Nikki Varnado Gillam

Hey, mom. I can never seem to find the right words to describe how much I miss you when I feel the anguish (over your passing) that I'm feeling right now. I think of you every day. I wish I remember how it sounded when you said "I love you" to me. I wish I remembered your wonderful laugh, I wish we could laugh right now because I know that it would make me feel so much better. I wish I could hold your face in my hands, smell your lovely hair, hold your beautiful hands for as long as I want. I...

Nikki, you are on my mind every year when I turn the calendar from May to June. I wonder what your kids are up to. I hope they will return to your Legacy page someday and tell us all about their wonderful adventures. Their mom is still a phenomenal woman in my memory. I miss you, Nikki

Mom, we're working together to create a legacy for you, I Love you mom

Happy birthday mom I miss you so much

Miss you so much mom. I think about you everyday and I hope I'm making you proud.

I love you with all my heart and soul mother

Hey Nic Nac,

Its been a while, so many things have happend / changed. I am sure you knoew bout them before we did. I wish you could have stayed to see my beautiful daughter it took 18 years for me to have :>) I named her Sydney Rain ( Rain in honor of you )Maya is a wonderful big sister....nobody messes with her baby! Mama said you were like that with me when they brought me home. We also just got a puppy! I guess you saw Paw Paw left us the the Saturday before Easter...that one...

I've been thinking about you a lot this week, Nikki. I got a flyer for Magnolia's Memories in the mail, and can't help but remember your outstanding performance last spring. You sang like an angel that night, and I know you're a soloist in the heavenly choir! Love you and miss you, my dear friend.