Ruby Moon Clark Baxter

Gone, but never forgotton.... just look at the moon and you will see her smiling face.

happy birthday my sister. we celebrated you in many ways. i did not see the 2 full moons this month, but i know they were special and it only happens every 2 years. i made you a beautiful colage and we lite candles for you and sang happy birthday. i miss you so much Ruby and i hope you here me when i call to you and i feel you all around me.

Happy Birthday Ruby Moon. We will always celebrate you and sylvia on this day... xoxoo We miss you.

Hello my beautiful sister. I miss you so much. I try so hard to remember all the good times we shared, but I'm tormented by the thoughts of your last days. If only, I should have, I wish I, Why? I just cry for your pain, I scream your name, I feel so much shame. I could have been so much better to you and made you feel the same as you made us all feel. Ruby Moon a broken heart can not heal from such a loss, it can't mend it's self with anything, no needles, no strings, no memory can replace...

Ruby, I dont know how to deal with your passing, and I judge myself for that every day.
It just doesnt seem real. Of course it did for a split second at your funeral, but as soon as I left California, it seemed as if my life just picked right back up. I sort of had to put you in my pocket, because of school, but nothing seemed real, the hugs from my friends, the tears from my family, the kind words, it just seemed like you were on vacation.

I wake up every day so terrified that I...

Sister I miss you so much. How can it be that you are not here with us? What will happen to our family THIS year? Nothing could be worse than losing you. Ruby I would give anything to hug you. I just want to see you smile, hear your voice on the other end of the line, smell you, touch you. I think about you so much, sometimes the pain seems to much to bear. I cry for you when I fall asleep, I think of you all night and day. If I could only have you back, the things I would change. I would'nt...

I am so sorry to hear about Ruby, Sylvia, my thoughts and prayers are with you!

I am sure you don't know who I am, but I was married to "Gene Clark for many years, Ruby was my step-grand daughter and such a beauty. She is sadly missed. I loved her. Thank you for reading this. Grandma Lenore.

I miss you so much. Every day I try to find a way to hide my pain, conseal the tears from my family, but it is so hard to believe that I cant share every moment with you. I love you sister, my other half.