Debra Rutledge

Mama. I miss you so much. A simple thought, breaks me. The hardest thing I´ve had to grapple with is the fact that you´re GONE. It doesn´t feel right. Like a dream. Something out of place. The pain is immeasurable. We´re doing our best to get by. I don´t think I´ll ever stop asking why. They say everything happens for a REASON. But I´m truly having a hard time figuring out what the reason was. I really am. It´s like I have to learn how to live all over again. But you knew when it was enough. And I´ll have to respect your decision. I don´t like it, but you knew what was best, Ms. Girl! Lol! I guess it´s true what they say, Ma- a mother truly is a sons first love! I miss you, Ma. And I love you. Watch over us. Don´t hesitate to send a sign every now and then. Lol!

I'm going to miss you girl, don't know how l'm going to make it. But I know you're at peace now.

George, Tenika, Greg, Gwen and all the family, my prayers go out to you and the family. Debra..my friend, my Sister in Christ, my girl, Rest in Power until we meet again.

I love u auntie so much I can't believe this is so hard to swallow tell my grandparents and mom and cousins I said hi R.i.P