Ralph Harold Speck Jr.

Happy Birthday son. Love Mom and Tom.

Happy Birthday Ralphy we Love you. Mom and Tom

Son not having you with us for the last five years has been sad and painful. Ihope you are at peace. Love Mom and Tom

Son, this has always been my place to talk to you. From now on I will do this when I visit I Love and Miss You Mom Thank you for your last text to Tom and I it says it all.

Brother I support your life decisions and I understood most of them.....I did not support you not reaching out in the last days but, I understand you had to be in a very dark place of no one's fault....Lynn was there for you in a pure way... I am glad you had her and you will always be in my heart....Boy how I miss you and our talks as well as our time together...I miss your sarcasm and quit wit as well as the many laughs we had....

Today would have been yours and Crystals 15 year anniversary. We had such a nice family and so much fun. We loved you both so much.

Son,today I was reading messages and looking at pictures and videos from your phone. I keep the phone charged even though it can´t be used to call on. That makes me feel close to you and we can share your videos with family and friends. I love and miss you more each day. Mom

I still wonder, every day, if you would still be here had you not talked your way out of needing help.

I will love you always Mom