Paul A. Kuhr Jr.

MY DEAREST PAUL, HAPPY 81st BIRTHDAY MY LOVE. I SURE WISH WE COULD HAVE CELEBRATED WITH YOU TODAY, BUT CELEBRATIONS ARE NO MORE. I TRY AND TRY TO BE WHO I USED TO BE. IT SURELY BOTHERS ME THAT I AM UNABLE TO DO THE THINGS I DID BEFORE. MOST TASKS ARE VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME. I GUESS I HAVE TO ACCEPT MY NEW LIFE, BUT I CERTAINLY DON´T LIKE IT. WISH YOU WOULD LET ME KNOW YOU´RE BY MY SIDE. REMEMBER, I AM ONLY A HEART BEAT AWAY, LOVING YOU, JANICE

Today was the day you asked me to marry you. You made me the happiest girl in the world. We have shared some of the best memories, and now that´s all I have. I miss you so, I will never get used to losing you. TiAmo, MiManchi, Janice

My dearest Paul-I cannot believe you left me 17 years ago today. My heart remains broken and the silence is deafening. I miss you more than my words could express. I never thought I would be without you. If I could have bottled the times when you were well, I could open the bottle and see you once again. But, no matter what I wish, it will never come true. Strange that you took your last breath, early morning on a Wednesday and I was awake today, early morning. I want you to know I am...

My Darling Paul, Today was your favorite day of the year. We celebrated with our families and friends for hours. We created a table filled with special foods, from Polish (your family) Italian (my family) American (our friends). Everyone went home with carry-outs, didn´t we love watching them as they left with their styrofoam containers. It made it all worth the work to see so many (sometimes in upwards of 40+) enjoying spending Christmas Eve with us. And here we are today, all that is...