Phillip Sidney Lara

It's hard to belive that it has already been a year since god took you away from us. Not a day gose by that we don't miss you. here is a poem that show how i feel
In memory of you
Phillip Cruz

If I am hurt or down,
I will try
I will think of you in my times of need,
When my life is getting rough,
When I’m down with a frown, I know
That the memory of your face will cheer me up
When I try so hard to move on,
I began to breakdown and...

Phillip, you have not been forgotten. You and your family are still in my prayers a year later.

It will soon be a year on the 4th, since you've been gone Phillip. I was left in shock that morning, and I still can't believe it. I know now you are at rest and watching over your family and friends. We are all left with your memories. You are always in my prayers Phillip.

I miss you Phillip. We all miss you. In the back of my mind I still think you will come home to us. One day we will see you again. Be in peace my brother.
Love your sister.

The other day, I was reminiscing our talks.. and I had a dream about you that night.. it got me really upset the next morning.. I miss you Phillip.

Ten months ago today God took you from us. I pray you are in peace my dear brother. We miss you so much Phillip.

I've tried to think over and over what to say about this but I cant really find the words. No words can really explain the hurt, the sadness, the unyeilding pain that rips away at our hearts knowing that we cant give you a hug or touch you. I can barely see the screen past the tears running down my face. My condolences go out to your family. I cant imagine losing a son. I dont know what I would do. Somehow your family has been covered with this grace that can only come from such a loving God....

Phillip, son, dear son, I miss you so much. The emptiness without hearing your voice, the lonliness without having you next to me, the laughter that we shared, the tears for all that we shared, the pains of growing up, are with me everyday and the rest of my living days. Be it known each day that you're with us every day of our lives. Your daddy.

You're always remembered, never forgotten. You and your family are still in my prayers. I still remember how you would always tell me to just live life and let it be then give me these little life lessons. I still can't believe it. You will always be missed.