RAYMOND LOUIE "MIAMI" VIDAURRI

Dear papa Louie this year will make 12 years since you passed and it feels like just yesterday I lost you. I miss you more than ever and I wish we can go back in time and say goodbye one more time. I love you more than life itself.

DEAR DADDY I MISS YOU SO MUCH THERE ARE SOME DAYS WHERE I FEEL LIKE I AM GOING TO BE OK BUT MOST DAYS I AM IN PAIN ,I CATCH MY SELF CHASING THINGS THAT REMIND ME OF YOU IT TAKES THE PAIN AWAY FOR A SECOND AND THEN I GET ANGRY AND HURT MORE BECAUSE YOUR NOT HERE TO BUILD ANY MORE MEMORIES THEN I THINK THATS BEING UNGRATEFUL BECAUSE I SHOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR THE TIME GOD HAS GIVEN ME WITH YOU AND THAT THESE MEMORIES I HAVE ARE MORE THAN ENOUGH TO LAST ALIFE TIME I JUST PRAY THAT GOD TAKES MY...

DEAR DADDY I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND IT HURTS SO BAD THERE ARE DAYS THAT GO BY AND I THINK IAM GONNA BE OK BUT MOST THE TIME I FEEL LIKE IAM FALLING APART AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO KEEP MYSELF TOGETHER SO I FIND MYSELF CHASING THE THINGS THAT REMIND ME OF YOU NOT SURE IF ITS GOOD ARE BAD CUZ WHEN I AM REMINDED OF YOU IT TAKES THE PAIN AWAY FOR A SECOND THOUGH IT BRINGS ME SO MUCH MORE PAIN CAUSE YOUR NOT HERE THOUGH ARE MEMORIES CANT GROW ANY MORE THE MEMORIES THAT I HAVE ARE ENOUGH TO LAST ME A...

Dad I love you and we had some very good time and some rough times....but like you said we needed them. I don't know how life will ever be the same.How can I have the same happiness I had in my life as I did before? Who else will show unconditional love and take this kid when he drives me crazy. i hope you and robert are having a happy reunion. I love you Dad and you're lucky cause now you get to sit next to Jack courtside 8)! We're all happy for you Dad that you finally get to be with...

As saddened as I am by your family's loss, I am so grateful for all the riches your father brought into my life. I have been blessed to be a part of such a wonderul and loving family. I have watched this family come together through tears and laughter in the past month with one cause....unconditional love for their father. Papa Louie, I know you're in amazing hands right now. No more worries, no more pain or suffering. Thank you for graciously welcoming me into your family and always...

May you rest in peace