Summer Palmer

Summy D. These past weeks I have been burying and running away from my emotions because I don´t want to feel the pain of the reality that you are not here with us anymore. But it´s real, you´re not here and rivers flow from my eyes and heart. I think about your laugh, your smile and it warms me. I think about all the good times and the fun and the bond we created, sisterhood. I think about the time that I could have spent with you towards the end of your life and I have regret. Regret that I didn´t get those extra hugs and conversations. I wish we could´ve taken our weekend beach trip. I know that we would have cried together and laughed together and made beautiful memories just like the ones that we have created throughout all the past years. You are the one person who knows everything about me. I miss you. I love you. I know that you are happy and whole with Jesus. That´s the only thing that keeps me sane. You are so precious Summer and I wish that I was talking to you instead of writing on here... my beautiful, wonderful, loving fun, witty Summy D...

Oh my Summer girl I miss you so much already. My heart hurts and I just want to pick up the phone and call you for our daily chat. It was a true honor being your friend all of these years. Thank you for loving me and my girls. You are missed so dang much, But I know you are healed and free! I will see you again...it will be just like a blink of an eye and we will all reunite in Heaven. I love you.

You Are my Sunshine my Prescious daughter I LOVE YOU!!! I just go to sleep thinking about you and wake up thinking about you. Your beautiful face and memories flood my mind 24 hours a day... I'm trying to be strong, and so thankful because I know you are with our Lord healthy and healed. The Lord is carrying me in HIS Strong arms through this difficult time. He Is My Strength and my Strong Hold...

Summer you were wild and beautiful like the flash of the sunset on blue ocean water. Like the wind blowing through a wild horse's hair as they run free. Your magic was like the sparkle on a butterfly wing as it flaps gently resting on the blossom of a flower. Your heart was fierce and powerful like a hummingbird's wings. The beauty of the light of your soul shines like the morning sun reflecting off of the sparkles of a winter snow. Your laughter was like the joy that only wonder and awe can relate. Your friendship was like that of a gift from God. Until we meet again I will carry your spark in my heart along with so many others whose lives you touched.

Summer and I were at the lake for the weekend with our kids and when it was time to leave, we couldn´t find her keys anywhere. We looked all over the place for hours! We ended up leaving her car there and driving back in mine and when we got home, Summer went to get ready for a shower and then... PLOP! Her keys fell out of her bra! We laughed so hard.

So one summer day Summer Lori and myself were at the lake with our kids and we were just swimming and jumping from the rocks into the water and you know just having fun. Well me and Lori were in the water and waiting for summer to have her turn jumping in. Mind you these were just the more shallow parts with the more ground level rocks to jump from but anyhow so we were watching and rooting Summer on and so there she was her hand holding her nose as she takes a deep breath and she goes for the jump! The next thing you know there is Summer standing straight up flat on her feet still holding her nose with the water only as high as her mid thigh!! LOL!!! We were all three just dying laughing... omg it was so funny and I still crack up every time I think about it!!

I am sad! The feeling of time as it tics is different...although it had been awhile since I had visited you just knowing you were around secured my feelings when I would think about you. I wish I would have visited more often. I miss you Summer and now when I think of you my feelings are secure in knowing that you are resting so peacefully in the arms of the Lord! I love you!

Oh Summer, my heart is so broken! This world has become a little dimmer without your beautiful face!
Every time I look at the river, I will forever remember floating out there with you! I loved when you would just come over to hang out in the water! We always had a great time. I will forever miss you!
Thank you for being such a beautiful friend! I'm praying for your beautiful children and will always be here for them, if they ever need me!
Fly high sweet Summer, spread those angel wings and know how much you will be missed and loved forever

Summer Dawn I'm going to miss you so much.... I remember always getting in trouble with your mom we used to build tree houses play outside all the time it was the best childhood times I remember with you and Jeremiah Me and my brother besties forever!
I remember you used to suck your thumb all the time I used to tell you to stop but that was you when you were younger..I miss those days I'm going to miss your beautiful soul
No matter how long it had been since we've seen each other every time we did It was like we never missed a day of our lives apart. So many fun times with you. Summer I'm going to always remember you
You called me just out of the blue all the time to tell me you missed and loved me.
What if I could have two without the phone calls when is anybody going to do we love you so much Summer Dawn rest in peace beautiful angel