Robin Ann Cameron Gold

Today is the second anniversary of my beloved little sister Robin's death. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her and wish that she were here. Some days are harder than others, as the reality continues to settle in. I guess we never truly get used to someone we love so dearly being 'gone'. We just learn to accept and live with it.
I hope to be with Robin again one day, and I believe that I will be. Although I feel her spirit with me every now and then. She lets me know that she...

It's my birthday today. Robin left a wonderful message on my answering machine, and sang the "Happy Birthday" song to me on this day, in 2007.
I do feel fortunate to have that recording, but it makes the day rather bittersweet. And i'm still so sad without her here. She really was my buddy, my family, my best friend, and I miss her terribly. I will keep trying,...but I haven't yet learned how to celebrate my life without Robin. I'm hoping to feel her spirit with me today,..and always....

It's summertime. Robin loved to walk along the seashore and collect shells in the summer. She would spend hours and hours searching for shells. I am blessed to have her shell collection.
I have a friend looking for shells on the Gulf Coast this weekend,...taking thoughts of Robin with her, hoping that she walks with her. Robin would love that. And I think at least one very special shell will be found.
I haven't been to the beach in 3 years. I think it's time I go down to the...

Listening to music has me remembering the great times Robin and I had together. We got to see Lilith Fair together, the great Sarah Mc, and others as great, and 'that' was a great peice of history we got to share. How lucky I am to have the memories I hold with my sister Robin from that great show. I do feel fortunate to have these memories....

Where music plays that I know you would want to hear... it's time for you to come and be with me. Who knows what Aldo Nova song you like best?
Maybe only me.

Thinking about my little sister Robin. As always.
I've needed your support Robin and so i'm keeping your pictures closer to me. One accessable everywhere; in every room, purse, etc. And it helps me! :)
Jamie, Bryt and I played Scrabble the other night and Jay beat us both by like 150 points. What a game! Jamie complains that Brytnee cheats, which is funny. Bryt's so much like you, in so many ways and I know you never cheated! O-o. Omg..the nail polish. Robin, the girls both do...

"God's new Angel"

My little beautiful baby,
3 lbs. 8 ounces of love
God gave me from above'
I named you Robin, so soft and little like a bird.
You spoke with those big beautiful eyes, although you couldn't say a word.

Holding you was like a dream
I miss you more than anyone could ever know
But sweetheart, that's the way life goes
We will be together one day, you'll see
You are in my heart and will...

All I wanted to do earlier today is catch some sun, with Robin. And now all I want to do is hang out with Robin and play Scrabble, like we used to. :(
My God, the little things I once took for granted. I'm so sorry for that.
Like our home. Robin,...you'd be crushed today.
I love and miss you and Robin so much. I know that none of this would have happened if you were here.
I Love you both, and I will never stop missing you and needing you here with me. And the...