Christopher James Jensen

I'm soo sad to have to live each day without you !I will miss your laugh, your constant teasing but mostly I will miss our heart to hearts!You made me feel important to you even if you were busy,you took the time to listen,reassure me and tell me you cared and would always be there!You tested me sometimes and most definitely called me on any of my BS and then gently reminded me that the only reason you did is BECAUSE you cared and wanted the best for me!I loved you CJ and as your obituary so eloquently describes you its all true,I am a better person by having met you and having you in my life!I am grateful for our talk Wednesday, I wish I had insisted you still come see my new place and hang out with Erica and I and eat your favorite Grilled Steak Quesadilla's( BTW I'd only eat at Taco Bell for you)!!Thank you for saying the things you did that night,for making sure I knew where we stood and how you felt because you weren't someone who ever really showed that to others so it meant the world to and now soo much more! I WISH that you didn't have to leave us but in your voice I can hear you saying "Now I REALLY can see everything,hear everything,and I'll know because I'm watching!"I'm glad to have you watching out for all those you loved and believe it like I tried to tell you all the time "People love you and you matter!!! I sure know you mattered to me,and thanks for sharing all the pictures you had just found of Stella with me it helps a little to know you are playing and hugging and enjoying your time with her again !!I will miss you terribly but you'll always be in my heart and I just want to let his family know how much he loved you all and wanted to make you proud,especially his dad!!He talked of you often to me and his eyes always took on a special softer glow!You sure had an amazing son,brother,uncle and please know he helped and loved and was there for soo many of his friends always ! Thank you for sharing him with all of us!!