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WHITE, James Anthony ''Tony'' Age 34 passed away November 19, 2006. Visitation will be Saturday from 11-1PM with services at 1:00 PM at the Second Baptist Church, 116 South Variety Pwky. Walker Funeral Home entrusted with arrangements. Condolences may be sent to www.caringfunerals.com

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Published by Journal-News on Nov. 23, 2006.

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168 Entries

Big Sis

November 19, 2021

Hey Big Boy... 15 Years and still feels like yesterday.

I miss hearing you laugh, leaving me voicemails saying, "this is your brother, Tony" as if I did not know who you were, and watching you cut up the floor dancing.

I try not to be sad on this day but sometimes it is hard because I miss you so much. I wish I could have one more hug, one more phone call, one more laugh, one more dance.

I wish you were here to meet our sister (yes, sister), niece, nephews, and grand niece. I know you would be smiling, laughing and giving them big hugs.

Caden is so smart, talented, and tall now. You would be proud of him.

I know you are smiling on all of us and will be there to welcome us all home.

I Love You Forever,
Your Big Sis
Cugga

April 11, 2019

This world we live in is the dance of the Creator. Dancers come and go in the twinkling of an eye, but the dance lives on.
~ Michael Jackson

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONY!

Missing you, your smile, and your laugh everyday.

Love,
Big Sis

April 11, 2018

Happy Birthday Big Boy.

Love,

Cugga

Baby Sis Maria

April 10, 2018

Happy Birthday Big Brother
Screaming Happy Birthday all the way to Heaven!!!!
I miss you soooooo much Tony, still missing your smile your laugh and hearing your voice....

I love you forever and always

November 19, 2017

11 years... still feels like yesterday.
Miss you every day...

Love Always,
Big Sissa

Baby Sis Maria

November 14, 2017

Hey Big Boy,

Another cold November night laying here missing you....
Never a day that goes by that I don't miss you.
I wish you were here to be a part of this new journey I'm on... I wish I could celebrate with you and see your smile hear your laugh.. I hope you're proud of me.... I miss you Tony!! I miss you so much!!!

I love you big brother forever

April 10, 2017

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONY!!!

Missing you everyday...

Love,
Your Big Sis
Cugga

Your Baby Sis Maria

February 26, 2017

I miss you Tony!!!

November 19, 2016

It's been 10 short years baby brother and still feels like yesterday.

Came across one of your poems and laughed out loud. You wrote, "I got love for my sisters even though they give me blisters." Only you could come up with that!

I try to remember all of the jokes and laughs (especially the ones at Maria's expense!) and they still make me smile and laugh to myself.

Miss your smile and laugh everyday.

I LOVE YOU
XOXOXOX

~ Cugga

Maria

November 19, 2016

I love you and missing you today and everyday!!!
Hard to believe it's been 10 years today that GOD called you home....
I carry you in my heart always

Love your baby sis

Baby Sis Maria

December 9, 2014

Missing you a lot these past few months... I wish I could hear your voice and see your smile just one more time.... But even that wouldn't be enough I miss you sooooo much Tony
Love you forever and always

November 19, 2014

Missing You...

Love Always,
Cugga

April 11, 2014

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONY!

Missing your smile and laugh.

Love Always,
Big Sissa

Baby Sis Maria

April 10, 2014

Happy Birthday Tony, always in our hearts forever and always...Love you and miss you dearly

Tony, you are truly missed everyday....

November 19, 2013

Baby Sis Maria

November 19, 2013

Tony, I can't believe it's 7 years today that I have seen your beautiful smile and heard your wonderful laugh.Gosh, today feels like we lost you yesterday. Life has changed so much and I want so badly to share the many blessings and happy moments with you. I want my brother to be here to see to share to enjoy those times with me. But you're not and those times are bitter sweet without you. When you were here I acted like I was the big sister lol ( you know little sister syndrome, always protecting my big brother acting like I was the oldest ha bet you never thought I would admit that :-)...but all I really want is to be the little sister and I want my big brother to be here with me. I know that you are in a better place with no more pain, no more sickness, and at peace and in heaven. I remind myself of that when I get selfish and want you back here, sometimes it works and my crying turns to smiling and I think about all the funny things you said and did, but today that isnt working. My tears are falling my heart is aching because I miss you so much and today my heartaches because seven years without my brother seem so unfair and reality sets in that I still have to go on everyday without you physically here with us, but I carry you everyday with me in my heart forever and for always... I Love you Tony, My Brother, My Friend

Love Always,

Baby Sis Maria

November 19, 2013

Forever Missing You Tony, I love you

May 2, 2013

Baby Sis Maria

May 2, 2013

I miss you very much today Tony, I am always missing you today or these past few weeks have been tormenting :-( I just wish I could talk to you and hear your voice. I wish I could share all the good things that are happening in my life with you, because I know you would be right here celebrating smiling with me. Its a bitter sweet to be excited and celebrating and at the same time wishing you were here to share these moments with me.. Today feels like we lost you only yesterday I can feel the hole in my heart and that pit in my stomach and I am praying through it and I still find peace in knowing you are no longer suffering and it would be selfish of me to wish you to be here and still be unhappy and hurting and I know that you are in a better place but even though that is what my head is saying my heart is broken saying the complete opposite. All I know is that I miss my brother and I hurt so very much today, missing you Tony.

I Love You Forever and Always

Cugga

April 10, 2013

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOY!!! Another year gone by but it feels like yesterday. Miss your laugh and watching movies with you. Here's to you Tone Loc!

Love Always, Big Sissa

Trina Bess

April 10, 2013

Happy birthday Tone! I love and miss you like no other. I am dancing my way thru the day..chicken and rice for dinner! I dedicate this day to you! Happy birthday! You will forever mean the world to me. I love you cuz! Trina

Baby Sis Maria

April 10, 2013

Happy Birthday Tony I miss you sooooo much! I've been having dreams about you I wonder sometimes what they mean but I do know that seeing your smile hearing your voice and talking with you in those dreams makes me so full and then I wake up and miss you all over again. Today I celebrate you, Tony. You forever live in my heart. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOY,

I Love you forever and always

your baby sis Maria

April 10, 2012

Happy Birthday Tony...... I miss you and love you so very much......
Love always and forever

Big Sissa Cugga

April 10, 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONY!!!
I miss your laughter, smile, and your dancing.

Love Always,

baby sis Maria Peek

April 10, 2012

Happy Birthday Tony I miss you so much

Maria

March 23, 2012

Remembering when you and I were little and we lived on Hanover we use to sit with daddy in the living room with all the lights off when there was a bad thunderstorm and the rain would be pouring down so hard and the thunder and lightening would be so loud. Daddy knew we were scared of the thunder and he told us we shouldn't be scared it was only God talking..... I remember you asked daddy what is GOD saying :-) ..Then even a few times as adults you and I Would sit in the living room in my house in the dark looking out the window watching the lightening listening to the thunder, I never told you then but I know you already knew that I was still afraid of the lightening and the thunder. Seems like you could sense a bad storm was coming because you were always there with me when it would come..... After you passed whenever it would rain it use to make me so sad for the first three years I cried during every rainy night they made me miss you so much, Yolanda and Alicia would always call or text me and make sure I was okay because they knew storms depressed me. It's gotten better I don't get sad all the time when it storms I decided to remember it for the good times we had. Its storming right now woke me up out my sleep thunder was loud.... I wonder what God is saying .......... I love you Tony

Maria

March 22, 2012

I am your sister but I hope you considered me your friend too.. I miss you and at times like these when I go through things in my life that hurt me so deeply, I look around for friends, then I feel an emptiness inside because its times like this very moment I need you to be here I wish so much you were here you never said a word just would sit with me not only as my brother but as my friend who knows that no words are needed just being there is enough. I hope at some point I made you feel the same.Oh how I am hurting right now Tony.... I miss you my brother,my friend.......

Love Always baby sis

Denise Green

January 31, 2012

No one knows how much I really miss you. No one knows how many tears I have shed, and continue to shed for you. No one knows how special you have always been in my heart. No one has ever known.
The tears I shed for you have always been in private,between God, me, you, Grandma, PawPaw, Aunt Bev & Pewter.
No one knows the pain I feel, it's like being alone, sometimes... even though I know you all are here in my heart, in my spirit, in every breath and in every dream and in every lesson of patience. You have been a significant presence in every person's life you have ever come into or paths you have ever come across.
I miss you so very, very much!
I miss your Happy Feet!

Love You Almost The Mostest!
Neicie
PS. I REALLY MISS PIE & CUGGA!

Maria

January 26, 2012

I felt like my heart had been ripped out my chest when you passed, I thought it would never get easier everyone says time heals its been 5 years and though I don't cry everyday anymore I have those days where it feels like it happened just yesterday and my heart aches but Cam and I push thru it together. There is always a void when she and I are together because its always been the three of us... We carry you in our heart everyday we miss you soooo much. I miss you sooo much and today is one of those days where it feels like it was just yesterday.... But I'll wipe my tears away and push through it I know you are in a better place Tony, I just miss my brother, you were a part of my everyday life its hard not hearing your voice and seeing your big beautiful smile.. I love you Tony
Lil sis

Maria

January 25, 2012

I miss you Tony, I found a card that you had given me it made me cry.. when I first found it in a pile of old papers I didn't know where or who it came from then I opened it up and saw it was from you. The words you wrote were right on time. I miss you today and everyday. I Love You forever and always, your lil sis

CAM

November 19, 2011

Hi Big Boy,

It has been five years since I heard your laugh. I miss you.
I LOVE YOU...

Big Sissa,
Cam

CAM

April 10, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOY!!!

I know you are dancing in the light.

I Miss You... I Love You...

Big Sis,
Cugga

Mallori M

April 5, 2011

9 days til your birthday and its still so unreal to me that you're not here. I think about you alot and wonder what you're doing and i know you're okay up there and if you met my little boy and if you are taking care of him for me. I LOVE YOU

My Handsome Baby Brother

CAM

January 3, 2011

CAM

January 3, 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR TONY!

Another year without you...

I Miss You. I Love You.

Big Sis,
Cugga

CAM

April 10, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOY!

I Miss You. I Love You.

Big Sis,
Cugga

CAM

January 1, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR BIG BOY!

I know you are smiling on us...

I Miss You Much. I LOVE YOU.

Your Cugga

Maria

December 29, 2009

WOW Tony can you believe it's almost 2010? The year went as fast as it came. I can't believe I have spent the last 3 Thanksgivings the last 3 Christmas' and soon to be my 3rd year bringing in the New Year without you. Thanksgiving is not so thankful Christmas is not so Merry and the New Year is just another day since you've gone away. I told myself today that I was going to keep it together but I got that same knot in my stomach and that lump in my throat that I felt that cold November night when you left. And I was getting better with the crying but not today. I think today has won this round. I feel like I let you down in so many ways. Everybody tells me I did the best I could do but did I? I wish I would have paid more attention, I wish I would have listened more and talked less I wish I could take back so many things. I wish that you never had to endure all that pain and heartache. I wish I could hear your laugh see your smile watch you dance and hear your voice. God I miss you sooo much, it hurts so bad. Thank you Tony for your smiles in my dreams I know you're watching over me. I Love You Forever my beautiful big brother "Tony"

Lil Sis

CUGGA

December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas Tony!

Missing you so much. Wishing you were here...

I LOVE YOU.

Big Sissa

Lil Sis Maria

November 19, 2009

Tony,

today is a day that I dread coming every year since you've passed but this year I feel closer to you than in the past two. I am trying to be good today and keep my head up. I know you don't want us to cry but sometimes it's easier said than done. I love you and missing you more and more everyday.

CUGGA

November 19, 2009

Hey Big Boy,

I can not believe that it has been three years. It is still hard for me to wrap my mind around the fact that you are not here. But I am going to celebrate you today, as I know that is what you would want. Caden is getting so big and looking and acting like you more each day. But I guess you may already know that!

I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOO MUCH.

Love Always,
Your Big Sissa

November 18, 2009

hey tony it's me i had you on my mind alot these days..if i ever knew a man love me i knew u did.. i look at your pic every nite befor i go to bed just to see that smile of yours.. you are so miss by our family.. belon is about to be a mommy i just found out.. there is no one i would rather share this time with then u.. look over her and the baby for me..i no its been a long time but its hard for me to come here.. i just rather think i have not seen you in a while.. love and miss u tony...

Baby Sis Maria

November 12, 2009

Hey Big Boy,

your on my mind alot today just wanted to let you know. I miss you and love you..........

Maria

October 22, 2009

Tony,

it's midnight can't sleep went in the basement to get the laundry and looked over at your picture and couldn't hold it together. I look at that picture everyday and usually I see your smile and I smile back but tonight my heart and mind feel like it was just yesterday when you left and I just want my brother back. I miss you so much. Lately I guess I just have been in a fog because I find myself asking where is my brother my mind cant wrap itself around the idea that you are not here and I just keep asking where is my brother then I'm back in reality and it hurts. Tonight I want my brother here and I dont want reality to bring me back. Tony I miss you and I love you

CAM

October 15, 2009

Hi Big Boy,

I know I have not been here for a while, but I think about you everyday. I miss you so much, and the pain does not appear to be any less today than when you left. I miss our late night phone calls and hearing you laugh.

I LOVE YOU...

Your Big Sissa

September 6, 2009

Hey Tone it's just me... Missing you a lot today been seeing you in my dreams again lately don't really know what youare trying to tell me but I am listening. I love you and I miss you... Forever your baby sis Maria

Mallori M

April 1, 2009

Tony,
I wanted to let you know I thought of you today as I usually do and just had to let you know you are always in my heart! I miss you and our conversations so much! I miss your smile, your laugh, and your genuine spirit! You are truly missed by us all!

Maria

April 1, 2009

Hey Tony,
It's been a long time since I have heard your voice and I thought that eventually time would heal me,and it wouldn't hurt so much. But time seems to be standing still cause it's been 2 years 4 months and 13 days since you left but it seems like yesterday. I miss you so much. I haven't been sleeping well for a few days and didn't know why and then I realized your 37th birthday is in 9 more days. We always spent time together on our bithdays and I still can't believe that you're not here. What I wouldn't give for you to be here, to hear your laugh and your loud voice and just to see your smile. I miss you and I love you!!!! I carry you forever in my heart, everyday for the rest of my life you are always with me!

Love You Always Baby Sis

CAM

December 31, 2008

Hey Big Boy...

Another year has gone by without you. It feels like yesterday. I Miss You even more as each day passes. Caden is getting so big and looking more like you every day. You would be proud! He has your spirit and character.

I miss hearing your voice, your laughter, and seeing your smile.

I LOVE YOU!

Your Big Sissa,

Baby Sis Maria

November 13, 2008

Hey Tone it's me.....I miss you so much!!!! I love you forever

CAM

August 16, 2008

Hey Big Boy!

Another birthday without you... I thought this was supposed to get easier over time but it does not feel that way. I miss you more and more as each day passes. I know you are with me in spirit but it is not the same.

I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU...
Big Sissa

CAM

June 30, 2008

Hey Big Boy!

Just thinking about you today and missing you.

Love,
Big Sissa

Baby Sis Maria

June 6, 2008

Hey Big Boy!!! Yeap it's another one of those long nights. Been having those alot lately. It's 2:00 in the am and our big sissa is doing homework and I am listening to Kirk Franklin and wanting to see you and talk to you. I miss you so much we all do. I have never known pain like this before. Ever since you have been gone my days seem so dark and my nights are so long. Everything is changing for me. I guess that is a good thing at least that is what I have heard. That change is good. But it doesn't feel good. I hurt so bad I can't even describe it. But I know you are watching over me cause I can still feel you. I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!! I would give anything to see you and talk to you. I am so lonely even though I know I am not alone. I am so confused and I really need you. You never said much but knowing you were here was enough for me. What am I suppose to do now? My pain is so deep and every day I struggle to make it through, no one knows cause I don't show it, but I feel like I am about to break. I just wish you were here, but I know you are in a much better place and in no more pain so that comforts me for a moment but I guess I am just selfish cause I really want you here. If it wasn't for Cam,Caden,mom and dad I would have given up a long time a go. But I can't leave my big sissa; she's all I've got left. Well your silly baby boy is another reason too. He brings me joy everytime I see him, he is too cute but of course, why wouldn't he be! I was suppose to see him today but was unable to. Maybe that's what's wrong with me I need my dose of Caden for the week. Well I guess I have vented to you long enough for tonight. I promise you Tony I am trying really hard to rebuild my strength to move pass this pain but it is easier said than done. I would have taken your place and given you the last breath I had in my body just for you to be ok. That's all I ever wanted was for you to be ok and happy. I know where you are now that you are ok and you are happy but I just wish you could have been with us longer. I love you big brother forever and always! I know Cam always asks you to watch over me but I want you to watch over her, she is not as tough as she pretends to be. But that's mine and your secret we will let her think we don't know she is a push over! Watch over mom too she is missing you too. We all miss you and love you. See now after talking to you I feel better and I think I can try to sleep. I love you forever and always

CAM

May 17, 2008

Hey Big Boy!!!

I think about you everyday and I hear your voice and laughter. I miss you sooo much! Watch over li'l peppa...

I LOVE YOU.

Your Sister,

Maria

April 10, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONY!!!!!!!!!

I miss you and being with you celebrating your birthday. It seems like yesterday that I lost you, but you forever live in my heart. Happy Birthday Big Brother!!

Oh and I am on my way to see Caden, your son sure is a character just like his daddy. Cam and I said you made sure you got the last laugh!!!!! I Love you :-)

CAM

April 10, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOY!!!

Another year without you but it seems like yesterday that you and I were joking and laughing. I miss those times the most. I miss hearing your boisterous laughter. I miss being able to call you and talk for hours. I miss you...

I am trying hard to move forward but it is not easy. I love and miss you so much. I can't wait to laugh and joke with you again...Your Big Sissa

Maria

April 9, 2008

I MISS YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH !!!!!

Your Baby Sis Maria

April 9, 2008

Last night while I was trying to sleep,
Tony’s voice I did hear
I opened my eyes and looked around,
But he did not appear.

He said:"Sis you’ve got to listen,
You’ve got to understand
God didn’t take me from you, sis

He only took my hand.

When I called out in pain that night,
The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to His side.

He pulled me up and saved me
From the misery and pain.
My body was hurt so badly inside,
I could never be the same.

My search is really over now,
I’ve found happiness within,
All the answers to my empty dreams
And all that might have been.

I love you all and miss you so,
And I’ll always be nearby.
My body’s gone forever,
But my spirit will never die!

And so, you must all go on now,
Live one day at a time.
Just understand-
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.

Baby Sis' Maria

March 9, 2008

Hey Big Brother,
Long time since I left you a message. Life has gotten so hard for me lately. I need you so much and my soul cries out but I havent gotten any answers yet. I need so much to talk to you. I miss you so so much. Please watch over Cam and I. The storms are coming and we have grown so weary. I love you Tony forever and always.

Cam

February 29, 2008

Hey Big Boy!

I miss you so much! I know you are at peace and dancing up a storm...I just wish I could hear your voice, your laughter...one more time. Please watch over Maria...I LOVE YOU!

Love Always and Forever, Big Sissa,

CAM

January 3, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR TONY!!!

The start of another year without you. I miss you and there are no words of comfort. I know you are watching over me and Maria. I LOVE YOU...
YOUR BIG SIS

CAM

December 31, 2007

Waz Up Big Boy!

Well it is the last few minutes of 2007 and I can not believe how fast this year has gone by. However, the pain has not subsided much. I am trying to keep on keepin' on as you would want me to but some days it feels impossible. I know you are in a peaceful place and I am looking forward to the day when we are TOGETHER AGAIN...I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH...YOUR BIG SISSA
CAM

Mallori M

November 19, 2007

Tony,

My cuzzo! I truly miss you and cant believe its been a year today that you went to heaven. I still remember that time you took Ashley to Kings Island when she had that job interview and my mom called you and had you bring her all the way back! That was because she left the doors open in the house! To this day I miss you and somedays its hard to accept that I cant see you or talk to you as much as we used to. I love you!

Mallori

Cam

November 19, 2007

Tony,

It has been a year since I have heard your voice, talked with you, or laughed with you. I thought it would get easier as the time passed but it has not. I don't know if I am coming or going. Nothing really matters anymore. I can not wrap my mind around the fact that you are gone. There were so many things we wanted to do. It feels so unfair. I can't wait for the day when I will see you again. The saying is heartbreakingly true --- "you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone".

I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU...
Your Big Sis - Cugga

Your Baby Sis Maria

September 19, 2007

I miss you Tony! Words can not express the emptiness I feel inside and. I miss you and everyday feels like the day we lost you. I wish you were here and I really need you to watch over Mom,Dad,and Cam. We love you Tony and we miss you

August 29, 2007

Tony,

I have experienced my first birthday without you, and it hurts. I knew I would not receive your usual cheerful birthday call, yet I still found myself waiting all day to hear your voice. Some days are harder than others but I am trying to wrap my mind around the fact that you are gone...My heart is heavy...I MISS YOU SO MUCH...I LOVE YOU...YOUR BIG SISSA

CAM

July 2, 2007

Waz Up Big Boy!

You have been on my mind all week and I am missing you still...but I am moving forward one day at a time, as I know you would want me to. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU MUCH!!!
YOUR BIG SISSA

Maria

June 1, 2007

Tone,
Today I saw your face over and over in my mind all day. You had a big smile and were laughing. I started to feel sad but I began to focus on your laugh and your beautiful smile and it made me smile and I had a peace that feeled me. Today was a good day. Thank you for the smiles today I really needed them. I love you Tony and I miss you so much.

Maria

May 16, 2007

Hey Tone,
It's your baby sis again. I miss you so much. I wish I could turn back the hands of time and erase the night you left completely away. I wish you were here and I wish that I could hear you and see you and talk to you. Today has been so hard for me, I miss you so much. I look at your picture and I just can't grasp the reality that you are not here with me. I feel like I am losing my mind and I have to stay busy or I will fall apart. Some days I just feel like giving up and I am just so tired. Cam and I are so lost without you. I try to stay strong for her and she tries to stay strong for me but we are both broken. I feel completely lost without you. I need you Tony, I need you so much to be here with me. All of our life it's been the three of us and we are all we ever had. And now that you are gone Cam and I are clueless on how to pick up the pieces and move on. I was starring at the phone last night and wishing it would ring and it would be you on the other end.I miss you so much and I just want you back. I will forever carry you in my heart and I am trying to keep going for you because I know you would want us to be ok. I love you forever and always...your lil' sis

Jackie Powels

May 13, 2007

Hey Tony its me Jackie. I miss you so much. I miss everything about you even the arguments lol!!! It's so hard moving on without you. Jaelyn's doing good she's reading already. I remember when she was talking your ear off in the laundry room and you just listened like you knew everything she said. The boy is getting so big but you already know that. At times I wonder do you even know how much I think and dream about you and all the "what ifs" but you left me with Caden to keep strong and up at night lol!

Love you always
Jacqueline

Laundra

May 11, 2007

Tony-
Hey big cuz..sorry it took me so long to actually write on here..i stopped and by to visit you the other day said hey to gma and pawpaw while i was there. I really miss you i watch happy feet almost everyday i know you would have loved it that penguin danced his little flippers off. it reminds me of you when we were at maria's wedding and you couldn't stop moving. I remember everything when i saw you walking at mcdonald's and you wouldn't let me give you a ride. when you tried to give me 20 bucks to drive two seconds up the street. When we would watch the kids and the all loved mr. tony. It's so hard to believe you are gone i miss you so much i wish you were here so i could tell you to quit talking, but the funny thing is i wouldn't i would just sit and listen to all your confusing stories and smile and nod like i really knew what you were talking about.. I love you tony and i miss you crazy..i know i'll see you soon..I love you and thanks for always being so nice and always having a good heart you always wanted the best and you always showed love even if you didn't really like the person..lol.. i miss you and i love you tony

CAM

April 30, 2007

Waz Up Big Boy!

I just want to pick up the phone and call you to hear your voice, your laugh and just listen to you talk. I really miss that. It is true...You don't know what you've got 'til it's gone. I MISS YOU BIG BOY!!! I LOVE YOU!!!
YOUR BIG SISSA

Keli Vernon

April 25, 2007

HEY TONE,
JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT I MISS
THAT BIG SMILE AND THAT GREAT SENSE
OF HUMOR. I AM GOING TO REMEMBER YOU FOREVER. TELL MY MOM AND GRANDMOTHER I SAID HELLO AND I WILL SEE YOU WHEN I GET THERE

LOVE YA
KELI VERNON
P.S WE ARE LOOKING OUT FOR YOUR SIS!!!!!

Maria

April 24, 2007

Hey Tone,

Today I was looking up at the clouds and I thought I saw you smiling at me. A wonderful feeling came over me and I wanted to let you know that I saw you, and today I got a little since of peace. Your smile could always brighten my day. I love you and I truly miss you. My Big Brother, My Best Friend.........Forever

Maria

April 22, 2007

Good Morning Big Brother,

Just thinking of you and wanted to let you know. I miss you so much and I wish you were here so I could talk to you and hear your laugh and see you beautiful smile. I love you forever and always. Love your baby Sis

Maria

April 10, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOY!!!!!!!

I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU

Today has been tough but I too will celebrate you on this day. I can not recall a birthday that we have not spent together, and it's hard but I am trying to go on for you, because I know you would want me to. I LOVE YOU TONY...Happy Birthday

CAM

April 10, 2007

H A P P Y
B I R T H D A Y
T O N Y!!!

Big Boy, I will celebrate your day as I know you want it to be celebrated...LOTS OF MUSIC, LOVE AND LAUGHTER!

You are truly missed, but I know that you are with me with every step that I take.

Happy Birthday and I Love You!

YOUR BIG SISSA

Maria

March 21, 2007

Tony,

Can you please tell me how do I move on? What am I suppose to do when all I do is cry and think about you. I feel like I am going crazy and my heart and soul are full of pain. I can't sleep and I can't eat and I am TIRED. I need so badly to be able to hug you and see your smile and hear you laugh. I do not understand why and it's just not fair that my brother is no longer here. I can't do this without you and I have really tried, but I just can't. I try to smile when I think of you but it only makes me break down even more. When you left I felt like I was broken, literally I feel like I am broken. I don't know how to pick the pieces up and put them back together, I need you. My life is incomplete because a major part of my life which is you is now missing. I miss you so very much I feel like I can't breath the pain is starting to become unbearable. I LOVE YOU SO much Tony
Forever Your Baby Sis

March 21, 2007

Remember me with a smile, your tears should last just a little while. Remember me as I would want you to, and know that I am watching over you. Remember all the good times we had, dry your tears and don't be sad. Remember our hearts were filled with laughter, just as my love will last forever after. Remember to live each day filled with love, for I am at peace in Heaven above

CAM

March 17, 2007

Tony,

It has been awhile since my last post, but you are never out of my mind. I think about you EVERY day. I am trying to wrap my mind around the fact that you are gone and most days I don't know if I am coming or going. I miss you SOOO much and the pain is almost unbearable. I just want to pick up the phone and call you but I know that is not possible and it hurts. I don't know how to keep going without you Big Boy. I know you have no more pain and for that I am thankful but it does not take away the pain of losing my baby brother. I LOVE YOU...YOUR SISTER CAM

Maria

March 15, 2007

Hey Tone'

It's your baby sis again. I just wanted to let you know I love you and I miss you. I am on my way to Miami Florida and it seems that I should be happy but I'm not. At first I was excited and then reality set it. I am trying to move pass this place that I am in since the day you left. It's hard and I don't know what to do. Yes, I pray but I am still hurting. I wish you were still here. I will never forget you I carry you with me at all times in my heart. I love you big brother forever and always.

Maria

March 4, 2007

He went through so much pain and suffering that he did not choose,
He never gave up at anything through thick and thin,
He was going to fight hard until the end,
The end came on that cold night in November
Now he is with you Lord in heaven
to sing, laugh, and dance,
Nothing will ever make him cry,
His spirit now lives inside of me and it will never die,
One day I will be up there too,
I will take your hand Lord and go with you,
So thank you Lord for dying on that cross for me,
And thank you Tony, for all the sweet memories,
We love you Tony and miss you so much,
We will be with you again one day!

Baby Sis Maria

February 28, 2007

Tony,

I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU
I MISS YOU
My heart feels like it's empty and I try to stay focused on all the good times and it makes me miss you more. Life is not easy and as kids we rushed to become adults. I wish we were kids again and never grew up, becauseI know we would still be together. I love you more than you could ever know. Your smile is missed and your laugh is heard only in my mind. What I wouldn't give to laugh with you and talk to you. I wish I would have listened more because that's all you really wanted. Just someone to listen to you. Tony,I am listening now and you have my undivided attention. I'll wait for you in my dreams and we can talk all night. I'll take it anway I can get it. I love you Big Brother ! Love Always

Maria

February 27, 2007

Whenever I felt lonely you were always there,
a person with whom everything I could share.
My inspiration, my hero, my pride,
the first one to cheer me up whenever I was low.
In a cruel world so mean and cold,
it's you whose hand I could always hold.
You are the one who was always by my side,
the person in whom everything I could confide.
Being buddies, fighting, playing, smiling, frowning,
I miss you for each and every small thing.
Being apart from you is what hurts the most,
Away from you I feel as if I am lost.
I'll cherish the moments of growing up with you,
no words can describe how much I miss you
I Love You Always, your baby sis'

Maria

February 16, 2007

We think of you in silence
We always speak your name
We have so many memories
And your picture in a frame
We do not need a special day to bring you to our minds
Since days we do not think of you are impossible to find
We think of you when we play but that is nothing new
We think of you with love today
We are always with you
You are now our guardian angel watching us from your place of rest
Heaven must be a beautiful place
For God only takes the best
I Love You Always

Neicie

February 13, 2007

Tony
It has taken me this long to be able to come here to pay tribute to you, because it has been very difficult for me. I miss you terribly, and you have given me what God sent you here for: FORGIVENESS! You are the most forgiving person I know (besides PawPaw). Thank You so very much for giving me that, and your unconditional Love. The tears I shed are not just for our loss, but for the joy you have given to me, my children and our family. You are so very special! I know you are in Heaven with our Father. I'll miss you every day of my life!

Maria

February 7, 2007

Day by day I think of you,
How can all of this be true?
I can't believe you're really gone,
I still can't accept it,
Just the thought of you makes me cry,
Every picture, every letter,
I don't know if it will ever get better.
I always smell your familiar scent,
It makes me think of all of the times we've spent.

So many things I never got to say,
I never imagined you'd ever be so far away.
You are my brother,
And I love you like no other.
In my heart you'll always be,
You’ll be my guide and help me see.
I'll never forget your soothing voice,
I would take your place if I had a choice.
But now I have to let you rest,
Although without you my world's a mess.
I miss you with all of my heart
I love Tone' Forever

Maria

February 5, 2007

Tony,

I know it's been a while since I last wrote to you, but I talk to you everyday. The days are still long and the nights are even longer.
I miss you so much, more and more everyday. I hear your laugh and I see your smile everytime I close my eyes. I can't stop asking WHY! Why did you have to go , why didn't I do more. I would trade your life for mine without a second thought. I love you Tone, forever and always

Maria

January 27, 2007

Hey big brother,

Missing you is all I do and I feel like everything around me is collapsing. My spirit is weak, and I don't feel like I have the strength to fight the troubles that have come my way. I don't think you realize how much you kept me going and kept me wanting to keep going, not just for me but for you too. I don't have the desire to do this anymore and I look at your picture everyday and light an incense for you thinking that you are still here telling me to keep going but once the incense has burned out I realize that I am here and you are there. I hurt so much Tony. Never have I known a pain like this. Pain is so deep sometimes I can't get up,but I have to force myself. I am forced to smile when I don't want to or feel like it and I just want to talk to you and see you, and it would be a lie if I said just one more time because I want you with me all the time. I feel so lonely. I know that all you wanted was for me to be happy but I am so unhappy, and putting up a front is becoming harder and harder everyday....All I want is my Big Brother Back !!!!!
I Love You Forever

Aunt Melissa

January 21, 2007

Be Still

Be still like the grass on a melancholy summer day
Be still like desert shrub.

Be calm and you will hear your loved one speak, in the stillness, in the calm, their love resounds.

If you are still this promise I make, you will hear the voice of your loved one helping you along your way.

CAM

January 21, 2007

Tony,

This last week has been very hard for me. I am missing you SOOO MUCH. I can hear your voice and your laugh, but it is not the same. I wish I had one more hug, one more joke, one more dance...JUST ONE MORE...I never imagined living my life without you. Just know that I will carry you in my heart and soul forever. Our bond is eternal.
I LOVE YOU...
YOUR BIG SIS -

Maria

January 20, 2007

You were so full of life,
Always smiling and carefree,
Life loved you being a part of it,
And I loved you being a part of me.
You could make anyone laugh,
If they were having a bad day,
No matter how sad I was,
You could take the hurt away.
Nothing could every stop you,
Or even make you fall,
You were ready to take on the world,
Always giving everyone and everything your all.
But God decided he needed you,
So from this world you left,
But you took a piece of all of us,
Our hearts are what you kept.
Your seat is now empty,
And it's hard not to see your face,
But please always know this,
No one will ever take your place.
You left without a warning,
Not even saying good-bye,
And I can't seem to stop,
Asking the question why?
Nothing will ever be the same,
The house is empty without your laughter,
But I know you're in Heaven,
Watching over us and looking after.
I didn't see this coming,
It hit me by surprise,
And when you left this world,
A big part of me died.
Your smile could brighten anyone's day,
No matter what they were going through,
And I know everyday for the rest of my life,
I'll be missing you.
I Love You Tony.... your baby sis'

Maria

January 20, 2007

Tone' I had you on my mind , like what else is new! I just wanted to tell you I love you and miss you. Never will there ever be another man with a big enough spirit and smile to fill your shoes in my life. Forever and Always Your Baby Sis'

Maria

January 16, 2007

Tony,
It makes me feel so proud to come here and read all the good things other people say about you. I know that you were and are a mighty man of God and the spirit inside of you shines more now that when you were here with us. On days that I am down is when I need you shining on me the most I cannot express how much you mean to me and you are truly missed. I love you big brother, forever and always your baby sis,

ASSINA

January 15, 2007

UNCLE TONY,
I MISS YOU. I WISH WE WOULD HAVE SPENT MORE TIME TOGETHER. YOU ARE SPECIAL TO ME. THANK YOU FOR THE TIMES YOU WATCHED ME WHEN I WAS A BABY.

LOVE YOU, ASSINA

ANISSA

January 15, 2007

HEY TONY,

IT'S FUNNY HOW MUCH YOU MISS SOMEONE ONCE THEY'VE GONE ON TO GLORY. I GUESS I HAD TAKEN IT FOR GRANTED THAT YOU WOULD ALWAYS BE A CALL AWAY. THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME: ALWAYS SMILE, BE HUMBLE, LISTEN MORE THAN TALK, AND LOVE GOD AND YOUR FAMILY WITH ALL YOUR HEART. AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST, REMEMBER THAT IT'S JUST THE GAME, HA HA..I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE FUN TIMES ON YANKEE RD AND THE GOOD CONVERSATIONS WE HAD WHEN WE LIVED ON WILLOW RIDGE.

WITH LOVE AS SOLID AS A
ROCK, PEACHIE

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