Sharon Celeste Williams

Five years ago today, another year since that excruciating moment you exhaled your last breath. I am coping with it, it does't get easier and I haven't gotten used to it. Every night is the same. Scary, sadness, and more than ever, loneliness! Tanya and Lexus still struggle to make it through every year at this time. I struggle too! I just cannot let them see how much, they do lean on me so much. So I draw on our Lord for strength, I always receive it. He is merciful and graceful every time....

Happy Anniversary my love. Our 43rd. Our 5th apart in the flesh, forever together in spirit and love. Our love will always bind us! Our children are our legacy, and I will do all I can to show them true love. Our grand daughters and 1 year old grandson keep me going! What a year, so many challenges, so much sadness and despair among the extended family, esp after the loss of your mom. I focus on the happy moments, I don't have time for the nonsense and negative. I am feeling my age more, much...

Yesterday, after a beautiful service we buried your mom's body. Family and friends from near and far came to pay their respects, and honor a wonderful woman. I know she is now out of pain and dancing with you. I will miss her so very much, so much a part of my life.

Your mom is now with you babe. She fought to her last breath,even fought us, LOL. I already miss her! You know me woman, I usually have no problem writing. I have no words to put to this tribute to your mom right now. We will lay her body to rest soon. I love you, miss you, but I have to hang out with all the youngsters. They still need me.

Still missing you. More than ever, my love. I still turn to talk to you at night and I know you hear me. My heart is breaking for your mom. At least see how much I really care and love her. You are the only one who I can talk to. The older I get the stronger my memories of you grow! My Love, My Love, My Love...

I imagine where you are you have only one birthday. This morning I'll begin to celebrate what would have been your 62nd. I'll play some of our favorite songs and go to sleep with some happy memories. Our children and Grand children will join in later today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! My Love.

Happy Mothers Day LW! Look down on us all with the beauty of your smile we miss so dearly. I pray with it you share the wisdom of motherhood to the mother's of your blood, old and young. Say hi to my mom for me. I'll be OK through this day, with your memories in my heart. Love you Little Woman!

Your love is fire in my heart! The heat keeps me warm in the dark. Embers the source of light at night. Memories my companion in life!