TIMOTHY JOHN BERGERON

Dear Timmy, Not a day goes by where I don't think of you. I miss you and love you so much. I know you are with Mom & Dad. Please welcome Les into our family. Give him a hug for me and tell him I love him. Tell Mom and Dad that I love them so much. I think of them every day. xoxoxoxoxo

dear little brother...today makes 6 months since you left..almost 7 months for Mom...will I ever truly understand any of it?..there is such an emptiness without you both...I miss you so very much...can you feel how broken my heart is..all our hearts are broken..I love you always and forever..Susan xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

I love you Timmy...

Timmy...I am still having such a hard time....my mind knows what has happened but my heart and my body are fighting it..I miss you all so very much...and I know you are all at peace and happy on the other side but I am struggling with the loss...I am sad and I don't know how to get through...I have been having panic attacks and the doctors have me on medication to help...and they are a little bit...the attacks make me feel like I can't breath. I am also seeing a grief counselor..a new one...

Timmy Timmy Timmy...I keep saying your name over and over and over..hoping that you will say "what do you need"? You always would say that and help out whenever you could! There is such an ache deep inside of me that seems to get worse as your birthday approaches on Saturday, Dec. 28. I remember the day you were born and how proud Dad was that he had another son. It tears me up inside. I miss you so much. I hope some day the pain will subside...right now it doesn't feel like it ever will....

Love you heaps and heaps little brother. Forever in my heart.I wish I could have helped heal your pain. I wish you would have let me.I will never stop being sad...I will never stop missing you...I will never stop loving you...eyeruvroo!!!! Figure it out..love always, Susan xoxo

Timmy...do you know how much I love you? How much I miss you? Do you know how devastated and sad we are that you are not here with us...it is like you and Mom have gone on a trip together and will be coming back...so I sit in the chair facing the door so I can see you when you return...but neither of you step through..will the pain and heartbreak ever heal..will the sadness be replaced with smiles...at this moment I cannot imagine that to be true..... Susan xoxoxo