Theresa L. Siefert

16 years and it still hurts just a bad. A lump in my throat caused by holding back tears and emotions. I love you still to this day, always and forever. I miss you, Terri!

Mom,
It’s been 15 years today. I sit here and stare at your urn as my eyes well up with tears. I lit a candle for you, next to your picture so you can shine bright like you did while you were here with us. So many memories flood through my mind, as I miss you so much. I wish you could be here to hold and love your grandchildren. Taylor is on the brink of becoming an adult. Parker is intelligent, funny, full of energy and conversation lol. He would talk your ear off but I know you would...

Hey,
Ter,
I can't believe it's already been a year. So much has happened. I am a
Grandma to a very sweet, lovable little boy named Ashton. He is 11
months old today. Both Meagan and Ashton live with us. It has been
difficult, but I would never change a thing. I often wonder how you
would have handled certain things. Even though I am your big sister, I
could still use some of your advise. Liz is turning into a very
beautiful young lady. We really get a kick out of...

Hi sis, well it's been a year I can't believe it. I'm still waitin for you to walk in the door and tell all of us it was just a joke. I can picture your face just as clear as ever. We all miss you so much. I miss all the times we shared together. You know Lauren and I have been talkin alot lately about the times you and I would wake up really early (before all the chaos) would start, and go sit on the porch with our coffee and just enjoy the quiet. And the times when you and I would...

Dearest Terri,
I can't believe it's been a year. So much has happened this year, Aaron is on second shift now so we don't see each other as much as we used to. He talks about you often Terri, so do the boys. You would be amazed how they have grown, you would be so proud of them. They still talk to us about when they stayed with you while we were on our honeymoon. We all miss you. Well Terri, I have to cook dinner for the kids now so if you could just look over me now and then and give...

My Wonderful Daughter, Terri
It is one year today since we have lost you. I Miss you so very much!
I hope I am doing a good job with Taylor. I baby sit her now and then and have a lot of fun with her. I know you are watching her all the time. I don't see Danielle very much but see Lauren more often. Bob misses you so much. He just had surgery on his back. I know you were right beside him. I hope to go over and see him today. Well Terri, I hope you are keeping Jim, Bobs' Dad, and...

Hey Ter Bear..
Remember when we used to call you that? I just wanted to tell you that I felt you there yesterday at Taylors' birthday party. I know you would not have missed it.
Lauren is a great Mom, and she got that from you! She has her apartment decorated so nice. It feels so homey, just like your house always did. She got that trait from you also! She has the most beautiful picture on the wall of you.. I told her I had to have a copy of it. As always, You were showing off...

Hey Mom. Today is Taylor's birthday. I did everything we talked about, and a little more (compulsive spending habit)... The party was Disney Princess theme, like we planned. Everything was pink, purple, and pink. I got a little creative, which set me back as far as time goes, but that's my own fault... I should've made the party for 3:00 instead of 2:00. But oh well, it was a great turn out. Taylor got some really great gifts. And more to come! I know I'm not done shopping for her, I just ran...

Hi Terr-Bear it's me again. I was just sittin here readin the new entries, I hope you realise how loved you are and always will be. You have definetly left your mark in this world. You have touched so many souls and will continue to do so through memory. Your daughters are wonderful because of you. They have inherited so many traits from you. I look at them and i see so much of you. They are being very strong but I'm sure you already know that. Knowin you as well as I did (or like to...