Paul J. Merges Jr.

Hey my friend.. I miss you so much everyday.. My Dad passed away on 10/8/14 and it is almost a year now.. Then in January my Uncle Johnny Hodgkinson passed away (my Mom's brother).. Then, this past Easter, my Grandpa(My Dad's Dad)passed away too.. My Mom lost the love of her life, married 44 years, and my Grandma (my Dad's Mom, who has 8 children, now 7 living) lost her 1st born, my Daddy, and her Husband, my Grandpa, within 8 months of one another.. I can barely hold it together, I do not...

daddy... I miss you please come back to our world

Hey you.. My best friend of almost 30 years.. Even though you were 6 years older than me, it was nice to have you as an older brother (being I'm an only child) to get advice from and confide in.. I went to Mercy and years before you went to CBA. In the last 20+ years we've gone through so much together!! And with each passing year we had become so close that when I learned of your passing, I went to a dark and lonely place I've never been and never want to go to again.. I was in the hospital...

... You never knew me but you may have known my dad Paul Merges, he was your cousin and he loved you so much. Im his son Cooper Merges, and when i heard the tradgic news I cried for so long. I felt so bad, so bad for you and your family. I Miss You, everybody does, and I just want to say for all the people out thier who knew you, WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOUR SOUL WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEART! God bless you and your family.

I love you.. and I'm so sorry... - Cooper Merges (Son of Paul Merges)

Man I miss you soo bad. I was just reading our last messages on Facebook. I know you are with me. You came to me in a dream to say goodbye. I just wish I could call heaven and tell you how good I am doing. You would be so proud. My son still has your peacock feather. We talk about you often. Please help me stay strong and be the Mom you always told me to be. No one will ever fill the void in my heart. I love you bro. Until we meet again.