Jason Gregory Rubin

My dear Jason, I cannot believe March 9th would be your 53rd birthday. Although gone nineteen years, it seems like just yesterday. Every morning I wake up to a large picture of you with Nanny which is one of my favorite possessions. I often have conversations as if you were actually hearing me. I pray I could start over being the mother you deserved. I wish I made you my priority, told you often how much I loved you, hugged you constantly, had more patience, read you bedtime stories and...

My two favorite canvas pictures of Jason and Nanny.

Attached are my two favorite canvas prints of you and Nanny.

My Sweet Jason, Happy upcoming 52nd Birthday! I know I did not show or express it enough, but I loved you with all my heart. If only I could do everything over again. I would have more patience, praise you more, express my love both physically and mentally and always make you my priority. It was such a difficult period for me and my self-esteem was very low. I think of you and miss you every day. I have enlarged canvas prints of you and Nanny on my bedroom wall. First thing I see when I...

Dearest Jason, I have attached some family photos I thought you would enjoy. A recent picture of Aunt Elaine, Brett and family, Larry and me in Europe several years ago, Aunt Terri and Uncle Steve, Lindsey and Jeff and a heartwarming picture of you and Alyse. All my love, MOM