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Adam A. Berkley

Adam Berkley Obituary

Adam A. Berkley

BARBERTON Adam A. Berkley, 20, passed away Nov. 28, 2002.

He was born Nov. 20, 1982, in Akron, Ohio.

He was preceded in death by grandfather, Robert Myers, and is survived by father, Clif ford "Ed" Berkley Jr.; mother, Patricia (Mark Miller) Berkley; brother, Kevin Berkley; sister, Aubrey Berkley; stepsisters, Sarah Miller, Meloney Miller; stepbrother, Jeffrey Miller; grandparents, Clifford (Shelby) Berkley Sr., and Jackie Myers; childhood friend, Dave Starr; close friend to family and his mentor, Mark Mundy.

Funeral services Dec. 3, 2002, Tuesday, at 10 a.m., at Cox Funer al Home, 222 Norton Ave., Barberton, Ohio, Rev. Brian Cowan officiating. Burial at Lakewood Cemetery. Calling hours Monday from 2 to 4 and 7 to 9 p.m. Contributions may be made to the Adam Berkley Fund at the Fifth Third Bank. (Cox, Barberton, 330- 745-3311.)

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Published by Akron Beacon Journal from Nov. 30 to Dec. 1, 2002.

Memories and Condolences
for Adam Berkley

155 Entries

Tiffany PIT

January 1, 2004

hey there BIG DAWG!!! its me you know, your BIG cuz!! This is the last day to get on here and write so i wanted to just say i love you and miss you so much. I think of you daily, not a day goes by you don't cross my mind at least 100x. well soldier i didn't get a chance to tell you happy new year. so HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!2004

i love you always and forever. until i see you again, your on my mind day and night love you LIL CUZ....pit

Nikkiey Carneal

January 1, 2004

Well Adam this is the last day for your guest book to be on here.... so I want to tell you Happy New Year... and I will forever think of you .. you will always be in my heart and on my mind.... always. as a matter of fact I think of you every day ... and they are all good thoughts I think that is what helps us all get by .... none of us are doing good we are all just getting by... but just know we all love you and we all are thinking of you and missing you so much and you will always be in our hearts ...forever.and always in my heart and on my mind until we meet again I love you ADAM ANDREW BERKLEY .............:)

your big sis

December 7, 2003

what's up bro. just wanted to say i am thinking of you so much. i miss you and love you.

always on my mind.

xoxox

Aubrey

November 27, 2003

Hey there little brother. i miss you so deeply. wow a whole year. i still can hardly believe it. David, Dennis, and I just got back from the cemetry. It's nice being with them there. It makes me feel closer to you. The kids are so big. Kayla looked cute today didn't she? They miss you so much. Andrew is walking around and going up the steps. They grow so fast. Well Happy Thanksgiving little brother. I love you. xoxox

Tiffany Moore

November 27, 2003

Hey Adam I was just sitting around thinking of you, and wanted to wish you a Happy Thanksgiving!!! Everyone misses you so much!! Can't wait until we can see you again!!! Love Tiffany

nikkiey carneal

November 27, 2003

Happy Thanksgiving ... It is 9:32 am and I just knew that today would not be the same .. and it is not .. I dont even know what to say or even how to feel but know I love ya and I am thinking of you today and I will eat at grandmas for both of us ha ha ... so I love ya and until we meet again always on my mind and in my heart xoxoxo :)

Nikkiey Carneal

November 25, 2003

This Thanksgiving will be so hard ... I am sitting here tears streaming down my face ... AuntPat I love you Uncle Ed I love you too ... I cant even begin to fathom the pain you are in .. but know you are not alone we all are here for you and we all know you both are here for us .. I love everyone in my family and this year I am thankful for the love we all have for one another and that we are a strong family and can be with eachother in all of our time of need... by the way Adam I hope you liked the 15 NC balloons and the Bud Light and the lil headband for your birthday :) love ya and until we meet again and always in my heart and on my mind...

mom

November 25, 2003

My Darling Adam--

Good Morning Sweetheart. Thought about you all night and of course first thing this morning. Everyone is still in bed so I thought I'd take this time to write and tell you how much I Love You & Miss You!!! This week is flying by so fast, just like this past year has, Thanksgiving Day is in a couple of days. Every Thanksgiving Day has been awful since you got sick in 99',that was when you got your first and major blood clot, and every year after that you were so sick or something was going on.

On a better note though the happy memories are what I'm going to think about and concentrate on. Remember when Kevin had carried something upstairs that was so extremely heavy and he came running downstairs and jumped off the landing arms in the air and saying he was superman? We laughed about that for days. I'll be in a store and see a superman symbol and think about that. Or even more hysterical when Brian Meers was swatting at the bees outside, acting like he was the KungFu fighter. And what about when we all went camping and you and Jeff caught some bullfrogs, they kept jumping in the bucket that you had put them in and the one jumped out right on me. Man, I remember I hadn't moved that fast since I was a teen-ager!! This is good medicine, instead of crying as I'm writing, I'm laughing. This my darling is what I will do for you.

I will think about the good times and try not to the bad, I will always Love you, Miss you and think about you every day of my life and I will try to quit grieving. My heart hurts more than words can describe, but it will mend with remembering all the good times that we had. Until the day God calls me home remember I am loving you every second of the day. You will NEVER be out of my thoughts or my heart. Mommy loves you whole bunches and gobs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mom

November 23, 2003

My Precious Baby--

I've been in this guest book for hours just to feel the love from people that they have for you. My God baby you were such a unique person. People not only loved you but you in turn showed that love back to them. I remember how I would complain about you always having your friends over here. I would always say "why can't you go to their house for once?",but I see your friends everyday and even invite them over. Each and everyone of them has a part of you, they all have their story to tell and I love hearing each and every one of them.

I got through your birthday with alot of loving people around me, next week is going to be harder, but once again I'll have everyone around me again. I love you baby, each and everyday of my life I'll tell you that. Until I see you again remember mommy loves you whole bunches and gobs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

your big sis

November 20, 2003

just wanted to say i miss you and love you so much. happy birthday!

nikkiey carneal

November 20, 2003

ADAM .... HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY.... I always thought that we would have this big kick azz party for your birthday .. but insted I sit here with Dustin and party on ... so Happy Birthday and here is to you :) love ya and until we meet again and always in my heart and my mind ... by the way we all love the headstone it fits u so well :)

Lisa

November 20, 2003

Oh my, I haven't been in here for a while, I've read every posting, but I just don't know what to say. But today, is your birthday, and you would be 21. My heart hurts so much for your mom (aunt patty) and dad (uncle ed) my mom (aunt deb)!!

I can't do this, I'm sorry! Love you lots, and I miss you so much. See you when it's time. Miss you.

Aubrey Brabson

November 20, 2003

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ADAM!!!!!!!!

i know you would've been so excited today. You and David made plans like three years ago to go out tonight. we're getting together tonight to celebrate your day i just wish you were here to share it with us. It was a year ago today that we made up from a fight and i'm sorry we got into it in the first place. i lost out on 4 months with you and for that i appologize. but we did have so great times and your birthday last year was real nice. i miss you so much and can't wait until i can see you again. your sweet little smile and your comforting word are kept deep in my soul and will never be forgotten. i know you're going to be with so many different people today but keep a close eye on mom, dad, and kevin. Today is supposed to be a celebration but for us part of it is a celebration and the other part is hard. it's harder today then it was yesterday. but i feel you with me today. i feel it very strongly. you're in my heart and on my mind. today is for you so Happy Birthday!

with all my love,

mom

November 20, 2003

My Darling Adam--

Today would have been your 21st birthday. I remember how much you were looking forward to it. I dreaded this day, I knew it was going to be a hard one. My heart is pounding so hard in my chest, I don't know if I want to cry or scream. A year has gone by and it still hurts as much as it did the day I lost you. I try to tell myself that you chose this life before you were even born to earn a special place in heaven and it helps some. If I didn't have my faith Adam I really don't know how I would have made it this far. I Love You and I miss you so damn much baby. I hope you like your headstone, I really tried to have it done the way that you would have wanted it to look like. I'm sure alot of people are planning on writing so I'm getting off of here for now. I LOVE YOU WHOLE BUNCHES & GOBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aubrey Brabson

November 18, 2003

hey there little brother. What's up. Just been thinking about you a lot lately. Last night was probably my hardest night in a while. i thought of nothing but you. i miss you so deeply. my heart aches so bad. i wish you were here. i wish that more than anything. how could my best friend not be here for me to talk to? how could my brother not be here just to be here? the void in my heart can never be filled and for that i am so angry. i talk to you all the time and it sucks so bad to know that you will never answer. i would like nothing more than to see your sly little grin agian. Tyler talks about you all of the time. he misses you so much. he was your little dude and he knew that. "little brodder" you were always so damn silly. i loved to here you laugh. Remember when Mike kept running back and forth between your room and the bathroom tickling you and cracking us up. i will never forget the way you laughed that night. i can still hear you in my head. i remember how conciderate you were. like when we ran away in the winter and slept under the tree. it ended up snowing and when i woke i realized that you had took of your coat and put it on me leaving you with only a t-shirt and you covered me up with the leaves that had fallen. you were like that with everyone. i think every girl in barberton had one of your sweatshirts. well i love you and miss you and thinking of you always

Tiffany PIT

November 15, 2003

Hey wassup there soldier!!!!! i haven't been on here in months. don't think i forgot about you, because that will never happen. i love you so much. i miss you so much too. it has almost been a year and things (reality) is starting to kick in. you are really gone. i think everyone is starting to really have a hard time. watch over us okay. get everyone through this. just give us half of your strenght. well soldier i have to go for now duty calls. i have to get off to work. remember I LOVE YOU!!! we all love you... miss you day and night i love you....T

Nikkiey Carenal

November 6, 2003

Hey Adam it is me again .... I guess this guest book just is a comfort place for me because I always come here when I am thinkin about you and having a hard time. It is getting harder and harder it does not get any less easy it is only hurting more and it just makes u think...... love ya and until we meet again always on my mind and in my heart xoxo

Nikkiey Carneal

October 25, 2003

Hey... Jason and I went to see your headstone and it is perfect.. I knew what one it was as soon as I drove down that road the one I have drove more than any other before. It is so cool .. It is just the perfect touch ..I love you Adam .. until we meet again always on my mind and in my heart love ya xoxoxoxo

Nikkiey Carneal

October 11, 2003

WE DID IT ... WOOOO HOOOO we did the walk for light the night today and as you well know we all had fun .. I am sure were there. I also wanted to say thank you for everything you have opened my eyes too....and I love ya always in my heart and on my mind so until we meet again I love ya ..xoxox

Nikkiey Carneal

October 10, 2003

Hey Adam, It is getting that time of year again when we are going to do the walk for the Light the Night.. We are all ready .. We had so much fun lastyear and now we have more people walking with us and we are still going to have so much fun and hold our head up high and walk with pride because you were a hell of a fighter ... and we are ready to tell the world so ( well Akron) ha ha love ya always on my mind and in my heart love ya and until we meet again xoxoxoxoxo

Nikkiey Carneal

October 4, 2003

Hey Adam .... Just wanted to say i love ya and we are all thinking of you and it tis getting that time of the year and the smell in the air is starting to smell like you .... I love you Adam .... always on my mind and in my heart ...untill we meet again xoxoxox

Jennifer Clegg

September 20, 2003

Dear Adam

I know I haven't wrote to you in a long time, but believe me I have not forgotten you. I will never forget you or all the things you ever did for me. Thank you. I think of you all the time and wonder if you are ever watching over me, I hope you are. I love you and miss you! Dear Pat, here is a little poem I found for you and your family. It is called The Broken Chain,

We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly. In death we do the same.

It broke our hearts to lose you. You did not go alone, for part of us went with you the day God called you home.

You left us peaceful memories.

Your love is still our guide. And though we cannot see you, You are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken and nothing seems the same, but as God calls us one by one, the Chain will link again.

I think of you guys all the time, you are always in my heart.

Nikkiey Carneal

September 10, 2003

I was just sitting here thinking of you... I got my pictures back from vacation and a few of them were of a sign called ADAMSVILLE and next to that sign is a huge cross with big white and red lights and when I picked them up and that was the one on top it took my breath away ... this hurts so much and you are still missed so much by Jay and I. We talk about you so much I know you hear us crackin up. Adam I love ya dog and I am thinking about you everyday ... if only for a few seconds a day I still take the time to have you on my mind.... always on my mind and in my heart .. xoxoxo love ya

adam sweeney

September 9, 2003

Hey bud,whats up.Well i wrote you two or so days ago telling you that my grandpa was getting worse well he passed awy this mourning around two.i was by his side like your family was yours.my uncle and i was holding his hand and we told him we loved him and about fifteen minutes later he was gone.i tell u the truth bud i dont know how i am going to get through this.i miss him so much its unreal.i keep wanting to wake up from this horrible dream,but i know it is the way god wanted it to be.well buddy i hope u guys look done on me and i will see u guys when it is my time to come up there.i love you bud i miss you.i hope you and my grandpa have meet already.well i am starting to cry so i am going to go i love you.i will write again as soon as i can. bye bud

adam sweeney

September 7, 2003

adam,

just wanted to say whats up to u.Man it just seems like yesterday u was at my house kickin it with me and mom.i found out before i moved out here to arizona that my grandpa had colon cancer and it spread to his liver.he had surgery on the 12th of august and the removed the cancer in the colon but it is still in the liver and he is getting worse.He turned really yellow and doctors have only given him three months.man it is really hard knowing that my grandpa is not going to be hear that much longer.i was wondering if u can keep me strong down here man.Because i know i am going to go threw a tough time,and when he gets up there tell him who u are because he knows all about u dawg.i tell him what a good person u are all the time and i hope u guys both can watch out for me up there.i am sure that u will like him he is really funny.well if u could say hey to him when hey gets there i would appreciate it.keep me strong through these times and i love you man.

Peace

adam sweeney

August 28, 2003

hey dawg, its been awhile since i have talked to u.i accomplished all that stuff i told u i would.i wish u were here because i know we would be kickin it in ohio instead of me moving out here well homie i miss u and love u. peace

Aunt Debbie

August 23, 2003

My dear sweet Adam. I miss you so much. I miss your voice, I miss your smile, but most of all I miss your heart next to mine.

The grief never gets less intense.

I asked the universe years ago to please never make me bury a child I loved cause it would be more than I could bear. The universe took you from me anyway.

The pain is unbearable sometimes. There are no words to describe it, but I am sure many know what I am feeling.

I am so angry at whoever took you from us. I can shake my fist at the sky and scream that I hate whoever did this to us. But if I didn't believe you chose this life to help others I would hate God and the entire universe for the rest of my life.

Ya know I believe everything happens for a reason. I believe your illness happened cause the universe saw you were strong and couragous. You knew you could further modern medicine to save the lives of others, so you chose to sacrifice yourself so others could live. That is far greater an accomplishment than any of us will ever accomplish in our long lives. But dammit! knowing that does not make this deep pain in my heart go away.

The words I miss you don't hardly describe how I feel. I ache for you, the longing for your voice is unbearable, I want so badly to hear you tell me you love me one more time.

I wish you would come to me in a dream so I could hear your voice and see your sweet face.

Love of my life, heart of my hearts, your aunt Debbie will love you forever and always.

Nikkiey Carneal

July 31, 2003

hey Adam ... just felt the need to say sorry and my heart still hurts everyday and not a day goes by I dont say your name . sometimes I even call Dustin Adam I love you and until we meet again and I love you o- so much xoxoxoxoxox

Angie Stillings

July 21, 2003

Adam I miss you so much i wish i could see and talk to you.It's been almost eight months and it still feels like yeasterday.Sometimes I sit and wounder will the pain ever go away or even let up a little.I wish so bad that we all could go back to being on yale we use to have so much fun.I pray every night and talk to you I really hope you hear me.Well I love you Adam And your always in my heart.

Nikkiey Carneal

July 10, 2003

Just wanted to say I love ya and we are all thinking of you ... until we meet again love ya always in my heart and on my mind

Tiffany Moore

July 7, 2003

Hey Adam, I just wanted to write and say hi. Everyone misses you and can't wait until the day that we all get to see you again. Melissa and I talked to your mom a couple of weeks ago at Citgo, she seems to be doing pretty good. I haven't seen or heard from Kevin in a couple of months, I've been pretty worried about him, I wish he would get a hold of someone!! Well buddy, I'm gonna go.

Love Tiffany

Laurie

July 5, 2003

Dear Adam,
I know I never knew you but I know so much about you I feel I've known you my whole life. I just wanted to let you know that you are still very much missed. I want to thank you for being such a good friend to my boyfriend, Adam Sweeney. He still talks about you all the time, and I know if he was here he would tell you he loves you and thinks about you constantly. I know he misses you very much. I thank you for being there for him. Your an angel. Keep guiding him through lifes struggles. God be with your family for I know they love you and miss you....Thank You!!

tiff sorrell

July 4, 2003

Wassup big dawg!!!!!! just wanted to say hello. i hven't been on here in awhile but i think of you evey day. know i love you and i miss you soo much. i also wanted to say hello to kevin, wassup KB. hope you are doin okay stay safe be careful don't get into any trouble, i love you guys bye bye for now. miss you

mom

July 4, 2003

My Darling Adam-
Another stinking holiday is here that I need to get through without you. My heart aches so bad for you still. I just go through the motions every day hoping it will be my last day, but I wake up each morning and have to face another day without you. I love you so much and I miss you terribly, it's just so hard each day without you. People seem to think that I should be getting on with my life, that 7 months is long enough to mourn, I guess they don't love as deeply as I do. Only another parent whom loves their child as I have you, your sister and brother can understand the pain that I feel so deep in my heart. I am so thankful that you knew how much I loved you and how much I still do. Well it's time to put another day behind me. I LOVE YOU WHOLE BUNCHES & GOBS!!!!!!

mom

June 25, 2003

Hi Baby

It's been seven months now that you've been gone, it seems like yesterday. The days are just flying by so fast. I talk to you every night as I'm driving home from work, do you hear me? I miss you so much. Your brother has disappeared from our lives not long after you left, I don't know where he is or what is happening to him so please keep an eye on him for me O.K.? You're sister is going thru a tough time and I can't seem to reach her so I need you to watch over her as well. Here I am still depending on you to protect us. You would even if I didn't ask, that was one of your many qualities that you had. I love you sweetheart. I think often about the many conversations that we had during our long trips to Cleveland. As much as I hated that drive I cherish that quality time that we were able to spend together. I Love you Baby and I'll see you soon. Love, mom

jason myers

June 24, 2003

whats up adam,just wanted to let you know i love you and always will, its crazy that your not here no more man. every time you are brought up I think of all the times we shared, me,you and mike, those were the days. kevin came down to see me a couple months ago,but i havent heard from him since,i was wondering how he was doing. Its been a minute since i talked to your mom or sister,ive been meaning to come up and visit I just dont have the time right now because of college,Im trying to get my life on track. gotta go,but ill holla at you when I get there too. love ya

Nikkiey Carenal

June 22, 2003

hello Adam i love ya and thinkin about you show DeBo a good time ..... always in my heart and on my mind so until we meet again love ya

nikkiey Carneal (Debo)

June 21, 2003

I am sorry I cant say anything more thatn I love you anymore that hurts to see all of these other things for me so I LOVE YOU XOXOXOXOXO

aubrey

June 21, 2003

hey little brother just wanted to say i love you and i am thinking of you. we all found out yesterday that you were reunited with another friend. show debo the ropes up there okay and you two don't get into that much trouble knowing the two of you, you might get kicked out. LOL. well i love you and tell grant i said hi.

nikkiey Carneal (Debo)

June 19, 2003

I love you

mom

June 18, 2003

Hi Baby,

Sitting here thinking about you as always and just felt the need to tell you how much that I miss you and how very much that I love you!!!!!!!

big bro

June 15, 2003

hi lil bro! well it is fathers day and i know how hard it must be on dad. do you remember when we would all go to geauga lake for fathers day? boy did we have agood time. i miss you so much and i allways will you have brought more sun shine to my life then anybody should get from one person!!! thank you for your LOVE and FRIENDSHIP,but most of all thank you for being my BROTHER!!!!! i love you bud

Aubrey

June 14, 2003

WHATS UP BRO. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. I THINK OF YOU ALWAYS AND ALMOST EVERYTHING I DO BRINGS A MEMORY OF YOU TO MY MIND. I LOVE THAT WE WERE SO CLOSE AND MEANT SO MUCH TO EACH OTHER. I WOULDN'T TRADE THE LAST 20 YEARS FOR ANYTHING. YOU ARE MY BROTHER BEST FRIEND AND THE BEST UNCLE IN THE WORLD. THE KIDS MISS YOU DEARLY AND I HOPE YOU CAN SEE HOW PRECIOUS LITTLE BABY ANDREW IS. I AM SO PROUND HE IS NAMED AFTER THE GREASTEST MAN I HAVE EVER MET. HIS NAME MEANS "HE SHALL ADD STRENGTH" IT'S PERFECT DON'T YOU THINK. YOU HAVE SHOWED SO MUCH TO SO MANY PEOPLE OVER THE PAST 4 YEARS I HOPE YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO EVERYONE AND THE IMPACT YOU HAVE MADE ON EACH ONE OF OUR LIVES. DID YOU SEE ALL THE CRAZY STUFF THAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY? IT WAS FRIDAY THE 13 AND A FULL MOON. DUCK WAS SITTING AT THE TABLE AND HIS ARM STARTED BLEEDING, WHILE I WAS SITTING AT THE TABLE MY KNEE STARTED BLEEDING. NOTHING CUT EITHER ONE OF US. AND A BLACK CAN WALKED UP IN THE HAOUSE HALF THROUGH THE DINING ROOM THEN TURNED AND WALKED AWAY. ROBERT THINKS IT WAS YOU MESSIN WITH US. IT WAS A CRAZY NIGHT. HOPE YOU GOT A KICK OUT OF IT. I LOVE YOU

nikkiey carneal

June 14, 2003

hey there good lookin i miss you and think of you so much i have a jar at work for Aunt Pat and Uncle ED to help out i know it is not much but you were my friend and family too so i thought i could do my part so i love ya bub amd i will talk to you soon i hope always on my mind and in my heart and until we meet again love ya baby

mom

June 12, 2003

Hi Baby

Today I ordered your monument, Aubrey said that it was definately what you would have wanted. I'm so happy that it's finally going to be done. You would be so proud of it. I tried so hard to put everything on it that meant something to you. Unfortunately, it's going to take a couple of months since they have to get the stone from India or China, but that's O.K. because it is what you would want. I love you so much baby and I still miss you more than I can describe. Dusty, Jerry and Brian has been by my side almost daily. I kind of get the impression that you told them to watch over me because they are definately doing that. Even though you're gone you're still trying to take care of me. I am so very proud that I am your mother. I will always love you and I am still waiting until the day comes that I can be with you again. I LOVE YOU WHOLE BUNCHES AND GOBS!!!!!!!!!

Nikkiey Carneal (Debo)

June 2, 2003

Well today was kinda a hard day for me. I got a letter in the mail today about the Night the light walk we all did last year and I sat and held my breath and tears just fell.... but then I thought I am gonna walk this year just as PROUD as I did last year and hope we can help some other child or someone else who has no one to walk for them unlike you did. The one thing I am gonna miss the most is last year we were ADAMS ANGLES and this year we will be something diffrent.But you know Tiffany and I will think of something to hook you up and make you shine and show you off to be a PIMP like you are.Just know you will be on my mind when we walk and I am always thinking of you and you are in my heart and on my mind always and forever xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

mom

June 1, 2003

Hi Baby

Just wanted to say I LOVE YOU and that I'm thinking about you.

I still look at this guest book every night but I'm not going to write as much because people are getting the wrong impression about what I'm saying to you. I know you hear me when I talk to you so I'll just do that. Until I can see you again remember that I LOVE YOU WHOLE BUNCHES AND GOBS!!!!!!!!!!

big brother

May 28, 2003

hey bud,i just wanted to say hi and i was thinking of you.i really miss you alot and i cant stop thinking about all the times we would share together.like the time we went to parasons and we ate all that food and we tryed to walk out and got busted. then grandma came down andgot us. boy did we laugh about that (years later).I miss you so much!!! i love you & i will write later

tiffany pit

May 26, 2003

hey there Adam B.. just wanted to say i love you and i am thinking about you everyday and night love ya always Tiff

KEVIN BERKLEY

May 25, 2003

TO:MOM DAD& AUBREY. I want you all to know that we are all apart,we all share the same pain.MOM italk to dad and he told me how you are,Iam so sorry that i am not there to comfort you. I LOVE YOU ALL WHOLE BUNCHES&GOBS

kevin berkley

May 25, 2003

HI LIL BROTHER Ijust wanted to say I LOVE YOU.I have been thinking about you alot today .It hit me hard afew days ago that you are truly gone .I dont really know how to handle it all,so i do some things to help me express it.Like for instance i got a cross tatoo withyour name in it.I also got a R.I.P. with banner that has lil brother tatoo on my forearms. well bro i am going to go .I LOVE YOU WHOLE BUNCHES & GOBS . LOVE KEVIN

Nikkiey Carneal (Debo)

May 22, 2003

Hey Adam I just wanted to say hi and I am thinking about you everyay.. Not a day goes by that I dont think about you,Aunt Pat, Uncle Ed,Mark,Aubrey, Kevin, Tyler, Kayla,and now baby Andrew ..I love you all and until we meet again always on my mind and in my heart ...love ya xoxoxo

Lisa Carneal

May 14, 2003

Adam, it's me Lisa, just wanted to let u know that after me & Darian pray everynight, he asks God to take good care of you and that when he gets to Heaven, your the first one he wants to see. I don't know if you can hear him or not, but he misses you, and also is greatful that your not hurting anymore. His little heart is so sweet. I'm so glad that the 2 of you got to know each other a little bit, and so is he. I sure hope your up there playin cards with Grandmal Nannie. Love you Lots, from me & Darian.

Nikkiey Carneal

May 13, 2003

Adam..... Just wanted to say I miss you and you are always on my mind ... so until we meet again always on my mind and in my heart ... thinking of you always .. xoxoxoxoxo love ya xoxoxoxoxox

mom

May 13, 2003

Hi baby

I haven't written but I do look at this guest book every night when I get home. I just needed to tell you again how very much that I love you and how very much that I miss you. I hope you hear me telling you that everyday. Not a minute goes by in the day that I'm not thinking about you. I want to be with you so badly and I ask God everyday to let me be, one day my prayer will be answered. Until then remember you'll always be on my mind and in my heart. I love you whole bunches and gobs!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love- mom

Patty

April 29, 2003

My Darling Adam--

I just got home from work, it's a little after midnight. Just wanted to tell you how much I miss you and love you. You've been on my mind all day as usual. Today it's been 5 months since you've been taken away from me, it seems like an eternity. I mention your name and show your pictures to Tyler and Kayla all the time so they won't forget you. You've got another nephew, his name is Andrew, Aubrey named him after you. He'll know how special it is to have been named after you. I love you baby so much. I'll be with you soon honey, I promise. God won't let me keep hurting this badly. Until then remember how much I love you whole bunches and gobs. Love, mom

Nikkiey Carneal DEBO

April 21, 2003

Happy Easter .... Me Dave,Jerry,Brian,Aubrey,Dusty,Laura ,all came to see you today we were a hour or so it was nice to go there and smile ..... thinking about how you have such good friends and family and how you made such a strong bond with everyone in your own lil way ... ok bub I love you and you are always on my mind and in my heart so until we meet again ...I love you

Tiffany PIT

April 20, 2003

hey there Big Dawg!! Happy Easter love. well Adam B just wanted to tell you how much i miss you and how much i love you. i'm pretty sure you already know but i just wanted to tell ya. well i'm out for now. until i see you again. thinking about you day and night. love your big cuz. Tiff the pit!!!! :)

mom

April 20, 2003

Happy Easter Baby.

I love you whole bunches and gobs!!

Miss you just as much!!

Love, Mom

Mom

April 13, 2003

Hi baby, it's me again. I've been sitting here for a while now reading all the pages in the guest book (again) and looking at your pictures. I miss you. When I first bring up your obit and see your picture it grabs at my heart, almost like I'm not expecting it to be there, wishing this was a bad dream, but it's not. God I can't stand this, it's so unfair. You fought so hard and so long you should have been able to live because of the pain that you had to endure. I just don't understand God's plans for people. Why are we on this earth for? We love, we hurt and then we die. It just doesn't seem right. I keep telling myself that you are in a better place that you're not in pain anymore and that you don't have to live in this awful world but it still doesn't ease the pain that I feel in my heart each second of the day. Like I told you before- it's not getting easier it's definately getting harder every day that passes. It's one more day to me that I haven't been able to touch you, hold you, kiss you or tell you how much I love you. Kissing your pictures and holding them to my heart just doesn't seem to work for me anymore. I can't go to the cemetary because it hurts too bad, I'm sorry baby.

Jerry came over and noticed the can on the desk that we've been collecting money in for your headstone and said he never noticed it before and said that every payday that he would throw some money in it. What a good friend you have! Maybe that is what is upsetting me-knowing that I can't even afford to put a headstone on your grave. I doubt it, it's because your not here-plain and simple! I was always so proud of you, you were such a sweet and loving little boy and grew up to be a sweet and loving young man. You touched so many lives because of your kindness that you showed others. As the saying goes-God only takes the good. You had to be on the top of his list! I'd just like to know what God is waiting for me to do so I can get it done and join you. Every day I ask him to show me some kind of sign so I have an idea and so far nothing has been shown to me. I want to be with you so bad baby but only God has that control. So until then ALWAYS remember how very much that I love you and how much that I miss you! I will see you just as soon as I can. I love you whole bunches and gobs!!!!!!! Love Always,

Tiffany

April 12, 2003

hey there big Dawg. well i am just sitting here thinking about you just needed to tell ya i love ya and i miss ya a ton!!!!! love ya always lil cuz. love T the pit bull.

Nikkiey Carneal Debo

April 9, 2003

I love you and I miss you more than words will tell

Patty Berkley

April 8, 2003

Hi baby, it's your mommy once again. Last night I had my first dream about you. I saw you laying in a hospital bed and all of a sudden a light was shining right over your stomach and chest area. You smiled and then sat up a little bit and opened your eyes wide and then I woke up. It was a nice dream because as I've always known you are in heaven.

Aubrey and I were talking about you, as always, and I told her a couple of things that I like to hold onto is the times that you always told me how nobody was more important to you than I, how it was always me that you wanted to see sitting next to your bed when you woke up. I love you so much baby and I miss you terribly. I still talk to you all the time and I still kiss your pictures every time I walk pass one.

You will always be my baby. I can't wait until I see your handsome face and touch it and hear your voice again. Until that day comes remember mommy loves you whole bunches and gobs!!!!!!!!!

Tiffany PIT

April 7, 2003

Hey there wassupper big Dawg!!!! sittin over here at my mammas thinking about ya. i just wanted to say hello and i love ya. well love, i'm gonna go for now love ya always your big cuz T the pit bull.

tiffany

April 4, 2003

i have wrote a few times and they never put it on here. not sure why i guess ill just keep trying.i am getting ready to go to classes and was thinking bout you like always!!!!! i just wanted to say wasssuuper big dawg!!! missing you like crazy and i love you ssoooooo much always!!! well love, til i see you again know i am thinking of you night and day see you again one day lil cousin you can count on it!!! love always your big cousin T pit bull!!!!

Nikkiey Carneal Debo

April 1, 2003

ADAM...... I am sitting here thinking of all the fun times we had together. I can't help but to crack up we had some fun times some silly times and some bad times.. but all in all we still had time and that is what I am so thankful for always on my mind and in my heart until we meet again I love you xoxoxoxoxoxo

Patty Berkley

March 25, 2003

My Darling Adam-

This morning Tyler asked me where you were. He was looking at the pictures that your sister has on her shelves. I couldn't answer him, instead I started naming all the people in the pictures to him and he forgot about asking me where you were. I talk about you all the time and I still kiss your pictures and hold them close to my heart. I love you so much baby. I hate it that you're not here with me, it's driving me crazy. I want to hold you and kiss you so damn badly. Aubrey and I were talking about all of the accidents that you had that involved your head. Remember when you fell off of the sliding board at the school when you were only 4 years old? Man, I'll never forget how deformed your head looked the next morning. We also talked about how much you love your sister and would take care of her. Like the time you and she ran away, it was winter time and you two slept under some pine trees and the next morning she said you had taken off your coat and covered her up with it and also covered her up with leaves. And the time when she and Steve got into that accident--god, you were ready to kill Steve because you thought he was the one driving. I had to run outside before you got in the house to let you know it was your sister driving not Steve. You were such a loving brother to her. You always felt the need to protect her and me. I love you sweetheart and I miss you terribly. I hope your Grandpa is taking care of you until I come up there to do it again. I love you whole bunches and gobs!!!!! Love, mom

Nikkiey Carneal DEBO

March 23, 2003

I love you and I miss you thinking of you always..... always on my mind and in my heart so until we meet again i love you

Patty Berkley

March 21, 2003

Last night was a tough night for me, missing Adam was just so overwhelming. I cried for what seemed like hours. This morning I felt like I needed to read this guestbook and I'm so glad I did. Reading what Cody wrote helped me to get through the day. Adam wouldn't speak to me about if he wouldn't make it because he felt like he had to protect me, instead he talked to his friends ( which he had MANY of ). Everyone of you who are writing in this guestbook, your kind words or memories that you want to share mean so much to us. Please keep writing, whether it is to one of us or to Adam, we really enjoy reading what you have to say. Thank You.

Adam, I love you baby--whole bunches and gobs!!!!!!!! Love mom

Cody

March 20, 2003

Adam,

I was sitting here tonight thinking about you.It's been really hard without you around after watching you, Dusty, and Mac grow up together all these years.You three would drive me crazy.I want to extend my sympathy to your family and many friends.I am truly sorry for your loss. Adam was such a kind, caring, funny person and just a great guy.He told me before during a conversation we were having that if he ever did pass away that he would always be around and he didn't want people to feel sad and be upset, I know that by knowing Adam to not be upset or sad is impossible but I keep telling myself that over and over in my head and think of Adam and his smile and I feel better. I miss you Adam. God bless your family,and yourself.

Janet Forgea

March 18, 2003

My deepest sympathys to you Patty, My prayers are with you all.

sissie

March 16, 2003

aunt debbi was right. there is no woman as wonderful as our mother. without her all three of us woud have been lost. the greatest quality we got from her was her huge heart of love. i don't know of a family as close and affectionate then we are. not only are you my brother but also my best friend. you are the closest person to me. we shared secrets, hopes and dreamd, and fears. there were times u would talk to no one else but me. it makes me feel so close and special to u that you confided in me so deeply when no one else cold get you to say a word. it makes me at ease to know how important i am to you. you would've been a terrific father. i know that by seeing you with tyler and kayla. they love their uncle adam. you were the clostest thing they have ever had to a father. you played with them. you were here for them and you loved them and they sensed it. they would get so excited when yoou would come over. i remember when ui told you i was having a boy you were so excited and told me he was your boy and how you were going to take him to his first game and to the bar for his 21st and teach him to drive. you spent so much quality time with that boy. taking him outside while you worked on your car chasing them around the house knowing you were exhausted. you turned out to be a great man adam the best i have ever known and i'm greatful that i have these wonderful memories of us to share and keep you alive. you will never be forgotten and always on my mind.

xoxoxo

Aunt Debbie

March 15, 2003

I knew years ago that my life would be about children. About the care and maintence of children. I knew my job was to teach and love them.

Children do things to break your heart. But you watch them grow, learn and love. That makes it all worth the time, energy and love that you put into their rearing.

You wonder what type of friends they will have, what type of partners they will chose. Will they have children of their own? What type of career they will chose? And what type of adult they will be. I had those thought of Adam when he was growing up. He chose wonderful friends. But unfortunately, that was the only thing he had time to chose. Life made Adam's choices for him.

I know he would have chosen a wonderful wife, because his mother taught him what a wonderful woman is.

He would have treated women with respect, or his sister and gal cousins would have kicked his butt. hehe

I know he would have been a delightful man with a wonderful sense of humor because the influence of his father was strong in his life.

I know he would be helpful to all those in need, for his grandparents are such loving, giving people.

He would have many many friends, because he would have been loyal to all.

And here is the hard part...in a dream, I have looked into the eyes of a child that Adam never got to father. The deep, intense eyes of a beautiful child.

Adam would have been a wonderful father. He adored children He know at his young age how important it was to nurture and protect children. That was an exceptional quality from one so young.

But then Adam was an exceptional soul.

Love of my life, heart of my hearts...I will love you always and forever

Nikkiey Carneal Debo

March 13, 2003

ADAM ANDREW BERKLEY ....... :( I miss you and I love you always on my mind and in my heart. I think about you everyday, I must say your name 100,000 times a day. I dont know what it is but I can't stop myself from telling you every night and every morning "I love ya and untill we meet again" so with that said so be it xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

SISSIE

March 13, 2003

HEY THERE BROTHER. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I AM THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS. EVEN THOUGH I'M SURE THAT YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT. TYLER IS IN SCHOOL AND HE LOVES IT. HE GETS TO RIDE THE BUS HOME. HE RIDES IT WITH BRANDEN. JESSI SAID IF THAT WAS YOU LOOKING OVER HER SHOULDER WHILE SHE WAS GETTING THE TRASH TO GO HAUNT SOMEONE ELSE YOU ABOUT GAVE HER A HEART ATTACK. LOL. YOUR PRECIOUS LITTLE KAYLA IS NOT SO PRESIOUS ANYMORE. SHE IS A HANDFUL AND GOING THROUGH HER LITTLE TANTRUM STAGE. YOUR NEW LITTLE NEWPHEW IS GROWING AND KICKING REAL GOOD. HE WILL BE HERE IN ABOUT 7 MORE WEEKS. I HOPE YOU'LL BE ABLE TO COME SEE HIM BEING BORN. EVENTHOUGH I'M SURE YOU ARE WATCHING OVER ME ALWAYS. I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU. THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS

XOXOXO

Berkley Patty

March 7, 2003

Good Morning Sweetheart.

You have been on my mind constantly, even at work I can't seem to quit thinking about you. I miss you so damn much. I need so badly to touch you, to kiss your forehead and just to wrap my arms around you. God, what I would give to do that one more time! They say that it gets easier with time, they are so wrong! Every day seems to be that much harder to function, I just want to stay in bed. It's so unfair that we love so deeply when we're on earth and in an instant that love is taken from us. Some days my heart hurts so bad for you that I can actually feel it being ripped apart. I haven't felt you around me the past couple of days, please come back I need to feel you with me. You need to somehow let Aubrey know that you're around her, she's falling apart, she loves and misses you terribly. The tears are falling so I need to quit writing or I'm going to be going to work with swollen eyes. I love you so much baby--WHOLE BUNCHES AND GOBS!XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO lOVE, MOM

Patty Berkley

March 6, 2003

My Darling Adam I miss you so much. I want so badly to hear you tell me how much you love me and to feel your arms around me again. I'm so glad that I believe in God and Heaven because that is the only thing that is getting me through each day. I know that you are here with me. At night when I go to bed I hear you walking around in the bedroom and I feel it when you bump into the bed. I know you hear me talking to you all the time. I never could tell you enough how much I love you. I'm so glad that we were as close as we were. I'm so happy for all of the kisses, hugs and "I Love You's" that were done between us. I hope you can feel all of my kisses on your pictures every day and night, I wish though I was kissing you instead of your pictures. I hope Aubrey isn't upset that I'm plastering your pictures all over. She did seem a little upset the first time after I did it, but I think she knows that I need to have your pictures around me. I love you so much baby. I can't even try to tell you how much I miss you because I just can't find the words. I know that you hear me talking to you everyday and night so you do know how much I miss you. Hopefully soon I'll be with you again to hold you, kiss you, and tell you that I love you so very much!! Until then baby continue letting me know you're here with me. I LOVE YOU BABY--WHOLE BUNCHES AND GOBS!!!!!!!!!!! Love, Mom

Nikkiey Carneal DEBO

March 3, 2003

I love you and until we meet again always on my mind and in my heart :)

sissie

March 3, 2003

As the time goes by it seems so unreal that this has happened. At first it didn't really register because I didn't see you every single day but now it's that I have never went this long without seeing you and I am so ready to see you again. I need you to come see me. Let me know it's all a dream. I know I can't be dreaming for the past three months but I need it to be a dream. Let me wake up from this never ending night mare. I don't want to live the rest of my life without being able to talk to you or to see you walk in through the door. I need you so much. You were the closest thing I have ever found to a soul mate. When I needed you, you were there. If I was upset you knew and would do what you could to help. I miss you. Everything about you the good and bad. I want you back so badly that I don't care if it's to hug you or yell at you as long as you are here. I know that Earth is probably hell compared to where you are at but I have made sacrifices for you. I love you so much it acctually hurts. It hurts me more and more each day. I love you and miss you deeply and think of you always.

aubrey

March 2, 2003

Just wanted to say good-morning and I'm thinking of you. Talk to you later

love, Sissie

Tiffany PIT

March 1, 2003

i have wrote you a few times but for some reason they have not posted it i'm not sure why. so besides that. it is saturday night and i was just thinking of you, miss you lots, and i love ya <3...

well til i see you again thinking of you day and night love. i love you very much!! love always your BIG cousin Tiff....

Nikkiey Carneal Debo

February 27, 2003

Well I want to start out by telling you me and my mom got your dad sooo good today,you know he is a funny guy and always cracks jokes on us, well today me and my mom got him good and I know you would be rolling it was so funny you would be so proud of us. We dont even know what brought it on. My mom and I were talking online and we were talking about you and your dad, then he comes on so it was just that fast we thought to play a joke on him and it worked. We did not even have a plan it just went that fast but I wanted to tell you because I know you would crack up it was funny. Getting your dad is hard but we did it !!! so until we meet again and always in my heart and on my mind love you adam xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo :0)

Aubrey

February 20, 2003

CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP!!!

That is what we would always have. Well it was the only thingwe were really aloud to make at 10 years old. We have a lot of fun memories growing up despite the obsticals we had to hace at a young age. Although I think that brough us closer because we had to stick together a lot. I wrote to you yesterday but it didn't come up so I'm assuming that it was because I called you a pain in the butt (but I didn't use that word.) But you are a pain. Living with me through the past three years was so hectic. Oh my God I have never heard someone complain so bad in my life, although you never complained about pain. Adam pick up your coat, Adam do this Adam do that. " I don't do it because I know you will" See what I mean? Those are the responses that I got from you. However I would do anything to have your smart mouth back in my home. I'm glad that you chose to live with me though. Now I have so many wonderful memories and pictures of us together. It is very hard for me right now because your goal every year was to be home for my birthday. Well my birthday is Saturday and you won't be there. It brings me to ease knowing how proud you were to throw me a party last year. Which was one of the best times I had. We had so much fun with all of our life long friends. Everyone was there. David, Dennis, Brian, Jerry, and Quack Quack. Acctually they are so much more then friends to me they are true family. I am so greatful I had the opportunity of being your sister even though it had to change after only 20 years but not only are you my brother but I am proud to say that you are also my best friend. You know more about me then anyone and we helped each other through so many difficult times. Missing you alway, and forever in my heart

I LOVE YOU!!!

xoxoxo

Sissie

Nikkiey Debo

February 20, 2003

Hey, I was just up thinking about you.I was thnking about when we were little and your mom was at work and it would be me you and aubrey at home and we would sit at the dinning room table and you would come in there and have a note pad you would take aubrey and i's order cook it for us bring it to the table and refill our drinks like you were server like at fay-rays or something. i bring it up to your sister all the time. i have become alot closer with her and it feels great. i am so glad we are working on our friendship. adam your sister needs you now she needs you more than ever... she needs us all. i walk in her house and her corner in her house has pictures of you all over.every time i walk in there i have to take a deep breath, i look at the pictures everytime i am there.it just hurts so bad that you are not here. when jason and i were talking about getting married i asked you to walk me down the isle because i could not think of a better man (other that your dad)that i could have the honner of haveing you there.i have so many thoughts going around in my head right now i dont think i can fit them all on this page, so until we meet again you are always on my mind i love you and i miss you see you again you are deeply missed from jason and i

i love you

lauter dude mashed potatos and graver and a nice cooked salad lol that was the best lol :0)

xoxoxoxoxo

until we meet again always on my mind

Aubrey

February 19, 2003

Hey there bud! I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and that you are always on my mind. I miss you so much today but I'm sure you know that. I'm sure you know exactly how each and everyone of us feel about you. You are missed by so many people it is unreal. I knew you had a lot of friends but my God I didn't realize just how many cared so deeply for you. You are so special to so many people. Do you see how many people have pictures of you in their house? Every where I go there is a reminder of you. It's nice to know that as much of a pain in the ass you are you have such great friends to put up with your shit. Believe me when I say they are great friends because I know you better then anyone and know just exactly how hard it is to put up with you. But I'm starting to miss all the drama you put me through. you are a handful but life definitly was never boring with you here. You turned my life upside down several times. It was stressful yet now so funny. Well I miss you and will talk to you later. I love you always.

Sissie

Renee

February 18, 2003

Adam, Just a note to let u know that you are missed and thought of every day. I miss seeing your beautiful smile. I have a picture of you on top of the TV and whenever I feel alone I look up at the picture and see your smile and that alone puts a smile on my face. You are sadly missed and loved very much by many people. Love and miss you. Renee

Nikkiey Carneal Debo

February 18, 2003

Hi, I just wanted to say hello and I miss you. I am haveing a hard day today. I cant stop thinking of you. It is just so hard, but I have to keep my head up because I know you did, that is how you would have wanted it. love you and miss you so much. I know as cousins we did not say we loved each other much, but with our family we all knew we did not have to say it we felt it! I miss you and until we meet again I love you. :) @-->--->----

Crystal Yeager

February 15, 2003

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY JUST SITTING AT HOME BEING BORED YOUR SISTERS BELLY IS LOOKING SO PREGNANT. WELL LOVE YA CRYSTAL

Nikkiey Debo

February 14, 2003

Well today I am sending my Love to you and I wanted to tell you Happy V-Day. I am thinking of you, I love you and I miss you.

always on my mind

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo @->--->----

Aubrey Berkley

February 13, 2003

My Brother

Ever since we were little our minds have binded

And as we grew older our hearts have bonded

Ther's a place in my heart that only you can fill

And when I see you happy, I wish time could stand still

A smile upon your face brings one to mine

Laughter in your voice sends shills through my spine

There are things that we have shared that we could tell no other

I love you so much and proud that you are my brother

written May 10th, 2002

nikkiey Debo

February 12, 2003

I love you Uncle Ed and Aunt Pat and Aubrey I love you all so much and I am glad you know it. I am here for all of you if you need me xoxoxoxoxoxo :)

your big sister Aubrey

February 12, 2003

Hey little brother. Oh sometimes how I wish i were up there with you. The stuggles of life are to much sometimes. I miss you so deeply and I hope you are looking down on me. Lord knows i need you right now more then ever. Everyone I love seems to leave me. Why did you have to leave? It just isn't fair. I look at your picture for a while before I click on to talk to you, you are so good looking. Mom and Dad made one hell of a young man. I want you here!! Here with us again. Tyler and Kayla ask about you all the time. Where has Uncle Adam been mommy? That's what makes it hard for me. What am I supposed to tell two little children who love you so much. They miss their Uncle Adam tremendously. Who could blame them. I've never asked anything from you but now I ask the biggest favor in the world. Please send me just a 10th of your srength. I thought I was a strong person I've had to be for the past four years now I just can't do it anymore. I am falling apart and no one even notices or cares. All I hear are I told you so's. To wake up in the morning is such a difficult task anymore. I lye there not wanting to face the realities the day has planned for me. I miss you and love you so much.

Tiffany PIT Sorrell

February 11, 2003

Hey there bud!!! i was just sitting at my mom's/aunt Cindy and i was thinking about you like always but i just wanted to say hey, i miss you very much, and i love you lil cuz. until later i love ya!!!!!

nikkiey DEBO

February 11, 2003

I love you and I miss you and I know you know that I just wanted to remind you

xoxoxoxoxo :)

Stephanie

February 10, 2003

It's Feb 10th. I talked to your aunt deb this morning and she was reading stuff from here to me. Last ngiht i read through here and my 15 year old Fern ( whom you thought was HOT) read along with me. She read only 2 entries and started to cry and got up and said she couldnt read it. She had wanted to meet you very badly it seems. Tomorrow I fly up to Ohio with my 3 little ones again to visit your family. I am looking forward to that. My daughter Sky is looking forward to seeing snow for the first time. Only one sad things looms over the vacation. Knowing that I can't see you, that I hae to visit where you are, and take Sky there too. I keep trying to think of something personal to take to place on your spot, but I cant think of anything that would mean anything. And then there is your family. I will be meeting your dad for the first time, I am really looking forward to that. But I don't know how to tiptoe around talking about you, or if I even should. I know that your cousins will talk with me about you and how they are dealing with loosing you, that saddens me very much. Their pain is mine as well when I feel it through them. Florida is a long way away, but my heart is always with them, with debbie, With you and your family.

I will visit you in a few and throw a snowball where you lay, just because.

Aubrey Berkley

February 6, 2003

Just wanted to say

I LOVE YOU!

Crystal Yeager

February 4, 2003

Hey Adam wanted to write you again to tell you what a good friend you were to everyone who knew you, And how very much your missed. The day you left was so very sad but the day we meet again will be a blast love me

Nikkiey Debo

February 4, 2003

HI I am here and I know you are too. I think about you everyday and I go see you alot. I miss you and I know I will see you again. I go to your sisters alot now and I see your car man that is hard. I have your cream fuzzy steering wheel cover. When Jay and I found it I lost it, I could not believe it. Jay asked me if I wanted it in the new car and I did not know what to say. He put it on and dust flew out of it, tears fell, heart was beating so fast. I said that is Adam in that dust. Then we go to my moms and Katie went crazy. She put her face in Jays hand, barking smelling him, my mom and I were like Oh My God. Katie picked up your sent from that steering wheel cover. It was crazy. I told Jay we have to go see Adam, so we went to see you and we got locked in. I dont know what you are telling me, but it freaked me out. Now I think aout you more then ever. Now I know you are here. I feel much better. So know that I love you and I am always here thinking about you.

Go see all the babys in the family the miss there UNCLE ADAM all of them do. ok adam I love you and I miss you. Until we meet again

xoxoxo

Aubrey Berkley

February 3, 2003

Hey little brother. Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you right at this very moment. I miss you so much more and more everyday.

People say "It's been three months aren't you getting over it?" Well no I'm not. It has actually gotten harder. I've ok up until this past weekend. I was sitting on the couch looking at the chair and all of the sudden I started to cry because it just hit me that you won't ever come in and sit there again. I didn't expect it to take three months for that to register. I saw you take your last breath so I know it's real that you are gone but for some reason it just caught up to me. I hate knowing you won't walk in through the door. Believe it or not but I miss yelling at you to pick your stuff up off the floor. To get up off the couch and do something. I would do anything for you to walk in my door and throw your coat on the floor. The hardest thing I've ever went through was tring to realize that you won't ever be able to do that again. No matter how bad I want it to. I want it more then anything. I love you Adam I always have and always will. I'll hollar at you later. Keep lookin down on me. Lord knows I'm looking up.

Rachel Myers

February 1, 2003

Hey Adam there are so many days I sit and think about you, about the last conversation we had. I wish I would have kept in better contact with you. And the rest of the family. I think about when we were younger, when we all lived on Yale Street. Those were some fun days. I miss those days. I'm truly sorry that I wasen't there these past years. I'm glad I got to talk to you and tell you how much I love and miss you. Little Shane says Hi. He's 3 now and getting big. I'll be up for spring break. Me and little Shane will stop by and see you. I miss you dearly Adam. And you are loved always and forever. I will talk to you soon. Love always your cousin Rachel.

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