Sean Michael Moriarty

Sean, my precious son. I've been putting off writing this because it is just too hard to say good bye. I still cannot believe that you are gone. I choose to believe in what faith promises....that I'll see you again at a time and place where there are no more tears, no pain and no more death. I know that you've struggled and had the kind of torment that few other people would have been able to endure the way you have. You said you wanted me to be proud of you. I am proud of you and glad I got to be your mom. We have gone through many trials and difficulties. I promise you that i will carry our message to others. Your life mattered and will live on through me and so many who love you The demons were too many to fight but your legacy will make a difference to those who need to hear your story. You will always be a part of me, who I am because of all we have shared and that love goes on forever I'm not sure what that looks like, but I know in my core, that it has to. I believe there will be many to thank you when they see you in Heaven because of what they had learned from you.

Pray for us. Kai will know more and more about his dad from all of us who will never forget and never stop loving you.

I'm sorry I could not fix what was broken. One day all our questions will be answered. I hope you have found them and the Peace you so longed for and deserve, my son.

It is written, "what the enemy has prepared for evil, God will use for a greater good"

This is not goodbye - because the story is not yet over -- just another chapter. I would have written a different script but need to remember that the Author and lover of our souls knows best, sees all that we cannot see and that He will make everything good and right. Knowing that you are waiting for me brings comfort I miss you so much. You will always be heart of my heart. .......Soon and very soon we will meet at that banquet in heaven and, Oh, what a day that will be...I love you.......every day... for all eternity. ... ..