Paul Steele Benter

Valentines Day came and went and I missed you and should have written you a message. You do know how much I miss you and that I love you even more than I ever have, I know you know this. It still is hard for me to have this empty house without you in the other room watching tv with the volume up so loud.....I would give anything for this to be going on right now. You were my home.....you always will be my home. I love you my Babe.....me

My Babe, before I go to sleep tonight, I want to wish you a Happy Birthday. Another one without you here with us, but you are still so much of our memories. Missing you has no words to put down on paper, just that my heart still has pain and it will always belong to you. I will see you in my dreams and when it is our time to be reunited. I love you. Me

I have been missing you so much, I just loved having you in the living room watching tv and me yelling at you to turn it down....our lives together and the family we created has been the best thing that ever happened to me. You were everything to me, to us. You made us a family and I miss that. I love you my Babe and until God lets me know it is time to see you again, I can wait, but I will be so happy to be with you and Paul. Love, Me

Another wedding anniversary is here...today would be our 41st...I still have the love for you and it just gets stronger and stronger. You are my life to this day, Babe, I love you. I don't know what we would be doing for today, probably nothing but we would be together. I miss you more than there are words.....I love you, Babe, Me

My Babe, another birthday comes around and we are left here to celebrate you alone. Sammy and I are making your favorite meal tonight with a carrot cake to end the day. I love you more today than I did the first day I fell in love with you, more than 40 years ago. I know you did not want to leave, as you tried to prepare me of what you knew was coming, I still was in denial. You worried about if I was going to be alright, well, I am. But the truth is I would rather have you in on the couch...

My Babe, it is now going to be four years that I have not seen you. Four very long years.....my spirit is not the same as it once was. I think I will never be the same, well, I know that I won't. Since your passing and then our son Paul's passing, I do have a hard time just trying to stay focused and just feel alive. It is too hard somedays, but I do know that we will see each other once again for always. I love you still, you, the love of my life. Yours always. Me

Our 40th Wedding Anniversary....wish we were here together, but, for now I think of you daily, miss you more than I can explain. We sure had a great time in our over forty years of being together. Our ups were great and even our downs became our glue to keep going and never giving up. You gave me everything, Babe, my life, my kids, my laughs, my sorrow, and most of all you gave me myself and let me keep my spirit. For that.....that is the reason I have always loved you and will for the...

Another birthday tomorrow, just thinking about you and missing you like crazy. I hate when these days come up because I really feel the emptiness around me. I do know you are still around me, but still just to have you for one more day....I would settle for just one more hour. My love, My Babe, I love you still and will for the rest of my life and will miss you always. Love, Me