Peter Pautz

You were my only male figure growing up. Thank you for the love and protection you always showed me. I love you always.

Hi Baby Boy,
I have not forgotten you and this book will stay online as long as I am around. So much has happened since you've been gone. I do know that you know what has happened but I wish you were here so we could talk about it or make our snarky jokes that we always did. Please come visit me in my dreams. I haven't seen you in so very long.

Love and Miss you,
Mom

I can feel U all around Me today

YET ANUTHR 1 OF THEM DAYS WEN ALL I CAN DO IS LAY HERE & CRY & THINK OF U. I'M GETTING MARRIED IN 2 MONTHS & ITS KILLING ME THAT U WONT BE THERE. NOBODY UNDERSTANDS Y I WANNA GO ALL THE WAY 2 VEGAS 2 GET MARRIED... BUT U KNOW Y. MY HEART ACHES FROM THINKING OF U. I WISH THAT AS TIME WENT BY IT WOULD BE EASIER TO MOVE ON, BUT IT DOESNT SEEM 2 WORK LIKE THAT. I MISS U LIKE CRZY. <3

i miss U still. y cant i find comfort in knowing u r in a better place? i visited "the spot" on the 23rd of Jan. Brot more flowrs. cried more tears. i finally went back 2 work. it seemd wrong 2go back witout u, but its been 4yrs... i had 2 try again. i dont feel "numb" anymore, but i still feel "dumb" cuz i'm still w8n on U 2 come home... BABYSTEPS My Bruthr. iLuvU

Hi Petie,
It's been over 4 years and I just don't know where that time has gone. You are with me every single day in everything I do. I see or hear certain things and you immediately are there, with me. I miss you so. I don't want you to think I have forgotten you or ever will. You took a piece of my heart with you. I'm glad you have it. Whenever you hold it in your hand, that is me hugging you. I love you, now and forever. I know you are often with me. I can feel you near and it is a...

Pete, with my work situation what it is, I miss U more than ever 2day. I just wish I could give U a HUGE HUG & welcome U back home, but I guess it'll be the other way around when I get there, huh? I still LuvU & MissU like all this lost time never happened. U know.

Hello Peter I hope you have met my girls.
Your Mother and I are friends and I feel I knew you.
I am now a Greenbay Packer fan. Wendy

Dear Pete,
been thinking about you. just wanted to let you know you are loved and missed dearly by all. your Packers are doing GREAT, im sure you are watching from above. im sure everyone is wishing them well. we all miss you!!! jenn