Paul E. Lokey Jr.

One year today and I am speechless. God I wish I had the words to describe how much I miss you..but I don't, so I guess I'll have to settle for a quote to describe how I feel.

"Memories are a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are,
and the things you never want to lose"

Poppop, if I don't get to keep you, I never want to lose the memories I made with you?

I love you so much and I miss you more than anything in the world!
Rest...

I drove up to PA to help my co-op arrange her new classroom last Tuesday and on the way I thought about you the whole time! I kinda got choked up and it was as if you were telling me to knock-it-off.. as soon as I started tearing up you played the Pennsylvania Polka on my iPod! I shook my head, smiled and called Gram right away! I miss you so much, and I really don't visit you nearly as much as I should, but I want you to know that I don't go a day without thinking about you! I love you so...

hey there old manits 12:30 at night and i can't sleep, yay! :( i have to be up early in the morning for the blood drive; i'm donating! well, me and daddy both.
i really can't even explain how much i miss you. i went in your room today just to sit down and take everything in, and it was just so empty, like you're supposed to be there, but you're not :/ i hate it, poppop, i really do.
i'm no where near ready to face the up and coming weeks. 1 year is right around the corner, and i'm...

hello poppop. long time since i've been on here. i'm sorry. but i go to visit you at the stone every chance i get, which is fairly often since i started driving. god, i wish you could see me drive, but i know you're wish me. i love you so much poppop.
missing you everydayalways,
laur<3

thinking about you today, and always <3 love you!

Hey Poppop,
I've been thinking about you a lot this morning...I miss you so much! :(
I love you so much! I hope you're having a beautiful WARM day in Heaven. It's way too cold down here!

Always,
Laur

hey poppop,
i'm so sorry, i know it's been a few days since i've writen you last! :/
i'm getting sick and i just havent been very motivated to do much of anything!
i miss you so much, and i wish i could see you!
visit me in my dreams sooni love you!
always,

So, remember way back a few months ago when I told you I wrote a song about you.... well I want to share it with you now.

"I got your squinty blue eyes,
I got your tan tinted skin.
Your amazing laugh and humor,
Is embedded within.

I can still remember how,
We used to run all around,
Playing in the back yard.
You were my greatest friend.

But I’m left without you,
And now you’re gone.
But the memories live on.

Hey Poppop,
First days back to school are always a bummer, so WOOOH me for being stuck in boring classes all day.

I'd like to just tell you about my guy situations.....well basically, I'm going to be a cat lady. Yes, that is right. I will be the 75 year old single lady with 99 cats running wild in my house....COOL. Or maybe a nun (haven't decided yet).

And thank you so much for visiting me in the dream the other night. It was the most amazing dream, and I really...