Trula M. Brown

IM HURTING WITHOUT YOU.....

Mom,
Isn't it amazing how one person can have such incredible influence on so many lives. Sometimes I feel like curling up in a little ball and forever keeping to myself, the pain and anguish I feel. But I know you wouldn't have it.

Of all the things I miss the most Mom, it's the knowing that you were praying for me. That in spite of my own ignorance and rebelliousness, you still held onto the faith and belief that God would look after me. But like all children, there...

OMG...EVEN THOUGH U ARE NOT PHYSICALLY READING THIS I WANT TO FEEL LIKE U ARE SO IM GONNA WTITE THIS AS IF U ARE GONNA READ IT....I MISS U SOO MUCH GRANDMA IF ONLY U KNEW...U WERE MY ONLY ESCAPE WEN I WAS GOIN THRU...I MISS YA SMELL...YOUR SOFT SKIN...YOUR DENTURES...LOL...YOUR BIRTHDAY SONGS FOR OUR BIRTHDAYS...YOUR HOLIDAY CARDS..UUHHHH THE LIST CAN GO ON AND ON...I DON'T KNOW HOW I'VE GONE ON SO FAR BUT IM GONNA TRY TO KEEP ON...HOW AM I DOING THIS WITHOUT YOUR ENCOURAGEMENT...I CAN'T SHOW...

GRANDMA,
I MISS YOU SO MUCH! IT HAS BEEN A YEAR, THREE MONTHS, AND SIX DAYS. MY LIFE HAS BEEN SO EMPTY WITHOUT YOU. BUT TODAY I AM HAPPY. YOU HAV CAME TO ME IN MY DREAM THREE DAYS AGO LETTING ME KNOW YOU ARE WITH ME... AND THAT YOU ARE PROUD OF THE WAY IM TAKING CARE OF MY DAUGHTER, AALIYAH, BORN (09/19/09). IN MY DREAM YOU HAD THE BIGGEST BAG OF BABY THINGS LIKE TOYS, DIAPERS, WIOES AND OTHER THINGS. I KNOW IF YOU WERE STILL HERE, YOU WOULD BE MY BACKBONE WHEN THINGS BECAME HARD. I...

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome...

May knowing others care help you through this troubled time.
You're in every thought, every hope, every prayer. I'm deeply sadden of your lose.

Our condolences go out to your family during this time of grief. We will keep all of you in our prayers and cherish the wonderful memories we have of your loved one.