Dolores M. "Dee" Vernacchio

Dear Mom, Another mother's day without you. I hurt so much still. I need you and want to talk to you so you can listen to what is happening and give advise and then I don't do it. ha ha!! No really mommy I wish I could see you one more time. I want you and Daddy to see my Grandchildren, Matteo and Joseph. They are my life. Mom you would bit them up!! My girls are very good mothers and I am so very proud of them. You would be proud too. Kiss to you on Mothers Day. Love to Daddy and...

Dolores!! What did you do? You sneaky old woman!! :) I wish you would've told me about all of this...but I almost like it this way b/c we can laugh about the things you are capable of even after you're no longer here!!
We always knew you had "super powers".

I love you so much and I forgive you for this.
Sending love bites
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX0
Love
Janine
P.S.- I can imagine what DaDa is saying to you right now!

Mom Mom and DaDa,
I wanted to write to you today because things will be hectic from here on out. I'm getting married in 2 days..can you believe it?? Mom Mom you knew Joey and I know you liked him! DaDa, you would've loved him too. He's a wonderful person and takes good care of me. He creepily reminds me of you sometimes. I would give anything in the world for you two to be there physically, but I know you can't. But I have come up with a solution so you are with me every step of the...

God, I miss you and Dad so much lately I feel like I'm going crazy sometimes. I really wanted you here for this very special time. It's not fair your missing this Janine's wedding and she is very sad at times. I know you will both be there in spirit but it's not the same. Just please help us through this and I pray you will show us a sign that you are there. I love and Miss you everyday and all the time. It gets intents at times. Lexi gets really sad when we talk about you, Mom. She...

Okay, I'm going crazy here. I need a sign Mom Mom. What am I going to do? I'll take anything. It's coming down to the wire and I'm so sad.
I love you, just push me in the right direction.

Sorry Mom and Dad, I couldn't write during the holiday's. It's still so hard to deal with your passing at this time of year. Well really any time of year but, the holidays will never be the same. I did have the family over for dinner and thought of you all day long. At the end of the day it was just me and you Mom. HARD! can't take it. I really had a less stressful time this year with the other side of the family now gone forever. Just normal Gene and I no drama nothing to be ashamed of we...

My Daddy. It's been 13 years today that you have been gone. I still can't really celebrate the New Year with total excitement. You were my main man, DaDa. You were it. I miss you so much and it stills hurts today as much as it did that day. I love you with ALL of my heart and soul. "I love your guts" as I used to say.

Thinking of you today and always!
Your blue eyed baby,
Janine
xoxoxoxoxo..

Happy Birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. You smell like a Monkey and look like one too!!
That's something you would say! I love you and miss you with each passing day!
Happy Birthday, Mom Mom
Sending you love bites x0x0x0x0x

Well...it's Christmas Eve morning and I couldn't sleep last night. Yesterday was not a good day either. I miss you terribly and I'm not making this one a long one. I just wanted to tell you and Daddy I love you and miss you more than you could imagine.

Love Bites XOXOXOX