Jeffrey Alan "Jeff" Caldwell

I loved my Dad more than any other man to cross my path (sorry guys)
I've always been a Daddys girl.
Yes, growing up without him was tough but we rekindled our relationship and we would speak regularly. Not a day goes by where I don't recap a happy childhood memory with my dad involved. He was my hero, for the lonnnnnngest time. I am still having a hard time processing that I won't be able to call him anymore. Or give him a hug. But, I can still tell him I love him...and where ever he is... he'll hear me.

I am very happy he's no longer physically and emotionally suffering anymore... but this is literally the most anguish I've ever been in.

I love you Dad, and miss you more than you could fathom. Or maybe you could... you were always saying how much you miss me and my sister. I don't think I ever quite understood the gravity of that love... until now. As it burns in my chest and leaves me grief stricken.