Todd Sinyard

Well its been 1 year tomorrow that my son Todd died march 20th was the saddest day of my life even though I had known for 13 months that my son was dieing you cry cry cry and cry not understanding the why of it why my son why not someone else's son, well I'm still crying and there's no answer and I know there's a lot of other people out there that has lost a child that has felt the same way I do. Its so hard to believe that a year has gone by, theres so many memories that goes thru your head...

My eye tears up,
I start to cry, As my father whispers,
his final goodbye.
My mom is holding me back, stroking my head,
as my father lays, on his deathbed.
I'm bawling by now, and everyone knows,
My love for my dad, clearly shows.
Illness is bad.
Death is worse.
It will happen to all of us.
It's a never ending curse.
My dad closes his eyes, and falls into heaven,
before I can count, up to eleven.
He is gone now, And I miss...

i never knew that cancer would take over my dad god took the wrong dude,but we need to keep our heads up because god took a strong and brave man and thats what he needed to finish his plan, gods plan is almost over it will be done when he takes another strong and brave soul.My dad was strong and brave and a joker too but we have to keep him in our hearts along with us too he loved country music along with the rock he gave us his bravest moments in his life these 13 hard months. CANCER...

i never knew that cancer would take over my dad god took the wrong dude,but we need to keep our heads up because god took a strong and brave man and thats what he needed to finish his plan, gods plan is almost over it will be done when he takes another strong and brave soul.My dad was strong and brave and a joker too but we have to keep him in our hearts along with us too he loved country music along with the rock he gave us his bravest moments in his life these 13 hard months.

CANCER SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!

So hard to believe God called you home.Although miles kept us apart,love had no distance.My big teddy bear you are truely missed.Pic is from first visit to Vegas in the late 90's...didn't take long to figure out who was the laugh of the party...I can still hear that laugh in my head.Husband Jeff sure was looking forward to you coming to NC to deer hunt.We may not always understand the why...only our God knows but it is a comfort to know that we can some day meet him there in Heaven and ask...

my grandmother is right,my dad needs to come home but we all need to stop and say Ya Know todd did have a great life but even though he's not where he needs to be he is.he moved away from us but thats only because my dad is god's might, we miss him so everyday and night but just think when we are up there flying with the angels their not just angels, their my dad and all the other loved ones and friends that we've lost.Shylo (My Aunt Barbara's Son) is now 1 in a half years old now he knows...