Sonya M. Thomas-Hawkins

hey ma... i can't believe that this year has gone by so fast... i can't believe that you're really not here.. sometimes i even forget that you're gone and that you were sick.. when i see you in my dreams you're not sick, there's nothing wrong with you.. everything is ok and i wish that's how things were... so many things have changed so fast and i wish that you were here because there's so much that i need you to be here for... i wish you could've been here to prevent me from doing and saying...

Sonya with her young heart has departed this world
Her family and friends miss her, a spirited girl
She lived life to it’s fullest while walking with us
Now the Angels in Heaven have their chance to adjust

Breast Cancer took our Sonya away
Now our memories are all we have to replay
Two sons and two daughters will make it alone
A grandson she met, but triplet girls were just born

These precious granddaughters she’ll have to watch from...

Hi ma.... I was thinking about you today.. I was thinking about that time we went to a basketball game at my school and that lady kept staring a you..she made me so mad... i don't know what made me think of that.. but anyway, I miss you so much i wish you were here right now so you could settle some things for me.. but I'm doing ok.. I know you're up there and I hope you're happy with what I'm doing.. I'm trying my best to be a good mother and to make smarter choices.. so far I think I'm...

Hi Ma... I was just thinking about you as always.. I miss you so much. I wish I could see you, and hug you.. It hurts me so much that you're gone..sometimes I wish you were here so bad, and then I think about all your pain and I'm so happy that you're better now.. now that you're with God.. sometimes I want to ask him, why did he take away my mother?why did he take away my best friend? but I know you're so much better up there with him.. but it still hurts so bad..but I smile when I think...

Hey Ma..... I'm just sitting here and I was thinking about you lastnight.. I wanted to cry,, but I didnt.. I miss yu so much, I still kinda can't believe you're gone.. Sometimes I forget that even though you're nt here with us right now. you're up in heaven, and I know it's you that's always essin with Isaiah when he's laughing and playing.. I wish he could've gotten to know you better, I'm sad sad that you gus didnt have that nuch time together.. but I'm gonna tell him about how happy you...

just wanted to say I miss you and those special talks and times that we shared.

There isn't a day that passes that Sonya doesn't cross my mind in my everyday life. I miss her and I absolutely hate the fact that I can't pick up the phone and tell her how my day was, to see how she is doing, to rant and rave about the things that piss me off, or just to hear her voice. I miss her so much that it angers me that she will never get the chance to see her gorgeous grandson grow into a handsome man. My family misses you too, like you said my family is your family and your family...

He Walks Through Your Storm




Her life was in shambles
Or so it appeared
You’ve heard the stories
But God had her ear

She was stretched to a limit
She was humble and meek
She was broken and sorry
She was tired and weak

Time kept its ticking
Life kept its stride
Hope sprung eternal
Pain ebbed to low tide

To some small degree
Her circumstance...

I've spent most of my life following you, getting in and out of trouble with you.(ha,ha,ha)I never thought you'd go anywhere that I could not follow,but you did.
Before you passed away God sent me a dream to let me know that he was coming to take you home, and every night since then my heart aches.
Me and you have always been flip sides of a coin but we still go together always. After my son died I did not think my heart would ever revisit such deep pain and sorrow, yet my soul...