cheryl Sullivan
April 7, 2014
OK Nikki I guess this will be my last post to you...I Miss You and Love You...You should be so PROUD of your Mom she has been through HELL and Back but she's doing good now and I think she will be alright but Please keep an eye on her. Wish I was having this conversation with you Face to Face but this will have to do..I had a Dream about you the other night and I got to hear your voice it was Beautiful as you are!!! Please Keep coming in my Dreams... Love You Nikki!!!! Love Auntie Cheryl XOXO
April 7, 2014
Hi Nikki, I don't know what happened to my last note to you, but haven't seen it on here yet. Oh well, your mom is going to close this out, so this will be my last missive, but definitely not my last thought or prayer. Still miss you so much, Nik, every single day, just knowing you were there made a difference, even if we didn't see each other often. Our last Christmas was so special, everyone in the family remembers how vivacious you were, looking forward to the future. Please take care of those we love up there with you, Nikki. Papa Don, too, even if he did make a big booboo, but God will make it right. Love you, baby girl, then, now, always & forever, Grammie
April 7, 2014
Hey baby girl I hope you are proud of me right now. It's been hard but feeling much better, but I wish you were here to see it but I know you are looking down on me and keeping me strong. Please look our for
grandma - she's going through a bunch of crap right now ever since Papa
Don passed away. I love you soooo much. I still cry everyday but I have to move forward - that is not to say that you will not be on my mind everyday and in my heart always. I love you baby girl (you will always be my baby girl). Byrd is living with Nick now. Oh yeah Chris is going to be a daddy - that's right I said daddy. Please keep your eye on us and continue to look out for us.
Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
barbara DAVENPORT
March 6, 2014
hi Nikki Happy birthday a little late..i know you can see whats going on with me and thank you & all my angels for being beside me these last 7 days...and before actually....i am very blessed....Miss you!!!!!!!!!
March 6, 2014
Hi Nikki, had a nice bday dinner with Kym last night. Nick was there, too, of course, and Jessica came also. We sure miss you, baby. Take care of things up there for us....especially Papa Don, I'm sure he's not happy about what's happening down here now. Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
Cheryl Sullivan
March 5, 2014
Happy Birthday Nikki...I wonder what it's like to Celebrate in Heaven...I bet it's AMAZING!!!! I Hope you're Smiling while you are looking down on Kym wondering what she's got planned for today...Love you Girl and I miss you So Much!!! Love, Auntie Cheryl XOXOXO
February 20, 2014
Hi Nik, poor baby...now you've got two jobs....watching over us down here and over both of your papas up there! Miss you, sweetie...miss him, too. Keep those prayers coming this way, honey, we sure do need them. Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
barbara davenport
February 18, 2014
well Nikki today was your other papas funeral..such a sad thing to go to....im so sad for your nana ann hopeing and praying all will turn out good for her God KNOWS she deserves all good things !!!!So now you have 2 papas up there with you...MISSISNG YOU A LOT TONIGHT!!!!!Nana Cookie
Barbara Davenport
October 17, 2013
Hi Nikki sorry i havent been on here in along time but you know I come and talk to you so dont feel the need to write as often...right now today your cousin stephanie was down to visit you. today is her birthday. i didnt even know she came and talked to you..bless her heart...anyway..Keep watching over us God KNOWS we all need guidance. I love you and miss you!!! We will all get thru this hopefully sooner than later!!!Love you!!! Nana Cookie
October 10, 2013
I can't breathe Nikki. I have been through everything just trying to close the book - I can't.... I miss my everyday with you and Byrd. Every song, every breath - I don't know I just can't do it anymore. Dad's okay - he's tired. I'm trying. I just miss you. So they'll print out book that I get to look at - yeah! I dream about you every night - that may be why I don't sleep. There was so much more you had to do. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU = I WISH YOU WERE HERE.
Cheryl Sullivan
September 29, 2013
Hey Nikki, I know I haven't been on here in quite awhile but it DOESN'T mean I have forgotten you or DON'T think about you...I DO..ALL THE TIME!!! Still DOESN'T seem real after ALL this time!!! Wish we could turn back time to when all you kids were young and do SO MANY things DIFFERENTLY!!! What a BEAUTIFUL Baby you were..and Gorgeous Young Woman!!! Just wanted to say Hi and that I Love You Sweetie!!! Miss You So!!! Love, Auntie Cheryl XOXOXOXO
September 28, 2013
Oh Nikki, how I wish you could talk to us. We sure could use some Heavenly wisdom! Miss you, honey, love you then, now, always and forever, Grammie
September 15, 2013
Hi Nikki, it's been sometime since I wrote to you, but I still kiss your picture every morning and talk to you all the time. Wish I could tell you that things are hunky-dory, but sometimes God has other ideas! Papa has dementia and has good days and bad and an awful time believing he's not the same as he was. Try to help your mom, honey, she really needs to get it together and to quite drinking and smoking for her own health. Your dad tried N.D. but that wasn't for him. Hope he can find a niche somewhere else, he seems to be fed up with the Y at times. I know you're our Angel, sweetie, so keep on looking out for us till we see you there. Love you then, now, always and forever, Grammie
June 12, 2013
OMG Nikki, please help me. You of all people know what it's like over here. I don't know what to do anymore. All I do is cry. I miss you baby. This is not how life was supposed to be but it is what it is. I'm trying but you know how hard it is for me to keep my mouth shut - well it's gottin quite harder. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH. It's really sad nobody else understands. We were family me you byrd and Chris. I miss that so very much. You're in my heart everyday. Keep watching over us. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
May 14, 2013
Hi Nikki, we're going to PV today so I'll need you to look after your mom while we're gone....not that you don't anyway. But you know what I mean. It's been pretty tough on her the last few days. Look over her shoulder, honey, she's going to be trying really hard to find a job. Sure hope she does and not just for the money! Miss you, sweetie, every day even though I don't write to you a lot. Keep on being our angel, Nikkers. Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
April 15, 2013
Hey baby girl, well the devil got out today. Just doesn't seem fair - I get a lifetime of pain and he gets his family. You know everytime I post I am looking at your picture from Snoqualimie. I miss you baby. I fight as hard as I could. I love you sooooo much. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
April 14, 2013
Hi Nikki, just feel like writing to you today....no special reason, just missing you, I guess. Getting ready for a move and I'm not sure I'm up to it, but there's really no choice. Me & Papa are just too OLD to keep this house up and it costs too much, too. So, hopefully we end up in the desert. That's where I've always wanted to be anyway! Keep an eye on us, honey, we can always use Heavenly help. Love you then, now, always & forever, grammie
April 7, 2013
Hey baby, went out and had some fun... kinda felt all around me...keeping me safe. Every morning when I wake up there's got to be a reason - just haven't figured it out yet, but I will. You should see Byrd, her new hairdo you'd be proud. I can't even she did it. Her new car is really nice it's just sad how she got it. Edgar quit. Went out last with old friends. GOD I WISH YOU WERE HERE. MOM...mommy...mom...mommy. Only few will get that. I LOVE YOU MOM
P.S. I LOVE YOU
April 3, 2013
Just thinking about you like always. You know everybody keeps talking their smack but I know you always love me. That's all I need. Not much else I can do but be me. Sooooo missing you. Byrd gets a company car on Friday - Yea. bout time. Jackie's gonna do your old route - yuck. Just wanted to say "Hi" and I LOVE YOU. MOM
Mallory Beck
March 8, 2013
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NIKKI! I WANT YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL. <3 I WEAR YOUR LOVE LIKE HEAVEN AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME AND IN MY HEART. XOXO.
Cheryl Sullivan
March 6, 2013
Hey Nikki I was thinking about you ALL day yesterday hope you had a good B-Day...wish you were still here with us!!! Miss & Love you...Auntie Cheryl
March 5, 2013
Hi Nik, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Having dinner with Kym tonight, hopefully Chris, too. Your mom, dad, Mallory, Jackie, Daniel & Uncle Greg will also be there. Papa's not feeling up to it, so he's gonna keep the kids (dogs!) company at home. We miss you so very, very much. God must have wanted you pretty bad! Keep watch over us, baby doll. Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
March 5, 2013
Thinking of you <3 Aunt Robin
March 5, 2013
Well here it is "your day" but you're not here. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI. Momma misses you everyday - miss Byrd too. Keep watch. I miss not being there to wake up in the morning and be able to tell you both HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Just talked to Byrd she said she was up all night crying (she misses her baby sister). Hope God is treating you well. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU (see you soon)
March 4, 2013
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY GIRL
March 4, 2013
Well it's almost here - your birthday - what to do? The "world" is not better off without you. I asked Byrd why she called you "Bink" she didn't remember but for whatever reason I got one and she's just like you. MOM
P.S. I LOVE YOU
March 3, 2013
Well here we go again. It's funny how family does not include you in anything but they are the first to say something. I probably shouldn't even be writing this but it's just what's on my mind. I sit everyday and think of you but not much I can do (my car is screwed up - can't really drive it too far). Nobody calls so I'm done calling but I got you and Byrd. In a few days you would have been 26 - you never even saw 24. Baby I made so many mistakes and I'm sorry but I can't take them back now. I know you loved me more and that I can take with me so I will keep looking and listening in everything I do. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
March 2, 2013
Nikki, you our forever young. I listen to "your" music every night and I every time the wind blows I know its you. Just let it run. A portrait of young. No body will understand but you but that's okay cuz you are the only one I'm every talking to. I just keep having visions of you in your jeans and t-shirt and me rubbing your hair. I'm so sorry baby. I'll see you soon. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
March 1, 2013
Hey baby girl, miss you like crazy. Byrd's going with Nick for her birthday dinner tonight at your old hangout with Chris. Funny how everything comes full cirle. Papa just put a new alarm in (remember those days hahahaha). Well your like the wind (can't remember that saying either but you know what movie I'm talking about). I love you baby. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
February 26, 2013
Hey, well Grandma's last birthday 75 now she's staying steady. Jenna cooked fish (needless to say I didn't eat). Not really sure what to do anymore. You know me I could open my mouth and insert foot very easily but I've been tryin' real hard not to (must be you and my shadow). It's almost your birthday. Ashley got married on a boat (what do you know). I just have trouble with everyone moving on but me. I miss you soooo much that I can't breathe but not everybody gets it. I'll see you soon. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
February 23, 2013
Hi Nikkers, well, we had my "last" birthday dinner at Aunt Jenna's last night. It was really delicious, don't listen to your mom....it was fish! Anyway, we sure missed having you there, too....particularly Kym. Mallory, too. Some days are better than others, but some of them are barely bearable for your mom. Stay on duty, honey. Supposed to have lunch with Chris tomorrow but haven't set a time or place so I'm not sure it'll happen. Hope so, missed him being there last night, too. You know how he is though! Hitting the hay now, sweetie. Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
February 21, 2013
Hey Nikki, you know nobody knows how our family works except us. Sure wish people would get it. We might be dysfunctional but we are tight. Hopefully someday everybody we'll get it. You know me I'm just being me. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
February 20, 2013
Hey baby girl, life not treating me so well. Dad has skin cancer. Don't really know what is wrong with me (we'll figure it out). Please look out for your sister and brother cuz I'm tired. I'm just so tired. You know how they are. I want my life back but that's not gonna happen but I still have you. I miss having all of you around me. We used to have such good times at that stupid little apartment that I hated but now I wish I had. Miss you everyday. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
February 9, 2013
Hi Nik, miss you, honey. PLeASE look out for your mom and dad. They need whatever boost you can give them. Lottery, intervention, whatever. Life is hard and getting harder for them. Guess you already know about Kym's troubles. Stay with her, babe. You're the only one she ever listened to....same goes for Chris. Might give him a swift kick you know where! Whatever you can do for any of our family will be be appreicated. Love you then, now, always and forever, Grammie.
P. S. My birthday is coming soon, some special prayers would be nice.!
February 5, 2013
Hey baby girl, just can't seem to move on without you. Byrd got bad news yesterday but I'm sure you already know that. She's a little stronger that we knew but you always knew that. Can't seem to see your pictures on Grannie's computer - kinda pissing me off but then again doesn't take much. Just missing you today like everyday. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU

January 30, 2013
Hi Nik, well your mom seems to be healthy enough. The pharmacy gave her the wrong dose of her thyroid medicine last time. That's partly why she's so tired all the time. Should be better with the new stuff. And now, since I think I've learned how, I'm going to attempt to post some photos here. Hope it works. Sure do miss you, honey, can't believe we've survived two whole years without you. Love you then, now, always and forever, Grammie
January 29, 2013
Hi Nikki, going to the doctor today. A little scared. Know what I gotta do just don't know if I can. Dad's tryin' but you know. Wish I could add more photos but my computer is in lock down (once again here I go but this time I don't have you or Byrd). Please give a shove. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU.
January 25, 2013
Hey baby girl, just having a moment. You know me - hear a song, read a post. Your Dad's all up in Facebook (Hahaha)hard to believe that one. Let's me off the hook (get it) he's too busy on his phone. Missing you everyday just trying to survive. Don't know how Grandma does it. Walking on egg shells but eventually me and Dad will get through together with you. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
January 20, 2013
Hey Nikki, give big shout outs to all the people who love you and may not have known you but they do now. You made this world a much better place and brought people together who may not otherwise have been. Rest easy baby girl. I promise Mom will get it together cuz I know your watching. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
January 20, 2013
Thank you David
Suzanne Emerson
January 15, 2013
Hey Nikki,
I know I'm horrible it's been two years and I haven't wrote once. You know I talk to you all the time though. I blew smoke in your face yesterday I know you enjoyed. : ) damn Nikki your mom is so right things have changed big time. Your sister is going crazy you know what's going on. She needs you the most right now. I'm trying but the difference is I'm not you. You guys had a bond no one can replace or even try to. Please guide her. If you were here things would be so different.
Your bother oh your brother you know him all right. He misses you too. He doesn't really talk about what has happened or how he feels. But after 6 years I know him. Please help him express himself more tell him it's okay to cry and its okay to let people close to him know how he feels. We know the bond you two had gosh you were his ride or die best friend no one was better then you in his eyes. They need you Nikki more then ever.
I always sit here and think would we be in the four bedroom house down the street or would it be you and kymmy living together. Would you even let Chris and I still see each other (haha you know what I'm talking about) where would we all be.
I know one thing for sure Kym would not be fighting with Chris begging him to let me go out with her to some random concert. Haha. Would you and I be at more laker games kings games. The things the four of us would be doing. The river float MAAAAAAAAAANNNN!!!!!! I still can't believe your gone. They say things get easier what a bunch of BS things get a lot harder.
I love you Nikki always!!!!
Ill never forget what you said the Xmas before you left. "What is this B doing here" hahaha you love me.
Until next time!!
David McCullough
January 15, 2013
Hi Nicole,
Thinking about you and your family today. Stopped by the candle and flowers at your corner tonight - hard to believe it's been two years. Good night and God bless.
January 14, 2013
Hi sweetie, cannot believe it's been 2 whole years without you. Tough day it is for all of us, especially your mom. Give her an extra Heavenly hug, ok? We're all just trying to get thru one day at a time and know that you're probably better off than most of us!! Give God a nudge to help see us thru til we get up there with you. Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
January 13, 2013
Hey angel, what more can I say, you see everything HELP!!!!. I miss you like crazy - crazy bad not crazy good. Just went to see today. thought they took your cross away. I was ready. You know me. Lucky for them. Tom or row is gonna be a bad day for me but I know you'll get me through. If only your Dad could open up life might be a little bit better for me but that is not likely to happen. Simple put our family is not the same as when you were here on this earth but I hope Heaven is better. Love Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE
January 12, 2013
Hi Nik, we're having a few bad times here, hope you can have some influence to keep/stop them from getting too out of control. Your parents need your input more than ever, so do Kym & Chris. It's so hard to let you go, but I'll just bet that you'd keep us all in your thoughts, prayers and whatever else you can. We miss you, honey, and are not quite sure hot to let go (especially your mom), so a sign of some kind would be good. We'll see you soon enough (that's God"s choice) But in the meantime, please help us all to be worthy of Him and of You. Love you, swwetie, then, now, always and forever, Grammie
January 10, 2013
Hey there sweetie, guess you already know what's going on, yeah tell me what's going on. I'll see you tonight. Miss you like crazy. Keep an eye on Byrd. I don't think she's doing so good and I know I can't do this again. Just feel her and know what to do. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
January 6, 2013
Hey baby, not such a good day today. Went to Church and it was all about forgiveness and I can't forgive him. Staying at Grandma's not so much fun either. Wish I had your tenacity and just say later. We used to be such a family (not normal) but good. Not so much anymore. Even me and Grandma fight everyday. Can't do this anymore. Don't know what is gonna happen. But all I know is that me, you, Kymmy and Chris were a family. I don't what happened to the rest but I'm done. GOD is not fixing anything and I've been trying. There is so much people can do but they just don't get me. I'll see you in a couple of days. My candle is the one burning the brightest. Love Mom
P.S. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
January 4, 2013
Hey Nikki, I was just sitting in the swing outside on "Papa" Don's deck and remembering all the freezing cold nights you and Byrd slept out there. Well Grandma still hasn't found her voice - who knows maybe someday. I used to used to sneak you in before he got up and sneak you out at night so you could have a life. I don't know? Did I mess up? I just didn't want to pull the leash so tight. I know you know I love you and your brother and sister more than anything. I know where my heart lies but was there something else I could have done different? I ask myself these questions everyday. I don't think I would have changed a thing (well maybe somethings - you know). MOM
P.S. I LOVE YOU
January 4, 2013
Hey baby girl, can't really say what I want to say cuz then they won't put it on here, but I think you know where I'm coming from. Just keep an eye out for your sister and brother cuz this family is tore up from the floor up since you've been gone. I don't know how much more I can take but not too much. See you soon. MOM
P.S. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH AND MISS YOU EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE
barbara davenport
January 1, 2013
Hi Nikki dont know why they dont post my entries anymore..will try again..Just missing you..you are the lucky one..Life here is just getting to hard...dont think it will ever change for your folks..wish i could fix it but not for me to do...only God can do that...wish hed hurry...you are on my heart heavy at this time...Love you and miss you so cheated!!!!!!!!Nana Cookie
December 31, 2012
HAPPY NEW YEAR SWEETIE!!!. KEEP YOU SISTER SAFE FOR ME. I CAN'T DO THIS AGAIN. BE HER ANGEL PLEASE JUST LIKE YOU WERE MINE. MOM
P.S. I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH
Barbara Davenport
December 26, 2012
Hi Nikki. Just checkin in to say Merry Christmas...Sat with you for awhile today just to say I know you and papa having a much happier time than any of us...I got to see all my grandchildren this year except Berlie..and you but I know you would have been there if you could have...and anyway you were there in spirit..and papa too....its very hard..specially at Christmas...as you saw we went to Robins and i thought everyone was having a decent time i know i was happy THREE of my children WERE THERE... I really dont think I will be here next year..hopefully up there with you and papa....just doesnt matter anymore..everyone to sad and God not fixing it sooooooooo just want out....NEVER thought id see my children in this situation...and you know who im talking about...
I just keep praying and thats all i can do......love to you Nana Cookie
December 25, 2012
Merry Christmas, Nikkers. Sure missed you at Aunt Jenna's last night, but it went pretty smoothly....no lectures that I heard and everyone got along ok. It's so much easier with the name drawing! We had Papa's bunch for brunch today, but Chris & Kym came by, too....which, of course, I loved. Your mom & dad have been a big help to me and to Papa. He's failing a litle every day, so bored without LACC to go to! Pray for your mom, honey, she has an interview on Friday. Unless I win the lottery or MegaMillions! Yuk, yuk, we'd all be sitting pretty then. Well, sweetie, I seem to be rambling so will close for now. I wrote you last week, but apparently the content was suspect 'cause it never made it on here. Oh well, at least, we know we communicate! Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
December 25, 2012
Merry Christmas Nikki. I didn't get you anything this year. I miss you baby girl. Daas boots (only you and Byrd will get that one). Anyway just missing you. See you soon. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH
December 24, 2012
Well here we go - off to Jenna's yeah. Please look out for your sister and brother - you'll all they have right now. None of us like XMAS anymore but we muddle for Grandma. I just want you here!!! Saw such much I wanted to get for you - then went to Church and remembered what's it's all about. I will be thinking of you every minute tonight and everyday. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
December 21, 2012
Nikki, you know I always wanted a "nikki" and I had the best one!!!!! I had so much to say to you but then your sister interrupted my whole thought process - like she always does. Watch out for her please I know you will. Wouldn't hurt if you watch for your brother too. We're all hurting so much. Doesn't even feel like XMAS without you here. Just tryin to muddle through. You gotta help me out. My eyes are going bad. I have been crying everyday for almost 730 days straight. I MISS YOU. MERRY CHRISTMAS BABY. LOVE MOM
P.S. I LOVE YOU
December 21, 2012
Hi Nikki girl, I haven't written to you in sometime, but I do manage to talk to you everyday. Hear me? Sure you do, but you might not always want to hear what's up! I hope somehow you can give you mom (dad, too) some encouragement. I really worry about her, she's not able or ready to let you rest. Send her some kind of sign that you're ok and perhaps she can relax a little. Christmas Eve is at Aunt Jenna's this year and promises to be kind of tense. Mallory still has problems and the rest of us are kind of at a loss as to how to handle the situation. Any suggestions? Sure, you do,but will we be able to recognize them and act on them? Let us know! Miss you all the time, honey, even tho we didn't see or talk all that often, I knew you were there. Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
December 14, 2012
Went to see you today baby girl. Left you a santa and a bear and that tinsel that you hate but you look great for xmas. Not gonna much of one around here - not without you again. Gotta turn my life around - help me out sista. I miss you so much and I don't get to see Byrd anymore. I'm just really lonely. I almost jumped on Grandma's bed this morning just so I could feel at home but I know better than to wake Grandma up. See you soon. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
December 9, 2012
Hey Nikki, do you know I named you that because I always wanted a "Nikki" I was so blessed to have you. Things are not going to so good. Your doesn't talk and all want to do is talk. I know your gone but you are never ever forgotten and I can't wait to see you again (if I make there). I try to keep the faith. I will definitely see you - probably sooner than later. This is my story. Every since you've been gone life has taken a 180 degree turn on me and I don't know how to move on without you. Chris and Kym are just hiding their pain - me - I'm not so good. Another Christmas without you = not happening. You were our rock!!!!! We need you!! Please come home! I need you or something. Tell me. If anyone knows me it's you. HELP. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
Cheryl Sullivan
December 5, 2012
Hey Nikki...Haven't been on here in quite awhile...doesn't mean I'm not thinking of you I see you on my Fridge EVERYDAY!!! Christmas is right around the corner and that means another Holiday without your Beautiful Smile!!!! So UNFAIR!!!! Life sure hasn't turned out the way I thought it would...your mom is really having a HARD time...PLEASE send her a sign to brighten her day !!! Love You and miss you girlie!!! XOXO Auntie Cheryl
December 4, 2012
Hey baby girl went to see you today all by myself (it was nice). Worry about everything everyday but I know I got you over my shoulder (you know what I mean). I guess you were right all along, people talk it just matters how much you listen. I guess I just need to stop listening. I haven't talked to you for so long (well at least not out loud). I see you everyday and you're still keeping me up at night. You and I are two peas in a pod. We never let anything go unsaid. I guess that's why you were so stubborn. And Byrd. Don't know where we got it from certainly not Grandma. Dad's as closed mouth as ever but he's a good guy. Greg's ok I guess. Don't talk to him much anymore but still hanging on. I gotta close this up soon so I have a piece of you to hang on to that can travel. Was thinking about taking you to Vegas - is that what you want? Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
November 14, 2012
Hey beautiful, just needed to talk. I'm sure your know what life is like for me (I don't have to sneak you out anymore) HAHAHA. I just miss you sooooo much. Can't say too much more never know who's listening. Love Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
November 12, 2012
Hey Nikki, well still hangin'. Don't know what to do anymore. Tired of everything. Got room for me up there? I guess I need to stay here for Byrd. Chris won't even talk to me. I so wish you were here. Nobody understands what I go through everyday without you, cept Byrd but I'm not around the corner anymore - sucks. I'll see you tom or row (get it). Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
November 5, 2012
Hey baby girl went to see you today. As usual you look beautiful. Dad and I are not doing so good but at least we have a bed to sleep in (you remember). I miss you like crazy. I don't even know what I am doing anymore but I got your DAD. He makes me laugh. He tries real hard to understand but only you and Byrd can understand. We had our own little thing. I miss that a lot. Anyway it's just been a while and I wanted to say I LOVE YOU. mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
barbara davenport
October 21, 2012
Hey Nikki what a great surprise this mornin..your mom came to church with me again!!! Shes tryin so hard do you think you can put in a good word for all of us..we are tryin... and then...your phone called your mom???? wow right in the middle of church...came to grave site yesterday..so sad always makes me feel better just to sit and look at your beautiful face and cry it all out..again.....love you...probably see you sooner than anyone else here.....Nana Cookie
October 8, 2012
Hi Nik, well here it goes. I can no longer hold everything in and really don't know what to do anymore. I'm pretty sure I'm outta here but don't worry I'm taking you with me. You know all those talks we had about family well it turns out we were right - we knew we had to stick and boy did we. Well not so much anymore. I thank GOD everyday that you are looking out for Byrd cuz I can't anymore (she's too damn stubborn). Well and then there's Chris who blames me for the world while I fight for my own life. I think the best thing for me is to go. Turn off my phone (nobody calls anyway) and pack up car and gooooo but then I would have to kidnap kymmy and we all know she won't go or would she. Well I don't know how much longer I can write. Eventually I have to close this out then what do I do. Nobody really gets it but me and of course you. I can't let you go. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
October 8, 2012
Hey, Nikki, did you see your Saints tonight? What a great game! They beat San Diego and I had a really tough time cuz I usually root for the Chargers, but I know the Saints were YOUR team. It was nice to see Drew Brees set a new record anyway, even if they hadn't won it would have been good for them. Miss you, baby, love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
October 5, 2012
Hi baby well I survived another day must be because of you. You tell GOD mom's not a bad person just a little messed up right now. Going out with sissy tomorrow maybe that will help cuz I sure do miss her since we are so far apart now. Dad doesn't understand - but then again he never did. We were the three muskateers. Well baby girl I'll talk to you soon.
P.S. I LOVE YOU MOM
October 5, 2012
Hi Nikkers, I wrote to you the other day, but for some unknown reason, it never got posted. Oh well, you probably know all about the situation anyway. Hope you can help spread some sunshine to your mom (dad, too). They could sure use some about now. Maybe give your brother and sister a little kick in the behind as well! Keep on missing you, honey. Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
October 4, 2012
Hey Baby Girl, well life has fallen apart but I know you right on my shoulder. Gosh the three of us were like two peas in a pod. Missing that alot. Saw you yesterday - you are so beautiful. Trying hard to get straight I know you would be mad at me right now but it just helps get through the days without you. I know nobody understand but I just miss sooooo very much. Just look at you - I wish you were here - you never how beautiful you are and you'll never know how many lives you touched - or maybe you already know. Hummberbirds are everywhere - it's gotta be you. I'll talk to you soon. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
August 20, 2012
Hey Nikki, just missing you. We're falling apart without you. Don't really know what to do. Dad and I are fighting all the time. Me and Byrd are fighting constantly. Haven't seen you for awhile. I'm sorry. Miss you everyday. Always on my mind. Love Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
August 9, 2012
Hey baby girl just missing you again wondering what the heck is going up there. You know I just miss you. Been sitting here waiting for the people who care to call me. I've been reaching but nobody's listening. I know I'm supposed to do it on my own but I need help. Dad's trying but he can't do it all. I just sit. Sissy has my car so I just sit. Don't really want to bother anybody with our problems but sometimes it would be just be nice .... you get it. Love MOM
P.S. I LOVE YOU
August 8, 2012
OMG Honey, haven't wrote to you for a while talk to you everyday. Byrd got in another wreck in your car. I guess you're sitting on her shoulder. Dad and I are moving don't know where but out of Tijuana. I miss you so much. YOu know our family was great. I'm learning more and more that as dysfuntional as we are we are better than the rest. I know you get it. No disrespect. I love you and I miss you more than anyone will ever know. Dad is ok and trying to keep me ok. Byrd is doing alright as well as can be expected but you probably already know that. Chris well it's Chris he misses his baby sister but doesn't say too much. NOt sure what to do anymore. PRAY. Love you. MOM
P.S. I LOVE YOU
July 18, 2012
Hey baby girl, had a rough day yesterday. Had to relive the whole experience. NOT FUN. Lots of questions of what kind of family we were. That's kind of hard to put into words. I miss you like crazy. Going through a lot of stuff right now. I'm really scared. Never felt like this before. Always had a fall back plan or at least a job. Keep me safe. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
Cheryl Sullivan
July 8, 2012
Hey Nikki, I wrote you a little while ago but they didn't put it on here don't know why...HARD Time's for your Mom and Dad right now, worse than EVER!!! Don't know what's going to happen next!!! Watch over them as I know you have been!! Sure miss you girl!! I think of you ALL the time!!! Love, Auntie Cheryl XOXOXO
July 6, 2012
HI..NICOLE ITS DADDY I MISS YOU SO MUCH IM SORRY I HAVENT WRITTEN TO YOU FOR AWHILE BUT I FIND IT HARD TO WRITE TO A COMPUTER ...I KNOW YOU FEEL ME ..I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH SWEETIE YOU KNOW THAT THEIRS NOT A SINGLE DAY GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU ..I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU ...MY HEART LONGS TO BE WITH YOU IN HEAVEN I CANT WAIT TO BE ABLE TO SHARE THE BEAUTIFULL TREASURES THAT YOU MUST BE EXPERIANCING. WITH JESUS AND THE REST OF OUR FAMILLY WHOS THERE WITH YOU NIKKI PLEASE WATCH OVER US ..TILL WE REUNITE AGAIN..REST IN PEACE .BUTTERFLY KISSES AT NIGHT ..LOVE YOUR DADDY,,XOXOXOXO
July 6, 2012
Hi baby girl, things are not looking good. Dad and I are fighting like crazy - kinda like you and Byrd used to. Not sure what to do. Please come home. I miss you like crazy. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
July 4, 2012
Happy 4th, Nikki! Bet you can see ALL the fireworks from there. We're just planning a quiet dinner and to watch the Vet's Stadium display from the backyard. Invited your mom & dad but don't think they're coming. Too much on their plates right now, but then you know that. Keep praying for them, sweetie, they sure could use some good news for a change. Put in a good word with Him. Love you then, now, always & forever, Nik.....Grammie
July 2, 2012
Hey there baby girl haven't talked to you for awhile well at least not in writing Haha. Lots of stuff going on with your baby sis. I'm sure you already know. Take care of her. Looks like i gotta pack you up pretty soon. Makes me so sad. Life is not turning around for me and Dad but we're still here fighting. We miss you everyday. There's just so much going on - I need your help. My beautiful baby here I am calling on you again. I can't do it by myself. I need you here. You Chris Kym and Dad are all I have. Don't Know what's gonna happen but hopefully I'll get back to you soon but if I don't I LOVE YOU. MOM
P.S. I LOVE YOU
June 8, 2012
Hi Nik, did you see Kym and your mom at the RM house? Kym got sooooo much sun, but she seemed to enjoy herself. You already know your mom is headed out there again this week-end, poor dad, alone on his b'day! HaHa, he already has plans, so guess he won't suffer too much. Hope this trip helps your mom, she sure needs a boost. Miss you lots & lots, Nikki. Kiss your picture every single day and sometimes twice! You will be forever missed by so many people. Pride has no place in heaven but if it did, you should be! Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
June 7, 2012
Hey baby girl it's been a while and I'm sorry but you are with me everyday and every night. I just keep waiting for you to walk through the door and then I get up in the morning and you're not there. I having a really hard time right now but I hope it'll get better. Dad went to the doctor and had some biopsies done. Hoping it's nothing but get a little worried. You know him - never wears a hat, etc. Gonna get out of this apartment for the weekend with the girls for a little refresher. Hoping it will get me out of this funk. Missing you every minute of everyday. Oh yeah, Greg had a baby girl, but you probably know that already. You trained him well. He would never be the man he is today if it weren't for you. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
Barbara DAvenport
May 9, 2012
Hi Nikki just thinkin about you and wanting to give you a big hug!!!!! Did you see what happened the other night with my little friend Chloe, i know you did what do you think about all that... i wanna believe....and I know you are all around all of us from time to time...tell papa hello....how did you enjoy cheryls dinner the other night,,,,we missed you... but know you were there too...ne way...just missin you...Love you Nana Cookie
May 9, 2012
Forgot to tell you....the lucky Lexus strikes again. Daniel got his license in my car! And it survived! Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
May 8, 2012
Hi Nikki, just missing you today (every day!). Seems like you kicked your brother into a little action lately, at least he's made a step towards peace. Good 4 u & him. Your mom is kinda in a funk, so if you could give her a nudge it would sure help her. This is a big week-end coming up....Mothers' Day, Mallory's bday, June D's bday, CIF finals, NCAA finals. Wow, I don't have enough energy for it all! Keep us faithful, Nikkers, miss you so much. Love you then, now, always & forever, Grammie
May 7, 2012
Hey baby girl. Just wanted to say hi. It's Auntie Cheryl's birthday today so make it special. I know you love her. I can never put anything in past tense cuz I know you're still here. I can't believe I have to go through another Mother's Day without you. Whose gonna take me to lunch? Sissy's okay but not so much. Bro not so much. Nobody talks anymore. Don't really know what to do. We all just miss you so very much. YOU ARE OUR ROCK. Need you know more than ever. Mom
P.S. I LOVE YOU
April 29, 2012
Good night sweet baby girl. I will dream of you.
P.S. I LOVE YOU
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