Paul Balint Jr.

Well Paul, I will celebrate you no matter the day or time. I have conquered grief. I have made it past the hardest days. I have you on my dresser and say hi and I love you all the time. I love you there. I'm not going anywhere but to you. How is heaven anyway? I believe that you are happy and have love surrounding you. You always did. Merry Christmas. I love you always. Melissa.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! I keep you close and live each day with you. You are the truest, realest, man I've ever known. And how you remain so special today. As always and forever til we meet again, I love you. Melissa.

Another year passed and here today, is you. I just heard a quote that said "I can't live my life without you, but now you can live your life with me." I love you. Melissa.

Paul, 17 years and still you stay as close to my heart as the day we met. Nothing changes and I'm always with you. You make me whole and I can't thank you enough for the days we had and the way you always looked at me. You loved me. I loved you. You're my best friend. I miss you so much. Merry Christmas. Love, Melissa.

We honor you. We love you. We miss you.

Paul Balint Jr. The only one who matters. We are struggling down here. Wish you were here. I'm coming there. One day, and with you, I will be forever. I love you.

Happy Birthday my purpose. I am steadily and somberly holding onto you, your heart, and our memories that stay so very close to me. I weep looking at you and just feel nothing, absolutely nothing can take me from you. I always believed we were destined and fell to my knees meeting you and saying goodbye to you. You are the strength that keeps me ahead of my game and keeps me calm when things come undone. I love you. 38 and beautiful. Melissa.

I was here on the the 15th, it was not published. 15 years and nothing has changed. Nothing. You're still my best friend, my soulmate, my hero. So much more and nothing less. You are missed daily, thought of regularly, and loved endlessly. Can't wait to see you again. With love, Melissa.

Another year passing by. Another week. Another day. No other you. You are there. You are here. Between minutes passed, I hold you near. And seconds last, with just me staring in the mirror. I hold so close your love, and never fault God is good and you are safe. Actually with the greats. I love you.