Paul G. St. Pierre

16 years have gone by. I guess I always thought we would grow old together watch our grandchildren grow up. Retire someday visit some places. It all ended that day. I'm tired Paul. I didnt want to end up alone. I wanted things to work out for us. I'm mad that you left. You left me alone. Why? Im so tired.

Its June 14, 2017.

Another year has passed, and it still seeems like yesterday.

Tommy got married New Year's eve, and he loves his new bride very much.
He only has one more year of school left and then he's going to be in the Air Force. A 2nd Lt. Can you imagine??

Lisa and Steve are doing well. Steve adopted Rachel last year, they are offically a family. He is so great with her, and she loves him so much.

Rachel is going to start high school in September. ...

Twelve years already....
You should be here with your family...
Lisa's married... Steve is a good man. They are happy. Rachel... What can I say? She's not the little peanut you held in your arms. What a beautiful, smart, and talented young lady she has grown into.
Paulie he works hard all the time, and you should see him with his two little girls. Your heart would melt when you see them... Mackenzie such a little princess... and Emma is the little peanut.
They are...

Ahhh i just need to hear your voice

Damn... I wish you were here... just need someone to talk to....

Another year gone...you should have been here...Rachel is getting so big...Mackenzie, you would love her so much, she's such a peanut...you'd be proud of Paulie, he's a good dad... Lisa seems really happy, she has someone good in her life... Joey is trying to start his own business, you and him would have much to talk about...Tommy...you'd be so proud of him...I wish you were here...It's hard doing this by myself...I wish things could have been different...

Paul,
It was our anniversary yesterday, 25 years...you should have been here with me.

Another year gone by, and it still seems like yesterday. I still miss you so much