Stephanie C. Fontana

mommom,
we miss you soo much, its been crazy around the house without you but we know your in a better place. i hope your looking after all of us. We will see you again soon, and unitl then we miss you alot. i always talk to you and i wish you would know how much i miss you. but i have work so i will think of you later. i love you and miss you so much you dont even know. love baby<3

Well Frankie opened this again so mommy can have a hard copy of this book. Another birthday has come and gone and your presence was missed greatly! I wonder if you hear me when i talk to you? I really have to believe in my heart and soul that you can, if I thought for a momment that you don't hear me I think I would make me crazy. Well mommy is in mississippi with Donald and she seems ok for the time being, and the baby has gotten so big but I know you see her cause she see you and tells me...

well it's been 1 year today and i miss
you still so much. i can't believe it went by so quickly and it's unbelievable that your not here. i did all you wanted me to do, i finished school and got a really great job, and am taking care of mommy just as you would have. and i know that where ever you are your happy,but the fact of the matter, i wish you were here!!! i know in my heart that you are not gone but i just need to hear from you, maybe just like a subconsience thing you know come to...

Well every day that goes by I have you in my thoughts, I got the job you said I would have, and finished school like you wanted me to, but I still don't have the sister I should. But the only thing that keeps me sane, is the thought of you not having any pain. I get great relief from this, and I guess that is the only relief I will ever get. We are nearing the anniversary of your leaving and it is very unrealistic to me sometimes, I go to the store and say to mommy " Stephanie likes this "...

I miss you, terribly.

Steph, we missed u so much this Easter. it just isn't the same with out you. but we know that u where sitting at the table with us. baby took it real bad but i helped her threw it. thanks for my kisses i need that. love and miss you dearly, franny

Well the hoildays have come and gone and you were missed more than you can ever imagine. The tree is up but just a small light in each of the windows just so you can see your way home. I miss you so much some days i just can't breath, and i just wish for only 5min to talk to you and say hi and tell you how much pain your passing caused, and i know it had to be done but as we all still know i am selfish and want you here with me! i kept our tradition and got you a snow baby for christmas it is...

MOM IF YOU CAME BACK FROM HEAVEN

I wouldn't know what to say,
I wouldn't know what to do,
If you came back from Heaven,
And I could look at you.
Would I fumble for the words?
Would I be a little shy?
Would I bust right out with laughter?
Or break right down and cry?



Oh, if you came back from Heaven,
Would it be like it was then?
Could we just pick up, where we left off,
And try it all again?
Oh, if you came back from Heaven,
It would...

i love and miss you aunt steph <3