Ryan M. Turner

Ryan it's been 13 months since you left us. I miss you sooo much my heart aches for you. I cry for you all the time and ask for a miracle to bring you back knowing that it's impossible. Someday I will be with you and hold you in my arms like I did when you were little until your Mom and Dad get there. I love and miss you sweetie.
Love Grams

ryan, i miss you constantly i can't fathom the idea of not seeing you anymore. i have adored you for your entire life and will forever adore you as my first born son. i miss your smile, i miss your goofy ways, i miss the kiss on the head when you go out, i miss the "what up mama" when you come home, i miss the way you run up and down the steps, i miss the sound of your car when you pull up,i miss the "i love you" no matter who is with you, i miss the way you woof down your dinner on family...

Ryan, it has been about a year and a month since you left us. I think of you daily and always expect you to come walking through the front door. I know that I will never see that again and it is very hard to understand and accept. I remember the first time we met and I fell in love with you immediately. It was you that chose me to be your father and shaped my future to make me the man I am today. I thank you for that and only wish I could have been more then maybe I would not have to be...