Phaedra Marie Gruver

I think about Phaedra every once in a while. Even to this day, I wonder what life would've been like if she was on stage graduating with me and the rest of her friends. Where she would've gone to school, what job she would have etc. I would've loved to have gotten to know her better but even in the few small months I knew her as a freshman in high school, she made such an impact on me. I miss her, she was truly the best hugger, a lovely unicorn, and the owner of a beautiful heart.

I still think about you around this time of year. You are missed and loved.

Phaedra, you're still on my mind all the time and I still can't quite believe how long it's been since we last spoke.. May you be remembered eternally by all those who were lucky enough to make your acquaintance - I know I'll never forget the love you showed me. Yours always.

I love you Phaedra and I always will

I love you so much.

I hadn't spoken to you in years, but Phaedra you were an amazing person. You never cared about others opinions and you made me not hate myself. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. Roam free with the unicorns you fabulous dinosaur.

It hurts to think of you, but I know I would not be doing your memory justice if I didn't. I've been struggling, but I'll be okay. Holly taught me a new mantra type thing "Sweetheart, you're in pain. Relax, take a breath."

Phaedra I think of you and smile and laugh at the memories and times we've shared, but at the same time I feel a hollowness and sadness that I can never put words to when I remember we will never have any more times together, that you're gone. I wish I could talk to you now, I wish you were still here, I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I will never forget you, and never stop loving you. I swear.