Thomas Nick AGRITELLY Jr.

Old probate paperwork popped up today and the memories came flooding back. I had to look through things from that day and as much as I tried to smile, the sadness filled my soul. Although life has changed dramatically, you are still loved and missed everyday. Sleep well.......

Today I make final preparations for my husbands funeral. I can't even process what's going on. Just know that I've been thinking a lot about you. Kind of creepy your memory video started to randomly play on my laptop. I love and miss you dearly. Xoxo

The last fees day, I've been thinking of you. There are homes in the burn areas that completely gone. And, as look at them, I remember our childhood home. So many great memories like gardening or taking care of me because I was so sick growing up. It's been a rough few weeks and I miss you so much.

Dad,
I sit here feeling alone and I am not sure why. I have a beautiful family, gainful employment and have been places I had never dreamed of before. I always think of you and wish you were still here, even if to make one more joke. Id love to hear your voice one more time and just talk about anything and everything. I imagine I would video chat you a lot more to show you places Ive been. I love and miss you always.

Lilly

I wish you could have seen how far I've come. You are always in everything that I do. There is never a day that I don't think of you or wish you are still here. There's this place that I've been to in Missouri. The Wild Grape Leaves grow reminding me how Grandpa used to have us taste the sour grapes. There is a river here that I swear I saw you fishing in. And there's a young woman envisioning what life could have been with you still in it. I hope that you would have been proud of all of us...

Still loving and missing you. I know you're watching over us. Sleep well....

Missing you now and always......the tears just never end......