Paul John Gill

Paul John Gill

Paul Gill Obituary

Published by Legacy Remembers on Nov. 15, 2001.
An Early Trial by Fire
Several years before he became a firefighter, Paul Gill was walking down the street in Astoria, Queens, when a woman started screaming in a burning building. Smoke poured from the window as the woman clutched a baby and cried for help. With no firefighter in sight and everyone else standing around, Mr. Gill climbed the fire escape, took the baby in his arms and led the woman to safety.

He was a carpenter at the time, but the incident firmed his desire to join the Fire Department, which he did in 1999. While his family worried about his safety, he assured them that fighting fires was no more dangerous than carpentry jobs that put him on steel beams 50 stories up in the sky. "He didn't have a fear," said his father, John.

Mr. Gill, 34, managed to blend his two careers, continuing to take carpentry jobs to help pay the medical bills of his two sons, Aaron, 14, who received a kidney transplant seven years earlier, and Joshua, 11, who suffers from juvenile osteoporosis. "He was both a dad and a big brother to his kids," said Michelle Evans, his sister. "He was patient with Aaron and helped Joshua with sports."

He was also artistic. Though he never took a drawing class, he became adept at complicated line drawings and geometric designs, even toying with the idea of becoming a tattoo artist.

His best-known artwork is a big Maltese cross he designed for the front of his fire station, Engine 54 in Manhattan. Right now, it is covered in flowers.

Profile published in THE NEW YORK TIMES on December 20, 2001.


Paul John Gill, Firefighter, Engine 54
Paul John Gill – Firefighter, Carpenter, Artist, Loving Father, Son, Brother and Hero. Paul will always be remembered as a person who would lend a hand to anyone in need. No favor was too big of a commitment for Paul. When he said he’d be there to lend a helping hand, you could count on him. It was only fitting that he pursued the career as a Firefighter. Paul had the genuine desire to reach out to people in need.

While Paul was waiting to be called by the Fire Department (after he took the test), he helped save a child from a fire in Astoria, Queens where he and his family lived, he was walking by and a woman holding a child was screaming from a window from which smoke was pouring. Everyone was standing around watching, but not Paul. He lowered the fire escape, climbed up and took the child from the woman. Both he, the child and the woman made it down the fire escape to safety.

His two sons, Aaron and Joshua (14 & 11) were very lucky to have a Dad like Paul. At 34 years old, Paul was more like a big brother to his sons, while taking on his role as father to raise them to be kind, considerate and loving like himself.

Paul lived his life with enormous energy and a sense of humor just as equal. His creative wit gave him an unique ability to take life’s ups and downs in stride. When Paul walked into the room, you were sure to have an attentive friend who would put a smile on your face and a hearty laugh in your stomach.

Paul inherited his Grandfather’s artistic abilities. As with our Grandfather, we now have Paul’s artwork as a part of his legacy.

There is so much that we will miss about Paul not being here on this earth with us. However, his friends and family will always keep him alive in our hearts because we know HE IS ALIVE - - only in another realm. It is only a matter of time before we are all rejoined with him again - - in Heaven.
Profile submitted by Michelle Gill-Evans.


Tribute page by Georgette Gill at (http:// www.angelfire.com/ny5/paulgill).

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July 6, 2023

Clare posted to the memorial.

September 12, 2019

Lisa Melvin posted to the memorial.

September 21, 2018

Randy Varona posted to the memorial.

Clare

July 6, 2023

Paul- your name and story was put on a 9/11 Facebook memorial page today& it resonated with me as we are raising a boy with additional medical needs too- just like you did. You sounded like the most patient, dedicated, loving, fun father. And then I read the memorial page written by your dad John and step mom and I can now see where you got your strength as a father from. I’ve never read anything as raw, emotional and loving as your fathers words to you. You were both brave men who did not deserve to be separated by the events that happened. I hope you are both reunited together now in peace. My heart felt wishes go out to Paul’s family. He is still not forgotten nearly 22 years on. A hero to us all.

Lisa Melvin

September 12, 2019

My husband is Bill Melvin who knew Paul from his firefighting years in NY. He saw Paul the night before the tragedy hit. Yesterday in remembrance of 9-11 our hometown has the traveling wall of 9-11. My husband and I went and he went on a search for Paul's name and another firefighter friend who passed away named Andrew Fredericks. We weren't there 5 minutes before he found the 2 names and started getting emotional. Unfortunately we had to leave as the memories of all those that were lost that day was too overwhelming for him to deal with. So on behalf of my husband William (Bill) Melvin and myself we have said a prayer for Paul and Andy and both their respective families. God Bless.

Randy Varona

September 21, 2018

In 2001, I was only 11 and so was Paul's son, Joshua. Even though I was 11, Paul's memory will forever live on in my heart. Joshua was one of my best friends growing up when I lived in New York. We went to PS 122Q throughout elementary school, but unfortunately I moved away in 2002 and as with many long distance friendships, we drifted apart. I have never been good at reaching out to people from my past, but I frequently think of Aaron, Joshua, Tina, and Paul. I know I am several days late (or years, depending on how you look at it), but with September 11th just passing, it is another reminder that I will never forget Paul. He would take me to so many places with his two sons that it almost made me feel like I was part of their family. He exuded kindness, friendship, selflessness, and love. He was a great man and it's clear from all of the people who miss him. May he continue to rest easy and remain the protector that I know he was/is for his sons. God bless everyone.

Jordan Gill

September 11, 2018

On September 11, 2001, I was four years old. Though I didn't know this Paul John Gill, he and his family are frequently in my thoughts. My fathers name is also Paul John Gill, he is also a firefighter, also from the New York area so it hits rather close to home for me and my family as well. Rest Easy, I might not have known you in person but I'm honored to share your last name.

Christopher Markunas

September 11, 2018

17 years later, Brother, you are still on my mind and in my heart. I will keep your memory with me for as long as I live. Love to your family.

September 12, 2017

Sixteen years later. I am a retired, 30-year deputy sheriff in Aspen, Colorado, the last eight years of my service as emergency manager for Aspen and Pitkin County, Colorado. Each year, the heroes of the Aspen Volunteer Fire Department hold a memorial service for the NYC heroes of 9-11. Part of that memorial is a rose for each of the fallen 9-11 firefighters -- with name and photo laminated and attached to the rose -- available for citizens of Aspen to take home and cherish. This year -- totally by chance -- I got the rose for Paul Gill, Eng. 54. I just want his family to know that even though I live 2,000 miles from NYC, I will cherish this rose for your son, husband, father, brother. I honor his service, his memory, and I will ALWAYS REMEMBER HIM! Thank you, Paul, for your service and sacrifice. Ellen Anderson.

Horace Thomas Gill

September 11, 2017

I did not know John Gill, but he certainly makes me proud to be a Gill

Christopher Markunas

September 11, 2017

Today marks the sixteenth anniversary of the day that the United States of America was attacked by Terrorists. One of those who bravely gave their lives that day was a friend of mine. Sixteen years later, I still miss him.

I am updating the tribute I originally posted . I just can't find the words today to do another, other than to say that I have often wondered where Paul would be today, had he made another, safer choice? He could have joined our Union - he would have been a shoe-in. He could have worked with me on the movie "World Trade Center", instead of losing his life in the real one. That should tell you all you need to know, that Paul would rather risk his life saving others, than tell the stories of those who do.

I will Never Forget Paul John Gill. Who will you be remembering today? Don't let them be forgotten...

Paul, this is for you...

Fifteen years ago today one of the finest men I have ever known was murdered by terrorists in New York City. Paul Gill was my friend. I remember the day he walked into our shop. He had flames tattooed up and down his arms, kind of like what you might expect to see on a '57 Chevy Bel Air, you know, a real Hot Rod. Paul was a real Hot Rod. He was a New York City Firefighter and like many of his Brothers, he worked other jobs on his off days. For all the hoopla about New York's Bravest, and probably everywhere-else, Paul needed to work other jobs to make ends meet. What does that tell you about how much we appreciate those who risk their lives for us on a daily basis?

Anyway, I came to know Paul after a period of time. I took him under my wing and showed him the ropes of the make believe world of Motion Pictures. Paul fit right in. He was smart, talented, with a great work ethic. He hit it off with this old Marine and we became friends. I often went to the Firehouse with him and hung out with the guys, watching TV and shooting the breeze as guys often do. We used to go to a little Brazilian Restaurant, Chateau Brazil, after work and hit a few cold ones. The days Paul worked at the Firehouse, I would stop by and hang for a while. His fellow Firefighters were always amazed at the fact that Paul was a good enough carpenter to make it in the crazy world of TV and Movies. They shouldn't have been.

Paul was the kind of guy who was good at anything he tried. He was dedicated. He paid attention. He wanted to learn. He took personal pride in everything he did. He never wanted to let us down or make excuses for sloppy or poor workmanship.

I remember when he came in one day after serving his tour with the Fire Department. He was very excited. I asked him what the happy occasion was and he told me that he had gone on a Rescue Call and had actually saved a guy's life. It was the happiest I had ever seen him. Paul was a Life-saver, not a Life-taker.

But on September 11, 2001, Paul's life was taken. He had been transferred back to his home station at 48th & 8th Avenue, the Pride of Midtown and when the planes hit the Trade Towers he was there. No movie, no make believe. No special effects. Not this time. Paul Gill died doing what made him happiest - trying to save other people's lives.

And Paul, you never let us down. We are proud of you. And we miss you terribly.

Semper Fidelis, Brother, for you were, and are, and will always be, "Always Faithful". We will never forget you.

Edythe Richman

September 11, 2017

Saw his name today and read his bio. Great Dad . So sorry for your loss.

Jo Demerac

September 11, 2016

On this 15th Anniversary, we are sending you love and hugs. Keep sending those signs. Give your Dad and Jackie a hug. We know you are all together.

Love

Jo and Jack

Chris Markunas

September 11, 2016

Haven't forgotten. Never will. Semper Fi.

Georgette Gill

September 11, 2016

September 11, 2016

Dear Paul,

A hard day made even harder without your dad by my side. I miss you both SO much. Life will never be the same again. You both left such huge holes in the hearts of all who love you still -- especially mine. Can't wait till we are together again -- I Can Only Imagine !!

Georgette

Marilyn Puchaty

September 10, 2016

Thinking of you, Paul, and your family today September 10, 2016 at the 9/11 Memorial Stair Climb in San Diego. I was assigned your name, Paul, and please know that we will never forget all of you first responders. Thank you for your ultimate sacrifice 15 years ago.
(Marilyn Puchaty, San Diego)

Christopher Markunas

September 11, 2015

Fourteen years ago today one of the finest men I have ever known was murdered by terrorists in New York City. Paul Gill was my friend. I remember the day he walked into our shop. He had flames tattooed up and down his arms, kind of like what you might expect to see on a '57 Chevy Bel Air, you know, a real Hot Rod. Paul was a real Hot Rod. He was a New York City Firefighter and like many of his Brother's, he worked other jobs on his off days. For all the hoopla about New York's Bravest, and probably everywhere-else, Paul needed to work other jobs to make ends meet. What does that tell you about how much we appreciate those who risk their lives for us on a daily basis?

Anyway, I came to know Paul after a period of time. I took him under my wing and showed him the ropes of the make believe world of Motion Pictures. Paul fit right in. He was smart, talented, with a great work ethic. He hit it off with this old Marine and we became friends. I often went to the Firehouse with him and hung out with the guys, watching TV and shooting the breeze as guys often do. We used to go to a little Brazilian Restaurant, Chateau Brazil, after work and hit a few cold ones. The days Paul worked at the Firehouse, I would stop by and hang for a while. His fellow Firefighters were always amazed at the fact that Paul was a good enough carpenter to make it in the crazy world of TV and Movies. They shouldn't have been.

Paul was the kind of guy who was good at anything he tried. He was dedicated. He paid attention. He wanted to learn. He took personal pride in everything he did. He never wanted to let us down or make excuses for sloppy or poor workmanship.

I remember when he came in one day after serving his tour with the Fire Department. He was very excited. I asked him what the happy occasion was and he told me that he had gone on a Rescue Call and had actually saved a guy's life. It was the happiest I had ever seen him. Paul was a Life-saver, not a Life-taker.

But on September 11, 2001, Paul's life was taken. He had been transferred back to his home station at 48th & 8th Avenue, the Pride of Midtown and when the planes hit the Trade Towers he was there. No movie, no make believe. No special effects. Not this time. Paul Gill died doing what made him happiest - trying to save other people's lives.

And Paul, you never let us down. We are proud of you. And we miss you terribly.

Semper Fidelis, Brother, for you were, and are, and will always be, "Always Faithful" We will never forget you.

Christopher G. Markunas
IATSEm Local #52, NYC

Charlie Tedesco

September 11, 2015

Thinking of you today, RIP
Never forget you Father John, who visited Fire Patrol 1 qtrs. with bagels, even with his own grief, he gave us comfort and showed such kindness. Right up to the day he retired. May he rest in peace

Georgette Gill

February 19, 2015

Dear Paul,

You are now together with your dad again in Heaven. I wish I was with you both.

Jo Demerac

September 12, 2014

Dear Paul,
We think about you not only on 9/11 but always. We went to a beautiful ceremony last night with Dad and Georgette. Keep sending the signs. Keep watching over your family.They need you. HUGS TO YOU!!!
Love Jo and Jack
Give Jackie a Hug for us too!

Good times in the Poconos.

John Gill

September 11, 2014

Dear Paulie,

13 years, another remembrance and you know that you are always on our minds and in our hearts.

We went to Christ Fellowship tonight for the ceremony with our dear friends, Jo, Jack and Rob. It is so nice to see the crowds and know that no one is forgetting! I love you and miss you as always, and I know you rejoice with our Lord in Heaven.

Blessings,
Dad

Georgette Gill

September 11, 2014

Hi Paul,
Just came home from a 9/11 ceremony. So hard to believe it's been 13 years. We think of you all the time and thank you for all the "54" signs you send to us. I know you are watching over all of us -- especially your dad.
Love you & miss you more than words can say,
Georgette

Tracy Di Nardo

May 15, 2014

Not a day goes by that I do not think of you and all the fun we had when we were young and when our families were young. The kids are all grown now and I cannot believe how fast time has passed, it feels like only yesterday since that last barbeque. Keep on shining.

Tom Mustac

May 15, 2014

Thinking of you, the tree house days and the family as the museum is opened today... As well as all the families that lost loved ones. Greatful to have had the days we did. Til we meet again my friend.

Georgette Gill

April 28, 2014

Dear Paul,
We were travelling on your birthday and didn't have a chance to write birthday message. But, you were not and are not forgotten. Your dad & I wishes you a Happy Birthday. We arrived at Michelle's that night. It was good to be together. Thanks for sending those special signs to us during our Easter visit to let us know you are watching over us. Today is your dad's birthday. I know you are watching over him, especially. We miss you more than words can express.
Love,
Georgette

Jo and Jack Demerac

September 11, 2013

Dear Paul, Just know that you are missed so very much and that I know Jackie is hanging out with you. You weren't friends before but I know you are FAMILY for the past 5 1/2 years. You 2 watch out for each other as we know you both watch out for all of us. Keep sending those SIGNS. Your Dad and Georgette and Jack and I try very hard NOT to miss any.

Georgette Gill

September 11, 2013

Dear Paul,
We are in Banff today with Uncle Bill and Aunt Betty. Tried to find a place to go for a ceremony but without success. But we had another "Power of Paul" moment at dinner last night.
Thank you for still being our hero.
Love you and miss you forever!
Georgette

Sara Buchell

September 10, 2013

I'm the daughter of Laniel Buchell and growing up knowing that Paul was one of my dad's closest friends was so cool. A real hero, my "uncle". As the anniversary approaches the funny stories of old times you and my dad had will be told again and my brother and I will laugh for hours. I always feel like I know you when I didn't. I was only 6 years old and the last time you had seen me I might have been 2 or 3. I'm 18 now and I think I realize so much more now how hard it is to know your gone. My dad and I visit the station every time we go to New York and we drive past the street you grew up on and my dad tells stories. I one time walked into the house with a wildwood sweater on I borrowed from a friend and my dad laughed. He said that he remembers a summer with Paul in wildwood where Paul helped someone who was having a seizure. One of my favorite stories, you were a hero from the start. I also love how my dad has your artwork on his body. I will always remember, for Uncle Paul is my real life hero(:

Happier Days

April 11, 2013

Happy Birthday, Paul!

Thank you for all the "54" messages you keep on sending. I know you are in Heaven & watching over us all.

Thank you for bringing Mark into our lives and more recently, Karen -- a woman whose life you touched & changed at the 9/11 memorial. We met her here in Florida a few weeks ago & I was so moved (but not surprised) by her story. The "Power of Paul" is still at work!

My birthday is tomorrow but I know I won't get the wish I want most -- to turn back the clock so that we could all be together.

Give Jackie a big hug for me!

Love you & miss you always,

Georgette

Happy Birthday!

John Gill

April 11, 2013

Paulie, My Dear Son;

Here's wishing you a Happy Birthday today. I know it's been a while since I last posted a message to you but I've never forgotten about you.

It seems only yesterday that we shared candles and cake together, and I keep waiting and expecting you to come through the doorway and all of us yelling, Surprise- Happy Birthday!

Our good friend, Marl Oristano, who did a play about you "And Crown Thy Good", sent us a beautiful black and white photo of the 911 Memorial, angled to show your name and the new Freedom Tower in the background. This picture hangs over my desk, and each time I look up at it, I know I will see you!

I miss you still and think of you often. My heart may still be heavy, but God still blesses me. Why, he does I'm not sure, but I believe you are involved somehow!

Another year has come and gone, and it appears we are getting older, slowing down a little and guarding our health. I'm sure that heaven is a great place and that you are singing with the Angels and watching over us here on earth.

We all miss you Son, and know that someday we will be together.

Happy Birthday

All my Love

Dad

Charlie Tedesco

September 11, 2012

RIP BROTHER,

FIRE PATROL 1 (30TH ST)

Happier Days

Georgette Gill

September 10, 2012

Hi Paul,

Another dreaded anniversary. Not much going on in Florida -- it's not a big or important anniversary -- except to those of us who lost someone we love. Your dad & I, together with Jo & Jack, will be going to the memorial at Northlake & then to a service at a church. It seems only fitting to be in church. Last year was so hard to be at Ground Zero. Brought it all back full force.

Your dad just broke down in my arms. He was busy all day gathering things together -- putting your picture on our front door, as always. Then, when you stop, the pain is there.

Give Jackie a hug for us. We miss you both so much.

Love,
Georgette

Diane Squires

September 10, 2012

Thinking of you tonight, Paul, as I do often throughout the year. Sending love.

Michael Iezzi

April 12, 2012

Happy Belated Birthday in Heaven Paul. May God hold you in the palm of His hand.

JO AND JACK DEMERAC

April 11, 2012

Happy Birthday Paul! We celebrated your birthday tonight, and know for sure you and Jackie celebrated together too!

Michelle Martinez

April 11, 2012

Happy birthday Paul.....always miss calling you on this day
Love Shell

Georgette Gill

April 11, 2012

Happy Birthday, Paul!

We are celebrating my birthday at dinner tonight & will be celebrating yours also. Wish you were with us -- it's just not the same anymore.

Love you & miss you always,

Georgette

John Gill

April 11, 2012

Happy Birthday, Paulie!

2012 - time is going by quickly and as holidays, events and special days come around, it is always difficult to be a part of them when you are not here.

I always remember the ways we celebrated together -- blowing out candles, opening presents; the fun & joy of being with family; sharing our lives and being part of life.

But when someone you love is missing and gone from your lives, it is hard to enjoy the special events in that take place.

I just want you to know that I love you and miss you so much on this day and every day.

Happy Birthday, my son, with all my love,

Dad

Georgette Gill

December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas, Paul. How amazing that you are celebrating Christ's brith with Him!!

This Christmas has been a tough one for me. I guess it's the 10th Anniversary making it seem like yesterday again.

We all toasted you & Jackie at dinner last night.

And then, you & Jackie toasted us right back with Jupiter shining in the sky like the Christmas star over Bethlehem.

Thank you for that & for all the signs you both send to us!

Love,

Georgette

John Gill

September 13, 2011

September 11, 2011

Dear Paul,

Trying to accept the reality that 10 years are going past me and I struggle still with the fact that you were never found. I suppose that is why I am more edgy, tense and moodier these past years. I just do not feel very happy. I feel sometimes I have done the wrong things in my life and have strayed from my faith. I used to read my Bible a lot before this event happened and you know I gave a lot of my time to the Church.

I have had much solace here in Florida, a new Church, youth involvement and meeting a very special Christian friend who I got involved with our youth group music program. I see him regularly & because he is around your age, I see in him much of you -- good conversation, music and worship, love of Jesus and an easy and knowledgeable manner. So I thank God for him in my life.

God is reaching out to me to give me a peaceful understanding with His everlasting love. I always find it hard to forgive myself and He is always forgiving me.

I recently read a book called The Shack and as strange as God's Trinity and Heaven are portrayed in the book, it brought me some peace as to see how things might be. God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit are really neat people and do not appear as complex as us humans. So maybe I'm turning a corner in my relationship with you and our God. He wants me to love more and be steadier in my relationship with Him and make me understand that you are free and safe, and that you and God love me more than I know.

There will always be signs and reminders all around me and Georgette: the calendar, the clocks, the Engine 54 trucks, interviews, people who we meet in far away places who know of you.

So God wants me to know that every time I have these signs, He wants me to honor Him in that He brought everyone home to Him; that it was through Jesus our Savior who died for all, that they were saved and that the Holy Spirit will give us peace, love and strength to help us if we ask.

The date of September 11th is now the date of the start of the year for us. For me, after this 10th anniversary I want to be more joyful, happy and at peace, believing an knowing you are alive and with our God.

But, my son, we will continue to honor you in all the ways we can; we will not stop in our quest to have your name amongst those who gave their lives to save others.

Paulie, WE WILL NEVER FORGET!

Our love, always,

Dad & Georgette

Georgette Gill

September 13, 2011

September 11, 2011

Dear Paul,

It's the 10th anniversary & we finally came back to Ground Zero. So much has changed here. You can almost convince yourself 9/11 never happened. Almost -- but not really.

Being here takes me back -- and that's a place I don't want to visit. In Florida, I can almost convince myself 9/11 never happened. Almost -- but not really.

We went to St. Patrick's Cathedral yesterday for the FDNY memorial service. Brought back memories of when we were there in 2001. So much pain -- so much grief. Ten years later and it's not any easier, but as Tracy so eloquently put it -- "more familiar."

I was comforted, however, to know that your signature is in the attic of St. Patrick's -- so close to heaven. I looked up & smiled -- knowing you are smiling down on all of us.

Michelle, Tina, Aaron & Josh were here also. Your dad read your name today. He did a great job. I know it meant a lot to him but it also was difficult.

We then all went together to the memorial. It's beautiful & peaceful. A fitting tribute.

When you left us, Paul, you took a huge chunk of our hearts with you. Time does not heal all wounds.

Paul -- you are not forgotten. So many people know of you now -- your heroism, your talent. It has become my mission to make sure you are remembered not just a victim, or even a hero but as you.

Thank you for all the signs you send me.

Love you & miss you, forever,

Georgette

Aaron Gill

September 9, 2011

Hi Dad,
I love you and miss you. I wish you were there when I graduated high school and then college. I remember so many things about you. Someday, I'll see you again.
Love, your son, Aaron

Michael iezzi

September 9, 2011

Paul,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Georgette Gill

September 8, 2011

Hi Paul,

The 10th anniversary is just days away & we are preparing to return to Ground Zero for the first time since November 2001. I'm dreading it but know that's where we need to be.

Still getting so many signs from you but the strongest last night. I watched the final moments of the last episode of Rescue Me. There's Denis Leary ("Tommy Gavin") walking back & forth in front of a wall with the names of the 343 heroes. And there's your name -- prominently displayed -- clear as a bell -- over his shoulder as Tommy stopped several times.

Your dad had already gone to bed & I'm sitting there sobbing.

We've been so busy doing interviews -- keeping your memory alive - I'm exhausted but there is so much more to do. Sometimes I don't think I have the strength to do this any more & then I remember your strength, your courage -- and I know I can't stop.

Love,

Georgette

Georgette Gill

May 8, 2011

Hi Paul,

FINALLY -- JUSTICE! The monster is dead!

Your dad & I were on a cruise when Bin Laden was killed. It was difficult being away from home and U.S. television. It was particularly hard when I heard President Obama visited your firehouse -- the Pride of Midtown. Thankfully, everything is now on the internet & when we arrived home, we were able to watch President Obama's remarks at your firehouse and see him eat lunch with the guys. He particularly enjoyed the eggplant parmigiana prepared by your buddy, Joe Ceravolo. At one point, President Obama was directly in front of your plaque on the wall.

I am so grateful that Bin Laden was killed before the 10th anniversary. It will give us comfort knowing that he is burning in hell while we are at Ground Zero on that solemn occasion.

And thank you for your message -- hours after learning the news, in a book I was reading, there was a reference to "Grieg's Notturno, Opus 54, No. 4" -- a piece of classical music -- Engine 54, Ladder 4 -- another sign that you are with us always.

Your dad & I are going to be interviewed by the local CBS affiliate. We will watch President Obama on 60 minutes & the reporter will ask for our thoughts.

I know my feelings right now -- satisfaction, relief & immense pride in our President, our country, our Navy Seals and all of our troops!

Rest in peace, my hero,

Love,

Georgette

Donna Frederick Kuhner

April 12, 2011

Paul was always so nice to everyone. I am proud to say I knew such a nice and caring person. A hero at such a young age.

Susan Reitter Broderick

April 12, 2011

Happy Birthday Paul! Missing you still!

deborah matern graf

April 12, 2011

still remembering...

Michael Iezzi

April 12, 2011

Happy Belated Birthday.

Magdalena Tricoche-Chen

April 11, 2011

Paul was one of the nicest guys in high school. I post this photo every year on the anniversary of. I think of him often.

michelle rasche killane

April 11, 2011

Happy Birthday Paul May you rest in peace and watch over your family. A true hero are you.

Christine J

April 11, 2011

Happy Birthday in Heaven Paul. Your friends miss you and think about you often. Today I'm celebrating the short time we spent together in high school by remembering good memories and smiling. Shine on!

John Gill

April 11, 2011

Dear Paulie,

Happy Birthday Paul, My Son,

Another year already? 10 years? Over 3,650 days and each day is a year and then each day is a second.

This year will be a difficult year, the 9/11 anniversary is only 5 months away and it only feels like yesterday. Only recently, I finally decided to go through all the news clippings and get your scrap book finished. I’ve only gone through 2002 until present, so I still have to open the 2001 box. In a way I thought it would be good to have certain memories of the past, and I’m probably the only one with all the information. There’s just so much sadness in those papers, and even though it will be difficult for me, at least I know I preserved something of you for your next of kin and future generations. I’ll probably leave it to Michelle since she knows beset how to preserve it.

I miss you, son – a lot. I wish there was a way to talk to you, besides prayer. You are constantly in my memory and I miss the birthday parties we used to have together. I hope this party now going on in Heaven is your beset.

So continue to look upon Aaron, Josh, Tina, Michelle, Joe, Skye, Luke, Georgette, your mom and all your relatives and friends who miss you.

See you at Ground Zero, my son,

Love,

Dad

Georgette Gill

April 11, 2011

Happy Birthday, Paul!

It’s so hard to believe that 10 years have passed – a decade since you celebrated your birthday here on earth. It still hurts too much to think about & remember. Sometimes I think I am in a state of suspended animation – existing on a level someplace between the past and reality. I think that’s the only way I can deal with the fact that 9/11 really happened. Even now, typing this message, I typed the date as April 11, 2001 – six months before the world as we know it ended.

Today you would have been 44 and tomorrow is my birthday; but I can no longer truly celebrate my birthday having lost you so young. So many times I wish it were me gone and you here with your children, dad, sister and other family & friends. But it’s not for me to question God.

Thank you again for all the “54” signs from Heaven. It is incredible how many times 54 flashes in front of my eyes – a clear signal from you – that you are at peace, happy in Heaven and watching over us all.

And we are going to need your strength to get through the 10 year anniversary – a big one – with the opening of the 9/11 Memorial & Museum at Ground Zero. We are bombarded daily with emails and letters about the anniversary. One recently talked about the “unidentified remains” being interred at Ground Zero and a special family reflection room. To know that you are in those “unidentified remains” hurts; your dad broke down & cried at my mother’s wake 8 years ago on the second anniversary (9/11/2003) “I never got a chance to see my son – he just disappeared.”

The way I like to think about it – the way I have to think about it – is that you “disappeared” straight up to Heaven! So, Happy Birthday in Heaven, Paul. I love you & miss you so much.

Georgette

P.S. Give Jackie a hug from me.

Joe Livingston

December 26, 2010

Just thinking of you my Friend... Merry Christmas! miss you brother!!!

Forever in our hearts!

Georgette Gill

December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas, Paul!

Thank you for your Christmas "message" first thing this morning when I woke up.

Your dad & I had a crazy, busy Christmas Eve -- open house, 18 for dinner; your dad playing Christmas carols on his guitar; then Christmas Eve service at our Church. Trying so hard to make new traditions and enjoy the season, but still with that sadness in our hearts. Then, I wake up this morning, look at the clock and it's 5:54! And I know, you are with our Lord, celebrating His birth & have indescribable joy & peace!

Love,

Georgette

Georgette Gill

December 4, 2010

Hi Paul,

Had another "Power of Paul" day! All the "54" signs you've been sending -- I said to your dad "I wonder what Paul is trying to tell me?" Well, I found out this morning. Couldn't sleep -- got up at 4:54 a.m., made coffee & tea, turned on the local news & saw the story about the 9/11 national memorial "oral historians" being in town (10 minutes away) to interview family members. Found the info online, your dad & I drove there..."magically" they had an opening. We were interviewed & will be sending them a ton of info -- your artwork, poetry, photos, etc. -- to be incorporated in the museum.

The memorial is going to be so beautiful & moving. I will finally be able to return to Ground Zero.

Thank for always looking out for us.

Love,

Georgette

John Gill

September 11, 2010

Dear Paul,

It is 9 years now and as I look back, it is as vivid now as it was then. I finally read the After Action Report that Michelle sent to me four years ago. The narrative of your company, as well as Engine 74 really shook me up. I won’t go into details, but you and everyone there were true heroes for the people who were saved and pulled out of the rubble.

I have discs from the FDNY which are all the emergency recordings and I think I never want to hear them. We have a precious voice recording from you from a Christmas message and that’s enough for me.

This past year, we attended the WTC beam arrival at Palm Beach County Fire Rescue Station 3 on Northlake Boulevard. They will have a ceremony dedicating the tribute area today and we will be there. Last year we were in Port St. Lucie and your Uncle Steve has attended both events.

I think it is very nice that there are many memorials scattered up & down the East Coast. Last year Michelle took me to one in New Jersey and it was all grass and trees, with a beautiful fountain and glass panels etched with the names of all who perished. So I am glad that a tribute area will be close to us, where you will be honored.

Going back to New York City and Engine 54 is just so very sad. I go there and my heart breaks when I look at all the photos on the wall of those who were lost in the towers’ collapse. But it may be that on the 10th anniversary we will go back and pay tribute there.

Paul, you cannot believe the influence you still have in our lives, including all your aunts, uncles and cousins. Whenever I talk to them, it’s like you have somehow spoken to them as well.

You certainly make the biggest impacts on Georgette and Michelle. Georgette constantly sees Engine 54 trucks on many television shows, not just in New York City, but all over the country where they film these movies or programs. So she sees the message and hears you.

We were in Virginia Beach with Michelle, Joe, Skye and Luke over the 4th of July holiday and having a late dinner at Rudee’s Inlet where I noticed a young couple standing and trying to take a picture of themselves. I was wearing my FDNY shirt and asked them if I could help. Well, Paul, small world and another message from you -- the young man was Kevin Gilligan, a firefighter from 14 Truck in Philadelphia. Kevin took the FDNY test with you in 1992. He also took the test in Philadelphia and was accepted there sooner than the FDNY.

So just like when we went to Orlando in 2008 over the 4th of July weekend, and ran into Paul and Tracy Ragaglia, the brother & sister-in-law of your fallen brother Leonard Ragaglia from Engine 54 – at an out-of-the way pizzeria. I guess I naturally bump into those who knew of you. That gives me joy. We know you are communicating and really want to listen more closely. We know you are in God’s hands and you must be praying for us as we do for you.

God has shown me much grace and forgiveness this year and has eased the pain of losing you. His Grace and Love abounds in you and you are safe. My needs are now to focus more on Christ and the message of Love, Peace and Joy we can have in Him.

You are my only son, who I have lost, but I believe you are alive – different and rejoicing. You see the day, where we cannot, when we will once again be together.

The date – September 11th – will always be with us. Just like Pearl Harbor and D-Day. I pray to God that all those who perished for freedom and saving lives will have the mighty Grace of God’s Spirit, who will redeem them in His Presence.

I truly miss you Paulie. I truly love you and always will. Keep staying in touch so we can rejoice in Jesus Name.

Dad

Georgette Gill

September 11, 2010

Hi Paul,

Another year has come and gone in the blink of an eye. Another year of birthdays & holidays without you; another year of good times not shared with you.

A dear friend said last week “I don’t know how you & John do it”. I don’t have the answer to that. How does anyone get over losing a child? I guess the answer is “you never do” although as Linda said you “keep pouring stuff” into the hole in your heart. I really liked that. The “stuff” I am pouring is God, family and friends and in that I have been blessed.

I have felt your presence so much in the past year – with all your “Engine 54” messages and meeting Philadelphia firefighter Kevin Gilligan ( who took the 1992 FDNY test with you) over the 4th of July weekend in Virginia Beach. I have also met a young man who reminds me so much of you. He has your same sweet spirit and shares in your talent of artwork and poetry. I feel that I have a small piece of you back now – thank you for that. When I first met Vinnie, I told him of you. I don’t always do that, but for some reason this time I did. You have impacted his life in a huge way, as you have done for so many others who never met you. When that happens, I feel you are still with us – still making a difference -- living on in these people.

This year we will be going to a memorial at a local fire station with Uncle Steve and Jackie’s dad (give Jackie a hug from us). They have two beams from the World Trade Center and will be dedicating the memorial today. When the beams arrived on Memorial Day, I was blown away by how many people lined the streets and attended the ceremony. You and all who perished that day are not forgotten, Paul.

Miss you & love you,

Georgette

Georgette Gill

June 7, 2010

Good Morning, Paul,

Our pastor Barry Johnson gave a sermon yesterday that really hit home. He told the story of a mom whose teenage son was killed in an auto accident & how she was mad at God and "really let Him have it." Pastor Johnson said that it's OK to be mad at God; He can handle all our anger; that He still loves us no matter what we do or how mad we get at Him.

Well, almost 9 years later and I'm not mad at God anymore. I just thank God for the gift of you in my life. I thank you also for being so "chatty" lately.

So many times on television, fire trucks and firefighters' helmets have the number "54" on them. I'll turn on the Yankee game and the opposing pitcher is "54"; at Hollywood Studios in Orlando, a guy on line in front of me had a jersey with a huge "54" on the back; Brad Paisley's "American Saturday Night" which I stumbled across during a Country Music awards show -- there was a little boy with a "54" helmet in front of YOUR FIREHOUSE – a 10 second clip, at most that I just happened to see. A Saturday Night Live retrospective that I also happened to stumble across: it was the first show after 9/11 -- PAUL Simon was singing and there was a firefighter from YOUR house with a "54" helmet. It seems everywhere I go, 54 is with me.

It makes me wonder if you are telling me that I'll see you soon. Your dad wonders the same for himself. But that thought doesn't scare me anymore. I know that you are with our Lord and experiencing such joy and peace. I have some of that peace myself these days; no matter what God has planned for all of us, I trust in Him.

Miss & love you always,

Georgette

Georgette Gill

April 11, 2010

Dear Paul,

Happy Birthday, Paul!

Your dad and I just returned from Church. Today’s service was a Youth Concert. How appropriate for your birthday! I’m remembering all the services we shared together as a family, especially the Easter services because they usually fell on or near our birthdays.

Thank you for all the signs that you are watching over us. Twice in the past week, fire trucks on television had the number “54” on them. When I see this, I feel comforted. It happens so often, I know it is not a coincidence but your way of letting us know you are with our Lord and smiling down on us always.

You are missed more than words can express, always remembered and forever loved.

Georgette

P.S. Give Jackie a hug from me.

John Gill

April 11, 2010

Dear Paulie,

ALMOST 9 YEARS! WHERE DID IT GO?

I’m writing to wish you a Happy “43rd” Birthday. I really suppose that where you are right now is probably the best – to be with all the angels and seeing Jesus our Savior.

I bet that you are learning and seeing so much of how our world began, the beginning of time and how our wonderful God created all things. How you must be in awe of the entire universe; to visit the end of creation. So you must be real busy up there, talking to your grandparents and loved ones who have gone before you.

It is still sad not having you amongst us, yet you have a peace and joy that it beyond understanding. Many times I think back as you were growing up and although we had many good times together, I can’t help thinking maybe I wasn’t always as good a dad as I should have been and for those times, I am truly sorry.

As I get older, I truly pray that I come closer to our Lord and the promise of life eternal. My happiness will be seeing you again.

Thank you for our years we had together and I look forward after this life to wish you many more joyous birthdays.

Miss you.

Love,

Dad

Joseph LiVecchi

March 3, 2010

I hope this finds you well. Your son was taken from this world to soon. I do know he is in a better place. Watching over his loved ones

Georgette Gill

December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas, Paul!

Your dad & I are getting through another holiday season -- missing you so much & remembering happier Christmas celebrations.

Your dad's memories, of course, are from the time you were born. Mine are from the time we became family. The Christmas Eve dinners with your favorite -- baked clams; the trips into the City with the children to see the tree and all the Department store windows; going to see A Christmas Carol on Broadway.

But while we are so sad here, I know that you have true peace & joy -- celebrating the birth of Our Savior with Him! I just wish you could have stayed with us here to celebrate His Birth for many more years.

Tell Jackie that we miss him & love him also.

Love,

Georgette

Karen Sheriff

September 11, 2009

John, Georgette, Michelle,

Your devotion to Paul's memory is heartwarming. I cannot truly imagine the loss you have all suffered. I am glad you all have each other to lean on and work through your undoubtedly many phases of grief.

My heart goes out to all of you.

Ralph

September 11, 2009

My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. As a fellow Firefighter I wear Paul Gill Engine 54 MIA bracelet. He is always with me.

September 10, 2009

Dear Paul:
Death is a journey we all must take, it is a given.
What memories we leave behind are the legacy to the time that was granted us.
Your memory is fresh in the minds of all who knew and loved you.
Your unselfish sacrifice was not in vain,so thank you for the time you spent with us.

Essie and Scott Margolis
Barryville, N.Y.

Mark & Lynn Oristano

September 10, 2009

Paul is never out of our thoughts and the meaning of his sacrifice only grows on us from year to year.

Joni Gomez

September 10, 2009

John and Georgette, You are in my thoughts and prayers. My the Lord ease your grief as time goes by. Fondly, Joni

Rita & Ken Suchy

September 10, 2009

John & Georgette:
Although we never new your son Paul we mourn his loss as an American hero, a son who sacrificed his life that fateful day by being in harms way to protect the lives of others by do his job.May the peace of our Loving Lord be always with you and him.

Georgette Gill

September 10, 2009

September 11, 2009

Hi Paul,

Eight years today – so hard to believe. I have come to hate this day. I dread the weeks and days leading up to it.

Eight years later and most of the time I can put out of my mind how you died. Eight years later and most of the time, I don’t see the buildings burning and falling. Eight years later and most of the time, I don’t wake up with my heart pounding. Eight years later and most of the time, I just miss you so much and remember all the good times we shared as a family. Eight years later, and I still cannot talk about you without crying. Eight years later and birthdays, Easter, Christmas and all the holidays are just days on the calendar.

But on this day, I remember so vividly how you were taken and I wonder “Did he know he was going to die”. “Did you die in the first collapse or the second?” “Did you lay there suffering?”

Eight years later, and I still can remember collapsing when getting the call that you were missing. Eight years later, and I still can hear your dad’s screams, moans and wails. Eight years later, and I still can remember seeing him age 20 years in an instant. Eight years later, and I still can remember thinking “I’m going to lose him too.”

Eight years later, and I still can remember the sights and smells of Ground Zero a week later. Eight years later, and I can remember sitting through your memorial service in a trance. Eight years later, and I still see the hundreds of missing posters all over Manhattan – the faces of so many, so full of life smiling out at us. Eight years later and I can still remember your firehouse full of grieving relatives and your brother firefighters trying so hard to be brave for us while their hearts were breaking. Eight years later and I can remember wondering when I was going to wake up and find this was just a bad dream, a very bad dream.

Eight years later and I have finally found my faith again. Eight years later and I know in my heart that you are with Our Lord and at peace. Eight years later and I know in my heart you are watching over us, all the time. Eight years later and we are still getting so many signs from you.

Eight years later and your children have grown into fine young men. Eight years later and you have a beautiful niece Skye Paulina and adorable nephew Luke Paul – who reminds me of you. Eight years later and although you never lived to meet them, you are alive through the photos and stories Michelle shares with them. Eight years later and they know their “Uncle Paulie” was a hero.

Eight years later and your dad & I are living in Florida, where I had hoped you would live also. Eight years later & I can thank God for putting you in my life and finally stop blaming Him for taking you from us.

Eight years later and so much has changed but one thing is the same -- you are still alive in the hearts of all you love you so very much and miss you so terribly.

All my love,

Georgette

John Gill

September 10, 2009

September 11, 2009

Dear Paulie,

Eight years…Time seems to be slipping by. I often wonder “How are you?” and attempt a conversation which appears to be one-way. Yet this we know – You do hear us and somehow or another, you are keeping an eye on us and letting us know in little ways that you hear us. We get vibes or signs – just little things, to make us aware that you are safe and in Heaven.
There are days that pass that maybe I forget to say something to you and I truly feel guilty about it and here I am – getting older, but not wiser.
Eternal life, Paulie, is what you now have and it must be joyful to you to be with our Lord. I’m sure you see everything through your “soul” and you see the sadness and sorrow that still prevails with us here on earth since 9/11.

As we are moving forward, we are always striving to be more “Christ like” than of this earth, but it is a difficult path – one day you feel “holy”, the next day, you don’t. So I envy you that you now see everything differently and always knowing that you loved and cared for so many here on earth, who were your family and friends.

This year we are going to Port St. Lucie on 9/11 for a church mass and to Tradition Field to leave a wreath on a piece of steel from the World Trade Center – a memorial with the FDNY Florida Retirees. Many of your brothers are holding fast to the “We Will Never Forget” promise. There appears to be “politics as usual” sometimes at these events and Georgette and I just want to remember and honor not only you, but all the others who served and gave of themselves on that tragic day.

No son, we won’t forget, because we still think of you – you’re not being here leaves an empty feeling, especially during the holidays, birthdays, vacations.

I recently watched your memorial service on DVD and Pastor Johansson’s words just kept jumping out to me. “Today is Friday, but Sunday is coming. For Christ died on Friday and his resurrection was on Sunday. For without his resurrection, there would be no hope.” I am happy that you believed in our Risen Savior, that you did not feel the pain of death, nor the others who came to believe in their final moments.

I have this hope, that some day when we cease living on this earth that we will come together again and we will rejoice and never will there be sadness.

There is much going on in our lives as we continue to serve our Lord. We serve as Deacons at Jupiter First Church and I also participate in the teen programs.

Tina is fine; Aaron was baptized and Josh is in Christian College. He just got his driver’s license as well, but I guess you already know this. I know they miss you.

Shelly is doing great, especially in this down market. Luke is a talker and an imp and Skye is still a princess. I know Shelly misses you terribly. Same with your mom and all the relatives who love you.

Let me always not forget how wonderful a son you were, through the good and bad times we had. You were always patient and helpful to others. Your website still receives a lot of mail and visits. Georgette has truly honored you with the work she’s done to maintain it.

I miss you son, always will.

With all my love and affection,

In His Name,

Dad

Michelle Gill-Martinez

September 9, 2009

Hi Paulie,
Two days away to 9/11 and I still miss you immensly...always will. I will be reading your name this year at the Ground Zero ceremonies...loud and clear for all to hear & not forget.
Wish you were here, but I know you're in a better place!
Love you always...see you again one day. Your Sis....Shelly

Georgette Gill

May 25, 2009

Dear Paul,

Today is Memorial Day and I am reminded that you are a war hero as you were killed protecting our country and our citizens on 9/11/01.

This is the first year that your dad & I have not traveled over this holiday to visit family. Consequently, I attended Church this Sunday where our war heroes were remembered and honored in a solemn and moving service.

There were bagpipes and the choir sang “Some Gave All” and I was brought to tears. I remembered so vividly the horror of that day and the bravery and heroism shown by you and all the first responders who gave the ultimate sacrifice.

The choir also sang “Lord, Send Your Angels”, which gave me some measure of comfort to know that you are our Angel, watching over us always.

You are loved, missed, remembered and honored more than words can say.

Love,

Georgette

Edward Abraira

April 27, 2009

God Bless you and your family. You were truly a hero. Im a 20 year Palm Beach County Fire Fighter/Paramedic and you story inspires me. thank you and God Bless You.

Michael Iezzi

April 13, 2009

Happy Belated Birthday.

Doug Abraham

April 11, 2009

Happy Birthday!!!

Georgette Gill

April 11, 2009

Happy Birthday, Paul.

This year your absence is especially hard as my birthday falls on Easter and Michelle, Joe, Skye Paulina and Luke Paul are with us this year. I am remembering all our shared birthday celebrations & the Easters we spent together.

When Skye & Luke walked into the house & saw your portrait, they said "that's Uncle Paul." Michelle is keeping you alive in their lives so they will know you.

We will go to Church tomorrow morning and I know I will feel your presence there so much more strongly -- as I always do.

I know you are with God and at peace and that does give me some comfort.

Say hi to Jackie and tell him we love & miss him also.

Love,

Georgette

John Gill

April 11, 2009

Dear Paulie,

April 11, 2009 -- your 42nd birthday, and although I am still sad, I am now able to recognize what God has done. I know you are in Heaven, and you watch out for us.

Michelle, Joe, Skye and Luke are down here for Easter. What a blessing that is to us. Luke is so full of energy; he reminds me of you when you were 3 years old. Skye is really a small Princess; she is now 5 years old, and really cute.

Josh is now going to be coaching Little League this summer in Connecticut; bet you’re glad he’s in a Christian College. Aaron is still looking for a small job somewhere, and Tina seems to be doing well.

I cannot believe how time is passing by; not that things get better, but Georgette and I are growing closer to Jesus in these years. I’m working with the Youth Group here at Jupiter First, and they are a great bunch of teens, I enjoy their music as well.

Put in a good word for us with God, and let him know we are trying down here, the world is still a mess and only when Jesus returns will we find everlasting peace and love, and most important, I will be able to see you again.

And thanks be to God for His love and mercy, as we celebrate this Easter and Christ’s resurrection.

Happy Birthday to my Son.

Love,

DAD

Georgette Gill

September 9, 2008

Hi Paul,

It is 12:30 a.m. on September 9, 2008, and I cannot sleep. With the anniversary approaching, thoughts of your tear at my heart. This is the first year your dad & I won’t be home or traveling to some memorial to honor you and your fallen brothers.

In some ways, it’s a good thing; in others, I feel lost. But, no matter where we are, no matter the day, you fill our hearts, our minds and our souls.

Uncle Steve and our dear friends Scott & Essie will be standing in for us at the Jupiter Lighthouse memorial where “And Crown Thy Good” will play. It’s good for your dad that Steve has moved close by. Thank you for that. And thank you also for sending Rob into your dad’s life. He has become very close to your father. They share a love of Christ and a love of Christian music. Your dad is exhausting me with our gospel brunches : ), but I do enjoy them also. I always feel your presence and your spirit in Church, particularly when singing. I know you led us to this Church and I have found some semblance of peace there.

So, my dear “son of my heart”, I close this message with tears in my eyes, missing you so and still wishing that I could rewrite history.

All my love,

Georgette

John Gill

September 8, 2008

September 09, 2008

To my precious Son and Hero, Paulie.

Now 7 years of anniversaries are coming up in a few days, and I am not sure why they call them anniversaries, since there is really nothing to celebrate. I think of this time gone by as a time that we will soon be nearer to each other again. Here I am -- 65 years old, and starting my senior age, which means I will definitely be coming to see you and Our Lord sooner than later. I now have a peace in my heart, which I attribute to you. You have been around us in so many ways… Our visit to Orlando in July, when we saw firefighters wearing tee-shirts at the pool… and when we went to dinner outside the hotel one evening, the place we thought we were going to eat in, was not to our liking, so we moved down a few stores to an Italian restaurant, and it did not smell too good, so we were going to go to Publix to pick up sandwiches and take them back to the hotel to eat, when we noticed an Italian pizza/sub-shop.

We went in, and had the finest white pizza this side of New York We know you and Jackie led us to that place because the address on the sign was 54-??, and another thing, as we were eating, a couple came in, and I didn’t see their faces, but the man was wearing a 343 FDNY shirt… so I called out to him to come over, and what a surprise it was to find out that this young man was Paul Ragaglia, whose brother was Lenny (Rags ), your Brother in your 54 Engine, 4 Truck, Battalion 9 outfit. Other signs were that there was an Engine 54 company right around the corner from where we were eating; the bill came to $54.28 and when we filled up with gas, the total was $54.

Thank you Paulie, for looking after all of us.

Oh boy, I do miss you with all my heart. I remember you always were a peaceful type of person, more laid back and in touch with yourself, knowing that you always cared so much for others.

Now this year, the hole in our hearts (Georgette’s and mine) we know will never mend. Yet we are happy that you are around us in spirit. This year Chris McKnight is putting on a service at the Jupiter Lighthouse here. He is a wonderful man; kind of reminds me of you -- not in looks but his spirit. He will display artifacts from Ground Zero as well as your photos and the play that Mark Oristano did about you. We were interviewed in the local paper. It was a nice story, but not all about you, but how Georgette and I are doing down here in Florida. Our lifestyle has changed, but we will never forget you or your brothers, for what you have done. Michelle misses you, and is going to Ground Zero with your mom. That is quite a heartache. I know you watch over her as well.

We took a tour to Israel, and our Lord’s presence was around. We put your card with a prayer in the wailing wall. We were both glad for the experience of seeing the Holy Land and have come back inspired and feel ourselves strengthened. You were there with us also, making sure we were on the “right bus” with the church staff… a lot of God’s good grace has been multiplied since that encounter.

Oh!, I do wish you were alive and here with us, to share laugher, sorrows, prayers, and more good times together. I really, truly miss you my Son. I still cry at times, not as often as in the past, but when certain things happen and I know you are around, I become more sensitive. Evangel Church will have flowers for you as well a message by Pastor Johannsson.

I am closing this note, with the realization that you are with Jesus. That you do not suffer or feel pain, that you have changed into our Angel who will be there for us. You are at peace as God wills it, yet for a time we here on earth will have our share of sorrows and pain, good times and bad, but through it all, we know we can count on Christ who will redeem us also.

I am happy for your children Aaron and Joshua. Josh went out to Missouri to Evangel College and may one day be an excellent minister for Christ Jesus. Aaron is searching for a job, now that he has finished his college program. We always pray for both of them. Tina, bless her heart, has really turned her eyes back to her Savior, and is diligent in staying on the right path.

There is so much more to tell, but life being what it is, there is no describing the absolute destruction and lives that were lost on that fateful day. You did your job proudly son,

I Love you so very much,

Dad

Georgette Gill

September 7, 2008

Dear Paul,

Another anniversary, another year passed. Sometimes it seems like yesterday, other times it seems like forever.

This is the first year we will be away but you are never out of our thoughts.

Your dad & I were interviewed by the Palm Beach Post and there will be a memorial at the Jupiter Lighthouse. One of your brother firefighters who left NY after 9/11 now works there. He will be making a presentation and showing the DVD of "And Crown Thy Good", the play about you.

We have found some solace in our Church. Your dad is working with the youth ministry, we are deacons, and I have started bible study. We also host gospel brunches at our home. I always feel closest to you in Church; we feel your presence & your spirit.

I miss you more than words can say.

Love,

Georgette

tracy Ragaglia

August 4, 2008

Dearest Paul,
What an honor it was to make your recent acquaintance...and even though I could not physically shake your hand or hug you personally...I knew immediately that we were already going to be great friends!

My husband, Paul and I had the pleasure of meeting some incredibly sweet people, your parents and your parents friends in Orlando. They are such phenominal people and meeting them for the brief time we did made us feel as though we knew them forever. The warmth in that pizza parlour was unmistakable and just what we all needed to feel....and I wanted to take the time to say THANK YOU!

That same day I had been talking to Lenny as so often I do throughout my daily life....and I was asking him to please give me strength in my pregnancy and let us know somehow that he is still watching over us as he so obviously has in the past few years....and then walking in that pizza place only hours later and finding your parents was exactly the sign I needed from Len.

Ironically, I have also never had the pleasure and honor of hugging Lenny myself as Sept. 11th, 2001 was the day I met my husband as I helped him return to NY to be with his family...somehow that tragic and most horrifying day created a friendship that will forever keep me on my knees in gratitude. I do believe Len somehow brought us together and for this, I owe him my life. Can you tell him that I'm doing my best to keep his brother as happy as possible as I have promised him I would without fail....

As we talked to your parents, their love for you was so very strong and gave me chills in the SUMMER FLORIDA HEAT at 7 months pregnant. Now that's some warmth for ya, Paul and I hope you know that they spread your courage and love all over this world with their genuine kindness and stories of you.

Georgette asked me sweetly when our first child is due and after my last ultrasound they said September 11, and we both hugged with such healing grace.

Last year I had a very surreal moment, I went walking by myself on the Jersey shore in the pouring rain...the beach was empty and there I was talking to Len as the waves rushed into shore....I was asking him if he had any pull up there that I really wanted so desperately to have a child and month after month of disappointment, I did not give up hope. When the doctor gave me my revised due date of the 11th (it was originally the 9th, Lenny Jr's birthday) and once again I was in awe .....I am so indebted to this friend...this brother of mine that I am so sad and feel so desperately cheated that I have never been able to even touch. So, if possible, could you please hug him for me....let him know that it's from me....I love him so much and that I never want him to leave our side...what you and Len did for all of us....how could we ever say thank you enough?

The signs you send us are so very healing and keep us going down here...I look at your picture and I weep here as I type....knowing the sacrafices you made and you even seem familiar to me somehow as if I have seen you in my dreams perhaps. My husband Paul and I want to thank you for being there with us that day and hope you know what it meant to feel that connection to Len through you.

May the beautiful and heroic hands of you and Len continue to heal the world with your love. Things are sometimes such a mess down here in this crazy world of ours and your presense around us gives us the courage to move on. Never forget what a joy you still ARE to your family and friends and may you always feel our gratitude and love ....all the way down here. God Bless your parents Georgette and John, and Jo and Jack too.... and of course YOU our dear new friend Paul....we hope to see you again soon. :) Paul and Tracy Ragaglia

Georgette Gill

July 17, 2008

Hi Paul,

I just want to thank you for all the messages you have sent us recently. You certainly have been "talkative". All the times I have seen Engine 54 on television -- a firefighter in Virginia wearing an FDNY, Ladder 4, Engine 54 tee shirt; a fire truck on another show numbered 54. Your brothers from Engine 54 (the Pride of Midtown) singing "New York, New York" at the end of the televised All Star Parade on 6th Avenue. Time & time again, you have let us know you are still with us.

But the greatest sign was meeting Paul Ragaglia, Lenny Ragaglia's brother in a little pizza parlour in Orlando, Florida. When Paul Ragaglia walked into that restaurant wearing a memorial FDNY 9/11 tee-shirt & we asked him if he lost someone, we were stunned to learn that he was the brother of your "brother" firefighter Lenny and that his name was Paul. We were away with our dear friends Jo & Jack, who lost their son Jackie just three months ago.

And to make sure that we knew that both of you were sending the four of us a special message, the total of our bill was $54 and when we filled up our truck, the total for the gas was $54.

We have felt your presence and Jackie's presence so much these past few weeks -- strengthening us and giving us faith that we will all be together again.

We miss you and love you still.

Georgette

Doug Abraham

April 11, 2008

Happy Birthday!!!

John Gill

April 11, 2008

Dear Paulie,

Happy 41st!

We miss you a lot and often. This past Easter holiday was very hard on Georgette & me as our best friends’ son Jacob Paul (Jackie) died suddenly & unexpectedly. We are sure that the Jackie is in heaven with you playing ball and shooting baskets.

Every year is hard since you are not with us but we know that you are in God’s presence every day and have a joy and peace we do not understand.

Everyone misses you and one day we will all be together again.

I am glad that I have a group of young people at our church that on Sunday evenings share with me in worship & music. I hope that their faith in Jesus stays strong in their young lives and they walk in His steps.

We went to Israel with our Church this past year and have truly been blessed by visiting the Holy Land. We are renewing our faith and growing stronger in Christ.

I’ll write again.

Happy Birthday, Paulie.

Love,

Dad

Georgette Gill

April 11, 2008

Dear Paul,

Another birthday in Heaven for you, my young hero, and this time you are joined by another “son” of mine – Jacob Paul (Jackie).

As I write this message to you, I am heartbroken and in shock & pain once again at losing someone I love so much who was so young – just as we lost you, suddenly & unexpectedly.

It took six long years to find my faith again – beginning with bible study & a trip to the Holy Land. I was just starting to find some peace & acceptance and once again find myself tested in no way that a parent should ever be. Your dad says he feel like Job. We are both putting ourselves in God’s hands to help us through this and to be strong for Jackie’s parents (our best friends), daughter, brother and family.

I have known Jackie since he was born and never knew his middle name was Paul --which I learned at his wake. As we never recovered your earthly body, your dad felt as though you were “buried” with Jackie and that the two of you are together in Heaven and filled with peace & joy. Your dad has said that you, Jackie & Jesus represent a trinity of love for us – your age when you died: 34, 33 (Jesus), 32 (Jackie).

I miss you every day.

Love,

Georgette

Happy Birthday

Michael Iezzi

April 11, 2008

Paul,
Happy Birthday in Heaven. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

A loved one lives forever in the hearts of those who cared.
A loved one lives forever in the memories that were shared.

Sgt. Gregory Maynard

March 18, 2008

I'am very sorry for your loss. I never knew Paul personally. Before I went on my second tour in Iraq. I was given a dog tag with the name Paul Gill inscribed on it. I carried that dog in my wallet the entire time I served in Iraq. Every time I got stress out, I would sometimes pull that dog tag out, and look at the name Paul Gill. This always helped me remember what I'am fighting for. That my problems are so small, compared to to what Paul has gave to others. I carried that dog tag though seven IED attacks on my convoy. And I will continue to carry that dog tag on future deployments. I want to say thank you, and may God rest Paul's soul.

Joe Livingston

September 14, 2007

Just thinking of you and all the good times we had.You always had a way of of trusting God through everything... even though I moved away and we lost touch I always remember our friendship.You are a great man, a great friend,a great drummer!!! remember all the time in the basement jammin' out to some classic rock songs!!!! I miss you man ...

sean carrig

September 13, 2007

Hey paul, Thinking of you and all the fun times we had .You are so missed by all your friends ,Laniel was up, we see each other less now but when we get together we always have a Paul story .You are still touching peoples lives.
Your pal sean

Georgette Gill

September 11, 2007

Hi Paul,

Another year gone come & gone without you. It still doesn't seem real. I keep expecting to wake up one day and find this was all a bad dream.

You are NEVER out of my thoughts and you are ALWAYS in my heart.

Love,

Georgette

Doug Abraham

April 11, 2007

Happy Birthday!!!

Georgette Gill

April 11, 2007

Hi Paul,

Happy Birthday in Heaven, my young hero. Today you would have been 40 years old. We would have been sharing a birthday cake.

I think of you all the time, but it is especially tough at this time of year -- Easter, which we always spent together as a family, your birthday, then mine.

Sometimes I see someone who, just for a moment, looks like you & my heart stops. It is still difficult to accept that you are really gone.

Our family, our lives are not the same, but I know that you are in a better place and that we will be together again one day.

Love,

Georgette

John Gill

April 11, 2007

Dear Paulie,

Happy Birthday, my son.

Today you would have been in the prime of your life.

I miss you terribly. Last September was very hard on us, but we were glad to see so many people who did not forget your sacrifice.

Although this message is short, I wanted you to know that I think of you always, not just on your birthday.

I know that you are safe in the Lord's keeping and you are watching over everyone.

I love you and miss you.

Dad

Michael Iezzi

April 11, 2007

Paul,
Happy Birthday in Heaven. May God hold you in the palm of His hand.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.

Jerry Jones

January 31, 2007

To the Family

I am very sorry to hear of the loss of Paul. Life is so precious to us all. Paul seemed to be concerned about others. The Bible talks about a principle that is needed very much so today. At Matthew 22:39 it states "the second commandment is this, You must love your neighbor as yourself." Paul displayed this type of attitude and it showed. I send you my very deepest condolences.

Kayla Purvis

December 6, 2006

Paul I love you. Just know that. And please, help me become a FF. It's my passion and my dream and I need your help to get there.

Kristine

October 26, 2006

As I cross-stitched your name on the memorial that I am doing for all of the victims, I prayed for you and your family. Please know that your death was not in vain. We will always remember. God Bless.

P Tabbernor

October 20, 2006

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