Paul Thomas Rager

Rager, our baby girl is about to graduate from college May 18, 2019. I know you would be so very proud of her. She has gone thru many things in these years, but thru it all she has continually achieved good grades, on the deans and presidents list and I am so very proud of her and her accomplishments. Miranda misses you greatly, as she did the day you passed. I have learned that life must go on and I am happy. Im sure Faith will miss you on graduation day, as she does often. Just wanting ya...

Linda and family,
Just a little note to let you all know that I think of you often and know how hard this is for you all. Paul was a good man a good father and a good husband. At least you know that and you have wonderful memories that will always be with you. It is not the same I know but those memories will help you throughout your sorrow and your long healing process. Keep your faith. I love you linda and miss you very much.
your pain in the butt Tri-Chem...

Hon, here it is 6 months later. Life has NOT gotten easier, my world is upside down, my heart still breaks daily, my soulmate is missing in my life, I'm breathing in and out...and feel like I'm in limbo. This is still so unbelievable, unreal, and just awful. I think of you all the time, and talking to you gives me a touch of comfort. All are doing great to try and be here for me, but we all miss you dearly and will forever.
Loving you still and forever! Just Me

Hon, they say time will heal, but here I am and I still hurt as much if not more than I did the day you passed. Life is upside down, I am lost without you. Althought I talk to you daily, its nice to come here to your book every so often. I'm doing my best, but as I tell you daily, this is so unfair, unexpected and unbelievable. Wish I could just hug you, and talk, theres so much wellllll you know, just confused, for a lack of a better word. I still wear your ring, have ever since we...

Hon,
I sure miss you, your hugs, soft touch of your hand on my sholder when passing by, our talks, and just seeing you in your chair. Today was especially hard for me, my life is so hard at times, every day is so difficult, so much to do and get done still, I cant believe there is so much to take care of still.
Mom said to tell you in your book, that she sure misses you. We cry together, but trying to be there for each other, and Faith and Miranda. You sure would have...

Hey dad,
Matt & I went to your grave yesterday for Fathers Day. We took flowers and Matt put them at your feet to make them smell better. I went to the doctor. He said I lost the twins. I was hoping you would put in a good word for me, but I guess it just wasn't meant to be this time. I'm ready to give up trying & just tell the doctor to take it all. I still look for you to knock on the door with flowers, but I guess that's not meant to be anymore either. I miss you so very much!!! You...

Hon,
Here I am still thinking of you and missing you so much, I have your pic enlarged on my pc screen, it looks like i can almost touch you, I try and try, but its just not you. I miss your pecks on my cheeks each morning when you should be going to work, the touch of your hand your arms around me when i need your hug, I'm trying so hard to hold up for Faith, Miranda and mom. I'm doing ok but only you know how much I miss you. I hide my tears, thinking it will make me strong, how...