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John M. "J.O." Ornelas Sr.

John Ornelas Obituary

ORNELAS, JOHN M. 'J.O.', SR. John M. Ornelas Sr., "J.O.", 50, of Denver, was born June 24, 1954. Proceeded into Heaven July 4, 2004. Son of the late John Ornelas and Manuela Perez Ornelas; husband of Diana Ornelas; father of John (J.O.J.), Vanessa and the late Debbie Ornelas; grandfather of Jaya and Amaya Ornelas; brother of Maryann (Steve) Ballinger, Linda Ornelas, Lucy Ramos, Susan (Martin) Flores, Larry (Laura) Mackintosh, Lorie (Manuel) Juarez, Annie Hernandez, Fred Garcia, Pete Ornelas, Alice Hodge, Richard Garcia, Bernice Herrera; preceded in death by Beatrice Garcia and Augie Ornelas; numerous nephews and nieces. Rosary, Monday 7 PM, and Mass, Tuesday 10 AM, both services at St. Rose of Lima Church, 1320 W. Nevada Place. Interment, Mt. Olivet Cemetery.

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Published by Denver Post on Jul. 11, 2004.

Memories and Condolences
for John Ornelas

106 Entries

Balloon release 2014

July 7, 2014

In memory balloon release 2014

July 7, 2014

10 years ago (7/4) you left us, and you have been on our minds everyday since. We can't wait until we can be you with again. We love you and miss you so much and celebrated with you this year. Always and forever in our hearts.

Phil Chavez

July 2, 2014

JO / Family
9 years is a long time.Time does not heal, sure do miss all of you's along with my brother Ed

Phil Chavez

July 8, 2013

7/4/2013
John "J.O." Ornelas (1954 - 2004)
Nine years of missing you. We love you, Your Family

June 17, 2013

John J.O. Ornelas
In Memoriam
6/24/1954-7/4/2004.
Wish you were here & not away,
Time slips by, but memories stay.
Miss you Dad,
Happy Father's Day & Happy Birthday!
Love, Your Family

January 21, 2013

We love and miss you so much!

It seems like only yesterday,

October 26, 2012

#1 Bronco Fan

October 26, 2012

Phil Chavez

July 4, 2012

sure do miss you JO and your other bro's

July 4, 2012

In Memoriam
John "J.O." Ornelas
6-24-1954 ~ 7-4-2004
Memories are all we have to hold on to you. We love and miss you so much!

June 24, 2012

In Loving Memory,

John

“J.O.” Ornelas

Happy Birthday Dad, We love and miss you.

Diana,
John Jr, Vanessa , Jaya & Amaya

June 20, 2012

Happy Father's Day,
John Ornelas "J.O."
1954 ~ 2004
A little tribute, small and tender,
Just to say we still remember.
Dad, We miss & love you,
John J.O. Jr. and Vanessa

June 19, 2012

Mr. J.O.

April 18, 2012

Your Hita, Vanessa

April 17, 2012

Hey dad. It's been awhile since I have written in this book; however, I do speak to you often. I have been thinking a lot about you lately, more than normal; even had a few dreams about you. I can't believe how fast time has gone by. Almost eight years since you left us and the pain in my heart is the same as the day you left. There is not a day that goes by that I have not thought about you or talked about you and the memories I have. I pray every day that I could see you again and hope when it is my time, I will get that chance. Every struggle I have faced, I wanted you there to confide in and get advice but instead I have to sit and think “what would my dad do,” or “what advice would he give”. I miss your hugs, our talks and miss seeing your face every day. It's hard with you not here and I just want you to know that I love you more than anything in this world and thank you for being the BEST dad a girl could have.

Love you Dad.

June 24, 2011

In Loving Memory of
John J.O. Ornelas
You often said we would miss you,
Those words have proved you true.
We lost the one and only,
Dad, when we lost you.
Happy Birthday!
Love your family.
Diana, John Jr, Vanessa, Jaya & Amaya

June 23, 2011

Happy Father's Day
John J.O. Ornelas
We wish you were here on this special day, to celebrate you, Dad, in a very special way.
Love John Jr. & Vanessa

July 4, 2010

It's been a painful six years since you were taken from us. God must have had a bigger plan for you. Words can never express the void you left in our life the day you passed. The twinkle in your eye, your sense of humor, your playful nature and the unconditional love you bestowed upon us. We will never be the same without you. You always told us we were your angels, now you are our angel. You are and will always be with us in our hearts everyday, unable to see but felt deeply. In your honor, we will work hard to make you proud of us. The love you had for us can never be imitated or duplicated. Thank you for making us who we are today. We will always be your greatest fans. We miss you everyday. Always and Forever, with all our love.

July 4, 2010

John J.O. Ornelas
Six years of heartache,
No one can heal.
Miss you Pops & always will.
Love, Your Family

June 24, 2010

John J.O. Ornelas
In Loving Memory of J ohn J.O. Ornelas
6/24/1954~7/4/2004
We cannot send a birthday gift, Your hand we cannot touch, But God please take our greetings, To our Dad, we love so much.
Happy Birthday Dad!
We love & miss you!
Love, Diana, John Jr., Vanessa, Jaya & Amaya

July 4, 2009

John J.O. Ornelas
June 24, 1954 ~ July 4, 2004
Forever Missed, Forever Loved,
Forever Remembered
Diana, John Jr., Vanessa & Girls

June 26, 2009

Happy Father's Day Pops!
John J.O. Ornelas
Your presence
we miss,
Your memory
we treasure,
Loving you always,
Forgetting you never. We love and miss you.
John Jr. and Vanessa

June 26, 2009

Happy 55th Birthday Dad!
Your birthday today we cannot share, But in our hearts you are always there.
Love, Your Family

frank romero

June 22, 2009

j.o. public works is not the same with out you! your partner in crime, frank romero.

July 7, 2008

Ornelas, John J.O. (Memoriam)

John J.O. Ornelas
Four years ago, God took you,
Memories we will never part,
God has you as his angel,
We have you in our hearts.
Diana, John Jr., Vanessa,
Jaya & Amaya

Diana

July 28, 2006

Babe, Living my life isn't easy.

With our time together now gone,

Although it's hard without you,

I know now, my life must go on.

It's been hard for me to let you go,

I think of you all the time.

I base all my decisions on what you would do,

And I know you understand why.

I miss all the things we shared,

And the many things we still hadn't done,

Everything that was special with you,

Cannot be replaced, not by anyone.

My sad heart still aches for you,

And my life isn't the same as before,

I need to think about our family,

Being there for them, without you is hard.

I know I have to go on with my life,

Until my time comes to join you,

If I were able to hear you talk to me,

I'm sure you'd be saying that too.

I will always carry you in my heart,

Living my life the best way I know how,

Remembering this is what you would want of me,

And I guess, I must start to live again, now.

Memories of you will forever be my strength,

And they will live here, inside my heart.

I will remember everything you mean to me,

Knowing you're there, even though we're apart.

I love you,

July 4, 2006

In Loving Memory of

John J.O. Ornelas

Its been two years now

since you went away.

We miss you so much

every single day.

It still seems like a dream

that never ends.

You were loved so much

by family and friends.

We know in our hearts

you're in a better place.

But it's hard not seeing

your smiling face.

Love, Diana, John Jr.,Vanessa,

Jaya & Amaya

We Love You Pops

July 4, 2006

Words can't ever explain the hurt and sadness we feel from losing you. We miss you so much every single day and the memories of this day will be there in our mind forever. We Love You Dad and We Miss You with all of our Heart.

LOVE, YOUR BABE

July 4, 2006

Babe,

It's been two years since our lives were shattered by losing you and the past two months have been especially hard for me. Our anniversary, Cinco De Mayo memories, your birthday and now today, your anniversary of leaving us, the 4th of July. Once happy days, but now as the years pass this will always be the hardest time of the year for me/us. You always told us to be strong so we’ll bear it and get through. It won’t be easy but then, you weren’t either! I will always love and miss you and I know one day we will be together again. I'm signing this as you always signed your cards to me, all in caps back at you!

June 24, 2006

In Loving Memory of

John "J.O." Ornelas

We miss your love,

Our hearts are sore.

As time goes by,

We miss you more.

Your loving smile,

Your happy face.

No one could ever take your place.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

All our Love,

Diana, John Jr., Vanessa, Jaya & Amaya

Your Hita

June 24, 2006

Happy Birthday Dad!

No one can truly understand the pain I am feeling today. It's supposed to be a day to celebrate, but without you here, it's a day to grieve. I sit here thinking about what we would be doing if you were here, and I can't help but cry wishing it would come true. This is the second birthday that we have went through without you here and it's getting harder. I miss you more and more each day. Dad not only were you my Dad, but you were also my Best Friend, and my Hero. All I would ever want in life is to have you back. I Love You and I Miss You.

Liloni Ramos

June 18, 2006

Uncle John I'm sitting here almost two years later two more graduations gone by. The last Fellman graduation party gone by. But in sprit we knew you were there with us. Uncle John I will always remember every saturday moring going to the cemetery with you and always being greeted with your big smile! Good times! I will never forget you were in my grandmas kitchen one day telling auntie linda and grandma that you couldn't wait to see your grandkids grow up! You are probably a little disappointed in me because i promised you that i would help with the cemetery. But over the past two years it has gotten harder for me to go and have all of the memories come back. some bad and some good. Uncle John i will always love and miss you!

Your Hita

June 18, 2006

Happy Father's Day Dad. I miss you so much. I wish you could have been here today to celebrate being such a great DAD, but I know we, together, are celebrating within the Heart. I Love You.

June 18, 2006

Well Babe, I just wanted to say Happy Fathers Day. Not like I haven't said it to you already today but, let's post it! I miss you. I miss you a lot. You always told me I was a strong person, yet I have cried every day for over two years now and I feel so weak. What a trip huh! We always talked about so much, do this, don't do that, and now, none of it means anything because as much as I hate to admit it, I'm lost. I have no idea how to do what needs to be done and just don't care. Funny huh. I think we fed off each other, always talked things out, so now, I just wait and sometimes its too late. Hey, I'm gonna end this, it hurts so bad and Bub,I love you.

May 16, 2006

It’s me Dad. I can’t write in here like Mom & Nessa cuz they like to write. I’m sure you remember how I barely got through English. It’s hurts too much to write this so I’m going to do it a little each time then put it all in at once.

Like everyone else, I am always thinking about you. Everything that has ever happened in my life, you have always been there and I could turn to you for anything. I don’t have that anymore now with you gone. That is really hard.

I have lots of good memories of you. Always ready to celebrate whatever with me. Always there for me when I needed it and times when I didn’t even know I needed it.

Thank you for all the advice and for watching the girls. At the end you were still hoping to get better so you could watch them again and it hurts thinking about that. Jaya says all the time that you said you are taking her to school when she gets to go. I tell her you will be with her.

I wish you would have told me that you knew or thought it was the end. Everytime I talked to you, you always said ‘I’m ok, or ‘I’ll beat it’ so I thought you would. When you said something, that was it, so when you said you would beat it, I believed you.

I miss how funny you are and how you always had us laughing. It’s strange to not hear you complaining how messy I have your basement. I can’t believe I’ll never hear you yell ‘Bub’ again.

I was thinking about how you could never keep a secret and all the times you would tell me, Don’t tell mom, then you would almost always tell her anyway. I smile everytime I think about you, you had that power, that strength.

Thank you for all the mornings you would make me burritos for lunch. I never knew what was in it until I bit into it but whatever it was, I knew it was good.

I know I will never be like you but I will never forget all my life of you showing and teaching me since I was born. I will try to do what you would or do things how you would from what I have learned from you. Everyday I still ask you for help or your advice on whatever is going on. Pops, remember when we started calling you that? My friends liked kicking it with you. Pops, I love you and I want you to know that. All these years we would hug and laugh or cry and you would hold me tight. You told Mom you would never see the girls grow up, but it’s my girls loss to not grow up with you. You need to show them the ropes like you showed us.

My birthday was really hard without you. Everyone tried to make it easier but it wasn't the same and it never will be. I think back on how you would start my 'fajitas' in your special marinade the night before, all your seasonings with tequila or beer or sometimes both. Then setting up all the tables, tarp and everything else. I'll never forget that 21st birthday. That was hard on me, but the special part was you were there, you were always there and so with you not here, it wasn't a birthday. Just another day. It was really hard getting through your birthday and all the holidays.

Another year, another birthday and I guess its time to put this in. Nothing is the same and it never ever will be. Life is so different now and I need you.

I love and miss you.

You Dad are the best and as you always said, ‘That’s on the west!’

Love your son, J.O.J, John Jr.

Your Hita...

April 23, 2006

Hey Dad, another day, week, month, and almost another year that I miss you and have been without you. I feel like bad luck is affecting me again like the day I lost you. You were always the one to help us through these rough times and now I am stuck here with Mom alone with no help. You taught me to be a strong ORNELAS, but Dad, I am weak without you. I miss you soooo much, and I can't wait for the day I will be with you again. Love You Forever,

Diana

February 14, 2006

I Miss You. Happy Valentine's Day.

All My Love.

February 14, 2006

I’m thinking of you on Valentine’s Day;

I love and admire you, Dad.

I’ll always remember and cherish

The good times that we had.

You were the very first man in my life,

You taught me how men should be.

I’m grateful that you were my father, Dad,

Happy Valentine’s Day, from me.

Grandpa's Little Bronco Fans

January 22, 2006

Moreno Renee

January 4, 2006

Uncle John,
I miss you dearly, I take my kids to see you once in a while. I wish that they would have known you better. My girls didn't, but my boys remind me of times we saw you, things you said or did. Everytime I go see you I remember when I gave you my "Bronco" Barbie Dolls for your bar downstairs, and I was always so proud that you displayed them on the shelf. I love you, and I'll always remember you as my wild and crazy uncle!

Love, Renee

Your Hita

January 1, 2006

Another year gone by without you and the harder it gets. The holidays to me are no longer exciting and will never be the same. I love you Dad with all my heart and will forever miss you. Happy New Year!

Your Family

December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas Dad! We Love You!

November 29, 2005

Babe, I miss you. I really, really miss you.

Your Hita Vanessa

November 24, 2005

Hey Dad,

I really don't know what to say but that I miss you, I love you, and HAPPY THANKSGIVING. Another holiday passed by and it's getting even harder. Going on one year and five months, and I have cried everyday for you. Sometimes I feel that you are sitting next to me wiping the tears like you used to when I was little. You always told me to be strong no matter what, and when you left me, I became the weakest person. I miss you and I would do anything to have you here next to me today. Every turkey, roll, slice of apple and pumpkin pie, will never be the same with you gone. I Love You Dad. Happy Thanksgiving Chump-Boy.

Vanessa

November 19, 2005

Daddy, Remember When…….

Remember when I was little,

We’d walk & you held my hand.

You always made me feel special,

Giving me all the love you had.

Remember when I was tired,

And I would lay by you.

You would hold me until I fell asleep,

But usually the one sleeping was you.

Remember when I was at Newlon,

And you would pick me up.

You always took me home,

In the city sweeper or truck.

Remember when I learned to drive,

You said I drove too fast.

You finally got used to it,

Because I cruised you 'til the last.

Remember when you would dance with me,

You taught me the calypso and salsa.

And remember the good times we had,

When you would dance for grandma.

Remember when I was a cheerleader,

I stomped and clapped all day.

Rishel, Jr. Broncos or West.

You still said I drove you crazy.

Remember when you bought my prom dress,

We all went to pick it out.

A smile on your face and tears in your eyes,

When they came to pick me up.

Remember when I graduated,

And you were so proud of me.

You wanted a sign to show the world,

And gave me that big party.

Remember when I began working again,

You were starting to not feel well.

You wanted me home to keep you company,

And offered to pay my bills.

Remember when you left us,

The tears coming from you and me.

God took you when we needed you,

I really miss you Daddy.

I love you so much and I think of you all day, every day. I think of how you will never walk me down the isle when I get married and how we will never do a father/daughter dance again. I think of how John’s girls are lucky to have memories of you and my kids will never know how cool and good hearted you were, not to mention how you could never teach them to be tough or hug them like you used to hug me. I miss you so much Dad and it’s so hard without you here.

I will always love you,

Your Hita,

NICK ORNELAS

August 11, 2005

LOVE YA POPS! WE MISS YOU.

July 5, 2005

In loving memory of

JOHN "J.O." ORNELAS

6/24/1954-7/4/2004.

A year ago you left us,

Seems like only yesterday.

Too soon for us to let you go,

So much we didn't say,

We laugh and cry at memories,

Can't wait til we're together again,

Remembering your love for us,

Our love for you will never end,

Diana, John Jr. Vanessa, Jaya & Amaya

July 4, 2005

It's been a year now, since you went away,

I still looked in the paper for the fireworks displays.

I'll never see another the same way again,

It hurt's too much to even think of them.

Last year at this time I was holding you tight,

I told you not to sleep, things weren't going right.

All you kept saying was "What's wrong Babe, I'm OK",

I wanted everyone to just go away.

Everyday there is something I want to talk to you about,

Every night I lay awake wondering what you are doing now.

So many things I regret or wish I'd done different,

Then I hear you say, "It's OK, Don't worry about it".

Holding you close, is what I want so much,

Seeing your pictures, is just not enough.

I try to be strong, stay focused and get by.

It's still a struggle but now you're not here, by my side.

Your anniversary already and I stood at your grave,

I wanted to remember our happy days.

Thinking of memories through tears,

Our love and promises over the years.

I lost a lot when I lost you,

The days are sad, lonely and blue.

I talk about you often, maybe too much.

I never thought I would lose you, My Bub.

Tony Romero

June 25, 2005

My family and I would like to send our condolences to the Ornelas family. We just learned of John's passing in the last month (in a song). I got to meet him and know him through my friendship some 12 years ago with J.O.J. My greatest memory of him is when I took J.O.J to my dads in Pueblo without asking or telling the trueth about where we were going. He was cool about it when we got back, just telling me its ok, but my son knows better. And telling J.O.J. he was grounded. Than inviting me over to the Holyfield/Forman I fight. Great man.

The Romero family

Tony, Maria, Jordan, Jada

JOHN P. ORNELAS JR.

June 24, 2005

Happy B-Day UNCLE!!! WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH! Unc just wanted to let you know I think about you almost all the time. and I keep your news paper clipping in my car with me and read it contantly. I remember the party's at your house when I was younger and this particular time when my dad and I were there,we were jamin to some "MIDNIGHT STAR" and There was this big guy kinda given me some static and we ended up going outside to fight and as I was walking up the stairs I had heard footsteps be hind me so I turned and saw you coming up behind me because you knew what was going on. So we went outside and you got up in his face and told him to leave me alone and that guy changed his attitude quickly and tried to be my friend. all because you told him if he wanted to fight my nephew and then you'll have to fight me and then he changed his attitude! I never thanked you unc! I will always remeber you unc and all the things you said and did for me! I LOVE YOU UNCLE J.O.

Vanessa

June 24, 2005

Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to MY DADDY, Happy Birthday to you!

I Love You Dad!

Diana, John Jr., Vanessa, Jaya and Amaya

June 24, 2005

We remember everything about you,

Your voice, your smile, your touch.

The way you walked, the way you talked,

The way you looked at us, meant so much.

We remember everything you said to us,

Some funny, some kind, some jive,

And all the things you did for us,

Are always on our minds.

We remember every moment we shared,

Seems like only yesterday,

Things we did or talked about,

Your laugh and happy ways.

You may be gone from us now,

Yet no one will take away,

Your memories inside our hearts,

That light up our darkest days.

Happy Birthday! All our Love,

Diana

June 24, 2005

Happy Birthday Babe! I miss you so much. You would have been celebrating all week, if not all month. I could hear you saying, "What'd you get me?" I was thinking of all the cards you got last year and how happy that made you. You opened each one and read every word. I still see you opening my card and that big smile, then the tears, and that hurts so bad. I hugged you tight and asked you what you wanted more, love or money? Your smile was so sweet. You told me, I have money. Now it’s just a memory and you are not here to hug, see your smile, or even fight with me. I miss your smile a lot. I miss YOU so much and it really, really hurts. When you used to tell us we would miss you when you were gone, I wonder if you really knew how much we would. I wish you the Happiest Birthday ever. I Love You, Me.

John Jr. (JOJ), Vanessa, Jaya and Amaya

June 19, 2005

Daddy,

We want you to know,

You mean the world to us.

Only a heart as dear as yours,

would give so much.

The many things you’ve done,

All the times you were there,

Help us know deep inside,

How much you really cared.

We miss you so much,

Memories are all we have,

Blessed is how we feel,

To have had you as our Dad.

Happy Fathers Day!

All our love,

Diana

June 19, 2005

Happy Fathers Day Babe! Here's to remembering all your Father's Day's from the first when John was baptized to the last. If I had to describe in one word how it is without you I would have to say lonely. I lost my someone I shared everything with. You were my everything. I Love You. Forever Your Babe,

Diana, John Jr., Vanessa, Jaya and Amaya

April 9, 2005

Eternal Gratitude

To all who gave us the strength and support during this very difficult time.

We’re sorry this has taken so long but it’s been difficult for us and we tried to thank everyone individually but with all of John’s friends and family this was very overwhelming. Now that his headstone has been placed, please visit when you have time and we feel this may be long overdue but still want to say it.

To Lorie, Bea, Sue, Rena, Larry, Nick, Linda, Karen, Donalee, Mom, Ron, Denise and Kristy and all your families for your support, for coming over in the following days after John left and helping us with the food, drinks and keeping company for everyone that visited. That was gracious and so thoughtful and we know John was very happy and appreciated all your efforts for him and our family. God Bless you.

To everyone that came to visit in those following days when we were at a loss and still dazed that it happened, you are truly special and thank you for sharing all your memories of him with us as well.

To all those paid tribute by wearing Red or ‘Bronco’ colors with respect to John’s favorite color and favorite team. We are sure it made John feel good.

To Lawrence, Corky, Frank, Glen, Bob, Ralph and John G, thank you so much for the buttons that you had made in John’s memory. We will keep them forever.

Lorie, Bea and Louis, thank you for the time, effort and all you spent making the cd’s for John’s rosary and to all you gave as a keepsake. We listen to it all the time and again, we will keep them forever.

To Fred for providing John the plot to make sure his last wish was fulfilled. We know you and John had settled it anyway but thank you for all your kind thoughts and words making this time a little easier for us. We wish you all the best and pray for you everyday.

Thank you Pat for the donation of Rosaries from your Rosary group. Many people have told us how nice that was.

Thank you to all of our family and friends. To everyone who like angels came with arms loaded full of food trays one after the other. We are very proud to be part of your family and your friendship. God bless you all.

To Auntie Vi and your family for taking over and working the kitchen as well as clean up for us after the services, We love and thank all of you.

Thank you to Drew, Glen and Artie for preparing speeches to say at John’s Rosary and we are sorry that it got confusing and you were unable to get up and say them. To Artie, now you are at peace with your cuz.

Thank you to Father Pat for taking your time to come back to St. Rose and perform John’s mass as he requested. You did a great memory to him and knew exactly what to say.

Thank you to all who were pallbearers for John. We tried our best to make sure everything he wanted or didn’t want was done as he stated. This issue changed for him at times but we did what was his last request.

Thank you to Pete for being there for us and helping out again when we needed it.

Thank you to our coworkers for your support and picking up the slack while we were off and for the flowers and gifts you gave.

Again thank you to all who sent cards, flowers and generous donations. It was very much appreciated and again, you were Angels to help out with no thought or question. God Bless you

This loss has broken our hearts. If we have forgotten anyone or anything please forgive us. You all will continue to remain in our hearts and prayers.

The family of John J.O. Ornelas Sr.

John, Vanessa, Jaya and Amaya

March 27, 2005

Happy Easter Dad/Grandpa.

We love and miss you.

We wish so bad you were here.

We will forever make you your Easter Basket.

Love you with all our hearts.

March 27, 2005

Happy Easter Babe,

I miss you sooooo very much,

All my love,

Vanessa & John

February 14, 2005

Dad,

You know,

This day is now so sad.

We miss your happiness,

Your fun, your laugh,

Your singing & your goofy dance.

No heart of chocolates,

No candy hearts,

Even though you ate them,

You gave with all your heart.

We know you are here,

to watch over us,

But we need & miss you,

Because now we are lost.

No matter what,

Remember Pops,

We Love You,

Today, Tomorrow,& Always.

Your Babe

February 14, 2005

Another holiday, another day,

This hurt just never goes away.

I miss you Babe, I Love You so much,

I miss your card, flowers and stuff.

I miss your love, I miss your kisses,

I miss you helping me with the dishes.

I look at your pictures and wish with all my might,

You'd jump right out and hold me tight.

Happy Valentines Day!

Love,

Larry Mackintosh

February 8, 2005

J. O. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you. I still ask you for your help with things that are happening in my life (both big and small). I know you are seeing and listening. I will always remember all of the advice you gave me as well as the strentgh. Love your Bro, Larry

February 4, 2005

Babe,

7 months, talk about hard times. It seems to be worse without you as time goes on, so the ‘it will get better’ is not true. Tears just never seem to stop. I want to see you bub, I want to talk to you. I wish so bad I could feel your strong arms around me and I wish, hope and pray to be with you again so I could draw on your strength, humor and love. I miss you so much and wish so bad you were here. I will always love you, forever.

Vanessa

January 13, 2005

Dad, I didn’t write to you for New Years because what I wanted to say they wouldn’t have printed. I know Mom & John feel the same way. It doesn’t matter what happens from now on, what I will always wish for the most, will never be, and that is to have you back. I wonder and think of all the times you were wondering, what happens when you die, and I wish I would have told you so that whoever went first, you or me, would have to come back & tell the other. So will we meet again and are you around here now? Do you sit by me when I drive and do you hear me when I talk to you? Do you wipe my tears when I cry like you used to? I have so many questions and wish so bad to just sit by you and you could make us laugh like you always would. I miss you Daddy and I love you.

Vanessa

December 25, 2004

Merry Christmas Dad. It is hard to try and celebrate a holiday so special as Christmas without you. Doing the routine thing going over Grandma Bea's, but even with it being the same every year, it wasn't. I don't care about shopping, presents, or Christmas dinner, I just want you back. I just don't think it is fair you had to leave me alone. Instead of making you a plate, I sat outside and cried. The memories of showing you what I got, then you asking where your present was that Grams gave you because you knew she gave you one every year. Most of all, I miss coming home and laying with you on the couch and watching T.V. I tried my hardest to forget about the holiday, but no matter what, there was always Dad would do this, Dad would say that, Dad would want this. Pops I miss you so much there aren't any words in the universe to describe. My Christmas' will never be the same again nor any holiday. I Love You Dad with all of my heart.

Diana

December 25, 2004

Merry Christmas Babe. I have so much to say but it is too hard to write and not cry. It has been really hard and I don't know where to begin. Again, everything reminds me of you and now I can't wait for the holidays to be over. Last year was the worst year of my life and I don't see how I could ever have a happy new year again. I shopped but it wasn't fun and I can't show you anything or buy you anything. I can't tease you about what you bought me and I won't ever get your special gifts on Christmas Eve again. I could talk to you till I'm blue in the face but I would give anything to hear you answer me back. We made your favorites but it just makes it hurt more because you are not eating them faster then we could make them and we missed you stirring & supervising. It's hard without hearing your suggestions, your help, or telling me it will be OK. I put on the Christmas songs and listened to 'Please come home for Christmas' too many times. I played your favorite, 'The Christmas Song' and could picture you with the words in one hand and the microphone in the other, singing it over and over again. It hurts so bad now but I wait until we're together for Christmas once again. Love you, Always

louis juarez

December 22, 2004

hey uncle john it's been a minute you and gram have been gone and i can see it when i am around auntie dian and ness and my mom that it hurts not having you here, and during these past holidays it is'nt the same and i wish you where here to make us laugh and have fun like you always did well i just wanted to say merry christmas and we miss u.

Larry Mackintosh

December 21, 2004

J.O. I know you are in heaven. I miss you alot and always will. I know you are up there with mom, Aug, Glad and mom;s sisters. I am always thinking of you. You will be in my heart and mind forever. Love your brother Lar.

Your Hita

December 16, 2004

Daddy,

I know I haven’t wrote to you but you know I haven’t forgot about you. As you always told me, ‘I sure bug you a lot’ and with you gone, I haven’t stopped. Sometimes writing to you makes it too real and I don’t want it to be real.

The holidays are hard and Pop’s, you raised us and pounded in our heads that we had to be strong, we had to be tough and we had to be soldiers. Lately, I cry at the blink of an eye and then I think, I have to be strong. But it’s hard. I try to keep busy and so I go to school, I work too many hours and I do whatever I can to not have to come home and see you gone. I know how you used to tease me and get on me for shopping so much and every time I buy a pair of shoes I could hear you telling me ‘Another pair?’. I think about the times I used to sneak them in so you wouldn’t see and then when I wore them you asked if they were new and I would say no. I think that is about the only lie I ever told you. I just wanted to say hi and let you know, even though I talk to you all the time, that I’m thinking of you and I love and miss you.

Diana

December 3, 2004

I tried to write to you on Thanksgiving but it was too hard and I didn't finish. Of all the holidays, I thought Thanksgiving wouldn't be as bad. I was really wrong. The smells of the turkey and bread were you. Thinking of how you constantly munched all day. We made a couple of pies and Vanessa made you one. She put your trademark J.O. with the fork just like you always did. It was hard without you sitting there watching step by step or helping out. We didn't want to go home without you there and J didn't want to go anywhere. Then, my birthday. I missed you singing Happy Birth-day-to-you, in the way you always did. I was thinking about how you always wanted to give me a party and I never would let you and how you would celebrate your birthday for a whole month. I miss you. Vanessa is so much like you. You always told me she was your 'Daddy's girl' and how she was like you (and not like me) and I would disagree with you. Now I really see it. So many things she does just like you. She could even imitate what she called your ‘fake laugh’. John imitates things you do all the time too. It helps keep us going. Jaya says now you are an Angel but she talks to you or about you like you are here. I believe you are. You told me all the time you would never leave me and you would haunt me & pull on my feet. I'm still waiting. I love you Babe & I miss you so much. It's still so hard to believe you are gone forever. You didn't just break my heart, you took it with you. I think of how you used to point at me and then hit your heart with your fist. It’s hard to believe I’ll never see you do that again. I'm thankful for all the years we had, and proud of you for pulling through the last few and making things great again. When my time comes, I pray you are waiting for me and I'll hear you whisper sweet nothings again.

Always & Forever,

Love,

Diana

November 5, 2004

I heard one of your songs today, ‘Drop it in the slot”. It made me cry and it reminded me of all the times we went to see Tower of Power, from way back at the Turn of the Century to the Buffalo Rose and everywhere in-between. You were supposed to go with Glen to see them this year at the Pavillion and you didn’t make it. Then again, maybe you did! You always said they were your favorite band because of the horns and you told me long ago to play that song at your funeral and I didn’t. We laughed about it back then. You know, it’s hard to hear a song that doesn’t remind me of you. There were so many songs you used to tell me to play at your funeral but I couldn’t remember all of them. Now I hear them and think, oh yeah, he wanted this one too. Babe, I love and miss you so much. I go through notes you wrote and cards you gave me and it breaks my heart. J always called your writing chicken scratch but all I know is that it’s you. I keep thinking if I could only have one more time with you but it still wouldn’t be enough. I know I have to let you go but I can’t. You were everything to me and you knew it. You liked to be pampered and spoiled and you always got your way. You knew I would always give in to you too. Halloween came and Halloween went. I didn’t want to go anywhere and I didn’t want to stay home. I thought of all the things we used to do. We’re lost without you. People ask all the time how we are doing and of course we say ‘OK’, you wouldn’t want us to say anything else but inside we are hurting so bad. J keeps trying to write to you and he gets down something and can’t go on. Everyone carries you in their heart their own special way.

Love you,

Your Hita

October 31, 2004

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! This is one of the hardest holidays I will have to go through for the rest of my life with you gone. All the memories I have with you taking us trick-or-treating and the halloween parties we went to. You had to get the "down lookin" costume and the best one I remember was the "Cholo" that you wore to Cubs, Cubs, Cubs!. Remember you had to look for your scary mask to scare all the trick-or-treaters? Your favorite candy, popcorn balls, and candy apples will always remind me of you. Even though we carved pumpkins and decorated with some lights it wasn't right because you weren't there to supervise. Well Dad I miss you even more and it seems to get harder each day. I want you to know that I Love You and you will forever be in my heart.

Diana

October 11, 2004

Babe,

It’s been over three months now. I really, really miss you and your smile, but now I want to reflect on all our good times. As we were going through pictures I was reminded of all the BBQ’s and parties we’ve had. Times we danced to “Rock Steady”, “The Midas Touch”, “I Love You So Right Now” and any Janet Jackson song per Ben Lujan's request. I’m sure others could name many, many more, but these are the songs that really remind me of dancing with you. I see you at the grill cooking up fajitas, always happy and calling me for this and that. I hear you singing so many songs and I smile thinking of you at the microphone. You always found a way to include my name in every song and hardly ever knew the correct words unless someone wrote them for you, or most often, you made up your own words. Remember you and Mikey doing that dance to Earth Wind and Fire. You must have practiced it a hundred times and I was so mad about that, especially when you broke the clock. Also, there was the time you and Pineapple were in back & singing to the light using the fire starter as your microphone. Vanessa and I laughed so hard.

Remember every year for the 4th of July week? You had us going every night to a different display and then on the 4th, we would have a big BBQ and you and J would shoot off fireworks for hours. There’s the time we went to North Dakota and you were passed out in back from here to ‘Mt. Rushmore’ or ‘The Big Heads’ as you called it. We watched the fireworks there from behind that little church. Then that one year we went to Georgetown and the whole city was dressed in red, white & blue. I’ll probably miss the 4th with you most of all. You would always sing, “Love American Style’ as they shot off the grand finale. I keep wondering about how all these years you told us that when you died you would go out with a ‘BANG’. Why would you say that, how did you know and why didn't I ever ask you why you said that?

Christmas. It will be so sad driving around and looking at decorated houses from now on but we will because it brings back good memories of you. I don’t think we will decorate but maybe in your memory. Either way, it will be hard because we always did it together. You always got such a kick when we finally lit up the house and you would stand out in the street and then drive up and down looking at how everything looked and where you could improve it. I won’t miss decorating in the cold but I will miss shopping for you because you really, really loved presents. Your smile was always worth whatever the cost. Then, what about the time for the family reunion when they got you on video making a face at Vanessa & everyone thought it was at me. You really had a good laugh about that. Holidays and family parties will never be the same.

Thinking about all the Bronco parties we’ve had, including the winning & losing Super Bowls. That one year you blew out the big screen during half time with a basement full of people and the many, many years we went to the games with Lawrence and Vera. It’s been really hard for me to watch the games without you sitting here with us. Nothing is the same anymore. The Avalanche too, remember that first year they won the Stanley Cup and you & John went down to the middle of the wild crowd and blew out the horn on the car. We miss all your fun and crazy times.

What about that time I came home & it was wall to wall brown & orange city workers downstairs or the time we walked in and you had your friends on John’s instruments lip singing to music. I’ll never forget the night you and Glen sang ‘Wet my Whistle‘ over & over all night until it was time to go to work the next day and all the times you would tell J, ‘Son, play that song again’. You were so funny every time you got a new tattoo and you would walk around me with that grin until I noticed it. How about how you always had us do Thursday night yard work so the lawn looked good for the weekend and on Sundays, to the Bamboo Hut for Menudo. There’s the time you taught Vanessa to ride a bike & she ran into the only pole around and the time John knocked out a tooth because he was riding in the street trying to hang out with you. I miss the many years of meeting for lunch and going so many, many different places, never forgetting ‘The Tunnel’. It will be hard going to the Creamery without you getting the same greasy Chile Relleno. It never failed, every time you ate them, you would get grease on your shirt. We miss you having us cruising & visiting everyone and drinking coffee in the morning while you listen to Spanish music. Memories of going to the drive-in, Cinco De Mayo, Lakeside at night, lying on a blanket in the park, going out dancing and chasing the fire trucks or cops to find the action will never be the same again. Camping, fishing, O’Fallon, sugar water and sitting on the front porch will forever bring back memories of you. You always fell asleep whenever we watched a movie and always wanted to watch “Colors” or “Blood In Blood Out”. We'll always remember you on the sidelines or in the bleachers for John’s games yelling at him & Dennis. I miss how you would act like the ‘The Rock’, how you always wanted me to dress like you and rearranging the furniture every one or two weeks. Your cooking, especially your stuffed sopapillas smothered in your ‘The Best’ chile. I miss seeing you always on the phone at home; eating peanut butter on bananas with Vanessa and Jaya, and how you always had to make sure the candy bowl was full. I really, really, miss your calls all day at work and your messages on voice mail. You & Vanessa, coming & going, bumming all the time. Many memories of the way you lifted your eyebrow making that face, asking for my advice, eating cereal out of the box and how you always winked at me from across the room. I miss how you would stutter, your jokes, making us laugh and how you always would take the girls out to play whenever they wanted. I miss you giving me a ride to and picking me up from work. The mornings and the nights are the worst without you. Sweet memories of the times you sang to the kids, ‘Daddy’s home’ or ‘Good night my love’ when they were babies and teaching them to shoot dice when they got older. I could never dance to ‘Slow Jam’ and so many other songs again. The Calypso, Corridos, Electric Slide and Soul Train Line will always be you. I’ll never forget the first time you sang, 'Always and Forever' to me when we lived on Sheridan and I will forever cry every time I hear it. What about all the times you would make faces behind the kids back & then when they would look, you would stand there acting like you didn’t do anything, but at the same time looking so guilty. I miss you sooooo much.

Babe, you were always talking stuff to me. You know, you always gave me such a hard time and when I would get mad you would laugh. You told me it was to make me tough. I guess you were preparing me for what would happen when you left. Tough still doesn't help losing you. All these good memories are so little of what you were really about because the best memories to me are of you holding me and just hanging out. I feel comfort knowing you are not in pain anymore but I also feel greedy for wanting you back so bad. I remember you telling me so many times that you wished it was over and you were ready to go but you were so scared about what was going to happen. The Lord chose to take you instead of allowing you to suffer but did he realize how we would suffer? I prayed so hard for you to live because I was selfish and wanted to keep you here. It’s hard Babe, really hard. We miss you so much. All the things you asked of me before you left and all the things I promised you still stand. You would always tell me, 'Who's going to take care of my hita when I am gone?', well, J & I are, but I know you are also watching over her. As John says, you still have us cracking up even though you are gone and you still get to me too! Good times, Bad times, Happy times, Sad times, Easy times, Hard times, Crazy times, Fun times, I miss you so much.

All my love,

Always & Forever,

Vanessa

September 20, 2004

Dad,

Today is the anniversary of Grandma’s death. It seems so long ago, yet it came so fast and it’s still so sad.

I could remember exactly what we did that day and to think back, you were not well even then. I miss you so much and it hurts so bad. We think about you and talk about you all the time. Mom always told you ‘It’s always about you’ and I laugh because you would answer her, ‘Yes it is, and don’t forget it!’ Well, it’s still all about you Pop’s! It's been really hard without you and no matter what we do, we say "What would Dad do?" It’s a year today Grandma has been gone and we don’t just think of how much we miss her but of how much we miss you both. I love you Dad. Please tell Grandma I love and miss her too and I’m jealous that she has you.

Glen, Loretta and Family

September 12, 2004

About J.O.

I met J.O. about 22 years ago. He was selling a blue Granada with t-top tinted windows, white walls & wire wheels. I bought the car and shortly after that we started running together and what a run it was. I started working for the City at street maintenance and I heard a few people say, “Oh you are in the ‘Klick’ which was Corky, Lawrence, B.C., Ralph and of course J.O. J.O. was a guy who liked a good time partying, and running’ with the fellas. J.O. had not one but two Cadillac’s with the license reading “J.M.O & J.M.O II”. J.O. was always fun to be around. I remember partying with him all night long and at times even going into one day and two day parties. He would call them “marathons.” A few times we would be somewhere partying with no ride and J.O. would call Diana, his lady, and she would always come to get us and drive us home.

I remember when J.O.J. was playing football for P.A.L. After the games, we would go to J.O.’s lounge, if you knew J.O you knew where J.O.’s lounge was. We also watched plenty of Bronco games. We always had a good time in J.O.’s lounge.

There are a lot of stories I can tell but that would take the whole night and I am sure a lot of you here tonight have your own stories or adventures with J.O. but I would just like to say that J.O. was a wild and yes crazy guy, but always a good guy & brother that I love. As J.O. slowed down toward his partying years, he had accepted the Lord in his life and I believe that he is truly at peace with God and with his mansion in the sky. God bless you all & Diana. God bless you J.O.J & Vanessa & your grandkids.

Love,

Vanessa

August 16, 2004

Dad,

It seems like each day is getting harder with you gone. There isn't a day, hour, minute, second that goes by without me thinking about you. Today, is the hardest yet. I know it is my birthday but without you here, to me, it's just another day. I sit here and think that it is the first birthday without you here. Without you being the first one to tell me "Happy Birthday, Chump Girl". The girls got me a heart locket necklace with your picture in it and for some reason it's like you gave it to them to give to me. I know if you were here, the past week you would have been asking, "so what you want for your birthday?" but now Dad, there isn't anything in world I want but you back. I miss you so much & I Love You with all my heart.

Diana

August 16, 2004

Bub,

Today is your hita’s birthday and she’s been hurting even more all weekend even though it doesn’t seem possible to hurt for you more than she already does. She really, really wanted to go out and have a BBQ with you and everyone but at this time, it wasn’t possible. As a birthday gift she also wanted to continue this memorial to you and since it seems to help her, I agreed. I think because you would do it for her, then again, what wouldn’t you do for her? I know you will be hanging out with us today and if you can, please give Vanessa a sign. Luv you.

We Miss You Pops

August 15, 2004

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me

When tomorrow starts without me

And I'm not there to see

If the sun should rise and find your eyes

All filled with tears for me.

I wish so much you wouldn't cry

The way you did today

While thinking of the many things

We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,

As much as I love you,

And each time that you think of me

I know you'll miss me too

But when tomorrow starts without me

Please try to understand

That an angel came and called my name

And took me by the hand

And said my place was ready

In heaven far above

And that I'd have to leave behind

All those I dearly love

But when I walked through heaven's gates

I felt so much at home

When God looked down and smiled at me

From His great golden throne

He said, "This is eternity

And all I've promised you

Today for life on earth is past

But here it starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow

For today will always last,

And since each day's the same way

There's no longing for the past.

So when tomorrow starts without me

Don't think we're far apart,

For every time you think of me

I'm right here in your heart.

Ron & Bea Vetter

August 9, 2004

John,

We never had a son, then you came into our lives. We, of course, found out how crazy you were, but we enjoyed your crazy ways!

So many memories...We cry so much because we miss you. No more phone calls - "Hey Grams, is Ron there?" We especially remember how thoughtful you were; always ready to lend a helping hand.

We remember the Fourth of July get together in your back yard. You always bought Kristy a pack of fireworks. Then, when Miranda came along, you bought her fireworks. Sally always went with us to see the firework display and enjoyed it so much. Fourth of July will be "J O's Day" from now on.

Henry King's Ranch was always so much fun. We enjoyed ourselves so much. Ron says, "Hey Bro, Remember the first time we went fishing together? I taught you and Johnny how to clean fish. We caught twenty-four fish! Boy did you and Johnny work hard helping me clean them!"

We enjoyed your humor when you called on the phone, disguising your voice starting the connection.

Watching the Broncos in your basement was a special treat. Of course, you were the #1 Bronco fan.

You are missed so much...your jokes, your laughter, and your smile. We will see you when our Dear Lord decides to take us home.

Love you,

Grams and Ron

Liloni Salvina Ramos

August 6, 2004

Uncle John,

When you left, You broke many many hearts,including mine!! We can't help but miss you and your ways. I watch "ELLEN" everyday and all I can remember is you doing the electric slide at Shane's gradution party. I walk in to "Kingsoopers" and remember when we would go with you to the store, you would talk to anyone and everyone. I'm sitting here and listening to jammin 92.5

and remembering all of your jams.

Uncle John, I wake up in the morning,

wanting to ask my grandma if you have called yet so we can go to the cementary. But I catch myself relizing that we don't have you any more to tell us what to water and what to trim. I was telling my mom about that day you took my to see

that horse in your friends backyard. We can't go anywhere without remembering you. I miss your laugh and the way you would bring a party to life. YOU were the ONLY ONE who brought the family together, but now your your gone everyone has gone their own ways. I will always remember you were the # 1 Bronco fan, and how YOU were all about YOUR SISTERS. you been gone one month and I miss the trips to the cementary and watering with you.

Please tell "LITTLE GRANDMA" GRANDPA JOHN , UNCLE AUGIE, AUNTIE BEBE, LITTLE DEBBIE, and UNCLE RICK "Hello" for me and miss them and love them too. It's just hard to except that your gone with the rest. " I KNOW GOD ONLY TAKES THE BEST!!!!" OH, Before I forget T-Bone is still rolling. you'll always be in our hearts!!

love your neice Liloni

Diana

August 4, 2004

Babe,

I haven't wrote in here because it's been too hard for me. I talk to you and write to you but that is between you & me. Vanessa has kept on me to write in here because she plans on keeping it (you know her) and since it's about to end, I will do this for her.

It's been a month now and they say it gets better but it seems to get worse. Maybe the better comes way after, maybe not. They also say you never realize how much someone means to you until they are gone but I think you know how much they mean to you, you just never realize how much it is going to hurt. Everything reminds me of you, I can't hear, see or say something without thinking of how it reminds me of you. I still wait for my phone to ring & it's you, or the door to open and you come in with a smile. I know it was hard for you this last year, but as much as we knew, I didn't think you would leave us so soon. I wanted you to get well so bad and was hoping for a miracle that I guess God didn't have planned for you. It's easy to blame or get mad at others and then I blame myself wondering what I could or should have done more. I think back on things you said, things that were happening to you and wonder how I would just say to you "don't worry, you're not going anywhere," when you knew all along you were. All the what ifs come to me and I ask myself why I never took the time to just be with you these last months instead of trying so hard to heal you. I really, really miss you and maybe one day the tears will stop. I know you always told me, just be strong, but it was always easier with you around. I find everything was easier when you were around. It's been said that when someone dies, there is so much you wish you would have said and it's true. I know you tried to tell me things and instead of listening, I always told you that you would be OK. I'm sad about that. Some people don't understand how close you become to someone in 29 years. Losing you was like losing a part of me. We have been through so much and still the love never died. I can't get out of my mind the last time you held me in the hospital and wouldn't let go. I just want you to know I will never let you go. You always promised to be with me forever and we would grow old together. You were aware that wasn’t going to happen and up to the end, even though you knew you were dying, you always made sure you took care of me. Your past never bothered me and from it, is what brought us both together. I thank the Lord for that. We have two beautiful children we both raised with love. I promised you many things and will try my hardest to follow them through. I still see you laying here and how you would always tell me, "Come lay by me," you don't know how bad I want to again. So many years of memories that I could never ever forget. It's going to be hard for me without you and I know you will be my Angel watching over us. I know everyone you are with now are happy because you are there to make them laugh. I wish you were here to make me laugh. Always in my heart, forever in my life,

With all my love,

Your Hita Vanessa

August 4, 2004

Dad,

I can't begin to say how much I miss you. The girls miss you too. Yesterday Jaya got an ice cream and told Mom," Grandpa bought me these ice creams, huh?" Then last week she asked," Grandpa's in heaven with little Grandma?" Mom said yes. Then she said," Him never coming home," and Mom said "no". Then today she asked me," Auntie where's Grandpa?" How do we explain to a 3 year old and even me, to understand why you are never coming back.

The house is empty without you and it's hard for us to stay home.

Dad you mean the world to me. My days are lost without you. When I have a day off of work I sit at home and cry because I know that if you were here I would be cruising the streets with you. You have left me here lost. I try to keep busy but no matter what everything I do reminds me of you. I wish you were here to argue with since we were always going at it, and the times John and I argued, you would have my side. I miss you dad.

I remember this time last year we were at Grandma's everyday and she wanted to have my nina and I a birthday party. Now with my birthday coming you won't be here to celebrate it with me. I love you a lot and I miss you. Come visit me but this time, don't be mad.

Alize Ibarra

August 4, 2004

Hi,Uncle J.O. I know your sleeping but I miss you and love you.

Alize

Lorie Juarez

August 4, 2004

To my uncle John I just want to say we never got a chance to say good bey. You were with us one day and gone the next. I sure miss seeing you dance in my livingroom we had good times together. You were the one keeping us strong since Mom went away now you've gone away.And there's no one to take your place until we meet again someday I will love and miss you so. god bless Love your neice Lorie Juarez

Andrew Castillo

August 2, 2004

John was a person who once he entered the room you knew he was there. Not just by his voice or appearance, but by his glow. He was smooth in everything he did. I learned a few things from this man that will guide me a long way.

"FAMILY" its the foundation to life. No matter what state of mind John was in; if his family needed him he was there. I'll never forget the things John did for my grandfather just because he wanted to. I had lost that, due to ignorance and being stubborn. John told me that all that's going to do is hurt me in the long run. He was right.

John was also a man that you might think was always giving you a hard time but that hust meant he cared for you.

I'll never forget our camping and fishing trips and to make sure my hands are always clean before a meal and definetly John I'll never forget you.

Rest in Peace buddy.

John & Vanessa Ornelas

July 30, 2004

Daddy, We love you.

We want you to know.

We didn't say it often,

But we hope that it showed.

We had many good times.

There were bad ones too.

But the memories we share.

Are so strong of you.

We have to move on,

That's what they all say.

But they don't understand,

How this changed our days.

It's hard to not see you,

On the couch or in the yard,

But even though you're not hurting,

The tears still flow hard.

No more trips for banana splits,

No more cruising the park,

No more Chubby's or Lechuga's

Cause it just breaks our hearts.

We know that you told us,

The things we should do,

But Pop's you know,

We never thought we'd lose you.

We sit here and wonder,

What you are doing now,

And hope you are watching,

And guiding us somehow.

We visit you often,

It's hard to see you there,

It doesn't seem right,

You're supposed to be here.

Please give us a sign,

That you are ok,

And we will keep praying,

To meet you someday.

With all our love,

We miss you,

Terri Lo Sasso

July 29, 2004

Dear Diana, Johnny and Vanessa,

Words cannot ease the pain for your loss. But know you are in my thoughts and prayers. John was special, that killer smile- reminded me of the Cheshire Cat. Everytime I would see him, he would always tease me. When John teased you- you knew he genuinely liked you. He was a funny guy! Never knew anyone that loved the BRONCOS, so much! He will be sadly missed.

Artie Ornelas

July 28, 2004

What's up Cuz? Such beautiful eyes and expressions. Full of love for those around him, who he respected. Always with dignity for the Ornelas Family. Who he so Proudly Represented, with large italic letters on his coller bone, so everyone would know that ORNELAS is who he is and will always be. My Cuz J.O. so proudly identified that bad ol' white convertible, which I had the opportunity to cruise in one summer day. And hey lets not forget, Heaven forbid, The J.O. family Denver Bronco Room. Always and forever, like myself, a Denver Bronco Fan. To my cuz J.O. and his family, from my family, Ornelas', Quintana's, Con Paz, the relatives, and good friends, Love you and God Bless.

Larry and Laura Mackintosh

July 28, 2004

J.O. there are so many things that we are both grateful for. We remember when we bought our house. You were the first and only one to offer help with painting. We still remember the day when Laura came home from work and you and Vanessa had changed the whole living room around! That was cool. Laura will miss having someone to gang up on Larry with when the Broncos play the Raiders..and win!!! Larry will miss everything about you.. You taught him so many things. We will both always love you and keep you in our heart. Tell mom Larry misses her and will always love her. Love your brother Larry and Laura...

Claudia Stevens

July 22, 2004

My deepest sympathy to Diana, John Jr, Vanessa. Let there be peace in your hearts knowing that John is with the Lord.

Donalee Ortega

July 21, 2004

John,

Where do I start?Like everyone elseI loved and appreciated your sense of humor and love of life.You have made such a great impression on my life and although you were my cousin you were more like an older brother to me.You were always looking out for me and offering to help me out in any way you could all the way up to your last days.I can't express enough how grateful I am to have had you as part of my family and to have gotten to know you as well as I did over the years.I hope you know how much you meant to me and how much I will miss you.You will never be forgotten,

Love you always,

Donalee

Miranda Davis

July 19, 2004

Hey Uncle John,

Thanks for everything, especially being a part of my life, I remember everything we have done together! I especially remember the way u used to tease me when u saw me! You where always able to make me laugh, and make me happy when i was feeling down! I will always remember you and you will always be a part of my heart, you stay in my memories always! I remember you buyin fire works evey year and then lettin them off and having a big barbeque! Well, I love you and I miss you! Rest In Peace

Kristy Young

July 19, 2004

Hey John, What’s up? Remember the day I called and said that? You asked me, “Did you just say,’Hey Dog, What’s Up?’” We laughed about it for a long time. It’s funny how little things leave lasting impressions. Every time I hear anyone say, “Hey Dog...” I think about you. In fact, there are a lot of things that remind me of you...Bronco games, Fourth of July, Christmas lights, camping & fishing trips, barbeques...I could go on and on. You were my brother-in-law when I was so young. As far as I knew, you were my brother. You sure teased me all the time!!! And yes, you drove me crazy! The day you left us, I remember looking at you in your hospital bed wishing you'd sit up and start cracking jokes. The ones that would only be funny if you were the one telling them. I'll miss you John. I can't believe I'll never hear "Eee Kris..." from you again. I will be eternally grateful for the opportunity to hang out with you at the bbq grill at Jaya's birthday party...and for the last conversation I had with you on your birthday. I will miss you, but my memories of you will last forever! Love, Kris

Bridget Moreno

July 17, 2004

Hi Nino,

Wow this is the last thing i ever wanted to do. Well atleast i know your not suffering anymore and your now in heaven with others you wished to see up there as well. Your funeral was beautiful and so was everything else. I miss you so much already. Even though i have 2 sets of God parents, i feel i only have one. You and my nina Diane. You could always make me laugh and smile even in the times i was most down. Now the time that im down the most your not here. But i know you are up there watching my every move and saying keep your head up girl. So thats what im going to do just for you.I will pray to you just to see how your doin up there. And i will always keep your big full red heart apart of my heart as well! You are my hero nino! Be good up there and stay outa trouble. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U! U WILL ALWAYS HAVE A BIG PART IN MY HEART! I LOVE U NINO! REST IN PEACE!

Denise Moreno

July 16, 2004

John, You will most likely read the same things over & over but that's because those were the things everyone loved about you. You were always happy, kind-hearted, always willing to help people,and lived and loved life to the fullest. You mean allot to so many people that you had a packed house at your rosary and funeral and one of the longest and most heartfelt processions most of us has ever seen. You must be very proud of Diana, Nessa and John (Jr.) because they made sure your every wish was fulfilled. I know you were up there saying "That's my family, they know how I am and what I want and they did it all" I know you're with God now and the pain is gone and you are probably teaching all the angels the calypso and singing in the chior. We miss you down here, but we have lots of great memories to talk about forever. Always loved you like a brother, not a brother-in-law. GO BRONCOS!! We all know you'll be watching and yelling at them up there.

Your sister-in-law,

Denise

louis juarez

July 14, 2004

hey unc i still cant belive your gone i can still see you jammin to the temptations in my living room you where the only unc that realy talked to me so i love you and i miss you!!!! tell my gram i said hi!

PAM ATENCIO

July 14, 2004

My deepest sympathy to the Ornelas Family. JO was so awesome he always had a smile. He always decorated his yard during Christmas it was always a joy to see when I would visit my sister Cindy. JO will be missed dearly.

Pam Atencio & family

Sonny Valdez, Sr.

July 12, 2004

I'm the light one. Me and my brother used to like to give you a hard time about not know which one of us is which. We'd ask you which one am I? That will always put a smile on my face just thinking about it.Well I was the light one and you finally figured it out just recently because you could see the sun reflect off my eyes. I will miss you giving me a hard time about being a raider fan. Rest in Peace. Love Sonny Valdez,Sr.

Ricky Valdez III

July 12, 2004

J.O,I'm the dark one. I lived next door to you for 20 years and you could never tell the difference between me and my brother. I'm sure you know the difference now. I will always remember that about you. I will also remember you as a DIE HARD BRONCO FAN! GO BRONCOS! I will miss hearing you give me a hard time about all the girls I had coming to my house. You are in a better place. Rest in Peace. Love Ricky Valdez III.

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