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Lynn
August 5, 2025
Hi, Sweet Sister!
Today is my special day and oh how I wish I could spend it with you. I think of you and dad every day. We could be at the casino right now or maybe even bingo. Jannette and I may go later. It´s to hot to do anything today. Knowing you tho, you´d have me out camping or doing something. Tell Dad and Tim (Fatboy) I said, what´s up. Life is not the same without you here. You all were the life of the parties. I will see you when I get to Heaven. I love you and my dad!
Sis
June 11, 2025
Oh Jennifer Jennifer Jennifer! Sadly, this is the only way I can write to you. Wish for yesterday and you.
I can talk about it now. Your first granddaughter will be her in around 4 months. I prayed and prayed for her along with so many others. Krissy had medical issues like myself. I´m so grateful and thankful to our Lord for blessing her. Her and Dario deserve to be parents She may be born on your special beautiful day . We can only hope. You´re missing out on so much. We all needed you here with us. These little boys are the cutest and craziest. You would have loved each and everyone of them. I´ll be writing again soon. Please watch over us, all your family and especially our momma. Love you Dad and Timothy
Sister
June 6, 2025
Jenn, thank you, Dad and God for protecting Bray on Weds. Lord Jesus, I´m so so so grateful for keeping him safe. He´s our miracle little boy. Please keep watching over our family and all the boys and our little girl who´s coming soon.
Please keep our family safe as they travel. Amen!!!
Sister
May 11, 2025
Happy Mother´s Day in Heaven Sis!
You are so missed and so truly loved!
Sister
April 19, 2025
Jen, I forgot to say.... shes eleven weeks I believe! I´m counting them days down.
Sister
March 17, 2025
Jenn, I was down for a few days and today, God answered my prayers once again. He´s awesome and so amazing! He gives me so much faith and dedication in him. He always answers my prayers and protects me and our family. He was right beside Braylon while having his surgeries and now he blessed Kristin and Dario. She heard the baby´s heartbeat and seen the baby on the ultrasound. Thank you Jesus! You´re going to be a Grammy again. You already know it´s your third one. We were blessed with 4 little boys and now another blessing. We already love this miracle baby, she/he is so wanted, just like all our other blessings. God didn't bless me with my own, but he sure blessed me with so many, whom I love dearly, like my own. We´ve been waiting for this baby news for yrs. I know in my heart Krissy and Dario will be the best parents. Please watch over them, their baby and all of our family. Tell God I´m so thankful and grateful for momma, my siblings, nieces and nephews and my great nephews and maybe a great niece, and all my other family and friends. I give all the glory to him. Wish so much for you to here. You´re missed and loved! Tell dad I love him too. Mawah!
Sis
March 15, 2025
Sis, I need some prayers for Krissy. She really needs them at this moment. She has an appointment on Monday. Please watch over her and ask God with me to give her the best news ever. Our Lord Jesus Crist is the one and only who made it possible. I feel in my heart of hearts, everything is going to be just fine and will all be so happy and excited. I know she´s walking on pins and needles. Poor Bb! I cried tears of joy and now my heart hurts , because she´s stressing herself out. I can´t blame her, I would as well. God will hear and anything we ask in his sons name he will bless us. He will bless Krissy, Dario and our whole family. I love you and I will let you know once I find out everything. I want happy tears again.
Sister
March 7, 2025
Hello Sis
Asking for you to ask God to send his angels of protection for Savannah. She has school out of town. I understand she´s an adult, but she will always be one of our babies. Please, watch out for her. I miss you and I love you.
Sister
March 4, 2025
Sis, It truly hurts that I have to come on here to talk to you. Even tho I always have conversations with you all the time.
Today my heart was so happy. I had tears!!! Finally, our Lord answered some prayers. He always does on his timing, not ours.
I can´t say anything now on here, just yet. However, you already know. I screamed it to the whole world. I´m sure you heard me.
God is so awesome and amazing! Just wish you and dad could have lived longer.You were way too young. You had your whole life ahead of you. God knows best though and he has his reasonings.
I miss you more than ever! I love you little sister and you have a piece of my heart with you.
Sis
February 15, 2025
Jenn, it´s Feb 15th 2025.
You know what that means. Your baby girl turned 30 yrs old. She still looks like she´s 14. Lol! She has grown into a beautiful young lady. She´s strong just like you and she never gives up. She´s came along way. She has her own home. She bought that at a young age. She´s a smarty! Your kids are all grown, but they´re still our babies. Thank you for sharing them with me. I love them like if they were my very own. Love you and Jannette for always letting me be their Auntie. Keep watching them and please guide them always in the right direction. Please ask God to always protect all the kids. They´re my world! Also, watch over momma, she misses you so much. She´s doing good, thank God! Love you sis, I´ll write you again soon. Give Dad a hug for me.
Lynn
January 28, 2025
Jen, please ask God to protect and be with BrayBray. He´s having surgery this morning. Ask him to please guide the doctors hands and make sure Bray is not in any pain. I´m going to ask Dad to ask God as well. Love you!
Sister
January 16, 2025
Jenn, I don´t ever want tomorrow to come. That was the worse day in my whole life, 17 yrs ago. Just like Dec 3/5 2010. My life hasn´t been the same since that day. I´m so grateful, but yet I feel so cheated. My heart hurt and still hurts for not only myself, but for Momma and Dad and your kids, your siblings and nieces and nephews.
It doesn´t get any easier. We did everything together. We made so many beautiful and crazy memories. We haven´t done anything as a family since you went back home to God. When losing a loved one (you and dad) your whole world changes.
Momma and I are going to celebrate you with dinner tomorrow. Hoping some meet up with us. It´s so hard getting everyone together, with everyone´s schedules being different. Also, your kids may not feel comfortable to be around anyone on that day. I have my good days and my bad days. By me not living and being depressed that you´re not here with me, won´t change anything. So at least I´m trying to carry on. Dads with you now and I know y´all are celebrating everyday being at home with one another in Heavenly Paradise with God. One day we all will be together again and be the sisters that we were meant to be. I love you sooo much! Missing you with all my being.
Sister
October 28, 2024
~Happy Birthday Jenn~
You would be 51 today, but sadly you´ll forever be 34.
You have know idea how hard it is to live without you. I can´t even imagine how your kids do it. My heart aches for them! They´re all doing so good. Thank God for that!
Mom is holding up. She´s going to be 82 this Dec. She´s still doing everything. She can´t sit still for a minute.
I´m hanging in there. My depression is still there and always will be. Trying to do things to take my mind off of losing you. I´m grateful to the Lord that I had you for the time that I did. Just wish we could have had more time together.
You have two grandsons. Marcus, is a little Justin and Noah is a little Mike. lol! Also, Savannah has Bray and Sierra has Kaiden. You would love them all.
I sure hope you´re celebrating with Dad. You always loved your Birthday, just like July 4th and Halloween. I don´t believe I´ve been back trick or treating since you went to your Heavenly home. I sure miss all the crazy and wonderful times we had. Please watch over mom and all the family. Give Pops and Uncle T, my love.
Have a beautiful Birthday sweet sis! Love you so so much!
Big Sis
October 2, 2024
Hey Sis!
Can you and Dad please talk to God and ask him to watch over Braylon. He´s have a surgery tomorrow. It´s not his heart thank God. I also prayed for him myself. Please ask God to guide the doctors and send his angels to hold our angel he gave to Savannah, Greg and us. We ask this in Jesus name Amen!
I´m thinking of you and Dad always. Love you so much!
Sister
September 28, 2024
Hi Jenn, just thinking of you like always. I needed to catch you up a little.
Mike and Cass invited us to stay at her parents Airbnb. It was absolutely big and beautiful. We can actually get lost in it. That´s how huge it is. So Mike, Cassand their Noah went. He´s already a yr and a one month. He´s your grand baby . You would have adored him just like Marcus. Krissy and Dario came along with Krissys furgirls. KayKay and her furson Bix came. Then it was Justin and his son Marcus Mikes dog Bubba was also with us all. Gram can too. She even slept on the top bunk bed. She´s 81 and climbed up. Don´t believe I would have made it. lol! We all had a lot of fun. We all went swimming and enjoyed each others company. Got our alone time in our rooms. You would have loved it. Do you see how your daughter KayKay is? She used to be the princess, but she switch it up and says she´s a queen. No housework for her wherever she goes. I was on Binx duty sometimes. If it´s not baby duty, it´s dog duty. All or the family dogs are spoiled and need to be babied. The only hard part was the drive. It took almost 6 hours to get up there. My buttocks were hurting so bad. I´m trying to plan a trip for Florida. Anyways, I´m always missing you. You were the life of our family. Jennifer you were my bestie and I miss that. I didn´t leave me behind on the bike trail or in your kids life. Thank you so much for that. Please watch over us and especially momma. She´s doing great, but she can use a guardian Angel. How´s daddy and Unc doing? I miss dad a lot. I wish you all didn´t have to go so so soon. I love you and I´ll write you again.
Sister
March 31, 2024
Hey Babes, just wanted to wish you a Happy Easter and be sure to celebrate Jesus
Resurrection and have fun
We had a party at Kaleighs and it was so much fun. The boys had so much fun and the were playing all day. We all missed you and dad. I always think and speak to you two all the time. I get so mad and upset, because you left me.
I know Jesus is going to come for me, mom and are whole family when he comes again and I know it´s coming soon. This world is gone crazier
then what it use to be.
I´m getting up in age now and I can´t do a lot of stuff. I get to worn out and very easily. Also, I´m a diabetic now and I can´t seem to control it. Then I have momma. I help her with her medical needs. She´s getting older too and she´s still washing walls, painting and cutting grass. I love you so much sister. It´s been 16 yrs and I´m still lost without you.
Lynn
December 25, 2023
Merry Christmas Jennifer! We celebrated at Krissy´s this yr. All your kids and grand kids were there. You would love them both, Marcus and Noah. I wish everyday you were here. You don´t even know how much everyone misses you. You would be 50 yrs old now. Wondering if that grey hair came thru yet? Would you have wrinkles? So many things going on with us aging. You didn´t get to experience all that. God took you back home at such a young age. I can´t be mad, because you were always his and now he wanted you back. I´m so grateful and thankful you were my little sis. I will be with you again, when it´s my time. You better be waiting for me. I love you! Love your sister.
Lynn
December 25, 2023
Merry Christmas my sister
Sister
December 1, 2023
Dec 1, 2023 Fri
Jenn, it was Savannahs 27th Birthday on Thurs. it was her special day and my day sucked. My water heater just went out around three weeks ago. Remmi my little furbaby got her lip sliced. Then my furnace goes out. All at the same time. Your daughter just left today for her trip to Hawaii. I can´t let it be known that I´m panicking until her and Dario are safe. I want her to have a wonderful fun filled trip of her life. I don´t need to panic her more. Her flight just left. I´m trying to stay awake to make sure she gets there safe. I´m not used to staying up all night any longer. Life is so hard and it gets harder everyday. If it´s not one thing it´s another. Then I worry about mom if I don´t hear from her. Please, you and Dad talk to God and ask him to send his angels around them and the whole entire plane. Making sure they get to there destination safe and sound. I realize they´ll always be yours, but they are like my very own. I love them like you loved them. I promised I´d help take care of them and it don´t stop at any age. I´m always here for them all. I miss them when I don´t see them and I wonder and worry about them when I haven´t heard from them. I´m the same with Jannette´s girls and the great nephews. Your grandson is so adorbs. You´d just love on him forever. His name is Noah. You also have Marcus who´s 5yrs old. You´d love all over hims too. Please, watch over your family and make sure you chat with our Lord. We all need one another. We need you and dad too. Come back, oh how I wish. Love you sister! Mawah!
Your sister!
October 30, 2023
Hey Sis, just thought I´d say I´m thinking of you. That´s something I do all the time. Just wish things were different here.
It´s getting cold and close to all the holidays and every yr, the depression starts setting in. I try my hardest to be strong and I give it my all but..... I just can´t seem to snap out of it.
My life is truly a struggle. I somehow through the grace of God, find the strength to not show my true feelings. I can´t worry momma. She worries so much as it is. I´d be so lost if I didn´t have her. I´m immensely blessed to still have her with me. I´m so grateful to the Lord giving me the best mom ever.
Looking back on my life, I´d never think it would be this way. My grief never goes away. The pain of losing you and Dad is like getting stabbed in the heart over and over again. I need to start counseling back up.
Jenn, please talk to Jesus and ask him to take all the pain away, that I´ve been caring since the day you went home to him. Than another blow when Dad had to go home to him.
I just want my old life back again and you in it. I´m so grown and this has stopped me from living my dreams. All during the winter I just exist and go through the days. Talking to you on here totally sucks, but it´s the only way.
Thinking of you always little sis! I love you! Love me!
Your sister Lynn
October 28, 2023
10/28/2023
Happy 50th Birthday Jenn
We all know you will forever be 34.
I wonder what you´d look like now. Would you have grey hair? Would you be a little wrinkly? Would you be walking like an old lady or knowing you, you´d be running around like you were 20 again?
Your voice? What would it be like? I miss it so much! Yes, you yelling and all. What I would give, just to hear it one more time.
Your laugh??? Would it be from the belly? What I´d do just to hear it one more time
Your smile, I miss it! I was so happy when you were happy.
Jenn, I truly miss everything about you. You weren´t only my little sister, but my bestest friend. You, mom and I hung out all the time. I miss that more than you´ll ever know. You always had us jumping and doing something. Usually, nothing was ever planned with you. You would just get some kind of an idea and jump up and do it, with us tagging along. All those camping trips stopped. We did a few, but that was it.
Today, is 16 birthdays us celebrating you, without you physically not here. Like I always said, it´s so not fair, but so grateful that I was blessed to be your sister. So blessed to even have 34 yrs with you.
Today Krissy and Dario had us over for your birthday lunch/dinner. She made some fire flautas and fire rice.
Kay, Bianca, Marcus, Savannah, Bray Bray, Sierra, Kaiden, Mom and I and Donjay and Jose came. It was nice that we all were able to get together and remember you, on your special day. Even though I remember you every single day.
Marcus and Kaiden flew you a ballon, to Heaven for you. Bray would have, but he´s still too little and it was too cold. Noah, your new baby grandson, didn´t attend this yr. He will be three months on Nov 4th. He´s too little to be around a lot of people.
Mike, Cass, Justin, Jannette and John didn´t make it, but hopefully next yr, your whole family can be there.
I miss you, I miss you and I miss you, Dad and Tim. I sure hope you enjoyed your beautiful birthday in Heaven. You´re so deserving! I pray Heaven is everything to you. One day, Jesus will be calling my name and please be waiting for me, with dad. Families are forever, even in Heavenly Paradise!
I you! XOXO
Lynn
August 5, 2023
Hey Jennifer!
Today was such a beautiful day. I got to meet your new baby grandson. Jenn, he´s adorable and oh so precious. You would absolutely love him. He was born yesterday Aug 4th, 2023. He weighed 9.3 and 21 inches long. His name is Noah James! He´s such a blessing to my life and our family. What I´d give to have you back. You were suppose to be here, enjoying and growing old with momma and I. I have a little meltdown last night. Living life is hard and painful without you and dad, thank God I still have mom. She´s my everything! She´s doing great, except she can´t hear good. It drives me crazy, cause I hate shouting. Lol!
Today as you know was my special day. Krissy made dinner for us. That was so sweet of her. I appreciate her stepping up and hosting. KayKay and B came, along with Sierra and Kaiden. We all had fun. I really enjoyed myself. Went to the casino after and lost, as always. It´s that stupid new casino that everyone has me going to. It sucks! It´s all new machines. I´m home now and I had to hurry and write you. I miss you sister and you´ll forever be in my heart. Please tell dad I love him. I miss him so much too and life isn´t the same. So many family and friends have passed on. I will try and write you soon. You´re forever on my mind.
GAuntie
May 8, 2023
Jennifer, just wanted to let you know, Bray Bray is going for another surgery this morning. PLEASE, watch over him with Dad. Tell God to direct the hands of his doctors and make Braylon all better. Bray has been through way to much already in his short life, here with us. He´s always in my heart, on my mind and soul. We´re so blessed to have him in our family. He´s the sweetest and one of the cutest babies. We need him forever and ever. I can´t wait to watch him hit all his milestones and grown up into a strong man he will be. Have Dad talk to our Lord. Dad does have a way for talking. You two would be so proud of him and also Marcus and Kaiden.
Last but not least, I´m asking our Father God in Heaven to give Savannah and Greg the strength, comfort and love to get them through this. It´s their babyboy and we ask to just make him healthy again and never leave his side. He´s a child of Gods!
Bray, your GAuntie loves you more than you´ll ever know. You´re my heart and my whole world. I love you buddy!
Your sista
March 19, 2023
Jennifer, it’s me again.
You know what your kids are up too, as you’re watching down from Heaven. I just thought I’d mention a little about them today. Justin is still in West Lafayette with Marcus your grandson. Kay, is getting married in Florida on May 20th of this year. Mom and I are flying out there together. I’m so excited for K and Bs special day, but so nervous to fly.
Krissy just bought a house with her husband. Mike is going to be a dad. He’s having a son.
Your kids are so grown and so together making everyone proud. Jannette’s girls and Jack’s boys are so grown up too. Each and everyone of them are special and I love them like my very own. Jannette and Jack are doing good. Just keep those angels surrounding us all. Love you BB. ❤
Lynn
March 19, 2023
Hey Sis!
It’s sucks I have to come on here. I so wish for you to be here with me. There was so much, we still had to do together, yet you didn’t have time. It breaks me down even though all this time has went by. It was 15 yrs this past January.
I always wonder how you would look today. Would you have grey hairs and wrinkles now?
Keep watching over your kids, who are not kids anymore. Watch over your grandson. You do have another on the way. Kristiana and Kaleigh need to have some now. Kay is getting married in May of this yr. You will be watching from above.
You also have two great nephews. Savannah and Sierra both have little boys now. So Dad has three great grandsons. Please, always say a prayer for everyone. Watch all momma and please say an extra prayer for babyboy Braylon. He’s a heart baby. He’s so strong and growing so big. Marcus, Kaiden and Braylon are the cutest babies.
Thinking of you always and loving you forever.
Love your big Sis! ❤
November 24, 2022
Happy Thanksgiving Jennifer!
I love you!❤
October 28, 2022
10/28/2022
Jennifer, it’s your 49th Birthday today. It’s been 15 birthdays without you. We always celebrate your special day with our family. Wishing we could spend it with you. Have fun with Dad and Tim. I love you so much and missing you everyday. I wake up and think of you and I go to bed thinking of you. Keep watching over us and pray for baby Braylon and momma. Love you big sis! ❤
Auntie
October 27, 2022
Jenn, just got some good news. Please, tell Jesus our family is so grateful and blessed that he is watching over our Braylon. He’s such a strong little babyboy.
Keep watching over him with Dad. God please give him and his mommy and daddy the strength to get through all this. Braylonstrong!
Lynn
October 21, 2022
Jennifer, can you and Dad please pray for baby boy Braylon. Talk to Jesus and ask for healings for the baby. God blessed our lives with him being born into our family. He´s having issues and needs Jesus help. Please watch over him with dad and be by his side. Love you sister
Your Sister forever!
September 4, 2022
09/04/2022
Sunday
Jennifer, well today is the big special day. Your biggest baby boy, is getting married. Yes! I said, MARRIED!!!
Can you believe that, your little first born baby is going to be a husband. Momma told him to just say and wait five yrs and than if they´re still together then it´s time. Actually, he told me it´s been almost six yrs.
Jenn, I´m so beyond excited, but so heartbroken that you won´t be here with us physically. Dad won´t either and it hurts, it´s very painful. Your his momma and he needed you here. We all needed you here. I´m so nervous and overly excited. This is our baby that´s going to live happily ever after, with his Cassandra and his Bubba.
Jennifer. You would be so so proud of him. He´s all grown up now. He´s going to be 32 in 4days. He can be 100 and still me our baby.
I´m certainly this marriage will be for, forever and ever. He is happy with the lady of his dreams. I can see he loves her so much. She actually helped make Mike the man he is today. You would love her. She loves your son immensely. Well, now they´re suppose to be blessing us with a little one. Yes, you´ll have another grandchild. Jenn, Marcus needed you here to be his crazy Grammy. I´m sure your watching everything from up above.
Anyways, I´m going to feel like a fool, crying at every little thing. My tears are from my heart and all the pain within that I carry daily, but I´m crying and hurting for your kids. You we suppose to be up at the table and be proud and excited. I know you´ll be with him every step of the way, cheering him on. What about the mom and son dance? That may have to go to Grama. I would never miss it for the world, but it´s going to hurt. This milestone of his was yours too. Your missing all the kids special celebrations, physically. They have your picture on the table right in front of them. Got to give them one of Uncle Tim. I´m guessing they already have one of dad.
Please, ask Jesus to keep everyone safe. Maybe he can send his angels down here to keep on eye on all our family and extended families. You , dad and Unc better be watching. It starts at 4pm. I need to keep my cool and keep calm. I´ll let you know how many tears we all cry.
This will be one of the happiest moments in our lives. Jenn, Mike and Cass were made for one another. They both have proven how much they love one another. I´m sending them unknown blessings with you that this is going to last them their lifetime. Mr. & Mrs Michael and Cassandra M.
I love you sis, I will right again when I get back home. Everyone else is staying at the Blue Chip Casino. I´m not, I´m coming home. Take care I so miss your beautiful face and love you beyond this whole entire world. Give dad and uncle a great big hug and a kiss on the cheeks.
Sister Lynn
June 10, 2022
Jenn, you don´t even know what I go through daily. I try so hard to live and be happy, but it´s the hardest thing to do. I miss you so much and I can´t seem to move on. I´m getting a little better, but not where I should be and what you would have wanted for me. Life is so unfair, but I realize, it´s not I who´s in control and I can´t question God. He knows what he´s doing and I couldn´t imagine taking his role. I just wish I had you longer then what I did. I´m so grateful he gave me the time he did with you. We were so close and momma too. I feel like we missed out on life together. All your kids milestones, your grand babies and how you always included mom, dad and I. I love you and I´ll never stop missing you, my little sister. Mawah! Give dad my love too.
Your Sister Lynn
April 17, 2022
Happy Easter
I so wish you were here, celebrating it with me.
I miss you more, each and everyday. I love you!
Kaleigh
January 9, 2022
I truly miss you every single day of my life. I know i would never be as strong as I am without you in my heart. I love being just like you. My heart, my mind, my stubbornness, my attitude, my perfectness, comes from you. I miss you i can´t imagine how life would be if you were still here. I always find myself feeling proud because I´m doing it. I don´t make excuses i will always make you proud. I´ll always keep fighting. I deserve the whole entire world and i won´t ever settle mama. I´m gonna get it. I´m gonna chase everyone of you dreams and I´m gonna keep making them happen. We only
Get one life and with mine i wanna do everything you didn´t get too and more. I love you with my entire heart and I´ll always keep us together as a family for you. I promise i don´t need anyone i will keep fighting even if I´m standing alone. I love you mama!
Xoxo, your baby girl Kay Kay
Your sister
July 20, 2021
Hi! There's jus much to say and don't know where to start.
Everyday, I think of you and dad. I'm human with all the what if's.
We don't do much anymore as a family. You were the one who always had us jump up and take a camping trip at minutes notice. Lol! If something crossed your mind, you'd just jump up and do it. We don't do that and I miss it. I'm sure we all do. You held us all together, with your crazy self. Your laughter was so obnoxious and what I'd do to hear it all again. Bingo and the boats. Not much of that. Dad and I stopped going to bingo a few years after you went back to your real home ,with God. We had a share at the boats. Nothing's the same anymore, since you all left me.
I've been still hanging with mama. She's still my best friend. She is the one who gets me through the rough times. I'd be lost without her too.
Oh, your going to be a great auntie. Sissyerra is having us a babyboy Kaiden James. He will be here in Nov, maybe Dec. You're already a Grammy. Marcus is the cutest. I see so much of you in him.
Gosh, it's so sad and heartbreaking thinking of àll the stuff we could of and should have shared together. I would have loved to see you grow old, with all your gray hairs, growing a beard and mustache. Yes, I can't believe at my age it's happening, already. Growing old is not easy, but I can't complain, most don't get the chance. I'm blessed and I thank God everyday. Well, tell pops, that I truly miss him and I love you both more than any words can say. I love you, fly high, fly high my beautiful butterflies. I see them all the time and I know it's either you or dad. Tim your so missed too Fatboy.
Lynn
October 28, 2019
HappY 46th BirthdaY Jennifer! It's your 12th one celebrating it in Heaven. Wish you could be here with us on your special day. I know you have to be enjoying your Birthday, in Heavenly Paradise with our Lord Jesus Christ and with Dad. One day we all will be together again, celebrating forever. You and Dad are thought of every day. It's so hard living in this world carrying on without you both. I do have Mom, I thank God for that. She's my everything. We will be honoring you and your memory today. All your family will be eating dinner thinking of you. I love you Sis! Hugs and kisses, share them with Dad. XoxoX
Lynn
August 7, 2019
Hey Sweet Sister! I wanted to stop by and see you for my Birthday. I couldn't though, it was so hot. I did stop by the day before. Mom and I need to get out there and clean your space off. Gotta plant some new flowers if we have any room. I can't believe you've been away for all these years. I feel you though in my heart. I think of you all the time. I miss your smile and your silly laughter. It was so load. Jen rest in peace in Jesus arms until I get there. I.m going to squeeze you and never let you go. Love you Sissy!
Lynn
April 29, 2019
Hi Sis, it's been awhile. I've not been feeling well at all.
I just thought I'd catch you up on some things. Your KayKay just bought a house. Can you believe that? She works her butt off to get where she wants to be. I'm so proud. Who buys a house at such a young age? Mike also bought one as well, but then again he makes bank. LOL Now just praying that Krissy and Justin can get one.
Jenn, your Grandson Marus is the sweetest baby. He looks just like Justin. Well he looks like all your kids, they all look alike. I think Marcus has your nose and your curly hair. It's so sad that you cannot be here to enjoy. I know your looking down though and watching.
Jen, life is so different without you, Dad and Fatboy not being here. I understand your all in the best place ever, but what about us, your family? I stopped living the day you went to your Heavenly home. I gave up on life. I've been trying though. I see your kids living, trying to go on and make you happy and proud. If they can then why can't I? I know you wouldn't want it any other way. You want us all to be happy. One thing I probably mentioned before is, thank God that you never had to carry the emptiness, heartache and pain of losing someone so special. It's a kind of hurt that never goes away. Not even as time goes on. It's been 11 years now that you've been in Heaven and it still hurts. I miss everything that we had. Jenn we were not only Sisters. but best friends. It was always you, Mom and I. Momma and I are closer then ever. She's my everything. Well I'm going for the moment, I will write you again Sweet Angel. Give Dad all my love. I love you Sissy! XOXOX
Sister Lynn
September 8, 2018
Jenn, it's Mike's Birthday today. Can you believe 28 years ago, you gave birth to him? Time flew by so fast. All the kids are grown now. I know you can see us all from above. Just wish we could see you and have you back, even for a day. Who am I kidding? I never would want to give you back. We had an amazing life. We did everything together. Life has changed so much since you, Dad and Tim went back home to God. Thank God I'm blessed that I still have Mom. She's the best. I couldn't ask for anyone better. She's my everything, my world. Keep on watching over your family. I,m sure Heaven hears your voice singing Happy Birthday to Mike. Love you Sweets!
Your Big Sis
September 8, 2018
Jenn, I'm so behind on writing you. It's not they I forget, it's like I always have something to do. On May 23rd, Justin and his Girlfriend Alyssa blessed you and us. Little Marcus came into the world. Jenn, you'd be so excited and proud. Yes, you a Grandma and Mom a Greatgrama. I'm sure Dad is trilled. His first Great Grandson. I think about you both all the time. I miss you what could have been and most of all, what was. Love you!
Lynn
April 29, 2018
Hi, Sister!
I just had a nightmare. I was awoken, breathless and terrified. You know how some don't even make any sense. All I know was you were alive walking around with me, trying to find our way in a unfamiliar place and then you were gone. I lost you all over again.
I should be thankful for the time I did have with you and I am. I'm so grateful!! However, it wasn't enough time at all.. We missed out on so much. You were supposed to be here, living life with us, your family. The pain Mom and your kids feel, I can't imagine. I know my pain and I carry it every day. It's a pain that never goes away. My heart feels so broken. Broken in a million pieces. It's also a crushing feeling where you can't catch your breath and a emptiness feeling where all my hopes and dreams are gone. I try so hard to carry on the way you'd want me to but, then I get these moments.
I'm so happy you never lost a loved one and had to carry that kind of pain. Jenn your with Dad and your at home with our Lord up in HEAVEN. Your at rest and at peace. Until we meet again, at last forever and ever. I ❤ you Sis, with all my heart, mind and soul.
Lynn
March 7, 2018
Sis, it has been along time since I wrote but, I was still thinking of you each & everyday. It was that time of year again, where I had my moments. I miss you, I miss you & I miss you. Life is so unfair. Talk about being cheated. That I was !!! I've been trying so hard to move forward but, every step I take, it seems like I take 100 backwards. It's so hard .... I live in emotional agony. The tears don't stop and the heartache is always there. I feel the pain in my heart. Its crushing and it leaves me breathless at times. Why? Why? ... Why you? You were everything to us. You were someone's child, you were someone's Mother and you were someone's Sister, my Sissy. We needed you. Why did you have to go? I know the answer but, my heart, mind and soul is so NOT accepting. I know you're with God and that's the best place anyone can be but..... I lost myself, the day I lost YOU! I Iove you! ❤ Sisters forever!❤ One day will all be together again.
Sister Lynn
October 28, 2017
Sweet Sis, it's your 44th BirthdaY and it's been 10 years celebrating without you. It really hurts and the pain don't stop. We will be celebrating for you, like we always do. Hopefully everyone can make it. With the kids grown now and everyone working, it's hard to get together. Jen your kids have grown so fast. I can't believe how good they are doing in their lives. I'm very proud of each and one of them. Oh, I gotta tell you. Ready? Your going to be a Grama. I was so happy when I heard the news on Oct 15th. I just wish you were here to enjoy this blessing, that God put in our lives. You were taken away from us way to soon and it's not fair.. It sure sucks going through life without you sharing this journey.
Sis, I truly hope your enjoying your beautiful day. I'm sure Dad is helping you have fun. Lol!
HaPpY BirthdaY Jennifer!
1973-2008
Ps. You'll always be my diamond in the sky!
I love you and I miss you and Dad, beyond words. XoxoX
Lynn
June 10, 2017
Hello Sweet Sis!
Nobody knows my heartache.
Time does NOT heal the pain.
I lost me when I lost you.
Be waiting for me Sister.
Love you very dearly. ❤
lynn
January 17, 2017
Hey, Sis! I truly wish this day never came. It is ugly because it's the day you we're taken away from me 9 years ago. It hurts just as bad as the day you went away. It don't ever get easier. It gets worse! That's because I'm really missing you so much and wishing you were here. Jennifer, I can't even find the words to tell you what this has done to me. My hopes and dreams were shattered. I don't live, I just exists in this world. I know you'd want me to be HappY and carry on but, how without you, my baby sis? You never got a chance to grow old with me. We missed out on so so much. I'm always thinking of what could have been. The way life should have been. You should still be here alive and well. You were way to young to go. You had your whole life still ahead of you, to live.
I've been so very sick. I feel like I will be joining you soon but, I keep fighting because who will take care of Mom? Also, she would die if anything happen to another one of her kids. She is lost without you. We manage to go on together, her and I. I lost you and Dad, I can't lose her. She is all I have. Anyways, we were suppose to have a party in your honor, however, I couldn't make it but, I made all the food. It was yummy! I will probably go see you tomorrow. I don't like going because I hate walking away and leaving you there. Wish this was a nightmare that I can wake up from. Then you'd still be here. What I'd give to see your smile to hear your laughter. I miss you and I'll love you forever.
Sister
December 25, 2016
Sis, just wanting to say Merry Christmas
Wishing you were here to celebrate with us. Another year gone by without you.
Its still hurts just as much as the day you were taken away. I'm always thinking
of you.. Every single day, your on my mind and in my heart.
I'm starting to get a tiny bit better. Its like I couldn't move on and lift this depression.
I gave up living and was just existing... Your kids are help me move forward. They
tell me to do what you would have wanted me to do. Live life HappY and don't be sad cause one day we will be together again. They all want to make you proud and I
know you would be. If they can, then at least I can try. I just wished God would have given me more time with you. I always think about how our lives would have been.
You made our lives so fun and HappY. Out of the clear blue sky you'd jump up and
say let's go camping instead of planning. You were the life of our world. I cannot
wait to see your beautiful face and or hear your voice. Jenn, be waiting for me ...
I know you welcomed Dad and I can only imagine his smile when he got to see you again and know that he'll never be separated from you ever again. Like Dad always said, famlies are forever.
Jennifer, I love you so much my beautiful Sis. Your missed and you will never be forgotten. Love you my Angel!
October 28, 2016
HappY BirthdaY Sissy!
Can't believe your 43 already. Its been
9 years without you. Life hasn't gotten
any easier without you here. What I
would give to see you once more.
Jennifer you will always be forever in
my heart. I miss you and love you so so
much. I hope you had fun on your
special day with Dad.
Your Sister Lynn
July 4, 2016
Happy 4th Jenn. I know it was one of your favorite holidays. I know you'll be celebrating up in HEAVEN with Dad. Wish you we're here though, celebrating with us. I miss how crazy you acted. Just like a lil kid with all the fireworks. Jennifer, you will always be loved and remembered. Give Dad all my love. Love you Babes!
Lynn
April 10, 2016
Jennifer, oh how I wish I could talk to you one more time. I miss everything about you. What should have been? Won't!!
:.(
Life is so unfair, but in Heaven all will be sorted out. We will have eternity together and nobody can take that away from us. It's God's word! Here on earth though it's so hard not having you by my side. We we're not only Sisters, but we were bffs. What I'd give, just have you back for one more day. Sister, I love you dearly!
Lynn
January 18, 2016
Sister, another year has passed so now it is 8 years that you've been gone away. I miss you and what was suppose to be. You were so full of life and ready to always take on whatever came your way. Only this time God intervened and called your name. He wanted you back. He needed another Angel. Babes, it hurts today as much as the day you were taken. Time does NOT heal anything. I'm still broken and always will be until we're together again. I love you so much Jennifer and you will never be forgotten not as long as I shall live. Baby Sis, your still my everything and always will be. When I awake your the first thing that comes to mind and when I lay down at night your the last person I think of. You and Pops constantly consume my heart, my mind and my soul.
Jennifer, I just didn't forget Dads, Justin's and Moms bday just was so busy with everything else, that I didn't write. We celebrated all of them together. Your baby boy is No boy any longer. He has grown to be a beautiful, caring and lovable young man. He's so smart and he's doing excellent in school. All your kids are making their Mommy proud.
Jennifer, I love you Babes!
Your Sissy, L
December 17, 2015
Jenn, it's Krissys BirthdaY. She's already 23 years old. Your daughter is growing up so fast. The years have flown by. I'm sure your celebrating her day up in the sky's. Jenn keep watching over your kids and all your family. Tell Dad I miss him. Jenn your so loved!
Your Sister Lynn
October 28, 2015
HappY BirthdaY Sister!
*~Today is your special day. Whoohoo, 42! Jenn, just thinking how my life would be if you we're still here. God how I wish!!! It's your 8th bday away and it hurts so bad. The pain is never ending. Well I want to say hope your enjoying and having a blast celebrating with Dad and all our family and friends. Tonight we will be celebrating your day... You will forever be remembered, missed and loved... Blowing you a kiss to HEAVEN hope you catch it. .
Your Sister
September 13, 2015
I thank God you never had to carry my pain. Missing you soo soo much.❤
Lynn
September 12, 2015
Sissy~Missing you with all my heart!
August 12, 2015
I am missing you soo much. I love you lil Sis! ❤
Lynn
May 12, 2015
Sister... Jenn, please say a special prayer for your kids. They miss you so much .. Its not easy living life without the person who brought them into this world. We all need our Mother. Its so unfair that you had to leave and walk away. Your children were your everything and I know they still are and forever will be. Continue watching over them and send them your love cause it's the only love they so want. I love you Sweetness! Mawah!❤
Lynn
May 9, 2015
Hello, Sister! I'm thinking of you tonight like always. What I would give just to hear your voice and your silly laughter. Jenn, I miss you beyond you could ever imagine. I love you!!
lynn
February 15, 2015
02/15/15
Jennifer, today was KayKays 20th birthday. We all went out to dinner. She said, she had a good time. She is so grown now. I remember when you were carrying her. You slipped up and told me about your appointment. She is still our little Kay. She is so special. You would be so proud of her. I wished you were here celebrating with us. I believe that's one wish we all wish for.... I love you Jenn and yes, I think about you everyday..Hugs and kisses!!
Sista Lynn
January 17, 2015
Sister... Seven years ago you were taken from me. Why? We had so much more to do together. I miss you...miss everything you were and still will be in my eyes. I'm so grateful for all the beautiful memories you gave me. We had so much fun. Laughing and giggling like we were kids. You singing into the brush pretending it was your microphone. You always sang from the heart. Jennifer, to be honest.... You needed singing lessons. Oh how I would love to hear you sing again, just one more time. I hope and pray when we all are a family again, we can make up for all this loss time. It hurts... It hurts so BAD! The tears keep rolling, my mind never stops thinking of you and my heart you will forever stay.... Until we meet again someday. I love you beyond the sky and deeper then the ocean. 3 Sisters always and forever! Jenn, Moma crys all the time for you. Hope Dad is having fun. Hugs and kisses to you both!
Lynnifer
December 22, 2014
Jennifer... Hey Sweetness, I realize its been awhile since I wrote you and Dad. It's so hard having to write and not being able to talk.
I'm always being told to get over you not being here physically and start living my life... It's in good intentions though, however, that will never ever be.. I cannot and will not ever get over losing you... It is still traumatic today as it was the day it happen. I try so hard to be strong and fight all this sadness that consumes me and it just won't let up. I understand know matter what I ever say or do, your not ever coming back. That's what hurts the most. Reality! It's all real and I can't do a damn thing about it. My heart is so broken in a million gazillion pieces so just tell me how to put all those pieces back together? Yes, can't be done. That day almost 7 years ago you not only left, I left with you. I haven't been me and its impossible to find myself. I know you'd want me to go on being happy and living a beautiful happy one and I thank you for that, however, thank God you never had to walk in my shoes. I had to be strong for so long and I'm finding that's coming to an end, physically and emotionally. Just help me alittle longer because Moma still needs me. We were more then Sisters, we were best friends.. I will love you till my end. I won't be HappY again, until our family is together forever. Mawah lil Sis!! Big hugs too!
Lynn
December 22, 2014
Jennifer, your babygirl is now 22. We celebrated and had a family party. It was missing you and Dad. She is so grown and you'd be proud of her like the rest of your babies. 12/17/92
Lynn
October 28, 2014
*~ HaPpy BirthdaY Sister!! ~*
Jenn, you would have been 41 years old today. I hope you had fun in Paradise.. We celebrated your birthday here. The only thing missing was you and Dad. Jenn, we all miss you beyond words can ever say. As the days turn into months and months turn into years it doesn't get any easier. This pain we carry is a pain that never ever goes away, we all will carry it until we our home again with you one day.. Why you had to walk away will never understand. We needed you in our life as planned.
Your in my heart, mind and soul. I love you soo much.. Love your Sissy, Lynn...
Sista Lynn
September 8, 2014
Hello Jenn! TodaY is Mikes 24 th bday. Can you believe it? Your little boy is a big man now. We celebrated at momas like always. We even celebrated Sierras again. She is already 15 and she is our baby. They all have grown up so fast. Jennifer its so sad because were missing out... We all miss you so much and just wanted you here to be a Mom, daughter and sister. You were our everything. Still are!!! All I do is wish and wonder why?? Why, you had to go so soon? You had so much to live for. I really wanted to see you as and old lady with gray hair and wrinkles. Oh, and watching you be a grandmommy. Just please continue watching over the kids and mom. I love you and I will never ever forget what I had when you were here. Give Dad a hug... I love you sweetness.. Mawah!
Lynn
August 5, 2014
Whoohoo Sister... You must know what today is.. It's my special day.. If I had one wish it would be to spend it with all my family.. Jenn, another birthday for me, without you and Dad it is so not the same.. As we celebrate here, I know you and Daddy will be singing from Heaven above.. I love you Jennifer Sue Hartman!!!! <3
Lynn
July 30, 2014
~ Jennifer ~
My Sister, I still and always will be missing you. Some may think I have forgotten but, that will never be... Not ever!! This pain consumes me at times.. I know you would want me to be happy and carry on but, Sister you'll never ever have to feel this pain, I feel.... Each and everyday.. Thank God for that. This is a kind of pain that has know words to describe the horrendous amount of heartache... that never leaves, not even for a moment. I love you so much and I will forever and a day. Sweets, be waiting at the gates when God calls my name. Then it will be forever in paradise.. Love you sissy....
Your sister LYnn
May 24, 2014
Babes~ Well your babygirl is now a married young lady. Omg, it turned out so well. I was surprised because usually something goes wrong. She was the happiest and she was glowing. Shine on Krissy! I still cannot believe this is all happening. I wanted her to stay your baby forever. I knew eventually it was gonna happen. I am so blessed that she found the man of her dreams. Something we never found. I know your watching over her and guiding her in all the right direction. Just like you are for the your other babies. Jenn, they were babies when you left and they're all so grown up now. Each and everyone of them are doing an amazing job for what they have been through in there lives. I see that some days are better then others for them. I wish you could be here sharing your love with them because that's all they ever wanted in life, is their Mommy to be with them as they grow old. I feel you all the time in my heart. Jenn, today is her huge celebration with just our close family along with Dario's. Of course its in Moms backyard. Krissy and Dario live upstairs now. So it makes some things easier for everyone. You and Dad better not forget to watch us. It starts at 3pm and ends at 8pm. Please ask our Lord if today can also go as well as yesterday. I would really love it if both of these days could be the happiest days in her life. Its already hard enough that your not here. Hey, and you were suppose to do all this not Mom and I. I miss your crazy self I will be writing again. I love you honeypie and tell Papa he is sssoo loved. <3
Lynn
May 23, 2014
Jenn~ Today is a very special day for your daughter (Kristiana).... I am so proud of her. She has grown into an amazing young lady.. With all that was thrown her way, she never gave up. As she remained strong just like her Moma. Sister today is the day that she really really needs her mom there and I know it cannot be, however, in spirit I know you will be walking right beside her... Jenn, this is her moment to shine along with the love of her life, Dario. Sweets, I know she will always @ forever be your little girl and Moms, Jannettes and mine as well. Love you Sister.. XoxoxoxoX
Lynn
May 17, 2014
Sister~ Hi Babes.... It has been 6 yrs and 4 mons now....and I am missing you more and more each day. It is so unfair that you had to go and leave us all behind.... I am grateful that I got to share in your life for 34 yrs.... I only wish we could have grown old together.... I know your at peace now so thats the one and only good thing that came about.... Oh and one more, you will never have to feel this pain that I carry with me of losing someone so special and so loved. I love you Jenn... Hugs and kisses! PS. How is Dad? I miss him with all my heart.
Who else but, ME! LYNN XOXOX
May 11, 2014
Honeybunches~ Just wanted to say HaPpY Mothers DaY to you. Wish you could be here celebrating with us. Gotta look on the bright side.... I will be with you *together* for eternity. I thank God for that... We love love love you dearly... Sweet sister! Mawah! <3
Lynn
May 4, 2014
Jenn~ Today your daughter told me to live and stop letting my grief for you consume my life. Sister, that is coming from your KayKay. I have not lived since that awful day. I was just breathing, but not living. My heart is broken in a million pieces. I will never ever get over losing you. I know though what Kay said is so true. You would want me to live my life to the fullest. You would want me to have fun @ enjoy life. I really think she has opened my eyes. If all your kids can do it then why can't I? I understand that know matter what you are not ever coming back here and so what's the point of not living a good life. I realize nothing will ever be the same here and I will see you again on the other side. I am gonna do whatever I can to try and move on and carry you and Dad in my heart as I move forward. I love you soo much beautiful! Mawah!!!
I will see you in Paradise...
Your Sister Lynn
May 2, 2014
Sis~ I am always thinking of you. Wishing you were here, right by my side. I am still asking... God, why? I love you!
Sista Lynn
April 20, 2014
Jenn~ Its been 7 Easters away from me and Im really really missing you. Happy Easter, sweets!
Lynn
April 11, 2014
Jenn~ Cuzn Mark Starnes joined all of you in Heaven on April 10th. I know he is having a blast. He is home with his Moma that he always missed. He is now with all his loved ones that went before him. I know you all are having one heck of a celebration. Let him know that he was so loved by so many, just like you were. Well all of our Heavenly Angels are still and forever will be loved. Tell Daddy, I miss him, bunches and bunches. Mawah sister! <3
Lynn
April 10, 2014
Hey Little Sister, I had a second dream about you. Both of them were oh so real. God how I wish! You were alive and well just joking about being gone. I was the happiest until I woke up. I knew then that it wasn't for real. My heart was broken all over again. Jenn your going away and not sharing in my life, is so sad. Its so hard on mom and your kids. Why? Why did you have to leave us all? Our lives have changed since that ugly day. I know your free soaring through Heavenly Paradise but, what about us here? It sounds so selfish but, you were my everything. I loved you not only as my sister but, also as my best friend. You, Moma and I all the time. You also had Dad and your kiddies. You were so loved by so many. Now your missed soo very much. To lose someone as close as we were is devastating. My tears will never stop until I am with you once again. Little Sister, I love you! Give Dad a big fat hug for me and kiss his sweet cheek and tell him I miss him so. <3
Lynn
March 5, 2014
Sista~ Please talk to our Heavenly father and ask him to heal me. Ever since that horrible day that you were taken from me, my whole life changed. Its been 6 years and I still cannot move on. I am getting sicker and sicker. Some days I feel like I can't go on. My health is soo messed up from all the stress of losing you. I lost 2 loved ones who I was so close to and its not fun living life without you and Pops. I have Moma and she has been my rock. If I don't have her, I'll have nothing. I want you here with us. This is where you belong. You were taken to young. You had so much living here to do but, ultimately God said he was ready for you. He needed you up there in Heaven cause he needed another Angel. I love you sister! xoxox
Lynn
March 2, 2014
Jennifer, I just looked back on here and wow it's been many months since I wrote. I didn't write about Krissys, Dads, Jannettes, Justins and Moms bday, Christmas and News years either.
Well Krissy just gotta new job and Justin is still the same sweet young man. Everyone is just living the best we can.
We love you! Mawahh!!!
March 2, 2014
Jenn, I know its been awhile since I wrote you. I've been in pain and a lot is going on. Anyways, I miss you and Dad so much and I think about you all the time. Your missing so much here but, I can only imagine how beautiful and peaceful heaven really is.
Jenn, I wanted to write you on Kays bday but, I couldn't. As you can see she has grown into a beautiful and smart young lady. She is doing great in school, like I always knew she could. She was and always will be my cupcake. Lol! I love you sister... Love Lynn
Lynn
November 19, 2013
Jenn, I had a dream about you. I told you that I was so exhausted and I couldn't go on anymore. Of course you would say its time to leave it all and come to your Heavenly home with you and Dad. Jenn, oh I wanted to but, I couldn't leave Mom and the kids. You said, Lynn well what about me? That you left your own children and both your parents. SISTER, I am so lost and so sorry that you had to go. The Lord called your name. Jenn I somehow knew that the Lord wasn't ready. He didn't call me. I heard you and Dad. Jenn, I wish I would have spoken to you more in that dream but, I knew if I didn't wake up when I did, I would never have... You would have told me all that I am missing in Heaven and oh I would have wanted to join you so we could have fun forever. Sis, I really love you and I miss you and Dad so much. Pray that I get stronger and stronger as these days pass. I have a whole new life ahead of me. I will take care of our family until God is ready for me. Mawah Babes!! <3
Me your sista! Lynn
October 30, 2013
Hello Jenn! I am grateful to have this page but, wish I could hear your voice. Wish this was all a nightmare and I could wake up and have you here with me... You were soo special to me and you will always be.. Halloween is in a few days.. Memories of us going all dressed up so nobody would know were not kids. Lol! I am missing you in everyway... Real LOve Jenn xoxo
LYNN
October 28, 2013
*~ Jennifer, HaPpy 40th Birthday... I wish I could spend it with you... One day though when Jesus calls my name. Be waiting sister!! I love you!! ~*
Lynn
October 13, 2013
Jennifer, your 40th bday is coming up... 15 more days... We will be celebrating here like we always do. I'm sure you will having fun and enjoy up there. Jenn, I am thankful that God made us sisters. One day we will get back all that was taken from us... We had that bond that nobody could break. I cannot wait to see you again some day. Jenn, when that time arrives be prepared because I am gonna be acting like a fool. I am gonna run up to you and wrap my arms around you and I am never letting go. It will be a forever hug. Oh and all the kisses you missed... Lol! Sister life is so unmeaningful at times. We all just miss what you were and what you could have been. I am so glad that you never had to feel this pain I carry from losing a sister.. This pain I carry continues on and on. It never seems to let up. Some may think I would have gotten over your leaving this earth and leaving behind me, your loved one. I will always feel this emptiness as long as I have a heart.. I have faith that one day God is gonna bring us all together again someday. We are a forever family like Dad always said.
Babysister, my love for you grows stronger and stronger each and everyday.. I love you so much. Missing you like I never missed before. HUgs! <3
LYNN!
September 10, 2013
OMgosh!! I want my sister here with me... God, why??? I need her so much.... Jennifer, I miss you and I really really need you. It's so not fair... You were nothing, but a blessing in my life... The pain I carry.... This heartache of mine will never ever go away. I feel it every single day.. My heart also breaks when I look at your kids.. Jenn, I could never ever begin to feel what they do.. All they ever wanted was you to hold their hands as they walk this journey of life.... I might sound alittle selfish, but oh how I wish for you to be the Mother, Daughter, Sister and Aunt that you were meant to be.. Until we meet again sissy.. I love you with my whole entire heart, mind and soul.... Missing Dad so much as well. Please give him all my love. Hugs @ kisses!!
Lynn
September 9, 2013
Hi, Jenn! Yesterday was Mikes birthday. He is 23 already. All your kids are growing up so fast. Jennifer, I can tell that even though its been awhile since you were taken up to Heaven they are all having a hard time. Come on what kid wouldn't miss their own Mom.. Your babyboy Justin is so into football and school. He is so good at everything he does. I know he has gotta be missing you like crazy. He would love for you to be in the stands watching his games. We all know that your watching down and seeing, but physically it would have been awesome. Especially with that mouth of yours and oh the proud moma that you always been. You would be so so proud. They all are following your footsteps to college, making a better life for what they deserve... JENN, MOMA gave it her all. She gave everything she could to take and raise your children. Mom is such a strong lady. We all were blessed when God gave us to her. I still see the pain in her eyes.. the pain in her heart will never go away even as time passes.. I am keepin my faith and knowing that one day, I will be with you forever. Then we can make up for all the lost time we didn't get here. I can see your smile and I can feel you love. Sister, you will always be my everything. We have that bond that death cannot even steal. Love you!!! Mawah!!
Lynn
August 17, 2013
Sista~ It now has been 5yrs @ 8 months that you were called back home to our Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ.... It is only the begining of what still lies ahead, but at the end of my road, I will be reunited with you once again as your big sissy who misses and loves you, oh so dearly. Dad, always said, families are forever... I am helping Moma out so much. She is not only our Moma, but my bestest friend ever. She was in a car accident yesterday afternoon and Oh Jenn, I praise God for keeping her safe. She was not alone for he was with her. Please, tell Jesus I am so so so grateful that I still have her in my life.. I am soo blessed that the Lord made her my Mother... Keep watching over us and your children, they are doing so well... with the exception of not having their Moma around. That was so so heartbreaking and that heartbreak will not ever go away. Jenn you would be soo proud.. They are the smartest kids ever in school and college, just like you were.. Thank you for that.. Lol! I am sending all my love to you and Daddy, share it with Fatboy (Uncle Tim) and all our other family... Till we meet at the crossroads I will always be missing you. Love you Babysister!!! Mawah..
LYNN
August 14, 2013
*Jenn* I will forever carry you in my heart until we are together again.. I miss you sis..
Lynn
August 5, 2013
Jennifer~ Today is my special day and my only wish is to be spending it with all my family, that means with you and Dad as well... But... thats not to ever be, not here anyways.. One day sis we will be celebrating everything together, just like you and Dad are doing. What I would do to have you here with me just for one more day. I love you Jennifer Sue, my little sissy! (Hugs) & (Kisses) <3
LYNN
June 4, 2013
Hey Sis thought I would write to let you know that your babyboy Justin is getting honored today at school.. He is soo very smart. That kid has been on the A honor roll for a long time now.. I truly believe they got their book smart from you their Moma. Jenn for all that your children went through in there lives and the senseless tragedy that happen to you.. You would be so proud of where they are today in this world. Can you even begin to imagine losing our moma? So one can only think it has to be so much harder on them. Jenn you were their everything.. The bond and love a child has for their Mother and then your childrens world was turned upside down, knowing she is gone. I can speak for them... This world they live in will never be complete.. Justin awards are later this evening and then your baby daughter Kay is graduating the next day... All these special days you were suppose to be here attending and showing how proud you are of them. Well, I know you will at least be attending in spirit.. I will feel you walking beside me and sitting next to Mom and I cheering them on and to move forward and accomplish all their dreams and desires.. Look down on them from up above and blow them some kisses... Jenn, I can never stop sayin how much you are so very missed and so very LOVED. Love you baby'Sis
XOXOX
Your sista!
May 29, 2013
Jellagen'neelagee'ferlager~ Oh sweet little sister of mine. I miss you so much.... The next journey we have together, will be forever...
LovE your sister Lynn
May 7, 2013
In ten days~ you will have been away from us, your family for 5yrs, and 4 mons.. Sister, still after all this time that has past. I am missing you more and more. I am grateful to know that you never felt the pain of losing one of your sisters. My heart aches every passing moment. You meant the world to me. I have been going on with life, but not the way I wanted it or they way it should have been. I miss you, I just want to wrap my arms around you one more time, but I know I would never let you go.
We all were cheated out of living our lives with you. Your kids, mom @ dad... and your siblings. I know in my heart that when we see each other again... It will be everlasting. I love you sweet sweet sis! Give dad a hug and a kiss for me. ~XoXoX~
Lynn
April 9, 2013
Hi Sweet Sister... Jenn, layin here wanting to pick up the phone and call you...what I would give just to hear your voice one more time. I never thought I would ever be saying those words because you are my little sister and this wasn't suppose to be... You will forever be missed and very much loved.. XoXoX
Your sister Lynn
April 5, 2013
Missing you today and always.
lynn
March 31, 2013
Jelaghen~ Baby sister, <3 Happy Easter <3 I cannot believe its been the 5th Easter without you. Celebrating is not the same without you and Dad.. Our everyday will never be the same again.. We will be visiting you at your heavely garden. Don't forget to feed dad.. Tell fatboy he is so missed and well. I love you! mawah!! ;)
Love your sister forever Lynn
February 25, 2013
Hi Sis! Just wanted to let you know that I am missing you and always thinking of you.. I often sit and wonder....... what if things were different and you didn't have to leave us. What a dream come true that would have been.. I am really really finding it so hard to move on with my life even after all these years that has gone by. My life seems like it's at a stand still, my heart is so broken, broken in a million pieces.. I'm always asking God.... Why? As I walk along this road of life... I carry this pain that know words can ever describe... Its a heartache thats beyond words. My life will never ever be the same since the day you were taking away from me. Jennifer, oh how I wish for just one more day with you. That is not to be, not here anyways but, when it is my time to go back to God please be standing by with your arms wide open. I love you Jennifer and thanks so much for leaving this world a better place just by you being in it.. <3XOXOXOXO<3
February 16, 2013
Jennifer~ Today Eighteen years ago you gave birth to your beautiful baby daughter
02.15.95.. God surely blessed us. She has grown up so fast over the years but, she will forever be your Kay Kay.. She is my Cupcake and she always will. Kaleigh is doing excellent in school she is so smart. Jenn guide her and walk beside her. LOve always your sis
Your sister J. Love ( Lynn )
January 17, 2013
10.28.73 ~ 01.17.08
Jennifer its been five years now that you have gone to Heaven. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you.. I miss you so much. I miss all that should have been. I wish you here but not with all your pain and suffering.. God looked around his Heavenly Kingdom and needed another Angel so yes he picked you, my sister. Jenn we were cheated out of a lifetime of everything but, all I can ever wish for now is to be with you again someday.. I just want to say thanks for all the beautiful memories that you left. I hold onto every last one of them.. Your my guardian Angel so keep watching over me... I love you with all my mind, heart and soul.. Please give Dad a hug for me..
December 27, 2012
Jennifer~ Today, 16 years ago you gave birth to your babyboy Justin... He is soo smart.. He has been on the A honor for the longest.. I am so proud of him.. as I know you are too. He is also the best little man at sports... He isn't so little though.. He is so tall and handsome.. Jenn, every time you gave birth to your children, you gave us little blessings of you.. I just wish for that one wish.... To have you back here enjoying and loving your kids that God has blessed you with.. I know you love them so so much and if it were your choice you would have never left them. Just keep guiding and watching over them... HapPy BirthdaY to your little boy... Love you Sis! <3 XoXoX Celebrate up their with Dad... Mawah..
Lynn
December 25, 2012
Sis~ * Merry Christmas *
I just want to thank you for the gifts you left me... Your beautiful memories... Jenn, I love you sweet Sister of mine. <3
Sister
December 19, 2012
*Sister*Sister*Sister = ~3~ Sisters forever.. <3<3<3
Your L sista
December 19, 2012
~Sister~ *You are my shinning star up above in God's Heavenly sky*
<3 I love you! <3
December 17, 2012
Jennifer, today 20 years ago you gave birth to your daughter... A very blessing to all of us... She is so grown up now... We gave her a party at moms like always but, it wasn't the same without you their... her beautiful moma. We all miss you so so dearly.. Oh, what I would give to have you here with us again... Jenn but, thats not to be... So I just have to continue on as you would have wanted until its my time to be with you again... What a day that will be.. Sister just watch over your kids and your family as you have been.... You will always be our Heavenly Angel... Love you soo much... Give dad a hug for me..
Your sister forever.... Lynn
October 29, 2012
We will be together forever in Heaven. Sisters!!!
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