John J. Gervais

I know it´s been quite a while since I have wrote in the book but I can assure you that I think of you every single day and I know you are watching over me and John. This is a very emotional month for me. I visited John at his work the other day and I broke down after leaving there but only because him and his Beautiful wife who I know you would love is going to Aruba for their wedding anniversary and I´m extremely happy for them but it reminds me of our honeymoon and how much we loved...

13 years have passed us by... I wish sometimes that I could fly... Then I could visit you every day... And tell you all the things I never got to say... So many things I want you to know... Especially how I never was ready to let you go... This was not a part of our plans... I am at peace, knowing you are in God´s hands... The pain never really goes away... The memories you shared, make you feel OK I felt your presence in Vegas, and knew you were there... There...

Hi Johnny! Not a day goes by that I don´t think about you and miss you. I can´t believe it´s been 14 years since you have been gone. Life has definitely never been the same and I will forever be grateful for the time that I had with you. The most Amazing man that I have ever known. If I could tell you one thing it would be that I Love you Always

Hi Johnny, I can´t believe it´s been 12 years. I visit your grave all the time and although I know you are not there it comforts me to talk to you about my life because I am who I am because of you. I know that you are watching over John and myself. I really miss you and life just seemed so much easier when you were here. It took a long time but now I try to celebrate the bad days with Wonderful memories we made. I hope you are doing what you loved and racing. I Love you 143 XOXO

Been so long all that's left are stories and memories that bring a smile to my face when I'm feeling down. I wish you could be here with us to see how far we've come. I owe everything I have to you for all that you taught me and all the tools you left me to be the person I got to become. I miss and love you buddy.

I can´t believe it has been 11 years that you have been gone. I truly Miss You and will Always Love You They say time heals but that´s not true, at least not in my book. You simply learn to move forward and hold onto all the Wonderful memories you shared. Life is never the same as you imagined that it would be. You touched so many lives and you will certainly never be forgotten. I visit your grave all the time and I just tell myself that you are in a better place and you are doing what...

Hi Johnny! I just wanted to let you know that you have been on my mind a lot and I miss you more than anything in the World It definitely never gets any easier and it´s not just difficult because of the holidays as it´s always hard and we just somehow learn to move forward. I know that deep in your heart you want nothing more than for me to be happy so I am doing just that. I visit your gravesite all the time and although I know you are not there it comforts me in some way. You will...

It's been so long since I have written in here but believe me I never forget about you. I still visit your grave every week. I met an Amazing man and it's so strange that his name is Johnny. I think of you every day and miss you so much. Johnny is so supportive as he talks about you because he knows that a lot of who I am today is because of you and the Love we shared. He understands how important you are to me and that my feelings will never change. Time does not heal, you just learn...

It took me a very Long time but, I celebrate these days as I know you would not want me to be sad. It's been 8 years today and I wonder where the time went as it almost seems like yesterday. I visit your grave every Saturday even knowing that your not there but, I know how happy you must be for the Beautiful stone that I created for you. For 8 years I lived my life all alone and even though I seemed happy I was so sad inside. I strongly believe that you sent Tim to me and I am not sad and...