Rolando Gonzalez

Tomorrow is your birthday... the pain is too much to bear. I look up at your picture everyday and wish you were here with me still. You were such a gentle heart... I hear your laugh and your daily good morning momma in my head all the time. I remember the look in your eyes when you were happy or when I disappointed you... I remember how you had to run behind the sofa and cry where noone could see you because you were so happy that you got the video game system you wanted at Christmas. ...

My brother was laid to rest next to Roland. Hopefully my brother doesn't annoy you too much. My mom likes to decorate Roland's resting place with flowers. Rest in Peace man.

I will never get over losing you and I will never stop thinking about you I miss you so much bro

Thinking about you today. I hope I have not let you down on my promise to live my life to the fullest and with love expressed in every one of my actions and thoughts. The type of love you expressed to everyone that got to meet you. Yes you are a great role model of how we are to live our life. And in my reflection of my past year, I hope i have continued to live my life to the fullest with the purest love that you have taught us to show. Love you and miss you.

Thinking of you and how you impacted our lives at such a young age. Forever Young in heaven. Miss you. Your friend through your mom Wendy.