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Jesse Beau Koch

Jesse Koch Obituary

KOCH, Jesse Beau
Entered into rest January 29, 2005 in Elverta, California at the age of 23. Born May 23, 1981 a native of Sacramento, California. A Sacramento resident for 23 years. He is survived by his loving wife of 1 1/2 years, Alana, his daughter Cameron Alexis Koch, his parents Frederick J. and Marcia L. Koch. Jesse is also survived by his grandfather Estol Walstrom, his brothers Jacob E. Koch and Cris Lewis and sister Jasmine B. Freeman. He is preceded in death by his grandmother Loise Walstrom. The family invites friends to attend a memorial service Wednesday, February 9, 2005 at 12:00 noon at Sunset Lawn Chapel of the Chimes 4701 Marysville Blvd., Sacramento 922-5833. In lieu of flowers please make donations to the Koch family to assist with expenses. He was a wonderful son, a loving husband, a proud and excellent father. Loved by many friends, family and coworkers.

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Published by The Sacramento Bee from Feb. 6 to Feb. 7, 2005.

Memories and Condolences
for Jesse Koch

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152 Entries

Mom

January 31, 2023

Still feels like yesterday. I miss you so much. I often fantasize how it would be if you were still here. Forever Mom

Cecilia

January 29, 2023

Love Lives On- by A. Bradley

Those we love are never really lost to us - we feel them in so many special ways- through friends they always cared about and dreams they left behind, in beauty that they added to our days... in words of wisdom we still carry with us and memories that never will be gone... Those we love are never really lost to us - For everywhere their special love lives on.

Danielle Sullivan

April 5, 2022

It's been so long since I've written to you. I think about you a lot. One of our songs came on earlier, so I told my daughter, Ari, about you. It's crazy to think that our babies will be 18 soon. I think about your daughter a lot, especially now that she will be an adult soon and because my baby lost her daddy to cancer 6 months ago. I know both of our girls have other people to fill that dad role, but it's not the same. My dad still struggles with your death, you were the first young person that he knew that died. I still vividly remember everything from that day. I can't believe so much time has gone by. I think about your mom a lot because I can't even imagine burying one of my kids, my mommy heart hurts for her. Ari's daddy was 44 and watching his mom just break down, our kids should never go before us, I don't care how old they are. Death is hard, grief is hard. I hope your mom has found some peace and I'm sure she has loved watching your baby girl grow up. My oldest daughter, Emi, dated this boy that looked so much like you, it was such a trip. I try to focus on all the memories we made, all the good times we had, and not how you passed. I'm sending you lots of love and hugs up there. It's wrong that you are not here. You will always hold a special place in my heart!

Cecilia

Planted Trees

Marcia Koch

January 29, 2022

Well, another year is here and I´m missing just as much as all the last years. I love you forever. Mom

Marcia Koch

January 31, 2021

My beautiful son, I miss you every moment every day. I am so thankful that I was able to see you grow from infant into a wonderful loving young man , who gave me a beautiful granddaughter and a loyal woman Alana who has became a daughter

Cameron Koch

May 20, 2019

Hey dad... man I never even new about this till mom sent me a link from and old photo of you two then this popped up. I was pretty amazed about everything that I have seen. And also o found out that your birthday is coming up it's this Thursday I believe. So wish you a happy birthday. I dont really know what to say just know that I have thinking about you lately

Dana Spear

February 3, 2015

You have been missed. Seeing that tree almost every day is hard, but today there were beautiful roses there, we move on but remember you and your smile. Come around sometime we'll know you are here.

dena kittle

January 30, 2015

10 years! I still can't believe it! I miss you with every breath I take!

Keri Erwin

May 24, 2013

It's sad that I missed your birthday post because I was burying my cousin yesterday. Happy birthday buddy. I can't believe it's been 8 years that you've been gone. I'm glad I have the memories because it feels like yesterday that we were all together partying it up. Miss you still Jesse. If you get a chance to meet my cousin Terrell in heaven show him around. He's a fun to be around.

marcia koch

January 29, 2013

Can'nt believe its 8 years now. I found a little prayer i say often: Lord of might, of love, be thou the guide in all my doings and sayings. That, my body and my mind, will fill the purpose that thou hast for me, among my household, my home, my loved ones, friends and all I meet day by day.
Keep me, ever.
I will always and fovever love, miss you.
mom

Keri Erwin

May 24, 2012

Gave you a birthday shot out on my FB Jesse. I knew you wouldn't let me forget it. LOL We all miss you but, we have so many happy memories to keep smiles on our faces until we meet again. Forever in our heart.

Cecilia

May 23, 2012

Happy Birthday Jesse
Thinking of you & your family today & always

Love Cecilia

marcia koch

May 23, 2012

Just remembering your birthday. I think of you all the time. You are a good son, great friend. I will love you for ever.
mom

May 23, 2012

This poem reminds me of Jesse, Happy Birthday

LIGHT A CANDLE

Light a candle,
see it glow
Watch it dance
when you feel low
Think of me,
think of light
I'll always be here,
day or night
A candle flickers
out of sight,
but in your hearts
I still burn bright
Think not of sadness
that I'm not near,
think of gladness
and joyous cheer
I have not left,
I am not gone,
I'm here to stay
my loved ones
So when you light a candle
and you see it glow,
and you watch it dance,
in your hearts you'll know
That I would never leave you
even when you feel so blue,
I'm sitting up here with the Lord
and now watching over you

Thinking of you and your family,

Cecilia

Marcia Koch

January 8, 2012

I love you. Had a great birthday. Jake, Alan and his girlfriend Jen, Josh and Jessica, Jasmine and Ryan, Gavin, Alana and Russell ( I'm glad Russ came),Cameron and Tyler, came. It was very nice, Uncle Al made it exciting LOL. I Miss you
Love Mom

Keri Erwin

May 23, 2011

Happy birthday Jesse. We all think about you everyday and hope to see you again some day. Love you and miss you dearly.

Keri Erwin

March 29, 2011

Good morning Jesse. Woke up thinking about you. You just kind of popped in my head while I was getting ready for work. See you in the future friend. Miss you.

marcia koch

January 29, 2011

Well, it's been 6 years. It's kinda been a tough year, but we are all ok. Just feeling alittle mellowcallie last couple of days. I miss you as always, and as Jasmine said, I miss the expression I might catch on your face (That look), when Cami does something so cute which is quite alot. Alana,Cameron and Tyler stop by alot and Jasmine and Alana seem very close,they go running every Sat early morning.Gavin is getting so big to, bless his heart, he's had his share, but he seems to be handling it. The kids Gavin, Cami and Tyler seems a tough group and close. That little tyler is sooo smart! Well enough for now, Dad misses you to, I see it in his eyes when we talk about you.. Love mom and dad ( I actually hate this day)

Alana Hoekstra

January 28, 2011

Here we go another year without you. It does not get easy as the time goes by. Cami is getting so big! She is so caring and very helpful. She loves her little brother soo much. Well Jesse we miss you and think about you all the time. Please visit soon.

January 18, 2011

I love you as much today as I ever have. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, or what your response, or action would be to something the kids do. They are getting so terribly big, and absolutely wonderful. Jake is a great uncle, he teases the crap out of Gavin and Cameron, like he use to do us. He also does man things with Gavin, fixing bike tires, building forts, and takes him to drive go karts. I miss and love you so very, very much. I would love to have a visit sometime soon. Love your sister Jasmine

Keri Erwin

January 17, 2011

Sorry I forgot to sign that last post.

January 17, 2011

I was just sitting here looking at you pictures and it's still hard to believe you're gone. I miss you like crazy. Im trying to hold back my tears as I think about you but then I smile what I think about all the good times we had. You are forever in our hearts and memories. Love you Jesse.

MARCIA KOCH

January 6, 2011

WOW, Jesse thanks for the most AWSOME dream and my gift, I guess it was my brithday present. I love you
mom

Marcia Koch

December 26, 2010

I just wanted to say thank you, to who ever put the poinsetta's by Jesse's tree. It meant so much to me and quit a nice surprize as I drove by today.
Jesse's Mom

Marcia Koch

December 4, 2010

I think of you every day and miss you so very much. My love for you will last forever and your time with us will never be forgotten .
Love Mom

Alana Hoekstra

January 29, 2010

Wow Jesse, Its been 5yrs. But every year on this day it feels like yesterday. You are always in our thoughts and momories.
Cami is getting sooo big and is very smart. She will be starting T-Ball next month and is very excited. She is sooo girlie yet a tom-boy. As you now Russ and I had a little boy Tyler, Cami loves her lil bro sooo much she is the best big sister. you would be very proud.
Well I must be going now, I love and miss you everyday.

Tish

January 29, 2010

I have a picture of you in my house that's been in the same spot since I moved in. The other day, my two year old climbed up on her table to get to your picture. She started hugging it telling me "I love him" over and over. It was cute because she doesn't say that about anyone often and she had never noticed the picture before. I can't believe it's been 5 years since you left us. I still think of you often, and miss you alot.

November 7, 2009

You have come up in conversations a lot lately. Maybe you are arround us right now. I noticed Tish had a dream about you on Cami's b`day. We all miss you so much and have fun telling stories to remember you. Cami is getting so big, and very smart. She is an old soul...but you would know that more than me. She is such a good big sister. Mom (your mom) is going to start watching the kids, I think she is pretty excited.Dad loves Ty, its fun to watch him with the kids. Well, just wanted to say hello and let you know we feel you and enjoy the thoughts and memories of you.

P.S Tell G~pa .."I told you" :)

Tish Kral

October 5, 2009

I had a dream about you last night. For a moment, it was just like old times. I was saddened when I woke up. I will miss you for the rest of my life. You were one of the best friends I ever had.

Danielle Sullivan

September 14, 2009

I never write in here anymore, but our song has been on twice today so I just had to leave you a message. I always think about you and chat with you, but you know this already. My family still thinks about you as well. You are still very much missed and loved.

Marcia Koch

May 22, 2009

Well Jess your 28th brithday is a few hours away. I love you and miss you.
Thinking of you everyday.
love mom

Alana Hoekstra

January 29, 2009

Jesse,

I can hardly believe it has been 4 years. Cami is growing so fast and is so smart. She does little things that remind us all of you. As you already know Russ and i got married last month, we are very happy. Cami is also very excited to be a big sister. I feel you watching over us all the time, please continue to do so. We always love and miss you.

Love,

Alana

Marcia Koch

December 15, 2008

Looks like Granpa, has joined you and Granma, it seems to comfort me a little knowing they are there with you now. We are having a memorial at our house and invite any friends who knew Grandpa and/or your family to stop by Sat. 20th of Dec. at 1:00pm.
Thank all of you again who continue to remember Jesse and share your thougt here.
MOM

Keri Erwin

December 10, 2008

Another year is coming up. Its been a while just saying hi once again. I am having another baby as you probably already know. Cami is so pretty and talented (little dancer) I know your a proud daddy. Miss you still but I know everything is going well. Hey Jessie, HELP ME FIND A JOB haha just kidding.

Alana Martin

January 29, 2008

Here we are another year has passed, yet it feels just as hard to make it through the day. We love you and miss you, please continue to bless us with dreams.

Love,

Alana & Cami Cam

Alana Martin

December 7, 2007

Its been a long time, but there is not a day that goes by that I dont think about you! Some days as expected are eaiser than others. I just dont know what to do anymore. There are so many things that need to be done, and that I want to do. I just never know which path to take. It seems to me that lately they have all been wrong! Life is lived to learn, but man......I am so done learning the hard way!!! I know that you are with us more than not, but I need help! I know it looks like I have moved on and excepted my new life, but sometimes that is just not the case. Its just so hard to not think of the unknown. This year will be three years, you know that means you have been gone longer than we knew eachother! Its crazy I know! Ok, I am rambling yet it feels good to get off my chest. Please guide me to making these right decisions!!!!! I Love you.

Love,
LaLa

Keri Erwin

December 6, 2007

It's me again. Im just bored. I don't really want to go to work but, I know I have to go. Anyway, Christmas is coming and I hope you will bless us all with your presence. Love and Miss you.

Keri Erwin

November 25, 2007

Hey you, I was just sitting here thinking about you. I was looking at the visitor entries and I noticed that I have not talked to you for over 2 years. Ok so why do I have to be the initiater? You need to initiate the conversation sometimes. I look at your pic all the time. You know the ones from the 40. Good times man good times. I am so glad I got to meet your mom and the rest of your family and keep in touch with them. I cant believe you guys showed your mom the video from Alana's limo B-day. Ok stop laughing now. I dont drink anymore so Im proud of myself. Tish is having a baby with Danny so your going to be an uncle again congrats on that. I will talk to you later the news is on. Love and miss you so much. Lets work on our dance moves again someday k?

Marcia Koch

November 21, 2007

Just looking at your picture and thinking about all of our past Holidays together. Our last Thanksgiving together everyone was here, Alayne Doc, Mike ORouke and his family, along with all of our family. You guys were suppose to keep Cameron home because she was a premie and not exposed to stuff. You were so proud, you bundled her up anyway and came over and showed her off. I was so glad you did. That was the best Thanks Giving ever with everyone here.
I love you soooooooooo much.
mom

Marcia Koch

June 22, 2007

I've been thinking of you all day today. I didn't get a chance to wish you a happy fathers day, but this year it just seemed to come and go, although there isn't a day that goes by without me thinking of you. We had a busy day Sat. with Gavins 4th brithday and a graduation party for Alana. You would be proud of both of them. Everyone came and all had a good time, it was fun. I guess we're lucky to have a nice place to enjoy and share with friends. You would have loved it. I miss you
mom

Alana Koch

May 22, 2007

Happy Birthday to You!!!! Can you beleive that you would be 26??? Im sure your watching me right now find every way to get out of writting this paper, I will get it done. I want you to have a great day visiting all the people you love, and that love you. I look foward to feeling you arround at my graduation.

I love you,
Alana
Cami

Erin Reeves

May 5, 2007

I'm not really sure what you were trying to tell me, but im glad you were thinking of me. I think about you all the time and miss you soooo much.
Much Love,
Erin

Alana Koch

April 26, 2007

I just wanted to let you know we have been getting your signs, and it is so nice to know that you come arround. You are very strong! I love you, and your Cami is starting to know you real well. Oh, and what do you think about Bleu.... he's sooo cute. Ebony is a good mommy.
Much Love,
Me

jasmine freeman

March 3, 2007

I just wanted to say that I love and miss you so very much. I can't wait to be able to hug and talk to you again. Please keep a look out on the kids and tell grandma hello. I love you both.

Jasmine

Best pals

January 31, 2007

loving it!

January 31, 2007

Dad's motorcross Princess

January 31, 2007

famly's new home

January 31, 2007

Tired Dad resting with his daughter

January 31, 2007

men of the family

January 31, 2007

Loving Father

January 31, 2007

Alana Koch

January 30, 2007

Its been a long time. I am working real hard to make things right! There is not a day that goes by that I dont think of you or see you in Cami's eyes. We know that you are with us everyday. I love you and miss you!!!! Keep an eye on Cami!

Tish

January 29, 2007

I'm still missing you and love you dearly and I hope to see you again someday. You were a very special friend, and you'll always have a place in my heart.

Marcia Koch

October 5, 2006

Something very special
Which I cannot define,
Happened to me one day
When your life touched mine.
The touching of our lives,
Especially your touching me,
Made me a better person,
Never the same to be

Bright memories of that day
Now cling without my clutching,
Because our paths still cross
And our souls are touching.

Well Jesse your little girl is 2 years old now and she has touched my life as you have.
LOVE MOM

Marcia Koch

August 15, 2006

The love between a mother and her children is a bond of the strongest kind. It is a love of the present, interwoven with memories of the past

and dreams of the future.

It is strengthened by overcoming obstacles and facing fears and challenges together.

It is having pride in each other and knowing that our love can withstand anything.

It is sacrifice and tears, laughter and hugs.

It is understanding, patience, and believing in each other.

It is wanting only the best for each other and wanting to help anytime there is a need, and unexpected kindness.

It is making time to be together and knowing just what to do and say.

It is an unconditional, forever kind of love.

Missing you, Mom

Maggie Erwin

July 11, 2006

I Still think about you all the time, I hope Cami is doing well, You are thought of and missed by alot of people, keep an eye on us all.

A friend always Magz

gary Freeman

June 18, 2006

HA JESSY JUST WONTED TO TELL YOU YOURE MIST BUY A LOT OF PEOPEL AND MY SELF AND TO TELL YOU HAPPY FATHERS DAY

February 15, 2006

Brandon and I miss you so much. We think about you all the time; How much fun we would have when you were around, the times we shared. I can't believe how the time has passed. Cameron is so beautiful and she reminds me so much of you. I Can't wait until she is older to tell her all about how wonderful you are. Brandon misses you so much sometimes it makes my heart hurt. Please try and help him through some of the rougher times.

I know you are watching over all of us, and i just wanted to say "We love you and miss you with all of our hearts"

Happy Valentines Day

Erin & Brandon

jasmine koch

January 29, 2006

So it is one year to this day that you left. I still feel you around and know that your looking after everyone. Chuck came home for a few days and wow you know!! Please look after him and let him know that there is always someone he can call and count on.

We " ALL" went to the tree this morning at 1:55am and lite candels and shared silly stories and memories. Then this morning we went and hung a plack and a picture. Plus your daughter Cami Cam planted some tulips for you. The sad thing was that someone took everything down to your picture. I guess everyone has a reason. You know we all love you more than we can say.. See you again and keep being my beautiful angel.

~Your loving sister Jasmine

Jenni Mello

January 6, 2006

We love and miss you very much!

Love always,

Jenni and Tyrah

marcia koch

January 3, 2006

I missed your New Year Eve phone call this year. Half of me was glad to see the end of 2005. It was such a emotional year from Cameron's birth being so exciting, to buying your new house. Remember,when I brought over Carl Juniors and we sat on the floor in the den, we ate while you painted. Then watching you with Cameron, tickling her and talking to her, you were so proud of dressing her in her little PINK jogging suit when you droped her off, you told her how cute she was. I thought everything was perfect. Then the next door opened, and the unbelieveable happened. From the most exciting, happiest time in my life, came the most unbareable grief one could possible know. So, yes, half of me is glad to see 2005 go. But, 2006 will be the first year of my life your not in.

I love you

MOM

Dana Spear

December 24, 2005

Sometimes I just have these thoughts that go through my mind and I wanted to share them. Tomorrow is Christmas and what have you done, your not a year older and our lifes are still undone. Some days it easy to get through the day and sometimes ones heart just breaks all day. But tomorrow is Christmas on what a happy day, except your not here to spread your good cheer. So today when I was shopping for CamCam I thought of you and how cute she will look and what you would say, then I realize you have gone away.

Jesse Jesse where have you gone, Ive gone to a place far beyond.

Jesse Jesse can you hear me now, I hear you, I see you and don't think out loud.

Jesse Jesse I wish you a Merry Christmas, I hope you can see CamCam in her new dresses.

Mery Christmas to All and to All a Good night. Enjoy the day for we are here, to waste a day seems so unfair.

Dana Spear

December 18, 2005

Dear Jesse:

We need a little help down here finding Ebony.

You know Christmas is coming, a hard time of year for family and friends, keep sending your love.

It is hard to believe you have been gone for almost a year, the pain is still so fresh. Thanks for coming by, I know why you are here. So send Ebony home and remember you are loved and missed by all.

Alana Koch

December 15, 2005

J-Daddy,

Just been thinking about sooo much lately, Cami is getting so big and has a personality out of this world! Do you know where she got her temper???? I know that you are watching her everyday and are so proud of her.....Hey can you do me a favor and help walk, I know she can do it, just taking her sweet time. Yeah yeah I know you always tell me dont push her. Well I will let you get back to what ever it is that you do.

We Love and Miss you,

Alana & Cami-Cam

Marcia koch

December 6, 2005

I'm just thinking about you. Dad told me today, he read in the paper where Cal Expo held the high school build off, and remembered when you did it, you were so proud of the project and excited when you saw us there. I saw Dad's eyes start to water and we shared a few moments. We miss you so much.

Love MOM and DAD

Cami b-day party, Princess cake

October 23, 2005

Cameron 1yr

October 23, 2005

Alana Koch

October 23, 2005

Jesse,

So, Im just droppin in to say that we love you. I am back at school now and its going ok, I miss Cami on my long days. Jasmine or mom pick her up. Well you know all that I am saying here, so I just wanted to say "HI"

WE love you

Tish

October 13, 2005

I'm still missing you like crazy, I wish you were here. I think about you everyday and want you to know that you are always in my heart.

Love you forever,

Tish

jasmine

October 3, 2005

Hey Jess, just thinking of you tonight, well every night. You have a wonderful group of friends, they all truly love you. You were a great person and you are a wonderful soul. I think that everyone enjoyed them selves yesterday at Cami's bithday party. She is so beautiful and so smart. It is hard to believe that it has been a year already. I can piture you here smiling at her and teaching her all kinds of things. You would be so proud of her, showing her off. Your right though, she will keep Gavin on his toes. She will be right there side by side, compeating with him. Please continue to watch over everyone and help those who need it. I pray every night for the day I see you again. I miss you much and will love you forever. Your sister Jasmine

Alana Koch

September 30, 2005

Hey Babies,

Well, as you know things are gettin rough arround here. And we do get most of the signs you give....but baby I really need to know about the most recent one that you gave me????? What is that suposed to mean? I hope you understand why I have to do the things that I do, and that its for me and mostly Cami. She is soooo cute and loves you very much, yes she knows you. But you knew that. So we are really looking foward to hearing from you on her birthday. (the Party)

WE Love and miss you Jess/ Daddy,

All our love,

Jesse's Girls

Marcia Koch

September 24, 2005

Just thinking about you today and missing you. I know your watching over us. You have so many friends and families, that you connected with here. It makes me so proud when I hear these people speak about you and the stories they tell me. oh, Jess, you are a fine example of good young man, so many people look up to you and for you now. I feel so lucky to have had such,trustworthy,compassionate, and hard working children. Thanks for all those songs I hear on the radio and stuff, I know your still hear with us.

Mom

Just Me

September 20, 2005

Hey Jesse:

The chain broke on our toilet again! That's how I know when you are around. You know where the kids are, but I guess you know you will catch a glimse of them at our house! You know we never had chain problems on the toilet til you left! That's how I figured it was you! Keep an eye out for all your good friends, a few are not doing too so well since you left. You had such an affect on your friends. I know you understand who/what I am talking about. Keep an eye out for him/them and help keep his head up! You really do have a great group of friends(kids) here and I hate to hear/see any of them unhappy. Keep sending us signals through the toilet, but like I said, the kids are not here, they are at his house! I will write again, soon.

A Parent of a Friend of Yours

Erwin

September 19, 2005

I heard one of the songs played at your funeral the other day & I started crying at work, I was right back in the funeral home again. I hope your family and friends are doing as well as could be expected without you.

Magz

September 19, 2005

I heard one of the songs played at your funeral the other day it made me break out into tears at work, I was right back in the funeral home again. I hope your family and friends are doing as well as could be expected without you.

Magz

September 19, 2005

I heard one of the songs played at your funeral the other day it made me break out into tears I was right back in the funeral home again. I hope your family and friends are doing as well as could be expected without you.

Magz

Alana Koch

September 19, 2005

Hey My Love,

I miss you and love you soooo much. Me and the boys went to Scotts flat this weekend. They showed me all the ropes. I also saw a bannana slug for the first time...gross I cant believe Brandy stommped on it!! Well, we had a lot of fun and I thought of you the whole weekend.

Ohhhhh Jesse, our daughter is soo amazing. She knows you we look at your picture and she places her hand on your face and says "Daddy" I know that you see this and are just standing over us with a big smile on your face. Ok baby, We love you and hope to see you on Cami's b-day.

Love,

Your Girls

jasmine

September 14, 2005

Hey Jess, I just wanted to thank you so much for being here for me and helping me along. This is such a tough road and I wish not to travel it ever again. Just keep up helping all of us, everyone. We love you so much; I love you soooooooooo much. Thanks again Your sister Jasmine

Marcia Koch

September 2, 2005

THANK YOU SO MUCH, JUST ME!

I REALLY NEEDED TO HEAR THAT TONIGHT. JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS.

AND THANK ALL OF YOU FOR KEEPING THIS GUEST BOOK ALIVE.

JESSE'S PROUD MOTHER

just me

September 2, 2005

Hello, Jesse. It took me a long time to do this. I don't know what to say. You were such a good guy. My child's friend. Everyone's child's friend. You had so many. You touched us all, even us parents. You were a good role model for my child and the other friends. You are still everywhere. Every day even I think of you still. Please keep watching over all of us and we will be looking for you. I know we will all meet again. What a day that will be!!!

Always thinking of you--just me. Another parent of a friend of yours!

Alana Koch

September 1, 2005

I Love You

Thank you for the stars !!

Jesse's Girls

Marcia Koch

August 16, 2005

Hey, Jesse just thought I'd check in. Cameron started crawling yesterday! so I had a bitter sweet moment. I know you couldn't wait for her to start walking. It seems that is just around the corner. Time is going so fast. Cameron reminds me of you so much from her skin tone, eyes and expression. ( I see alot of Alana to, although I think she resembles you a little more, you both made a beautiful baby!)

Love MOM

jasmine freeman

July 28, 2005

danielle, iam so sorry about your losses. just keep your head up, Jesse will help you. take care. Jasmine

DANIELLE SULLIVAN

July 17, 2005

HEY JES I HAVE HAD A ROUGH WEEK AND I NEED A LITTLE HELP FROM YOU, MY AUNT SPRING DIED ON MONDAY JULY 11TH AND MY GRANDPA DIED ON FRIDAY JULY 15TH SO I WAS RATHER HOPING MAYBE YOU COULD PERHAPS HELP THEM GET SETTLED UP THERE. MY AUNT SPRING REALLY LIKED YOU A LOT AND SHE THOUGHT YOU WERE SO CUTE AND THAT YOU LOOKED LIKE AN ACTOR. YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SO AWESOME AFTER THAT TILL I TOLD YOU SHE WAS LEGALLY BLIND, IT WAS SO FUNNY. I FEEL LIKE HE IS TESTING ME RIGHT NOW AND I AM TRYING REALLY HARD TO HOLD IT TOGETHER. I PASS YOUR TREE ALL THE TIME AND THNK OF YOU A LOT. MAYBE YOU CAN HELP GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO GET THROUGH THIS, YOU WERE ALWAYS AMAZING AT THAT. WELL JES I KNOW MY FAMILY IS AT PEACE UP THERE, BUT I AM NOT YET SO MAYBE LET THEM KNOW I LOVE AND MISS THEM. THANKS JES YOU ARE GREAT AND WE WILL ALWAYS KNOW WHAT WAS REAL. WE LOVE AND MISS YOU BUNCHES.

LOVE ALWAYS,

DANIELLE & AYDEN &

THE WHOLE SULLIVAN FAMILY

Maggie Erwin

July 5, 2005

I was at Macks the other day and I picked a little of every flower I saw and put them next to your tree, I think of you every time I pass it. Happy 4th We Miss You.

jasmine freeman

July 5, 2005

Hey there, just wanted to say Happy 4th. I wish you were here to see Cameron's face with all the fire works going on. She is the cutest little thing ever. On Sunday we took the family to Kings Beach in Tahoe. We swam all day then watch the fire works at night. Cameron is crazy, she loves the water. If she could swim right now she would just take off; and for the fire works, she loves them. Arms swinging and legs kicking. I know who the instigator will be out of the two kid's. I will have to keep a close eye on your little one. Man, I love her so much. Gavin loves her to. He does watch out for her. When she cries, he goes up to her and says it's ok Cami. They are both awsome kid's. Well thanks for being with us this 4th and I will talk to you later. I love you very much. Your sister Jasmine

Alana Koch

July 3, 2005

HAPPY 4th !

Hey Babies,

Well tomorrow is one of our favorite holidays. I miss you sooo much, I know that you are here but it is just not the same. Please look over us this holiday. I know that you will. I will carry on your tradition and go down the river. The water is high and Im sure real cold! Well please have fun with us, and make sure it is a good show.

I Love You,

Alana, Cameron

DANIELLE SULLIVAN

June 19, 2005

HEY JES I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU TODAY AND WANTED TO SAY HI AND THAT WE MISS AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. I AM SURE YOUR STILL CELEBRATING YOUR DAY & LOOKING DOWN ON YOUR BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRL. I CLEANED MY CAR EARLIER AND IT REMINDED ME OF ALL THE TIMES YOU COMPLAINED ABOUT IT BEING DIRTY AND IT MADE ME LAUGH. YOU ARE ALWAYS IN OUR THOUGHTS AND IN OUR HEARTS.

LOVE ALWAYS,

DANIELLE & AYDEN &

THE WHOLE SULLIVAN FAMILY

Alana Koch

June 19, 2005

HAPPY FATHERS DAY ! ! !

It seems that I miss you more today than any other. I put some flowers out at the tree lastnight and by the time mom and dad went today someone took them down, can you believe that? On fathers day. I try not to get upset, but I just dont understand how it can bother a person that much to go out of there way to take it down. Well I hope you like the new ones i am putting out :) I love and miss you soooo much!

Love,

Alana and Your Baby Girl Cameron

jasmine freeman

June 19, 2005

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!!!!

I wish you were here for this. I saw Cameron today and she looked so cute in her little glasses. Mom thinks she looks like Elton John, but she reminds me of a little bug. She is so cute jess, and she is getting so big... I love that little girl and I will be there for her and Alana for ever. Just like you will be here for all of us forever. This is a pretty lazzy father's day today. I worked this morning and just went home. We( the family) will probably go to leatherbees tonight for Gavin's b-day. He is the best thing in this world, I love that kid. I know that the two babies will be very close. One last thing don't you forget S.W. I love you very much

your sister Jasmine

Marcia Koch

June 19, 2005

Happy Fathers Day Jesse

Dad, Granpa,Alana, Cameron and I all went to Marie Calenders for lunch today and sat on the patio, it was very nice. I know you were with us, because we all would have done this together anyway. By the way Jake is doing good, he sent Alana and Cameron a very nice card.

I love you Jess

Mom

jasmine freeman

June 17, 2005

Hey there MY Liitle Brother,

Just thinking of you, and what you are up to. Gavin will be 2 years old on 6/18/05. He rode his first motercycle a few weeks ago. He got a hog for his birthday from his other grandma and he loves it. So take him out and show him how to ride, ok. I love you soooooo much. Please watch over us always. love your sister Jasmine

Maggie Erwin

June 16, 2005

Jesse,

My deepest sympathy goes out to your friends and family. You will never be forgotten.

We All Wish You Were Here

A Friend Always Magz.

Alana Koch

June 10, 2005

Hey Daddy :)

Well, as you know Cameron is soooo big now, she sits on her own and loves to stand! Her first tooth broke in yesterday, and she did not even cry! Its so cute and tiny on the bottom left. The boyz are so great with her, you left us in good hands. Well we are going to Jerrads for a BBQ. I know you are helping us all , but I think he needs it the most right now. Keep coming into our dreams you still have a few more people to talk too. We love to hear the stories.So if you are reading this guest book ,and dont talk to us on the reg, and have had a dream about or talking to Jess give us a call.

I Love You Babies,

Alana, Cami, Ebonie

JASMINE FREEMAN

June 1, 2005

HEY YOU, JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. PLEASE KEEP COMING BY, I LOVE IT. DON'T FORGET S.W. JASMINE

Danny Elliott

May 25, 2005

Hey Jesse had fun at your birthday.I miss you brother.We will always be boys for life and I will see you again some day.

jasmine freeman

May 24, 2005

Happy Birthday!!!! I hope you had as much fun as I did. Well, this morning was not so much fun. It was a great day yesterday. Beautiful, sunny, happy, loving day. Your friends, all of them are amazing, they love you so much. Thank you for all the signs, the rabbit was the coolest. I have never seen him, only hurd the story. Well, happy birthday and I love you. jasmine

Marcia Koch

May 24, 2005

Jess

Your brithday was great! We had alot of fun, and loved your bad boy tape of you and your friends. What great friends! I think your sister had a great time and needed it! I'll have some pictures soon to share. Thanks for all the signs, aspeacilly for the rabbit!

Love Mom

Marcia Koch

May 23, 2005

HAPPY BRITHDAY JESSE!!

We are having a barque in your honor today. Alana, Jasmine and I are eagerily preparing for it! It has been a very good day. We all feel you here. We hope you will enjoy it as much as we have already , just being together is wonderful and can hardy wait to get the fiestives started. I have thought of this day that we shared 24 years ago many times this week. I thank God and you for chosing dad and I for your parents and I am honored to have been your mother for 23 years on this earth. I feel so Blessed, that I was given a gift to be able to see what kind of man and father you turned out to be before God called you home, and I'm very proud of you!

Love forever Mom

Hey, how about some ADC!! today!