Tamara Layne Merritt

Hey momma it´s your babygirl... it´s been awhile, I text you on instagram every day I never miss a day, hoping maybe one day you would reply, I know it sounds dumb but I´m still in denial, why just why did everything have to happen that way. This hurts momma, I miss you too much, I have 2 jobs and I´m a dance instructor now, I bet you would´ve loved that, I´m getting my first car and apartment soon... I am about to be 19 and this is just so much still to this day. I finally have a video of...

Crazy to think It's been 6 years to the day, We all love you and miss you mom. Your son Keagen

We love you Keagen & Lexie. With all our hearts. We will always be here for you. Tamara, we all miss you so much. You should be here to see how beautiful and amazing your babies are. This is so unfair. We love, and miss you always! Mom

Hey momma it's ur baby boy just want to say how much we love and miss you it's crazy that I'm 15 now and lexie will be 17 in a few days we wish you were here and we all miss you the most Love you momma- Keagen

Hey momma I miss you allot. I just want you back. It's been about 5 and a half years but it feels like forever and I hate this. I miss your voice. I can't fall asleep at night because I can't stop thinking about if things were different you would still be here. I just wish you would have known how much we love and missed you. I just can't bring myself to except how I feel. I feel lost momma it doesn't seem real. It won't ever seem real. I just wish you would walk right through that door and...

Sis I love you and want you to know if you ever need anything from food to a place to go or just someone to help you get through a hard spot in your life. I love you and I love mom. If you need something I will be here.

Lexie & Keagen - You are both loved sooo much! We will always be here for both of you. We all miss your mama. Just know that she loved you both more than words can say. And she is watching you every day and is so proud of both of you. Love you to the moon and back!

momma i dont know why but tonight is really hard for me, I fricking miss you right now, I havent stopped crying for the last hour, you left me too young, I just want you back, I need you back, I've been taking counseling I was told I have really bad anxiety and bad depression and recurrent episodes, mom I just wanna hear your voice, I just wanna see you, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GOOO, I keep shaking because at this point everything scares me, I try to hide my pain but its getting out of control I...